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00:00:55 | raorapanthera:  oh my goodness
00:00:56 | raorapanthera:  I
00:01:02 | raorapanthera:  I sound so tired and I'm probably
00:01:07 | raorapanthera:  you know can you guys can you guys hear me
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00:01:18 | raorapanthera:  um chat on YouTube I have like uh let me check
00:01:22 | raorapanthera:  I have like a waiting room
00:01:26 | raorapanthera:  that I usually you know usually use that for
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00:01:36 | raorapanthera:  use that that hi everyone
00:01:39 | raorapanthera:  feel free to type in here
00:01:41 | raorapanthera:  I'm so
00:01:46 | raorapanthera:  I me streaming so much I feel like has been
00:01:53 | raorapanthera:  forever I don't know if I don't even know what how to describe like this feeling I think
00:01:57 | raorapanthera:  I think it's like a few days actually but
00:02:10 | raorapanthera:  it feels like forever and I don't I don't know what to say I'm so sorry about that I I miss you guys too I'm sorry it's been
00:02:13 | raorapanthera:  super busy and you know
00:02:16 | raorapanthera:  I always try my best to
00:02:17 | raorapanthera:  you know
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00:02:25 | raorapanthera:  and the past week was like insane
00:02:30 | raorapanthera:  I am happy I'm happy tired yeah I think
00:02:33 | raorapanthera:  I think that's a good way to describe happy tired
00:02:37 | raorapanthera:  um
00:02:46 | raorapanthera:  and I have a I have a good dinner with me so if you can hear someone meowing is not me
00:02:51 | raorapanthera:  I'm still cats eating someone else cat
00:02:56 | raorapanthera:  so hi everyone
00:03:11 | raorapanthera:  it's been 84 years no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no it's not been 84 years old get off the tiny don't make me feel guilty this is no need to know no no no no no
00:03:23 | raorapanthera:  yeah I mean I'm I'm working really hard on all the things and projects so definitely feeling very fulfilled um
00:03:34 | raorapanthera:  and you guys you know 3 days happening really soon so you guys gonna see um whatever I'm cooking um
00:03:37 | raorapanthera:  and um
00:03:42 | raorapanthera:  yeah I am very excited
00:03:46 | raorapanthera:  I'm not a small cat shut up
00:03:52 | raorapanthera:  oh it to tomorrow
00:04:00 | raorapanthera:  we have a stream um so you know I might upload a waiting room
00:04:03 | raorapanthera:  tomorrow morning it's going to be
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00:04:14 | raorapanthera:  I think it's going to be like 9:00 p.m. Tuesday so it's going to be like
00:04:18 | raorapanthera:  the standard time I guess
00:04:20 | raorapanthera:  uh
00:04:25 | raorapanthera:  and uh yeah I would try to stream whenever I can
00:04:36 | raorapanthera:  tomorrow is going to be a chill stream you're going to see it sooner I'm do I'm I am checking the waiting room I'm checking the chat I'm going to write something
00:04:41 | raorapanthera:  actually no I'm not going to write something can I write something
00:04:45 | raorapanthera:  is my chat going to die if I go on to YouTube wait let me just
00:04:49 | raorapanthera:  can you guys still hear me
00:04:51 | raorapanthera:  I hope so
00:04:57 | raorapanthera:  can you still hear me
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00:05:05 | raorapanthera:  I hope so
00:05:09 | raorapanthera:  h
00:05:13 | raorapanthera:  what is my own chat test test
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00:05:29 | raorapanthera: okay okay okay well
00:05:35 | raorapanthera:  my voice today almost died as well I want to just like
00:05:46 | raorapanthera:  a bunch of emotes yeah I was playing I was I was I was unpacking on on the movie stream today and I was like
00:05:50 | raorapanthera:  I had my voice this morning now I can
00:05:59 | raorapanthera:  kind of wear it up so it's kind of its kind of bearable I can I can kind of talk and everything so
00:06:01 | raorapanthera:  I'm kind of glad
00:06:11 | raorapanthera:  but yeah it's been a long day it's been a long day and because everything is so busy like
00:06:14 | raorapanthera:  I feel like days are passing by so quickly
00:06:18 | raorapanthera:  and I haven't even realized it's basically
00:06:19 | raorapanthera:  half
00:06:28 | raorapanthera:  July and I didn't even notice like I to me I'm still in maybe June or maybe me
00:06:33 | raorapanthera:  it doesn't feel like
00:06:36 | raorapanthera:  to lie at all I don't know
00:06:37 | raorapanthera:  super weird
00:06:41 | raorapanthera:  I wish I wish
00:06:43 | raorapanthera:  what did you have for dinner
00:06:47 | raorapanthera:  oh yeah I had a very nice dinner with
00:06:52 | raorapanthera:  Nissan and Lee we had a very nice time together
00:06:56 | raorapanthera:  we were very tired so
00:07:00 | raorapanthera:  like after a long day that because like we did so many things and then
00:07:03 | raorapanthera:  um in the studio and then like
00:07:08 | raorapanthera:  I don't know we we were kind of super tired
00:07:11 | raorapanthera:  and uh
00:07:13 | raorapanthera:  you know I was like
00:07:17 | raorapanthera:  kind of wanting out with them
00:07:19 | raorapanthera:  I kind of want to
00:07:21 | raorapanthera:  I don't know
00:07:25 | raorapanthera:  take the occasion to just chat with them and
00:07:29 | raorapanthera:  you know spend some time with them
00:07:31 | raorapanthera:  and then
00:07:37 | raorapanthera:  I was like ah they they they gonna be super tired they never going to say yes to me
00:07:50 | raorapanthera:  so I I just tried my best I was like do you guys want to do you guys want to go get maybe maybe a snack or maybe something fast to eat
00:08:17 | raorapanthera:  I I I I was a little shy because I didn't want to stress anyone also like you know the feeling when like someone ask you for dinner and maybe like there's this awkward situation where you have to say no because maybe you are too tired but I think they genuinely wanted to hang out with me as well so it was kind of happy that they said yes immediately I'm like yeah
00:08:25 | raorapanthera:  I'm so happy and then I finally got to hang out with them and uh
00:08:27 | raorapanthera:  we just sit out and
00:08:30 | raorapanthera:  spend some nice time together
00:08:32 | raorapanthera:  and uh
00:08:34 | raorapanthera:  nice food
00:08:40 | raorapanthera:  we all we got simple stuff I think we mostly shared everything
00:08:47 | raorapanthera:  yeah like I I I would cherish every opportunity I have
00:08:51 | raorapanthera:  also told to myself I need to be a little bit more Brave