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hello


oh okay let me see there


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Kervin Le (カーヴィン・ル)☄☄⛏⛏☄☄


yes it's me the 1 and only


you're alive no way I know


um my work is well I was actually talking about it for like few minutes and then I realized that I was muted all this time


why space all of a sudden because I saw that some people were missing me so I figured why not


it's too loud I can I can lower it how about now is it better


could just do this


because like Twitter compression is kind of weird so


yeah well because Twitter compression is kind of weird I can't use my usual settings


it's a bit low okay what do you want me to do


well okay I'll just have I'll just have like this then should be better


I probably sound different because


um


what do I sound different


I probably sound different because I'm on Twitter space


yeah


how many assignments am I behind on um quite a few I'm kind of


done for


it's over it's literally over


you sound higher um


no no


well that's good um I was really productive I was really productive yesterday


she sounds so girly


what do you want me to do about that then okay maybe I shouldn't have even started okay you know what I


should go I I'm sorry I should go


yeah no but I'm just kidding


uh homework is over as in it's so over it's it's so over its yeah


okay well I guess if you guys want me to stay I'll stay


I hope you guys are doing good


why is the super on why is the super on why is the super on


um


well why is it on oh it's probably because I like


fell asleep immediately after


uh


this this 1 woman took over


my stream


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So after that happened


uh I went to sleep immediately after and then I slept for like 10 hours straight I slept really early it was new and then I slept a bit more and it was so good


I heard she had a panda oh that's


Tam is kind of weird I wouldn't know I


I don't watch her streams


I heard she's not a queen anymore


yeah


so good oh man


and recently I've been so like it was such a sudden switch but


now I've been going to sleep at around 2:00 a.m. like over the past


week


or 2 I can't stay up past 2 like


at around 2:00 I get really tired


and I start getting really eating


why so late no 2 a.m. is really early for me


yeah and then I wake up at around like 8:00


I only have 6 hours of sleep and I feel so energized and it was such a sudden switch too is this how you age


because as you get older the the number of hours that you can sleep uh gets reduced


but it was such a sudden switch too so that's why I'm like


what's going on


kind of scary


my my age is catching up


oh maybe


yeah I mean it's good that it's getting fixed I suppose but


um


now I'm doing so much


in the morning it's like I'm a different person


yeah


it's kind of nice


I'll be fine oh I'll be fine thank you so much guys


you sound so clear does that mean


so productive and then after


using your voice back voice


um yeah but


so functional these past few days I've been so


good


um but you guys were worried about me oh thank you


you should be because I'm not done with my homework I I don't know what's wrong with me I know that if I stream while I still have these homework they're going to freaking kill me and I know this deep inside


because it's really not that deep it shows and they'll kill me


yeah um


so stream happened 3 days ago I passed the freak out and then woke up and then that was good I don't know what I did then um but then yesterday I was so productive I did all my house chores I don't know what came to me


and


yeah I don't I don't know what came to me but I cleaned my entire house and not just like oh you know I uh vacuum the floor whatever no I I vacuumed I mopped I cleaned all the fur out of the chairs and the couch and then the cat towers and also the outside window because why not why why not


not and then I did my laundry folded said laundry


and that that Full House Cleaning started at around 8 or 9 and ended around 5 or 6 p.m.


that's crazy right


that feels so good am I I was just so clean right now


yeah


and then I took out all the trash


that was good that was really good cuz usually I have um cat litter that piles up over time and I really need to throw it away which Speaking of I should order more cat litter bags


yes what a wonderful idea


and that didn't really work out because uh I trimmed this Clause outside and so it wasn't really at the right posture for him so he was really uncomfortable so I just kind of Let It Go


yeah AM and PM are getting along again which is good I like that we need that


do you shower that will not really they don't really need that unless they make a mess of themselves then I guess maybe


yeah posture posture matters um they're not really in a a position that they're comfortable with then they start yelling and that's kind of a pain and by they I mean PM because he he's only 1 that I can trim his claws


and then did I tell you guys that I got a mask I bought a mask about


3 weeks ago


is really nice it was really nice


um I'm so excited


what kind of mask


um it's 1 of those like electronic masks where you can kind of switch through different effects and stuff and I thought that was pretty good


is it for skin care not for skin care know though I have been really on top of skin care too since usually I only do skin care maybe once a day but now I do it twice a day which is the norm and I've been doing that


like these past few days have just been I'm going to do it and then I just went out and did it which is cool


see also I'm at my lowest weight right now it's like the the best the best thing ever


crazy


so I'm happy I'm happy even though I'm drowning in homework I'm good I'm in a really good position


this is


this is what happens when you can stay at home


just enjoying


your own life


in your own lane


flourishing


so good


you sound really good you think so


I sound so low cortisol


thank you


well I'm probably going to be burnt out by like uh 10 pm or so


so I gotta got to do it before I get burnt out so that's why I have to work I get to work


you sound happy it's a miracle


okay thanks so


yeah you should play way to you as uh background music work music oh yeah that's wonderful that's a wonderful idea


except that I can't really play anything when I'm working because I'm going to be recording things


yeah


and the EPS still on sale that's right it's on sale until


uh until the 8th 2 a.m. Pacific time and 5 AM Eastern Time


and Japan time I don't remember


did you eat anything good today so I had some tuna tuna tacky


um


honestly I would like to go back and do some hot yoga that would be good I like to do that uh


at least twice this week that would be good


yeah so I


did I tell you that I've recorded this space so that for those who miss it you guys can listen to it


and maybe if you miss me you can just listen to it and just think to yourself oh man I could hear crony today what an honor


I can but you know


and then it'll be just enough just enough kronium for you to wait until tomorrow and if I don't finish my homework tomorrow I'll be so dead


uh but aren't you streaming tomorrow anyway that's right aren't you so excited


and you know what if I finish


I I don't know if I can finish all of my work but if I finish most of my work


I can have I can have a schedule and that'll be so good


what am I streaming I don't know I don't know what to do maybe I'll stream silk song Oh silk song would be nice since I'm so low cortisol um maybe it's time that I increase it


uhuh


please lock in so I can watch you again


well I know you're watching me wherever you are


uh


yeah


okay but what if Resident Evil 9


well


I'm I'm just happy that I can


just catch up with you guys it's good oh and I ordered Tomodachi life which is good I am I am


purchasing that a physical 1 not a digital 1 because digital is only temporary and if they stop Services you maybe you probably probably won't be able to play those games again that's why you need a physical copy


like you probably won't even go back to those games but the option has to be there


I love


aisle of cronies


that means I love chronia


oh wonderful


yes of course I'll be streaming Tomodachi life I've never played pet before


are you going to make the eyes yeah of course didn't I tell you before I told you that I was going to make a groaning and


and then have you guys sit in the chair while you watch uh the crony interact with another crony


it'll be so funny


it would be so funny


and then maybe in the about 4 to 5 hours I might maybe I'll go pick up my mom


I could do that


maybe


I thought about washing the car today


um


but then I'm going to go outside


later tomorrow so maybe I'll just do that


yeah


how is time Mom time moms doing okay


uh she kind of sprang to her shoulder so we couldn't really go and do hot yoga together but maybe um while she recovers I'll just have to do it alone but it just kind of sucks because you need you need someone to go with you to have that incentive to go to begin with


what about time Dad um time dad hasn't really recovered fully yet


um so I might have to wait before I can throw him in to do some PT


to hold you accountable yeah basically


yeah but I was so productive yesterday and today


it's so good I'm so happy I'm so happy


but you know what I always say happiness is temporary and that's why you should embrace it and enjoy it while it's still here


crunchy bottle not metal pipe that's because I'm drinking tea silly


I'm surprised your voice is still working if your homework is all recording um well I wasn't all recording I did most of the


like you know non recording stuff in the morning so that's good


oh you want to hear my metal jar


there you go


you're welcome


it doesn't sound as good as it does on stream yeah probably because the mic configuration is different that's probably why also like I said there's a Twitter compression so have to take that into consideration too


thank you anyway


well you're very welcome


you sound so crisp though


you know how I get with my settings


h


the sound has been better than before that's because I just um


you know toggled some things off


because Twitter compression


from the phone or PC uh


from the PC


because the phone quality is wax so I'm using my mic


hmm


yeah I figured this setting is good for Twitter but then not really good for um when I'm streaming so I'll just have to like you know change that


but good good to hear that this setting is good for


Twitter


but the phone quality has its charm


what makes you say that


this is just some more personal


okay that's done I got to throw that into the trash


how's your mouse is it still moving rarely it was kind of weird


yeah


hey stop it no you know stop


what was he talking about oh my God you made me forget it


I can't you're doing the max Hollow voice pack yeah I just got to get mentally ready for it you know


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no I'm just kidding I'm not recording I'm just uh


no I guess I just feel like I'm in a good mood


yeah my mouse yeah


so my mouse


it's good now I fixed it and then briefly it was not doing so good because I tried to drag a file and the dragging system just wouldn't work and I was thinking to myself why is it not working


and I was having like a mini crash out and then I looked it up apparently you got to like um while you're holding the


the file shortcut whatever it is you got to press the escape button it's a bit of a glitch so you got to press escape and then afterwards it's just


goes back to normal


a blue screen your PC right yeah it did


and that's why I have to do a clean install and it doesn't seem to blue screen it anymore


mhm now I can't really say exactly what software it was at least not through voice but you guys at least know what I'm talking about


yeah and it's a pretty common problem I told you but I was


a few days ago when that was going on I was so angry so so angry because I'm trying to start the screen right and then my not the mic the mouse just wouldn't work and it just keeps connecting and disconnecting it just made me really angry I tried to figure out why


yeah not not only did the mouse move to the top right corner constantly whenever I lifted the mouse for a bit um for repositioning


like because because you know you you got to lift your mouse when you're like you know


moving


like you you can't I mean you could like just


keep it on the flat surface constantly but it's kind of difficult to do that and


yeah


she's a mouse lifter yeah


you kind of have to


especially if you have a second monitor you do have to lift it and when you do it without lifting the Mouse um there's only a certain distance that you can go


yeah but


I fixed it it is good now everything is back to normal


isn't lifting your mouse normal yeah that's what I'm saying I thought I was normal but then uh some people around here think it's not normal


maybe you should uh maybe when you're using your mouse uh


yeah it's kind of like a natural thing so maybe you don't notice it but no


next time when you're on your computer


try


try like you know being more conscious of it


then you'll realize just how much you lift your mouse


some people like to be super high DPI that's fair yeah


yeah but I I don't like my mouse too sensitive either you know what I'm saying like if it's if it's too high


then like


there there's less accuracy at least for me


yeah


cuz like there has to be some Precision clicking for me


yeah I would I would check it out right now but I don't want to accidentally launched the app and then blue screen it because even though I supposedly fixed it I don't trust it I don't trust it at all


uh


mhm


oh


I was going to order something on Amazon what was I going to order I I said I said just now that I was going to well not now I said maybe a few minutes ago that I was going to order something and then


and then I forgot


was it going to order


do you guys remember what I said I was going to order


cat litter bags thank you


okay


yes


wonderful


yeah yeah


very good


um is there a cheaper 1 though


good thing we're here


yeah


thank you thank you for helping me


hold on where is it


um


okay that


is it the same


sounds like this is way too many


is a little


trying to look at the


product size


uh


name 1 that I ordered but this 1


am I really saving money if I choose this 1


am I really saving it


really really really saving it


you know what


I'm going to order it I will order it right now


need to do math I don't need to do math


leave that to the mathematicians


yes


nice I ordered it I did it


I did it


are you proud of me are you proud of me or are you proud of me


funny


okay


I know let's see let's see let's see let's see let's see


oh


what


what the heck is this


huh


there's no explanation as to what this thing does


how do I know how to use it


oh yeah but I cleaned out the litter box like completely


I just wiped it down and everything so good I was so productive I cleaned everything like I said like the the outside window and then


and then just like um oh the the wall molds the the molding I I cleaned that part too like the dust and everything did that


so good so productive


and then you know how they're like some um


maybe like fingerprints on the door or something I would clean that too


it was so satisfying


you had mold problem no like the wall moldings not like mold mold


yeah it was it was deep cleaning and I did exactly that and it was so good


yeah


blood stain on the window no no just like dust


because you know it's outside


fingerprints you know fingerprints for pushing the door


clean the handles too cuz why not


you should clean your browser history too um


I usually clean my emails too I um


I make a label and I organized everything until it's


it's clean


and they are clean


and it makes me happy


yeah and then sometimes when they get really bored um I clean out


those include oh log in with your account the phone verification system I I um


organize those to


and


apparently that's something more on the unusual side and


I I mean I mean my bad


and didn't organize it for um


last oh for this year beginning of this year but I guess I didn't clean it afterwards let me just organize that


yes yes yes


a lot of codes


they're really interesting how everything is done through


your phone nowadays and all these verification systems and like oh you're on the wait list or oh it's time for you to go in or something like that


what


what the I never sent that


I I never said such a thing


whatever it is fine it is fine it is completely fine


okay now it's clean now there are only like 1 2 3 4 5 6


6 messages so that's good


awesome sauce


make that 5


yeah 5 messages on my phone


cuz I archived all of them I usually just archive them because


they're gonna all pop up eventually somehow


oh and I have archived messages from old way and 2021


how much for family ah family we just use our own messaging app


only 3 Threads


oh like 1 2 3 4 5 5 5 message uh


yeah 5 messages as I


I archived all of them


so everything else


just just 5 5 messages


good good everything is really organized right now


very happy and then tomorrow I will go out and do productive things too


how many spam calls do you get in can that quite a bit


but for Google pixel has this wonderful feature called the screen call and you don't have to pick up your phone you can just um with a tap of Bhutan Google just says these messages saying oh yes I am monitoring the I monitoring the message what is it for and then usually when I do that um if it's a Spam call they just hang up immediately and if they want to do something else like hey uh I'm from this whatever ISP and I would just go you can call me another time goodbye


my iPhone does something like that too well you see pixel did that first


so I don't really know how reliable that thing is going to be


you know it's actually really funny because I also know um other people who use pixel I think pixel was commonly used because


the the people around me you you pixel


it's it's it's not an obscure thing


but I guess


I guess the people that I just know are based


so I asked them if they were going to switch their phones and they said no I'm trapped


and I said me too


me too


yeah


everyone that I talked to say that they're trapped


and that they can't switch to a different phone


expensive phone family


if it was an expensive phone family it would be an apple


just saying


and back then pixel used to have a more cost efficient


and better phones out there


and that was a pixel 4A 5G


you get to have a headphone jack in that 1 it was really nice


and then they removed the headphone jack you were both the headphone jack for everything


because


because the headphone jack makes the phone bulkier I guess


so you don't want it anymore they don't if you get the unless you get the pixel 485 G


if she's pining for the old pixel days yeah pixel do you know how good pixel used to be it was so good when I first got my pixel 2 XL


that changed my life I use that phone for such a long time and I felt so proud of the people who would walk by with a pixel in their hand thinking wow you really did your research with phones and we like we don't even talk we just exchanged looks and there was that look of approval didn't even need to say anything we just looked at our phones looked at each other in the eyes then nodded


in agreement that we were better than anyone else because back then Google photo storage was completely free uh if you just uploaded into high quality and that was infinite storage that was and the and the camera quality was so good it was the best 1 out there


and then they realized that they were getting a bit too popular so they decided to remove that whole Google photo feature


that that infinite Google photo storage I I guess they realized just how good it was and that's why they decided to remove it and


here we are


yeah


you know what's better than pixel the way to you EP available now indeed the way to you EP is available until the 8th and it's limited and it comes with an autograph if you want an autograph


I I hope you want an autograph I or you don't have to


I mean you'll get a regardless


we're still pretty cool


yeah um there's not a lot of time left


and


and I'm not saying that for you I'm saying that for me I don't have a lot of time left


I it's


more it's okay just


just drag someone with you drag someone down


how many days about 6 days


after that it's gone and by gone I mean my life my life is gone it's over I'm gonna die they're going to kill me


and you know what


I guess


I guess that's that


and I did say that I was going to finish most of my homework and I yeah I mean I am going to finish most of my homework yes that's true


yes


but I still have to do some signing


I need a sign I got a sign for umm


yeah I got a sign I got a sign a lot


and time is running out


I've really got to do it


but I was


just busy working on things


and then late at night when I have to like unwind I just boot up


some Nautica too and I play it for about 2 hours


and then I can't take it anymore my eyes can't stay open so I just


sleep


I


just sleep


and then I wake up at 8:00 a.m. and it starts all over again


but isn't that wonderful I think that's wonderful


I thought you hated subnautica


yeah and it's kind of scary


it is a bit scary I kind of


yeah the collector Leviathan is cuter at least than the reaper Leviathan it's still kind of scary but um once you bump into it multiple times it's not so bad I haven't been able to see that just appear out of nowhere I think that would really trick her my the less of phobia but hasn't happened yet uh just happens to creep up on you uh while it's still there you turn around and it's they're basically like Slender Man style


don't talk about some not too I haven't played it yet


oh


um


well subnautica too has a lot of bugs guys probably because it's still an early access like for example if I try to label the law the the locker from lower lower caps to um all caps


it so if I wrote it initially and lower caps


and I want to change it to all caps


you can't you can only do it when you reload the save


that triggers me so bad


and then sometimes my items go missing so I have to craft it again or I throw the portable Locker portable lock yeah portable Locker somewhere and it suddenly gone and I don't know where it is


yeah


did you report the bug know


what why there's no need


and then let's see other 1


oh and then whenever I try to load subnautica 2 and instead of pressing space or enter the the shortcut key for you know like I guess preceding uh and I use the mouse button the game crashes


and so instead of clicking on it I think it's better to use either space or enter in order to proceed and go to the main menu and also when the game crashes I have the


the monitor screen set to NightLight on it turns it off


what do you do that


and I got to go back into um my window settings to turn the nightlight


on again because it turns it off I don't know how that works


how did you change an internal setting in my windows


permissions or anything


yeah it is kind of weird


right


yeah so you know how you if you go into your window settings you can just set it oh NightLight on and it puts a bit of an orange yellow filter over it so that your eyes aren't as strained I usually do that uh even when I stream too um


so that there's a bit less of an eye strain unless I'm playing a horror game and which case I would turn that off


but yeah


that gets turned off whenever I place I'm not a 2


and it crashes multiple times and I was trying to find a workaround for that until I realized that I can't click through um


the the main screen with my maps I got to


you know just uh use Enter key or uh the space bar


and it's absolutely crazy that you do that why


why is that crazy because I use the night light filter um on my phone too exactly when it um


becomes 10


it's really nice um


I heard that if you have that blue light it makes it more difficult for you to fall asleep


so


that's what I do


they're playing subotic too I'm playing subotic too I am not playing 1 though um


yeah


kind of wanted to


play some Nautica 1


um


with


with maybe some friends and


yeah that's gonna be pretty cool and then you're gonna say cronnie saunatica 1 is a single player mode know I know


I know


but it was really cool because I'm not a good 1 can also uh there are some mods out there where you can change up the filters and


I don't want to try that


it would be really cool if they had RTX on for some Nautica 1 but you don't have that


it's because it's too scary know it's probably because it takes some time and they're working on new games


there are some mods that can make it play in multiplayer really


I did not know that


oh I mean I


definitely don't know what those things could be


crazy


yeah


but I wanted to play uh some Nautica 1 with some friends


yeah I think it would be good


are mods for almost anything your heart desires almost that's true


join project sample with the cronies that


I don't know kind of don't like those types of games where if you die you lose all all your progress


like 1 of those hardcore modes


and


I don't really like that


I know they have those hardcore modes and Diablo for example or if you die you lose everything and I'm sure there are other games like that too but


I just I don't want to lose it


Perma death is rough yeah


you can turn those settings off


hm


maybe


why don't you just kill me


ooh the longest dark I heard that the last chapter is finally released or something so I'm excited for that


but I haven't gotten around to playing that no cuz I got so many things that I need to finish up


yeah


I finished the forest recently


well not recently I wouldn't say recently I was like in a few weeks


but I want to finish up Forest 2 that would be good


and then I want to finish up some Nautica too


that would be cool


Freo for Dave the Doer


Dave the doer what is Dover but yeah I've seen that bunch of the chef


I'm really excited for that 1 yeah


that's going to be


pretty cool you get to see the lore and the origin as to what that guy was all about


the longest dark 2 supposedly this year too yeah true


yeah that's that's cool I'm excited for some Yummies


just loves playing games by yourself oh


no


no I was playing cool oniku and I think I'm


halfway done


I'm in fourth place so they're like um 10 ranks right I'm on the fourth


I got to finish that game too


you're still playing that noodle game yeah because I like the customization features and I figured why not


yeah


yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah


so exciting


oh Mom of War oh that's interesting


wonder how this is going to turn out


who are you dating in the noodle game


but it's cool it seems like there are a lot of AAA games that are going to be released this year


so that's cool


and then I remember Rayman was coming back


I'm just like looking through I've only seen bits and pieces through


um Twitter Twitter posts


but


that's cool and then GTA was going to come out


when Zach gonna come out


probably not this year it is not gonna happen this year


007 oh yeah 007 that seems cool I don't want to play that


yeah in November in November sure


that's funny


damn


God of War has a really long screen time


I mean I don't


that's crazy wait that's crazy that took up most of everything what


oh my god Kratos


oh gee


and then what was it


oh you that's pretty violent


oh


well


I was thinking this reminded me of until dawn like choices matter


and then it is


the style seemed really familiar


so I thought oh that looks like until dawn maybe it's 1 of those choices matter games and damn I'm a genius


awesome awesome awesome awesome awesome sauce


damn and Capcom is


releasing Banger after Banger what's what's happening


what is happening to them


they they just can't stop winning


oh Dune is coming I mean I I'm not surprised that Dune is coming out that would have been a good game


I just hope the quality is going to be good


no it does look good oh


now with single player oh that's cool is there multiplayer too


I hope it comes out for steam that'd be awesome


the Dune books


um I


never watched Dune oh my God ill is so gory oh it's its first person oh it's zombie ooh it's so gory ooh


hi


dog I am not playing that


oh is this with Unreal Engine 5


looks really good I think it is


yeah


no the motion yeah


ew


ew oh my God no have you seen 1:32 ew I ew


ew there's like a smiley naked man so scary I'm not not at all


that's cool


bunch of the chef oh the gameplay is


completely different


ooh wait hold on I'm I'm digging that they switched to 3D


hey wait I'm digging that hold on


bunch of the chef wait that's awesome


Camry


what the heck Game of Thrones


why


wait that's crazy that's there are a lot of interesting games


ooh


this is this is a motion picture


why do they have a motion picture


oh wow


look at these games that are probably going to be over 500 hours which I can't put the time


ooh look at all these


look at all this average play time of 500 hours


ooh the Lost 1 wait this


looks like a banger


oh wait this is the 1 I was keeping an eye on


ya wait wasn't this my Anna Purna yeah it is oh yeah I've been I've been on the lookout for this 1


up to 3 players Co-op


why not 4 players though I know it's because of the difficulty curve and stuff but still I feel like it would have been nicer if they had


4 players because you know the more the marrier right


some more the marrier would have been good I think me thinks


cool very cool very cool


oh and vultures gate 2 is getting a remake I did not know that


Halloween the game


wasn't this game discontinued


or is it a single player in the multi-player oh okay it's a different game I don't know there's so many games revolving around Halloween I don't know which is which


why are there so many horror games why why not something chill chill encrypted ooh


everything is horror I can't do this


hi


sir huh


well that's cool


it's


it's cool


yeah


I'm um when the games that I'm excited for uh it was the 1 that looks like


it's inspired by


what oh my god oh stardew Valley it's inspired by store do Valley but there's a romantic interest uh well no you can you can have romantic interest and same as stardew Valley but 1 of them is a murderer


and you got to figure out who I think that's really interesting that's a that's a little bit of a surprising twist which I appreciate


yeah it's like a murder mystery


northward that seems cool I like the premise of that


I oh I like that open Adventure kind of cool pretty sick


northward


and you can catch fish


awesome


at first I thought you want to romance the murderer I don't care about the romance I just care about the murder


so fascinating


He Could Be In This Very Room it could be you it could be me


all these things all these stuffing things and I can't


hold on wait this is kind of Awesome


okay never mind I uh


it's it's okay


oh was it called grave Seasons maybe that's what it was the the murder mystery I think it is grave seasons


yeah yeah yeah yeah someone in the town is a supernatural serial killer yeah grave Seasons this is the 1 that I was kind of interested in


and so


that to the world


I'm kind of looking forward to more cozy games


I'm kind of excited for that


something where it requires fixing or cleaning


I love that


a bunch of sushi game look cozy yeah kind of like those games I'm I'm looking for those kinds of games


she only plays Kozy farms Sims okay well to be fair


um not to be fair the only cozy game a cozy farm game that I've gotten foreign was


Harvest Moon magical Melody on the Qing qiu


that was pretty good


nothing could top that for me personally especially how the horses and cows and all the farm animals were designed they're so cute after you play that none of the farm animals will compare they won't be able to compare because it just it just can't


slime Rancher had a recent update uh major update


kind of curious as to how that would be


you have pretty far and slime Rancher yeah slime Rancher 1 I finished um slime Rancher 2 I got pretty far I probably got halfway


um


but is it done I feel like they're going to be more updates


I think slime Rancher is out of Early Access though


yeah go back to slime Rancher I need to be watered oh are you


are you thirsty


yeah but I need to


God


there's so many games


yeah there's that I got to finish that


too many games too many games


this song


I can't it's just too realistic


also there are chasing I just can't do that I'll probably like cough up blood and die


the dark and they for some reason turned around and there's a lady just crawling and you can't even run you gotta just crawl through


and it just hear the voices and the strings kick up and I wanted to die


and I was even playing the game


yeah


I would simply pass away me too I I wouldn't yeah


1 game that I surprisingly enjoyed uh was 1 of those surreal games


uh what was it I I mentioned it before it was a


a a


I don't remember let me look through my


completed playlist which is 256 games right now ha okay hold on


uh


annadine yeah


Yeah Yeahs annadine annadine 1 was pretty good and the sign 2 I don't really know I just kind of persevered if you want a game where you just want to explore and not really think and go through a fever dream and the time is really good


256 games cleared this year no I think I cleared about


55 games maybe I'm not too sure


maybe 40 40 or 50


I'd actually recommend unpacking oh I already played that I think I played that


during my first year second year


while I was still here I streamed it too


going to hit 365 Games in a year maybe


clear of like 2 games this year and saying I mean to be fair you're probably playing a game that requires a lot of average play time kind of like Elden ring for example


um


Kamara case of the golden idol


cast and chill has another major update that's cool


yeah


getting an ending for the story yeah um getting an ending


or a good ending that easy to achieve


as I really really have to recommend those skin no skin was so good my play time was 14 hours on that 1 but I


so good oh my God I played that last group but it was so


it doesn't even take up a lot of space it's only 72 megabytes what


if you like Rogue like


oh my God


oh so good


there's just something so addicting about it


attending did you watch in cyberpunk oh no I didn't play any of those like


um games that require a lot of time


I've been more sure I assisted in the completed list too but that's because I am not playing that


much alright assistant has a definitive edition oh that's


horrible


wow


oh


it's the same what's different it's like the same thing


cyberpunk is not that long it took like 40 to 50 hours yeah


oh wait hold on if that's the case that's actually not too bad because uh how long did I play The Long Dark


that was 52 hours yeah that's the case yeah I can play cyberpunk yeah


if you like no skin you should play World of War oh I played that I played that on stream


yeah


and then I finished it


I think I finished it on stream


I think I got an ending


can you stream cyberpunk know you can't


I don't think you can at least


uh let me check but I mean if nobody has played cyberpunk um


then I mean that's probably because we don't have perms for it let me see yes


oh yeah and then there was little nightmares VR Edition which is pretty cool


oh wait we can play oh


cool


um


does this require a name


like do you name your character


can you change the name of the character okay


no


what happened to little nightmares 3 um


well you see


little nightmares 3


yeah I don't know what to tell you


yeah


I


really want to I really want to play that game and then um I


so sometimes I play games right you know I I play games because I'm a bit of a gamer and I played it


um it's quite different


it is quite different from 1 and 2


very different


on a completely random note Rhian animal now has a patch out now so maybe it'll be more playable but uh


both are multiplayers they both have different charms um but


I think since the patch is done Rhian animal is going to be pretty fun


like there's something about the atmosphere you really yeah atmosphere is really important


majority beat free animal I know but it was so good


yes can't deny that but it was pretty good and then they have the DLC that's going to come out too uh which I'm looking forward to personally I wonder what they're going to come up with probably just expand more on the story but I oh I know what the story is about


ending with weird ending was really weird but that's probably because they want to leave room for the TLC


fear and Hunger Game perms are out ooh


oh


is that okay


ooh is that okay though that's a little


don't I need to


cover something up


with the mod oh okay with the censorship mod they have a censorship Maud okay


oh for term and


uh not for the first 1


aw I mean the second 1 is cool too I mean there's a lot that you can do but the first 1


first 1 there's like a certain charm to the first 1


how scary is fear and hunger um it's not really about it being scary it's more about


uh it's scary because of the repercussions the consequences


uh


like losing your links that's not good


a second has more personality I say yeah but then I feel like the first 1 was more should I say um


more significant story-wise


yeah it really tied in the title of the game


I don't know I I I I really like the story for the first 1


yeah


the the the atmosphere and the story building


I like that


second 1 is also good but it's a good sequel


termina is definitely a sequel it explains a lot of things that 1 couldn't do but


I liked 1 1 was really cool


yeah but yeah I mean obviously 2 is good and that whichever character that you decide to play is


really going to make the game different but then 1 was like that 2 um


but 2 has a lot of different sides to the story and because of that there are a lot of um


replayability


yeah yeah yeah yeah


that fishing to 2 though


yeah when though it's been a while since they said that to be fair it's a single Dev so it's already really impressive that a single Dev is making all this wonderful wonderful game but


yeah I don't know when the update is going to be done


yeah I mean I


little too much of 1 but like I said


it's just so


like symbolic


there are a lot of symbolisms


and The Angst is really nice


it makes you sad


I thought that was awesome 1 makes you more sad


for me personally I mean it's different for every um every person but 1 was oh it it hurt more


it was good


yeah


surprise the Lord didn't take you out


I mean


as long as it's not something


that time sensitive like it is in those 3D horror games it's kind of like playing at your own pace and the encounters are kind of like


like an enemy spots you and chases you reminds me of a Pokemon battle


it's pretty Glory yeah but it's


it's


it's too deep


it's not that bad


like for me I don't really mind the violence


um


at least in those live action movies I'm fine as long as they don't show the organs otherwise the amount of blood doesn't really bother me


as long as I don't see the organs it's fine


why are you so weird with 3T because


because they kill you and the fear of having to go back to that point and die is stressful


funer hunt all the organs yeah but I'm talking more about the 3D games


because


like


when it's a 2d game that's not time-sensitive you can just decide to you know go for a washroom break in the middle of the game without having to go to the pause menu and then unpause it to wake up to a nightmare you can just leave in the middle of the game for a sip of water go to the washroom come back and it's still where you left it off


and that's the charm and those 2D non-time sensitive games


funer is time-sensitive


okay


I mean


depends on how you want to play it yes but


that's that's a speedrunner kind of level if you want to get a certain ending


what do you associate 3D games with being time-sensitive though so for example Outlast um there are enemies walking around


and if you just stand there they might detect you and they will run towards you and tear you apart


however in those um 2D RPG style games the enemy detects you um and then battle initiates but if you don't initiate the battle actions then the game won't progress


so it's not really stressful


in that case


because my actions are going to be controlled


yeah


and so it's more the anxiety for you then yeah maybe yeah


I'm scared of being chased yeah I'm yeah that's better I think that's better um way to explain it


yeah I'm afraid of being chased and those 3D games


and the music kicks in yeah yeah yeah


the fake pause when you played routine ooh yeah I hate that oh I hate chasing yeah thank you yeah whoever said that that's a really


a really good yeah I just hate chasing but in those 2 d games you don't exactly get those Chase scenes


so you like horror games for the environmental storytelling but don't like the feeling of being chased or Hunted


I guess so yeah that's probably why I don't like


I I don't really want to play V because you get chased and then you get killed


if it's just a walking simulator where there are just jump scares but you keep progressing


um I can play those games walking Simulator games without the pressure or the threat


looming over you


yeah those those horror games are okay


strand type horror games sure maybe even the back rooms I've played a back room horror game um


you know without the threat of dying it was still unnerving but it was fine


just try Ludo oh I did play Ludo that was interesting um a bit predictable but it was still good


and layers of fear layers of fear is good um that's 1 of those um walking simulator horror games that I like


um


I haven't seen 2


but 1 yeah


I thought they did really good with the gameplay mechanics where


the the turnaround and then the scene changes kind of


yeah it's not exactly like Silent Hill PT but


after layers of fear


I feel like after layers of fear came out there were more horror games that played around with the whole perspective switch


I don't know


just like how Silent Hill PT um had a lot of those horror games with the looping mechanics but things changing slightly over time


yeah


like when games mess with your perception yeah those are pretty good I like those


I wonder how the world would be if PT Silent Hill


would have been fulfilled that would have been cool


the demo was just so impressionable that people


still think about it to this day


but crony would love a game like e solving riddles yeah e was 1 of my favorite games I liked a lot of RPG Maker horror games


I watched a lot of those too


I was a big fan of


B and I like the Witch's House too


mad father yeah


those were pretty good those were good times


didn't I get a remaster a few years back a lot of mainstream RPG Maker horror games got a remastered like The Witch's House and EB and Mad Father


I think missile did too missal and Mad Father um


is in the same world or


different world but


shared they're going to be shared universe


I think it's a different world but sure Universe I think


then the witches House have a really messed up ending yeah it did that's why


that's why I liked it because it was so messed up God I hated that


Court parties just you uh


I mean


I liked it


it's a bit too long but I like it I think


it's just really cool Corey


yeah


enthral oh


and roll


and Roll is my favorite


my biggest favorite RPG Maker game


my


I like angels of death and force of drizzling rain I like those 2 uh which was why I was kind of happy when the force of drizzling rain had a manga adaptation and angels of death had an anime adaptation and I think a bit of the manga I don't really know for sure but


yeah I I didn't watch the anime for angels of death because the game was just too good I'm 1 of those people where if I like if I experienced the original I can't look at any other ones


angels of death and force of drizzling rain uh there was an English translation but then the translations are kind of really iffy at times like force of drizzling rain won't stop bringing up the cot


like every 5 Seconds they bring out Cotter Rio bake and then


angels of death wouldn't stop talking about peepers


yeah I thought it was funny it had a bit of that scuffed charm


yeah but end role is so


good guys and rules


so good cuz it hurts it really hurt


oh want to know how I'm the deep blue sea


yeah yeah yeah


I like the character design for that 1 I didn't really


see too much of that actually because


it wasn't really horror


yeah


it's actually pretty funny


um


I did not


see a water nohara


and the deep blue sea but I really like the Aesthetics of it and the character design I did however see the other game that the dev made


and I was very shocked


yeah that was a very interesting introduction to the dev


I can't even say it


because


nobody should look it up


um anyway


so


they're um


oh my God I'm losing brain cells just thinking about it but there was another horror there's so many horror games so many RPG Maker games


yeah um what else what else was I


I liked


oh Patty and Mr miles I like that 1 too


it's kind of sad because they lost the the the the work data they had for that game so it was kind of cut short


yeah


yumari yumari wasn't that the 1 where you look up


monsters


kind of like an encyclopedia and then they had a sequel to


oh yeah this 1


yeah nepon itchy software yeah


I think they also made the liar princess and


the blind Prince or something like that unlike their stories


and there are Aesthetics or


cute


that's why it's kind of deceiving because they have a really nice cute art style but there's a bit of a discrepancy when there is horror introduced I would not consider this to be RPG Maker though


good times good times


RPG Maker


let me let me see


then there was this 1 game called Dreaming Mary that 1 was pretty interesting to


uh


wonder if I can see all the list


does the more I count as RPG Maker yeah I guess so yeah


ooh


I remember seeing a lot of Chiron games keron games there was that right


like I saw all of those


yeah that's that's crazy because I'm looking through and I recognize most of them looking through the wiki


yeah cool uh these are bringing back memories


yeah


oh these are so nostalgic


they're Crooked Man


there was a crooked man and he walked a crooked mile he had a crooked cat or something like that


they they had a horror version of those paranoia


kind of scary did not like I mean it was good


but I would not play that if I played that I would die


yeah RPG Maker so so good


are some are some English ones too


oh Lisa


that I liked Lisa too


guys Lisa is so good guys Lisa if you like 1 of those silly but messes you up


Lisa so good


which Lisa I mean


it would it would be here Lisa the joyful


damn


The Nostalgia trip goes crazy


the painful is the first 1 Paine um


doesn't have a lot of text it's


kind of


like a fever dream


like you met Nikki kind of vibe


but at least the joyful has more of a plot nonsensical 1 but a plot nonetheless


and it's just kind of builds up over time


there's a really long game


oh there was Witches hard that wasn't really a horror game but


that really really like your turn to die oh so good guys so good the so freaking good if that if that has a freaking anime adaptation I will not watch that


I would not watch that because the original is so good


and it's oh so if you liked it and Rob but you would like that 1 but I like it more than dank and rompa but then again I have no I'm in no position to be able to say that because I have not played dangan Roa only through media but


um I just think the characters are all likable even if they look ugly or maybe not up your alley they just have so much of their like so much personality that it's hard to dislike them you kind of like all of them


yeah your turn to dice so good


that's rude on the art what do you mean that's rude on the art and say anything about the art


what do you mean


cuz cuz I'm more than happy to clarify


oh maybe you were talking about the character


well it's like well you know there are characters that aren't really up your alley and I mean you can't really like all the characters cuz you have your own personal preference right I'm just saying that um even if the character is not really up like not really your taste they're still likable despite that and you don't want anything bad to happen to them kind of thing


yeah


m


it's good


and you probably see the pattern now if I say if I say something


you know or or say oh this game is so good there's a pattern there's a reason as to why I say it's so good


so they're well written and likeable characters exactly


it's good is probably messed up know what


no no


no no I'm I know I would never


no no no and you know I'm not the type of person to like everything just because it's messed up


like


Mad Father Mad Father you know I I thought I was cute


um missal


I just


I just like that 1 because it was linked to Mad Father very Loosely but still


I like it


it the most you know why cuz a someone the ending oh it just oh it hurts oh it's so painful


yeah


so it it was my favorite like out of those like major um


major RPG games


it was so dang good right yeah


and


that brings back memories RPG Maker games


but if has a happy ending impossible yeah but


when the endings are bad it's so bad guys oh so so fun


that's why you got to talk to them as much as possible


they knew how to tug on your heartstrings yeah that's the most important part like if you get to know a character for 5 minutes and they kill that character off sure whatever I don't really care I don't really I haven't really built enough emotional attachment for me to care like that's fine but then you got to slowly


Build It Up


so that when you lose that character it hurts and you kind of hope that maybe somehow they could bring that character back but you know that's not going to happen


that's what makes them so memorable because it helps with the character development


yeah yeah


and it's 1 of those things where if they if they're gone


you see their flashbacks and you're happy that you get to see them you you're happy that they get some screen time because you miss them you feel like they shouldn't have gone down like that and so you want to see more of them and so whenever you see those flashbacks it's not 1 of annoyance it's something that you want to actually keep watching


so if they can do that for a character that means they're doing something right


who are you crony


so many people


but it was good it was so good


and I kind of like Mad Father because of the true ending


um


that sucked


I like that sinking feeling


it actually felt kind of nice


that's why my father was okay but then it's it was kind of out of the blue in a way but if you looked around a bit more there are hints


so the true ending was


that that hurts that hurts in a way hm


yeah


you're just trying to feel yeah


that means they did a good job


and in this world


there aren't a lot of things that can make you feel


so that's why it matters


krahn on the hunt to feel any emotion yes


oh my God Land Before Time like not a video game but damn things like that whenever you come back to it makes you cry they're doing a really good job that 1 a masterpiece


every time I watch that I cry


I can't I can't stop it


or rage at Sarah oh my God


oh my God


yeah I watched it for a membership stream not going to go too much into detail


Sarah


or the worst hurt do I which is has a missile


yeah it is


kind of like a slow burn but if you want to feel really bad


like depending on how


bad you want to feel I would switch that category like I would switch that ranking up from in


to which is house


yeah


which is house is a really good um


thinking feeling


um very depressing


kind of ruins your moon kind of feel but the aim is more


um like a slow burn because you got attached to the characters


and then miso


good to but I feel like the characters of the the characters are kind of


flat


which is how sending actually ruined my entire month


I wish which is us the true ending guys


that that made me not want to know what the true ending was it felt horrible and I think that's awesome


like it made me wish that I forgot everything


yeah so if you want to feel miserable


play witch's house and get the true ending It's relatively easy to get the true ending too


I'm gonna do it you should if you want to feel absolutely miserable


just oh you should damn


yeah


like press a to progress kind of true ending no it's more like find this item


that's it


that's pretty easy to find that item


how old are you according to your lore I am infinitely years old


yeah and then and then um if you want to feel really bad you should play enroll I highly recommend enroll it is really up there for my RPG Maker game


super up there that's


it's probably got to be my number 1


so oh so good so good


how long is enroll if you remember it's a pretty long game


but it's it has a bit of a replayability because um


the the people that you interact with they have


they all have stories


of of their own and so you get to see their backstory if you decide to interact with them and I think that's pretty cool


and and really is free


I think


it was free


and roll is free I think so you should play it if you want to feel absolutely miserable not a feel-good game feel bad game I'm all about those feel bad games but not those


like oh I'm just going to kill off a character in 5 minutes you feel bad do you feel bad no it's like hey I'm building up this character so that you might like it and then I'm going to kill it how do you feel now oh you feeling it are you crying oh I hope you're crying ooh I didn't cry but it's it's kind of like that


yeah but a lot of RPG Maker games are free so you should go check it out


isn't this spoiler if we play it now we know everyone will die


no


no usually if it's angst


someone someone will die but does everyone die or does some people die and if so who dies


and that's the magic of it


and you know what else is free streaming way to you by Oral croni that's true


now we know that a likable character is going to die but jokes on you they're all pretty likeable


yeah so that makes it even more exciting ooh who's going to die ooh that's so exciting it's going to be you it's going to be you but I like all of you ooh I hope you don't die ooh


how many people are going to die how many people are going to hurt me


yeah


so all of them are going to die no see the thing is you might think that if everyone dies that's going to make you feel worse know it's


it really depends on how the story is told but for me leaving some characters alive makes it feel worse because you get to see the aftermath um


you know and how they process their grief


and it's so sad


that makes it so much better


so it's actually better that some of them are alive


you enjoy survivor's guilt


okay when you put it like that it sounds really bad um only in fiction


because that that makes you feel things like


emotional


only in fiction


oh


you sound insane right no no only like I said all infection


so you don't feel anything other than survivors guilt no no no no no those games are not really about


some of them do I think some of them have survivors guilt but it's not


really about that


there's no


no it's kind of hard to say like is their guilt it's more just so how they process grief


yeah


yeah yeah I I wouldn't really say survivors oh


some of them do yeah but not all of them that's that's what I can say


did you finish all 3 hello Charlotte


I did


the story was


a bit harder to crosses


like I like the Aesthetics of hello Charlotte


but I didn't really like and and there are very obvious um certain themes


that I can you know recognize


like


you know


um like loneliness things like that those are very obvious things um but there are some that I don't really understand like


the main story line I don't really understand what does that


signify what does that symbolize


so I didn't really know


that's why I had phenomenal man on my team so I can see him process grief as I dated blonde Blazer that's okay


um


that's not


that's just sadistic


that's


worse than me


yeah but


those were good times those were the days


yeah


I remember always looking forward to finding new


RPG Maker games and


seeing what could hurt me


and then those what if endings


if they hurt that means you did a good job


yeah but then if I had a remake and it had a new ending


so that was good if you guys played the old if I recommend that you check it out because they expanded on some of the endings


what I can say is that if the first original 1 leaned towards fleshing out


uh 1 character um in the remake it focuses on fleshing out the other character


it has new endings it has new endings for the Remake yeah and


it had 2 major endings maybe yeah


2 or 3


I don't know but


they were pretty significant


is it the blue character the yellow character oh the yellow 1


yeah yeah yeah yeah


yeah oh checking that out oh I'm so happy


it's it's kind of nice to see um


some some people in here who also like


RPG Maker


so it's nice


because


back back then I would just watch those and


would really want to talk about it with someone but I I didn't


I was kind of like that for undertale too I had a


I was really into undertale I'm going to be really honest I did not have the computer specs to play undertale or any of those games I also didn't have money


so I watched other people play I was really into undertale


I don't really get into a lot of games


but yeah


that's what I was really good


what about Delta Rune um


for me undertale was so good that


I mean Delta Rune is a completely different game I know this but


it just


for me ended with undertale


I'm just wondering to my eye


yeah


yeah Delta Rune is a completely different game


um


though there are some recurring characters


but


I don't even want to see that I guess even though it's in a


in a different alternate universe


it's me it's just a me thing


how many undertale Aus can you re uh can you name


there are a lot


I


there are different


Aus for any type of


media


so


I don't really need to say any of that


I like I I like the main 1 I like I'm not really the type for a use I'm


I'm into the main story I like when they flesh it out


God but I really liked all the fan arts too they were so good


yeah


and Sans was so cool


did you dive into the gastro lore gastro was so cool


okay but did you make your own know I didn't


who do you ship with


I mean those things it's just because you're into a fandom doesn't mean that you ship yourself with someone it's more like


loving the game as it is


it's I liked it because


it oh it hurts the fact that you can go down an evil route


so good so awesome


who did I ship myself with I didn't I don't do those


yeah I don't do those


for me I let's say I would like a character right but I would never go and read those oh um character X reader I don't do those I would just like


pick a character and ship that with a narrow like another character


no I don't self-insert because I know I'm not going to be in there


yeah oh is that what it's called self inserts yeah I don't do those


I feel like it's it kind of disrupts the reading if it's a self insert because it's like um they do a bracket and write you


and that that makes it not immersive so I don't I don't like it


just be frisked easy


no


Frisk is Frisk is a can


but


yeah that was that was good it was a good time


and then after that I never really got into a game as much as I did I did really like enroll but there wasn't really a lot of fan art that I could survive off of


yeah


do you like identify with the character as you're reading


because usually the character that is


um


guys this is getting really sensitive this is getting a bit too personal guys


um but see I I don't I don't sell fence or I


I don't see the character as myself because the characters that are not that dominant have a really neat personality


and that doesn't really fit me or sometimes they act uncharacteristically courageous and heroic and I am not that so I just cannot relate


so I just read it as is


I don't see it and like as myself or anything


and besides if I did a self insert


they probably wouldn't like me


and that's why I know when I like characters it's obviously 1-sided and it breaks the immersion if I do a self insert because I know those characters would not like me


the the reason why those characters like a specific character is because they got the main protagonist buff


I do not have the main protagonist buff


so like for example um a character that I really liked back then was Isaiah from Robert bra


I really liked him he


obviously he was a scumbag but there were parts to him that I wanted to be like where


uh very


well spoken and just so comfortable with his own skin and doesn't really care about other people's


uh yeah it doesn't really care about other people just goes about whatever he wants to do kind of thing


but I know I really liked it I really really liked him


um


yeah


I I wanted to be him


crime stuff that he did


I was so I mean I I could never do it but I I bought the knife that he had to it was a Spyderco knife I looked into it I bought it did I have money but I still did got the cheapest 1 that I could get


and


since my height cannot match his height I tried to see what his BMI would be if I was his be


I couldn't reach it obviously way too skinny


and I want to do parkour


I I was really I really just wanted to be that I really liked him I really like him


you were trying to become him because I was I had a really neat personality um as very very introverted and shy um didn't really talk that much uh outside outside outside my house


also I was going through a bit of a chuny time probably probably there's strongly because of that


were you gonna change gender to know I was going to be a gender bend


but I yeah but so cool


yeah but I I don't I don't want that I don't want the self-insert I want it to be him that's not a self answer if I okay if I was in that world he would traffic me he would put me through human trafficking and extort my like he's going to take out my organs and kill me like I've seen what he did in that anime he he's messed up he's a sociopath


so


like


that that's why I don't say anything like oh oh my God he's literally my husband literally my wife I don't say that because if I was actually in that world they would not even give me the time of their day


so what did you want to be him I just told you don't I just told you I I told I told you that


I I got to do this from the beginning now I liked him because he was so confident in his own skin and he didn't really care about other people's opinions he just went with whatever he wanted to do and


also he was really independent


and the fact that this 1 this 1's an additional 1 that I didn't mention I kind of also liked how


he couldn't really feel things


yeah


and I really like that because I felt a lot of emotions


he sounds really girl boss yeah


so basically he's nonchalant yeah


uh kind he's very whimsical


he was also really smart too


mhm


yeah that's like your hero


no pretty bad role model


but to me it seems so cool he was so cool to me


especially for someone who would barely talk and is this the like extremely introverted um


I thought that was inspirational


like being able to say something when other people do you wrong


that was really admirable I wanted to have that kind of trade


he's your Virgil for a lot of kids growing up with Devil May Cry kind of yeah


did you have a shizuo


no I didn't really I mean I like shizuo I like shizuo with


I


I like shizuo when it was interacting with each so I think they have a lot of good rivalry going on


and they complete each other


um


because either I gets to show a different side


and she's also shows a different sign


and that's why


I like them


interacting with each other


yeah


I know I just like their rivalry I it's like Naruto and Sasuke


it's like Naruto and like I said it's like Naruto inside


yeah and I didn't really ship Naruto and Sasuke


not really into that


if I had to ship someone I mean not ship if I had to talk about character interaction um


like Shizu and he's like I like their interactions it's kind of interesting


very cool


that that's because you guys were saying that word and I don't I don't I don't I went past that I I don't do that anymore I grew out of it


I I didn't really grow out what grow out of any what is her to grow up I don't need to grow up of anything it's just like no no no no


like


I just really liked character interactions


I don't I don't I don't


I I grew out of it


not that there's anything to grow out of but I it's gone


it's gone trust me it's gone it's over


like you know


like like stuff


it's


I gotta go


I it's actually getting kind of late it was like


it was like 2 and a half hours now that's pretty long I gotta go


yeah I I'm gonna go


yeah


I'm just saying I'm just saying


it's like


okay like you know


you know if I if I liked a character Dynamic if I really liked it in Naruto just to clarify did not care for Naruto and Sasuke if I had to care about someone in Naruto I'm just saying it would have been Kakashi


just interaction wise healthy interaction would have been Kashi and Iuka I think I think they had a very good healthy working relationship


if I really had to I didn't really ship that much not ship I I didn't really care about character


relationships in Naruto in general I'm just saying like


and then


and sometimes


you don't want while I'm at it I might as well just say


if


not if


not


I'm over it now though I'm over I'm I'm okay I'm too busy


do you know the whole reason as to why I watched durara


It's because I saw through media that she's well and easily I had a really good character Dynamic and I just really wanted to know how they're like in the actual anime and you know what


they were barely any interactions


and might as well might as well add sometimes before I watch an anime I come across


some


media forms of media


and


and thanks to that I come I I came across really good anime and what kind of anime tiger


tiger and Bunny


that was really good that was good I just really wanted to know what that was about


yeah and it was good because uh I I like their character and they had a really good um


thing going on where they were hostile with each other but then they start working together developing this partnership and that was that was really nice to see


ya


Banana Fish


Banana Fish wasn't that


um


a guy that does really good makeup or something like that


nope I'm just wrong


maybe it was a no I didn't I didn't watch


I don't watch banana fish


oh it's a newer 1


like I said I am past it now


maybe back then I was


engaging more with fan content


which was really good


honestly


freaking


I didn't even know that fan made content were like much of a thing and


you know


you know where that happened


it all


it was a mistake


I


none of this it all started it all started all of this whole coming across


fan-made content


that was because of Italia


I thought Italia was really


I thought it was funny


I I thought maybe you get to learn about history and an interesting way I thought I liked


social studies


I was wrong


I took history 12


I the worst grade of my life


okay maybe second to chemistry but


that


that was a mistake


yeah


but I thought I thought it was really funny because the English sub is also really good and the episodes are short


which are engaging


and then the season ending


and I was thinking to myself oh that was so fun


I I wonder if it's out


out and then


and then it all went


downhill


and then I didn't know that there were


many


different


interests in every fandom


it's


and


but I am


I am good now


fortunately I was not 1 of those


um


people who would


be very vocal about


uh


you know who


who I would support um character Dynamic lies I kept it all to myself


because why would I


who would I tell


so I was a pretty private person


yeah


so I was not part of any wars that's if there was a war um in the fandoms


I was not involved I did not know that


people would


fight I okay well I would see some people fighting in the comments genuinely and I would think


it's just a character


like it doesn't have to be official it's just that's what makes it magical guys is because it's not a confirmed thing that you can let your imaginations run wild kind of thing


that's the beauty of it


you've admitted to stirring the pot before when when


when did I do that


I


I didn't talk to anyone I'll be very honest


I didn't talk to I had no friends guys


I had


I had 1 friend okay I had 1 friend um who was interested


in those character Dynamics oh those were good times those were simpler times but we were not


around on that side of the internet


yeah


no my my school friend no


Sally's a complete Normie guys


did you have online friends oh yeah I mean


um


yeah I had I had some friends in school uh who


you know we would talk to each other during the school time and then when we go on breaks we would completely lose contact with 1 another and then after the break ends act like uh nothing happened kind of thing I had I had those friends


yeah I would say they were friends more out of necessity rather than anything else


um but it was still good at least there was like a place to belong instead of just


eating um lunch all by yourself kind of thing


and


so um


I


I had some online friends but I didn't really talk about those


I mean it was it was really fun that I got to talk to people to begin with so um


yeah didn't really have anyone to


talk to about I mean about those very specific things people didn't even know if I was a girl or a guy so I mean that's the magic of the online world is that nobody knows anything about you and you can be someone that you're not


yeah


so that's why I like on a more serious note No I


wouldn't have really went around telling people forcing my opinions or anything just kept it to myself


because there's I mean


there's no 1


on the internet nobody will know you're a cat exactly


okay cool


but I I am past that I am past it


I was


yeah those were those were times


I mean if you're past it cool if not still cool I mean there's no shame honestly I'm just saying that um like back in the day maybe when I first came across it I would think oh my God like you know maybe have some sort of a reaction


um


see this I know I need to close my eyes oh it's getting way too scandalous and past that point this is reading it's just


like okay that's cool but is there anything more to this story that's


that's really what I think nowadays


like is this thing is this all there is to it whereas the story


like there's there's no reaction I just don't feel anything like back then there was this sense of novelty um like something oh like oh oh my so scandalous I shouldn't I shouldn't know but now it's just


here


yeah


so that's that's it


yeah that's why nowadays all I read is isekai


I think I think


how do I how do I put this think I think I'm burnt out yeah because I


read so much I think it's because I read so much that I'm burnt out


do not say those 2 letters the character Dynamics


burnt out of my character Dynamics


and now I'm probably going to get burnt out of isekai too


like nowadays it's not really about the novelty of it I look at the story I don't really care


like who it is what it is I do not care about the identities or whatever I just need it to be good that's all that matters


like I don't I don't care if it's


I don't care I don't care about any of those character Dynamics


and


a good story is All You Need exactly


I'm honestly really open-minded as long as the story is good


I need genre can work if the story is awesome exactly


what do you mean you don't care you need good character Dynamics to have a good story usually okay you know what I'm referring to when I say character Dynamic I just don't want to say it out loud


because in case it gets


clipped or something


I don't really want to be I mean I'm still going to be taken out of context regardless but I just don't want to see


ya


Iris and Gigi are very honest about it


oh really


why don't you guys think it's out of character if I say that though


really


is it okay yeah


is not okay


oh


super okay


okay


I read a lot of BL back in the days it was kind of crazy I read like 10 10 pages of BL every day and then initially I was really surprised when there was a really suggestive scene and was really caught off guard and then there were drama CDs too that people stitched up which is kind of crazy and I was kind of scared um the novelty of it was kind of new and then and then I was really kind of surprised because it was very explicit and everything and that was pretty I lived a pretty closed off lif


and then I would cover my eyes I would cover the screen I would do whatever and then


and then you know when you read about like 5 to 10 pages like and by 5 to 10 pages I mean like um you know how when you like uh look like scroll through um all these like stuff and then there's page 2 page 3 I went through all of those I caught I was caught up to date with everything and so like I did that for God knows how many years like 5 years I don't know for


4 4 4 years 5 years


and then later on I'm not affected I can just like eat my food while reading it it's just gone it was basically like I I didn't care nothing nothing nothing was Knew by that point everything was so typical its just oh no we can't oh and there's like you know there's that kind of story or like Oh I'm a I'm I'm so


I have no attachments and then oh I'm suddenly really attached to you kind of it's just all so is typical and even if they go try and do this angst route there's nothing new I've read everything I've Maybe


maybe I didn't read everything but I read most things every most genres I've


I've I've done everything I've read everything


Omega verse I've read it anything I whatever you whatever you think I probably read most of those genres


just so tired and it's just I'm so tired of it all


okay did I have a favorite I like she's the 1 that is like the only reason why I watched theara was because their Dynamic was so good that I wanted to see what it was about


and then I wanted to try watching a galleon why because there was a thing with cow and Shinji and I wanted to know how it was like for the anime to see why people would ship them but I didn't watch it why because I'm tired it's a long freaking episode I can't keep up with it


yeah


and then just the the novelty of it was gone and you know while I was reading it I was um you know there's also yowi uh what's the other 1 ye I Tried reading that too and like there are some that are like good you know like home ra and Modica that's pretty cool but then


and then like Yuri's fine because I mean like there are some like stories in ye that are fine but then in Yuri it they had more how should I say like emotionally painful ones and I was like oh cool that's fine and then anyway there weren't a lot of good stories by the end that would make me feel anything so I just kind of dropped it and now I went for slop I'm going for isak high slob


Bloom into you is good that's way too wholesome I'm not looking for wholesome I I don't


and then I realized that maybe I just


now I'm reading is why is that because I didn't read a lot of um


like not GL not BL I didn't I didn't read I didn't read it so I was like oh and also its isekai


and they it's actually kind of knew so I'm probably going to keep this up for a few years until I'm tired of it and then I'm tired of all the relationships and I'll just not read anything


it's just


I I read that because I I like the whole now we can't do this and like oh it's like you know they make a big deal out of it like blgl so that's why I read it because I thought it was kind of new


but then it's not new anymore


I've read so much of the same client


I'm talking about fiction guys just you know just putting it out there but like


I'm tired


I everything they


they encroach on


a cliche 1 way or another the it's free playing in my head you know there's like isekai stories where they regress like a thousand times infinite number of times if it feels like that I'm so tired I'm so burnt out


and then now it's just a sick I


and then it's not BL it's not g l it's just it's just like you know guy girl and


I I guess I haven't read that


and now I'm just well I guess I haven't like read or watched too much of that um in comparison to


the Past


and then isekai


I just read that


and


it's it's good


God


I can't believe I cut that out for like 4 to 5 years probably need to keep this up for 4 to 5 actually this has been going on for longer than oh


was probably the longest that I've been


was a new record


okay but have you tried glbl isekai no


because e6i


only came in


after I was burnt out from that entire thing


and so I'm still burnt out


yeah


I can take you back no it's fine


it's just


I just need a story to be good then I'll read it I don't really care


like yeah I don't really care if it's a girl or a guy or a freaking alien I don't care as long as the story is good and action


I don't I don't watch a lot of like


normal boy girl 1 cuz


when I would read or watch them it shown in and they don't really have a lot of that romance so that's good


and I like that


so there it is


that's why


I yeah I still remember the times where I would be like


so excited by the novelty of these beautiful art they're still beautiful mind you but


it's just the same plot over and over


even less variation in my opinion


than isekai isekai


so many repetitive things


so many cliches so many tropes


of Fushigi yuugi oh yeah I remember


those


that was good I didn't read the entire thing


Where Do We Go From Here crony


I mean we're there's nothing to go off of that was that was the past it's been such a long time


yeah you saw it go on into an even more repetitive genre that's what I'm wondering


yeah


but not sick of it


but maybe it's about time that I'm going to get sick of it


because it's been about like what


5 years


but I at least want to read something you know


like if I get sick of it then I have nothing to read


what's the next genre


really wanted to read the project Hail Mary


are you getting sick of it


I'm probably little I mean I'm not really too sure but back when I first debuted


but then to be fair I also didn't do anything when I first debuted for like the first couple of years


I don't have anything going um so I was reading kind of like


hundred left Tunes per day


okay maybe 100 is a stretch maybe 80 a day


but now I just read Maybe


2 lip Tunes a week


start getting into real literature well that's


what's the thing I used to read


books I read a lot of books


yeah


I remember getting books as a birthday gift uh from my parents because I really liked reading and they were all fictional and then 1 day um


my mom suggested that I read something that's more


educational


and so she


so I I picked out this book


because I liked Leo told stories short stories so I figured maybe I'll like it was Anna Karenina


I stopped reading I was kind of getting burnt out of books to be honest not going to lie but that was kind of the last straw where I let go of books in general


hey hey hey mangas are literature yeah


and then I came across


it was like something that I could focus my attention on which was on


this Manga and Anime


I don't really watch that much that many anime though to be honest


Mana too


what I'm not maybe maybe I was a Fuji back then I I admit maybe I was closeted or not maybe not maybe I was but now I've grown out of it I have grown so


tired of it all


do you play visual novels know


once the F always a future I never truly dies I mean I joke about it


I mean I think it's really funny when I get to like tease you guys going oh look at this look at this crony oh they're going to share the same bed what do I actually mean it no


it's like more of a acknowledgement of the past or I could if you guys want me to I mean I could support it I'm totally up for it I you know that's what you want


heck yeah I'll I support you guys all the way


but I will only do it in support


for your beautiful love


and not because I actually genuinely ship it


yeah


so I'm happy for you guys congratulations


what do you actually want


I want your happiness


I mean what else is there to want


what if I kissed my homie in front of the crony cut out you know what


what a beautiful friendship they you you guys have


and


it's story and will say that they were the best of friends


beautiful


um they were really oh my God and they were roommates


do you talk to Iris about BL


now why should I answer that


but even if I did let me tell you even if I did


I say it in


a reminiscing way


like oh yeah


yeah that ship was popular


yeah that was a pretty big ship lot of people were into that 1


and it's just looking back on it


just


back in the old back in the old days yeah


it sounds so old yeah


yeah


those are all memories at the end of the day


she's a retired for Joi I guess I think that's the best way to phrase it


I wholeheartedly agree on that title I am like


over time


Fuji veteran


I've


seen almost everything


come out of retirement I'm so burnt out


I mean if I've been burnt out


for this long for I don't know how many 5 years now write a lot I read so much more than


I do now


started isekai


I read


a lot more I think


they don't need me


there are new


budding


new lives out there and I will


pass on that Joy


to the others I will hand it over to the Future


I'm glad you could get this off your chest


why


yeah


now


I'm eventually gonna have to pass on the isekai torch


why are you so so conflicted about it well


maybe it's because it's not really applicable to me anymore but I know that people are probably gonna say oh she's still she's still a fee and you know if I was still into it I would have happily accept that title but


I'm not anymore I really swear to God that I just


it's not even because I think the genre is bad or anything


I'm just


really burnt out I'm just really not feeling it anymore it's just the wrong title to give me


what if you come out of retirement


burnout


does not work like that


I can give you the science fiction torch


I don't know man


at least you're not as futoshi as I thought I mean I was


I was a closeted 1 I definitely didn't say it out loud except that 1 was also really big into it and she was


so big into it that she was


yeah


yeah I did not


mine was only


mine was only um


to the


yeah I


uh as you watched it with


another friend together I I would not be able to do that


watching


I mean nothing wrong with that just that


you know I'm not that comfortable to watch explicit content with another friend of mine


but anyway that I I mean I only shared that you know shared the whole Fuji


experience with that friend because she was she was into it I was getting off topic but she was really into it


so I mean aside from her I didn't really tell anyone


just glad you're not into shipping real life celebrities oh nah


nah everything stays in fiction


and besides


art is so much more pleasing to look at you know


yeah


but


was I


was I going to say


wasn't going to say


yeah but I just I think it would be funnier if people just address me as a retired veteran I think that'll be more funny rather than


a label that's no longer applicable to me now


it didn't fight The Shipping Wars


yeah that's kind of pointless because it's all not canon


non-canon fan Cannon Fanon


was all not real at the end of the day and


who cares if it's the main ship or whatever either way you're in the same position as everyone else and that is not real there's a main ship going on


and that'll never come true


and the end


your ship is just the same as everyone else


no matter how mainstream it is it's pointless there's no reason to fight everyone is on the same boat if you really think about it


at least my ship got validated in the sequel all right good for you that's that's nice


wow this year I'm opening up so much


awesome


now I'm just


reading about


a white-haired girl


yuta ユウタ🐔🌸🥯💜☂👁🌂👻✨💀🎲🐱🐊


with a purple eyes


uh who was abandoned by her


royalty family and gets uh sent off to Mary


the Duke of the north know but something equivalent


and she's actually really smart and then she knows the past


not not the past she knows her past life which is that she was living in a modern world and she can tell


she siphons her information from the modern world to her current world by being able to replay those memories by staring into a water


oh yeah I read those 12 yeah


yeah


and then


they they're getting married but here's the deal they're not going to fall in love it's going to be a purely transactional relationship where it's just going to be business only and that they are not going to fall in love and so you don't need to worry about it I'm very useful I can help you become king whatever and then they fall in love


so cliche


and you know what


you probably wouldn't even be able to find it cuz there's just a reprint of 15 other web Tunes out there


they they start catching feelings but they both think the other 1 doesn't like that yeah basically there's that oh but I don't think he likes me because he said that there was already someone that he likes


but then that was just said to throw her off but she's just thinking oh but I'm I'm not really the 1 that he's interested in so I shouldn't get too attached even though he's being nice to me he's just a good person that's why he's being nice to me


and I'm not actually we're we're not actually a married couple I I'm gonna have to leave him once I get a divorce and make him a king and then and then the guy just faces up being like Oh actually I was never interested in anyone I was only interested in you


blah blah blah blah and then oh the white hair girl is actually super witty and intelligent and even though she was exiled in a random Castle talking to a nobody she's super witty when she got um married off into a foreign land and they're actually surprised because she's not


she's not like um mentally challenged like according to the rumors or something


and then there's a side character the third wheel


um both male and female and the female goes like oh he actually really liked me uh not because I'm the younger sister of


your your servant who is extremely devoted to you


that's that's not why you care about me you care about me because I'm special and that she got casted and then there's another guy going oh I'm so mysterious I'm also your rival but I'm going to keep with a secret with you that I'm not I'm not a rival you don't know who I am I'm just a random guy's servant that guy you hate yeah I'm that guy's servant oops I am actually that guy who who who uh but actually I'm not really interested in you


but seeing how this brother this half brother of mine who I really hate but also was really good when we were younger I don't really know why he likes you so much so let me let me get to know you more as a mysterious friend oops actually I think I like you I'm going to take you away from him


well they always act rude and cold know they act all Charming


um


but they're actually really conflicted individuals or something like that


unironically it sounds like you are ironically reading this stuff yeah no definitely I've been writing this


stuff ironically


for 100 chapters


what chapter am I on


113 actually uh what am I kidding uh


yeah


and then after I'm done with this I still had 800 times more to go


whatever


have you tried talking to someone


no


nobody understands


do you even have time to do your homework for the night oh I have to there's simply no choice I have to and then after I'm done with my homework I'm going to play subnautica and then at 2


I'm going to be these tired even if I want to play more I'm going to be tired and then I go to sleep I wake up I do it all over again except the thing that's different this time is that I'm going to be streaming yay I don't know what I'm going to be streaming but I'm going to be streaming yay


okay


what you going to pick up your mom yeah but not yet


if I didn't do enough I wouldn't be able to yeah


oh yeah


I did say that


I shouldn't have turned on


a space


I spent 3 to 4 hours just talking


I'm going to have to use this 3 to 4 hours recording


oh


well


I'm gonna


I'm gonna have to go


I have a good 1 everyone


no time for some Nautica maybe there is who knows


maybe I will


God I hope so if I work on it right now


maybe I can finish at least 3 to 4 yeah


yeah


okay I'll do


as a 3 to 4


God I hope so okay bye everyone can I ask to me be sure to stream way to you and to check out the ep the CD if you haven't checked it out yet uh it's going to be in the link in the description so be sure to check it out


thank you


okay


oh God I just hope that I'm not going to be clipped over something


and then people are just going to call me oh for Joshua for charity know I'm not a fujoshi now I was a fujoshi then


as long as they clarify then I'll be fine that


bye


just tell people not to clip it I don't know I mean I don't think anyone would listen this far so maybe it'll be okay


yeah yeah


that's good


play to your fine no


it's just that something's


they it's just like


drag on for a bit too long at


they like overstate its welcome


so if I want to prevent that the forward even happens


if I if I let it if I let it happen now it's


going to be like a little label that's going to follow me for God knows how long it's been like that for freaking Subway


h


yeah


so I hope


it's just something that I can just talk about and then


forget about it


okay


okay can I ask for me


yeah see you tomorrow I'll finish as much as possible