00:02:09 | takanashikiara: Loop
00:02:13 | takanashikiara: um what the fuck
00:02:16 | takanashikiara: um
00:02:20 | takanashikiara: I think I need to go to the hospital
00:02:30 | takanashikiara: so I had a dance lesson yesterday
00:02:34 | takanashikiara: and yesterday only my lower back was really
00:02:39 | takanashikiara: hurting but I mean it was kind of a kind of a
00:02:41 | takanashikiara: always thing
00:02:51 | takanashikiara: uh but then uh you know dancers was over everything's fine or like as per usual
00:02:53 | takanashikiara: and I
00:02:56 | takanashikiara: uh I went to have dinner
00:02:59 | takanashikiara: and everything was fine I was just sleepy
00:03:01 | takanashikiara: then I came
00:03:05 | takanashikiara: then I came
00:03:08 | takanashikiara: to
00:03:11 | takanashikiara: what what am I saying then I came home uh
00:03:13 | takanashikiara: and I laid down
00:03:19 | takanashikiara: and I watched like a video to fall asleep
00:03:21 | takanashikiara: and then
00:03:23 | takanashikiara: I was like trying to
00:03:30 | takanashikiara: relax and then something started hurting really bad
00:03:50 | takanashikiara: and it's not sore muscles because I know how that feels after many years of the 15 years of dancing in my life I know how sore muscles feel it's not sore muscles but suddenly my my whole upper spine
00:03:55 | takanashikiara: um was feeling really
00:03:57 | takanashikiara: strong
00:03:59 | takanashikiara: pain
00:04:01 | takanashikiara: uh
00:04:09 | takanashikiara: well I don't know if I was just like I don't know why it started when I started laying down
00:04:13 | takanashikiara: I mean now it's also like when I sit up
00:04:24 | takanashikiara: when I move my head from right to left or like slight slightly even like in like a millimeter back you know when you move your head slightly back only the head
00:04:27 | takanashikiara: it's really bad
00:04:29 | takanashikiara: like excruciating
00:04:31 | takanashikiara: uh
00:04:34 | takanashikiara: uh it's so bad
00:04:37 | takanashikiara: oh shit
00:04:42 | takanashikiara: I couldn't like the whole night I had really trouble sleeping because
00:04:48 | takanashikiara: every position was hurting real bad
00:04:54 | takanashikiara: Loki lying on my back hurt the most I guess
00:04:56 | takanashikiara: um
00:04:59 | takanashikiara: it was really bad
00:05:01 | takanashikiara: oh
00:05:08 | takanashikiara: I feel like there's like slight slightly there's positions that are
00:05:10 | takanashikiara: like
00:05:13 | takanashikiara: um doable
00:05:15 | takanashikiara: at least for
00:05:17 | takanashikiara: a little while
00:05:20 | takanashikiara: but
00:05:29 | takanashikiara: I don't really have time or want to go to the hospital
00:05:32 | takanashikiara: but I think maybe I
00:05:36 | takanashikiara: have some strains or tour and muscles
00:05:45 | takanashikiara: around the spine not really sure why though because I mean the dance lesson was intense but
00:05:49 | takanashikiara: it wasn't like it wasn't like something
00:05:51 | takanashikiara: crazy
00:05:52 | takanashikiara: like
00:05:55 | takanashikiara: or I didn't I didn't like feel
00:05:57 | takanashikiara: anything out of the
00:05:59 | takanashikiara: super
00:06:01 | takanashikiara: usual
00:06:03 | takanashikiara: stuff
00:06:08 | takanashikiara: I have another dance lesson today
00:06:18 | takanashikiara: but I'm sorry but I consulted Chad GPT because I was like what the fuck is could be going on
00:06:20 | takanashikiara: yeah this is so much pain
00:06:24 | takanashikiara: um Jetty PT says
00:06:27 | takanashikiara: let me tell you
00:06:33 | takanashikiara: so I said in certain positions the pain is 10 out of 10 I swear
00:06:38 | takanashikiara: and then in others it's like 7 out of 10 or so
00:06:43 | takanashikiara: and it didn't change for the whole night until now
00:06:48 | takanashikiara: and it's kind of going over to the right shoulder a little bit my love quite a bit
00:06:52 | takanashikiara: and then
00:06:55 | takanashikiara: yeah when I move my head it gets worse
00:06:57 | takanashikiara: and
00:07:00 | takanashikiara: it's not sore muscles
00:07:07 | takanashikiara: and I just uh it's weird that it started kind of suddenly not like slowly
00:07:17 | takanashikiara: and usually I wouldn't have it in my spine it's kind of weird
00:07:23 | takanashikiara: but chatty PI says go to the hospital
00:07:29 | takanashikiara: you guys might be delighted that agrees um
00:07:35 | takanashikiara: I guess it shouldn't be any bad don't worry I don't have ligma
00:07:37 | takanashikiara: um
00:07:40 | takanashikiara: it's probably just like
00:07:47 | takanashikiara: something crazy probably just like like a strained or
00:07:49 | takanashikiara: um
00:07:55 | takanashikiara: yeah versus strained muscle but like it's so weird that it kind of started suddenly
00:07:59 | takanashikiara: um
00:08:04 | takanashikiara: yeah fuck it also says don't dance today
00:08:09 | takanashikiara: well fuck I have another dance lesson and schedule wise like
00:08:12 | takanashikiara: I don't know
00:08:16 | takanashikiara: if I can move it um
00:08:23 | takanashikiara: I was really painful and if it doesn't get better through the day
00:08:32 | takanashikiara: then maybe I cancel hold on even though like it's not like lying down or so makes me feel better I'm in pain
00:08:34 | takanashikiara: I don't know
00:08:36 | takanashikiara: uh
00:08:43 | takanashikiara: I can just uh choose some painkillers and then maybe I'll be fine
00:08:46 | takanashikiara: but I'm thinking like if I have strained muscles
00:08:51 | takanashikiara: uh like a torn muscle or something like that
00:08:53 | takanashikiara: then
00:09:03 | takanashikiara: like covering the pain with pain curlers will only make me like if I really end up on feeling the pain then I
00:09:09 | takanashikiara: then you don't then you just do stupid shit and make it worse you know what I mean
00:09:16 | takanashikiara: like yeah you can get through the day with a painkiller but then what if you make it worse without knowing because
00:09:18 | takanashikiara: you cover all the pain
00:09:21 | takanashikiara: with
00:09:22 | takanashikiara: that
00:09:24 | takanashikiara: you know
00:09:28 | takanashikiara: uh yeah what do my manager
00:09:30 | takanashikiara: I'm like are you up
00:09:37 | takanashikiara: no reply people don't wake up early if they don't need to
00:09:39 | takanashikiara: it's 7 it's almost 8:00 a.m.
00:09:41 | takanashikiara: oh
00:09:52 | takanashikiara: oh I don't know I don't know man oh I can't really go to the hospital alone in Japan I feel like I need
00:09:56 | takanashikiara: assistance so
00:10:05 | takanashikiara: why am I so cursed with like anniversary streams specifically
00:10:08 | takanashikiara: because last year I got Corona
00:10:16 | takanashikiara: last year I had Corona bro
00:10:20 | takanashikiara: and this year now
00:10:22 | takanashikiara: I just kind of killed my back
00:10:26 | takanashikiara: it's messed up
00:10:31 | takanashikiara: that 1 going to wait for my manager
00:10:34 | takanashikiara: uh but I don't know
00:10:41 | takanashikiara: what to do about the dental it's like in the middle of the day I spoke really fast just now that was sick like a rapper
00:10:46 | takanashikiara: no my dad doesn't in the middle of the day
00:10:52 | takanashikiara: if I go to the hospital I don't know how long it will take especially if I don't know when my manager will wake up
00:10:57 | takanashikiara: but then also it's like what are they even going to do
00:11:00 | takanashikiara: if it's like a
00:11:06 | takanashikiara: strange or torn muscle what else are they going to do besides giving me painkillers
00:11:09 | takanashikiara: I can give myself painkillers if that's it
00:11:13 | takanashikiara: then then it's not worth my time
00:11:16 | takanashikiara: h
00:11:21 | takanashikiara: so so chat so
00:11:23 | takanashikiara: chat kfp
00:11:27 | takanashikiara: chat GPT chat kfp
00:11:31 | takanashikiara: what the fuck do I do
00:11:34 | takanashikiara: well well well well
00:11:42 | takanashikiara: oh oh okay I'm in the more comfortable position supposedly and a very much hurt right now
00:11:48 | takanashikiara: I don't think I can do that oh oh
00:11:52 | takanashikiara: 1 of my dance
00:12:08 | takanashikiara: ah
00:12:11 | takanashikiara: ah
00:12:13 | takanashikiara: oh
00:12:20 | takanashikiara: 1 then
00:12:22 | takanashikiara: oh oh
00:12:30 | takanashikiara: okay
00:12:33 | takanashikiara: fuck fuck
00:12:39 | takanashikiara: okay so
00:12:40 | takanashikiara: oh
00:12:48 | takanashikiara: he may be maybe they can
00:12:52 | takanashikiara: stay right in my back
00:12:58 | takanashikiara: the worst is when I slightly even but millimeter move my
00:13:01 | takanashikiara: neck ah
00:13:03 | takanashikiara: oh
00:13:06 | takanashikiara: oh
00:13:14 | takanashikiara: I guess I'll die
00:13:17 | takanashikiara: okay I'm dead
00:13:27 | takanashikiara: um why the fuck why I didn't do anything specific
00:13:39 | takanashikiara: okay no point in keeping the space uh life I'm killing it just like I'm going to die
00:13:43 | takanashikiara: um okay goodbye
00:13:53 | takanashikiara: that's the state of things goodbye maybe you know stream today I don't know don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't think that I'm trying to escape
00:14:01 | takanashikiara: uh I'll I'll keep you updated bye