00:00:19 | takanashikiara: but the room is making those sounds again
00:00:24 | takanashikiara: second space of the day
00:00:30 | takanashikiara: I can't get enough of Twitter spaces
00:00:35 | takanashikiara: oh I don't think it's it will be too long though because my food
00:00:37 | takanashikiara: might come soon
00:00:39 | takanashikiara: um
00:00:40 | takanashikiara: hello
00:00:53 | takanashikiara: I'm just gonna document my frustration and what I did and said in case I get sued no just kidding just because I
00:00:57 | takanashikiara: I need to get validated by you guys
00:01:01 | takanashikiara: I have a need to get validated
00:01:04 | takanashikiara: so
00:01:11 | takanashikiara: like I felt already validated because all all of you guys were like that's fucking mold
00:01:13 | takanashikiara: um thanks for that
00:01:36 | takanashikiara: thanks for the replies on Twitter validating me media because I was also so I I ordered this stuff you guys didn't even see the a picture of the whole food but it was like a it was free strips free Stripes of of for bread with some like stuff on top
00:01:40 | takanashikiara: and um
00:01:44 | takanashikiara: I I think I didn't notice until I took the first bite or so
00:01:48 | takanashikiara: or maybe I did I don't know but I noticed very early
00:01:49 | takanashikiara: because like
00:02:15 | takanashikiara: there wasn't no that's what they're trying to get me to think though so like okay um the corner of 1 of these free Stripes strips of the bread was showing these dots these many dots and I can tell too I could tell immediately like moldy style of dots not charred
00:02:34 | takanashikiara: so I I called the waitress over was actually a lady and I I was like hi I'm sorry um I think is this mold you know I'm like just very nicely asking not like immediately like claiming it is
00:02:37 | takanashikiara: yeah the stalks yeah
00:02:43 | takanashikiara: and then she's like 1 meter or like 1 step away from me and she just like
00:02:50 | takanashikiara: looks at it for 1 second without like coming closer and it's like no that's not more that's um
00:02:54 | takanashikiara: that's just the the you know the roast The Roasting of the bread
00:03:16 | takanashikiara: and that kind of stun locked me I didn't believe it really but I was like oh oh okay and and then I felt like pressure to eat the thing because if she says it's so confidently she was so confident in it like she knew what she was saying and doing
00:03:52 | takanashikiara: but she didn't even get a close look like I can understand that looking at it from like as far away as she was it probably maybe did look like roasted but if you looked at it closer I think maybe she would have understood or seen it probably but even then maybe she would have tried to Gaslight me because it's embarrassing because it's uh mold but I don't know um but she I don't think she saw it properly and that's the problem like not being taken seriously that's the I think that's the biggest
00:03:59 | takanashikiara: if I get really sick um it's more about being taken seriously
00:04:03 | takanashikiara: uh and yeah and and also risking my vacation but
00:04:20 | takanashikiara: General but like when I'm traveling alone as a young looking woman you know how it is with the doctors
00:04:22 | takanashikiara: same thing here
00:04:34 | takanashikiara: um yeah and it's not not even just her now now it's the the discussion of how they reacted because anyway I I felt pressured to eat thing
00:04:45 | takanashikiara: because I felt gas lit even though I was pretty sure so I cut off the parts that looked the most moldy and I inspected the rest of the bread too
00:04:46 | takanashikiara: and
00:04:59 | takanashikiara: like it I if it was charring or roasted I would have seen more of that probably on the edges or on on the bottom of it but no I didn't see any of that
00:05:01 | takanashikiara: so
00:05:04 | takanashikiara: what
00:05:08 | takanashikiara: young looking you don't need to have the looking for know I do
00:05:14 | takanashikiara: that's the thing I'm not even young anymore but I look young I paid the price for that
00:05:15 | takanashikiara: um
00:05:26 | takanashikiara: last stripe of the strip of the bread
00:05:31 | takanashikiara: was giving me a little bit of a weird sussy flavor
00:05:33 | takanashikiara: like
00:05:37 | takanashikiara: I don't know
00:05:59 | takanashikiara: but I I I felt like paranoid can I even believe myself when I'm I'm trying to convince myself that this is mold but I'm also trying to convince myself that it isn't because the lady said so and I just feel pressured to eat she said so confidently I'm like okay now I feel like I can't on it
00:06:14 | takanashikiara: and other people surely they would be able to but I I didn't want to trouble her I didn't want to seem like an annoying customer I didn't want to seem dramatic like a dramatic white woman
00:06:20 | takanashikiara: um so you know what I mean it's just like uh I didn't want to
00:06:27 | takanashikiara: I didn't want to be annoying and and if she says so you know
00:06:32 | takanashikiara: so and like mostly it tasted fine
00:06:42 | takanashikiara: but I feel like you can often eat bread that's already molding like many people accidentally eat bread that's molding
00:06:50 | takanashikiara: and and don't really realize because it's like not an in in your face fucked up flavor it's just
00:06:58 | takanashikiara: maybe like a and weird flavor depending on what you put on the bread you will not notice right
00:07:02 | takanashikiara: yeah anyway
00:07:27 | takanashikiara: so for example hours later like inspecting the pictures I took of the food cuz at the when I was there like have the weights notice how closely I was looking at the bread you know so I didn't want to look too closely but I was looking when she wasn't looking I was like oh God okay let me take a closer look but you know what what what I was what I'm trying to do I'm like
00:07:35 | takanashikiara: not trying to make her realize that I'm doubting what she said and then I'm still worried about it I'm just like
00:08:05 | takanashikiara: I don't want to that's stupid tourists you know so I was like really carefully suspiciously inspecting it but I just took pictures so I could like inspect it later proper properly and and so it took me like 3 hours to actually inspect it and then I I realized and then that's when I posted the picture and I was like wait a fucking he's like it really is mold you can't tell me it's not mold
00:08:09 | takanashikiara: like look the stalks look at the stalks the way they're like
00:08:12 | takanashikiara: um oh I think my food is coming
00:08:23 | takanashikiara: this the way the stalks are like growing away from the bread and that's what I was trying to explain to the chefs now so
00:08:32 | takanashikiara: I need to be food is coming I think they want they will want to come in and like place it um I will just mute in that moment and then I'll
00:08:34 | takanashikiara: finish my story but
00:08:37 | takanashikiara: the mission impossible
00:08:52 | takanashikiara: thank you for all agreeing to it ah like then I compared it also to pictures on Google like the same type of mold and it looks exactly like that and it's concentrated spot you know
00:08:53 | takanashikiara: yeah
00:08:56 | takanashikiara: so anyway I
00:09:01 | takanashikiara: I you know there's like some specific staff people who have like
00:09:15 | takanashikiara: memorized me and yeah we we should chat a lot so I went into the restaurant that I always go into I I went straight up to the staff the 1f that's obsessed with me and
00:09:30 | takanashikiara: and I told him like he's like oh how are you and I'm like I actually feel a little bit sick right now and and I told him and I told him the pictures and he was like oh my God and he immediately went up to the sous chef uh
00:10:06 | takanashikiara: this is where it comes in handy the people obsessed with me here so he immediately runs up to the sucia and like starts his confrontation which I appreciate because I wanted to like start this confrontation anyway it's nice to have a backup you know and then the sous chef brings in the the head chef of all the restaurants they have restaurants here right and he seems to be the the head chef of all the restaurants he was everybody else was wearing white he was wearing black and yeah I first show
00:10:43 | takanashikiara: was yeah yeah so the show the pictures and they're looking at it and they're not like immediately saying yeah that's mold they never they never confirmed it so the fact that they're not saying it makes me nervous
00:10:56 | takanashikiara: you know like I have to explain myself more so I showed them the pictures from Google as well that look exactly like that and all that and I I'm trying to prove it but it makes me more and more stressed out and anxious doesn't seem like
00:11:05 | takanashikiara: they're like like maybe they believe me but it feels like they don't want to believe they don't want to believe me because it would make them look bad
00:11:07 | takanashikiara: or they would at least like to
00:11:12 | takanashikiara: um leave the benefit of the doubt
00:11:13 | takanashikiara: did I use that right
00:11:15 | takanashikiara: um
00:11:16 | takanashikiara: yeah
00:11:18 | takanashikiara: um
00:11:42 | takanashikiara: but it's just like it it felt like I'm not being taken seriously because they're not confirming it they're still like leaving room for doubt they were like yeah our niece when we cut the bread you know if we use something first and it you know it could be from that the roast whatever blah blah they were like making up reasons what it what else it could be
00:11:53 | takanashikiara: oh um and I'm like no that's not that and I know no look look at this look at how it's growing away from the bread um
00:12:10 | takanashikiara: yeah then the then the the main Chef the executive whatever the Big Chef came and he was also very nice and he looked like like a freaking Yakuza not really really cool uh and that intimidated me like all of these people are intimidating me honestly
00:12:22 | takanashikiara: um yeah I was feeling like I guess like like bro I'm not being taken seriously as my fucking problem these people are not believing me I'm like crazy like hundreds of people on Twitter told me it's mold I believe it's mold
00:12:48 | takanashikiara: oh so I talked to him I showed him the pictures and he was like very like professional and serious and immediately apologizing and but again like without even looking much at the bread and everything he immediately like is like offering to cook whatever the fuck I want for for me and but that's like not quite the point like I appreciate that and I was kind of expecting that but
00:12:56 | takanashikiara: it feels like you're not going to confirm that this is mold so do I have to feel like I'm going crazy
00:12:58 | takanashikiara: um
00:13:06 | takanashikiara: so but they were still also fucking nice okay so I may maybe maybe they're not trying to Gaslight me but a little bit cancel it
00:13:44 | takanashikiara: anyway I'm they're like offering to like have me to cook anything for me I'm like no you need a little bit later my stomach feels a little bit upset and I also want to talk to my my butler guy um here so I'm just going to sit down and then order the room Services that's okay and then they like yeah um they'll send me whatever the fuck I want even if it's custom made like nothing on the menu so nice you know or he knows these mold it's mold I I I would hope that they eat it I I I happy but at le
00:13:50 | takanashikiara: sorry I'm talking so fast because my food is probably coming anyways
00:14:05 | takanashikiara: so anyway I sit down at the bar I get fresh orange juice because on somebody on Twitter said that I need to drink orange juice it's probably an immune system thing good that I've been taking immune system strengthening pills um the past again
00:14:27 | takanashikiara: um so I'm getting my first orange juice and and waiting for my butler in the meantime the soon Chef shows up again with the with the bread with the fork catcha but like the the not cut version like it's like in in in in plastic wrap and it's like a full loaf of bread he brought 2 separate packaged full loaves of bread
00:14:38 | takanashikiara: which doesn't mean that they're from the sale of first of all right they were separately packed big loaves
00:14:44 | takanashikiara: um and then he shows me I don't think he was necessarily claiming that it's the same loaf though but he showed me
00:15:07 | takanashikiara: the like General like this for catcha has like something in it like nuts or whatever like really small hint of it and he shows that me and it's like you know this is this is what it is and I'm like no and I immediately show him the picture again and like you see here yeah that's the part that you were showing me but here is an insane amount of mold that's very different
00:15:22 | takanashikiara: and he's like yeah okay and again didn't really confirm seemingly that what I'm saying is true and it's mold but he seemed defeated at that moment
00:15:26 | takanashikiara: left again
00:15:37 | takanashikiara: the bread and I also dismissed that again
00:15:43 | takanashikiara: saying it was nowhere else to be found on the bread it didn't seem like a roasted toasted bread
00:15:45 | takanashikiara: yeah
00:15:55 | takanashikiara: so anyway he leaves again but I'm saying all that they're like gas but they're like really nice I think they're really good people
00:16:05 | takanashikiara: and they really want to make it um fine they're just not admitting anything which pisses me off cuz that makes me feel like I'm going fucking crazy
00:16:27 | takanashikiara: yeah so anyway the butler finally comes and I'm like please take a seat and he refuses I'm like please I feel awkward when you're standing right there in front of me please take a seat I have to talk to you um he refuses again he says he's not allowed to I'm like okay can you at least come closer and then he kneels down instead of sitting next to me okay I get it
00:16:50 | takanashikiara: and I explain all of it to him I also repeat that we've had like these other issues with the air conditioning and with the hot and cold water and everything and other stuff um yeah I guess avoid a lawsuit Bros I'm not going to fucking sue you I don't have time for that I don't have the patience for that just admit it from my mental health
00:16:56 | takanashikiara: oh do I hear a car do I hear a buggy know
00:17:02 | takanashikiara: um but the butler was like oh wait okay wait wait
00:17:48 | takanashikiara: my vacuum strip loin has arrived my custom soup has arrived
00:17:53 | takanashikiara: okay it's still an aluminum foil so
00:17:55 | takanashikiara: I'm going to wait a little bit longer
00:17:57 | takanashikiara: okay
00:17:59 | takanashikiara: um
00:18:02 | takanashikiara: my Feast has arrived
00:18:15 | takanashikiara: yeah I figured I might as well go for the Australian you whatever
00:18:17 | takanashikiara: wait was a striploin or ribeye
00:18:21 | takanashikiara: I took whatever was more expensive
00:18:24 | takanashikiara: where was I um
00:19:14 | takanashikiara: um yeah about a really nice it was like because like with the whole AC stuff I was reaching my Loop there and just getting really pissed and I said if it's not fixed today um you I need you to change our room this is not okay but then they fixed it on that day so I was like okay whatever but it it was still fucking shity when I used to work in a hotel at this point we would have already given refunds or discounts or some kind of like we are so sorry package like a fruit basket or something you
00:19:23 | takanashikiara: thing you really have to ask for it and I'm just not the type of person to be like refund me or like outright demand something
00:19:29 | takanashikiara: yeah so even after that whole AC Saga
00:19:37 | takanashikiara: nothing was being done and I thought they would because this is such an
00:19:39 | takanashikiara: Resort
00:19:44 | takanashikiara: not even a rose petal bath for real
00:19:56 | takanashikiara: yeah what do you mean somebody getting somebody's salary will be cut because of me
00:19:58 | takanashikiara: I don't think so
00:20:03 | takanashikiara: yeah anyway um
00:20:40 | takanashikiara: so I repeated to the butler space what went wrong so far and I told him that even even at this point before the bread I was still feeling very happy and content and I wanted to only see the positive sides I didn't want any of these things to like make me feel too negative about the trip I was still like focusing on all the positive vibes that you know the staff they were all so fucking nice like every Department that people are insanely nice I've made great friends that will end the moment I le
00:20:41 | takanashikiara: um
00:20:56 | takanashikiara: yeah it's amazing like honestly the quality of the massage is amazing the quality of the food so far was amazing The Experience um of like going on on the snorkeling trip was well
00:21:05 | takanashikiara: the situation was unexpected for me but it was amazing the parasailing was amazing and I just repeated all of that I was like
00:21:14 | takanashikiara: like just so you know I'm not trying I'm not trying to start a drama here um but like this really tipped the scale for me
00:21:21 | takanashikiara: and really disappointed me and I really think I did way better talking to the
00:21:31 | takanashikiara: I calmed down a little bit after talking to the chefs the chef really fucking intimidated me they were they were like the sous chef the executive chef and another Chef all around me
00:21:42 | takanashikiara: or no I was trying my best to articulate myself not trying to seem dramatic but still seem affected by it you know
00:22:03 | takanashikiara: but yeah I moved the butler I think I did better and and so his reaction was really good too he apologized he when he looked at the pictures of the bread he's he didn't again he didn't confirm anything but he his eye this is his expression
00:22:12 | takanashikiara: showed me that he's taking it seriously and I also I told him my personal concern that the moment that I do feel like
00:22:19 | takanashikiara: it's hard to be taken seriously as a woman traveling alone especially so I feel really anxious right now
00:22:23 | takanashikiara: wink wink with that I'm trying to say take me seriously
00:22:26 | takanashikiara: yeah
00:22:30 | takanashikiara: um
00:22:41 | takanashikiara: yeah but tell me he believes me I think um I also sent him the pictures because he wants to show it to his
00:22:44 | takanashikiara: I don't know his manager or whatever
00:22:54 | takanashikiara: do you think really behind the scenes someone's going to actually get scrolled I wonder just going to brush it off and be like nah that's a
00:22:56 | takanashikiara: that's some random
00:23:09 | takanashikiara: influencer bitch probably we don't need to listen to her that wasn't mold for sure there's no way that there's mold on our bread
00:23:15 | takanashikiara: well I don't want anyone to be hired
00:23:22 | takanashikiara: um but they need to check their Breads and um
00:23:26 | takanashikiara: the thing is that that that place where I ate lunch
00:23:33 | takanashikiara: they did it didn't seem like they made the food at the spot at all
00:23:34 | takanashikiara: um
00:23:39 | takanashikiara: they had like a it's like this bar in the middle of a pool
00:23:52 | takanashikiara: and they didn't have a kitchen right there to make food fresh it seemed like every time something was brought over they went into a little small
00:23:56 | takanashikiara: Bungalow building right next to the bar
00:24:14 | takanashikiara: um went in and pretty quickly came out with the food I think like they're preparing it in a different restaurant on the island and I'm bringing it in there to store it so that they can serve it quickly because all of it seemed like the type of food
00:24:22 | takanashikiara: that doesn't necessarily need to be made on the spot if you know what I mean it's like more like Tapas or whatever
00:24:24 | takanashikiara: um
00:24:28 | takanashikiara: so what I think is happening is that they made it
00:24:34 | takanashikiara: and then this 1 stayed a little bit too long in their store so it was like um you know they
00:24:50 | takanashikiara: they didn't cool it properly or whatever you know that's how it seemed like to me because also when the S Chef was showing me the same bread but like you know in a full State uncut state
00:25:01 | takanashikiara: he brought it to me so quickly which means there that's where they're actually preparing it in in that area where we were then which was very far from the actual lunch
00:25:03 | takanashikiara: restaurant
00:25:09 | takanashikiara: which to me just confirms that they're not making it fresh for this particular restaurant
00:25:16 | takanashikiara: they're just preparing big bunch of it and then bringing it over and then storing it in that smaller building
00:25:19 | takanashikiara: if that makes sense
00:25:21 | takanashikiara: yeah
00:25:35 | takanashikiara: um where was I yeah the butler was the butler was nice about it and then he once again also confirmed that like everything whatever I today can have for free for dinner
00:26:02 | takanashikiara: and I feel like at this point they should give me more than just the complimentary dinner let's see what happens tomorrow but um I'm just happy for now to eat my food the room instead of surrounded by the people because today would be the first night that I'm eating no wait I think I ate dinner alone yeah on the first night
00:26:10 | takanashikiara: but you know because I I was alone the first night and now I'm alone again but it's the first night after the ladies left
00:26:17 | takanashikiara: and already getting nervous about eating dinner Valentine's Day alone
00:26:22 | takanashikiara: in the big restaurant where everybody else is sitting together
00:26:32 | takanashikiara: and couples couple formation so I'm glad I can eat in the room now I did really have an upset feeling stomach but not strong
00:26:38 | takanashikiara: I do think that it was mold but I also think I'm not going to be affected too much by it
00:26:40 | takanashikiara: thankfully
00:26:41 | takanashikiara: all good
00:26:44 | takanashikiara: yeah anyway the butler then
00:26:50 | takanashikiara: drove me with the buggy to my room and then I ordered my food and now it's here
00:26:52 | takanashikiara: yeah
00:27:06 | takanashikiara: oh and I had them besides the the the wagyu the Australian wagyu is that even a thing besides that I had them make me a custom potato cream soup because
00:27:10 | takanashikiara: I I wanted something to soothe my stomach
00:27:17 | takanashikiara: something called me that my stomach might feel familiar with
00:27:19 | takanashikiara: yeah
00:27:28 | takanashikiara: yeah I don't want to be like I didn't eat um insane amounts of the mold and the the worst Parts I I
00:27:36 | takanashikiara: cut off but I also know that doesn't mean that the rest of the bread doesn't have the bacteria on it it certainly does
00:27:38 | takanashikiara: yeah
00:27:41 | takanashikiara: certainly does
00:27:54 | takanashikiara: like
00:28:09 | takanashikiara: yeah their action is kind of a bummer yeah I really wonder if they genuinely don't believe me because that would piss me off the most because that's that's going to make me feel like an idiot
00:28:12 | takanashikiara: or if they're just protecting themselves which
00:28:15 | takanashikiara: I wouldn't be mad about
00:28:27 | takanashikiara: I just want them to be leave me I think that's the most important part to me I feel so anxious about speaking up I feel anxious about traveling alone
00:28:32 | takanashikiara: so for me it's not so much about having eaten the bread
00:28:36 | takanashikiara: although you know that kind of sucks because I felt pressured
00:28:41 | takanashikiara: and guess it but that's where it began because the lady didn't believe me now these chefs aren't believing me
00:28:51 | takanashikiara: they know they know my Japanese ladies left
00:28:55 | takanashikiara: yeah
00:29:12 | takanashikiara: yeah yeah they don't want to directly admit it making me feel stupid make me feel so stupid and stop making me feel stupid I really feel stupid but I know it's mold
00:29:17 | takanashikiara: I know it's mold 200 people on Twitter told me it's mold
00:29:28 | takanashikiara: yeah
00:29:33 | takanashikiara: thank you guys
00:29:41 | takanashikiara: now that it's all out we're going to start tomorrow a new Fresh without thinking about moldy bread
00:29:50 | takanashikiara: right and I'm going to have fun I saw another fish fucker by the way today
00:29:58 | takanashikiara: he looked like a plant he fought this disguising himself properly as a plant but
00:30:01 | takanashikiara: I saw that motherfuker
00:30:06 | takanashikiara: I saw that lion fish fucker I was very happy to see him
00:30:09 | takanashikiara: yeah
00:30:17 | takanashikiara: any plans tomorrow I'm going to get a massage
00:30:23 | takanashikiara: and just snorkel I don't have any other plans
00:30:25 | takanashikiara: yeah
00:30:32 | takanashikiara: pretty pretty satisfied with like going parasailing today I wasn't sure if I should do it I was going
00:30:44 | takanashikiara: a little bit back and forth in my mind because yeah with all the taxes and the service fee it went up from 200 bucks to 2006060 Bucks
00:30:47 | takanashikiara: bro
00:30:52 | takanashikiara: Triple R already left yes
00:30:54 | takanashikiara: unfortunately
00:31:00 | takanashikiara: what happened to Iris
00:31:03 | takanashikiara: I will be collabing with them
00:31:09 | takanashikiara: feels like the finale yeah kind of it was really cool
00:31:16 | takanashikiara: I I so quite worth the experience if I don't think about
00:31:19 | takanashikiara: the total price too much
00:31:27 | takanashikiara: I do think if it was really 100 it would have been reasonable but going up to 2605 is
00:31:30 | takanashikiara: makes it a little bit outrageous again
00:31:35 | takanashikiara: it was pretty awesome
00:31:37 | takanashikiara: it was pretty
00:31:46 | takanashikiara: I will um when I'm home I don't want to upload all the videos now because uh I feel like the Wi-Fi is going to kill all the quality
00:31:50 | takanashikiara: but I want to upload some stuff when I'm back home
00:31:53 | takanashikiara: so I can make sure the quality is good
00:31:55 | takanashikiara: yeah
00:31:58 | takanashikiara: now I'm going to go eat my food
00:32:13 | takanashikiara: and yeah thank you for listening to my to me in trying to validate myself thank you it's fucking mold um I think the the conclusion is it's fucking mold admitted
00:32:16 | takanashikiara: just fucking admit it
00:32:21 | takanashikiara: you're going to make it worse you're going to make my experience worse by not admitting it
00:32:30 | takanashikiara: enjoy your food thank you I'm going to enjoy my my my buggy steak or
00:32:35 | takanashikiara: Australian I can Australian can it be what can it be buggy in Australia and we will never know
00:32:43 | takanashikiara: oh my God Enfield I haven't played today yet
00:32:52 | takanashikiara: thank you good night guys I'm glad you guys agree
00:32:58 | takanashikiara: bye bye let's hope my meat isn't moldy
00:32:59 | takanashikiara: would never
00:33:01 | takanashikiara: be moving
00:33:06 | takanashikiara: okay non-japanese bug use a thing okay
00:33:08 | takanashikiara: do your daily
00:33:18 | takanashikiara: I'm fine with me