00:01:59 | ourokronii: Killarney, Chiva.
00:02:02 | ourokronii: Hello.
00:02:08 | ourokronii: Hi.
00:02:36 | ourokronii: We really missed us. I don't know about that. You know, I just like, hey, might as well.
00:02:42 | ourokronii: Oh, thank you. I'm glad you liked the space title.
00:02:48 | ourokronii: Yeah, I don't know what came to me, but.
00:02:52 | ourokronii: And now I came to me in a dream, I guess.
00:02:59 | ourokronii: You're tired as well. Oh.
00:03:03 | ourokronii: You poor little thing.
00:03:11 | ourokronii: It's something try and pronounce no you. I'm not gonna do that.
00:03:27 | ourokronii: My dreams are while yeah, I had a dream yesterday.
00:03:29 | ourokronii: And then I forgot.
00:03:34 | ourokronii: So I guess I didn't have any dreams.
00:03:37 | ourokronii: It's just, you know, I felt like I had a dream.
00:03:51 | ourokronii: You can hear the Ricola. Ohhh, that's that's nuts. Damn.
00:03:57 | ourokronii: Well.
00:03:59 | ourokronii: It's just.
00:04:01 | ourokronii: Whatever.
00:04:06 | ourokronii: Oh well.
00:04:13 | ourokronii: You know, I'm gonna be doing stuff today. Hopefully I'll be productive.
00:04:19 | ourokronii: I have been productive. You know it. It comes and goes and spurts.
00:04:21 | ourokronii: Um.
00:04:26 | ourokronii: I'm hoping that I can.
00:04:31 | ourokronii: Finish. At least most of them.
00:04:41 | ourokronii: Yeah, you're like the honey lemon flavor. It's OK. I mean, I have that one. He's more like.
00:04:44 | ourokronii: Lemon rather than honey.
00:05:13 | ourokronii: O3D full body tracking. Yeah, some people think it's moco pee, but it's not. It's something better. I got it working after, you know, days of suffering about few months ago. I probably have to check again to see if it's going to work, but it did work last time.
00:05:14 | ourokronii: And.
00:05:18 | ourokronii: Yeah, it's pretty cool.
00:05:24 | ourokronii: Yeah, I guess I can do ring fit with it, yeah.
00:05:30 | ourokronii: Hmm.
00:05:37 | ourokronii: Yeah, I got the good, good. That's right.
00:05:55 | ourokronii: Yeah, so I'm just not going to randomly fly across the screen or anything like that. It's gonna be it.
00:05:58 | ourokronii: Pretty decent, I think.
00:06:01 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:06:07 | ourokronii: Are you not? Actually I was thinking about doing 3D karaoke, but.
00:06:21 | ourokronii: I woke up a little later than intended and I didn't make the schedule in time, So I was like, you know what, I'll just do that some other time. Maybe next week. We'll see.
00:06:34 | ourokronii: Yeah, And then I'm gonna mix in some um.
00:06:45 | ourokronii: Japanese songs, but I'll have to learn it. Those are a lot more difficult to learn than English, so I guess I'll have time.
00:06:48 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:06:55 | ourokronii: And.
00:07:02 | ourokronii: I just wanna do a lot of things.
00:07:04 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:07:18 | ourokronii: Japanese streams can be archived, right? I'll archive it one day when I think that my singing is tolerable.
00:07:22 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:07:30 | ourokronii: Did I set up the whole 3D studio in your house then?
00:07:32 | ourokronii: Kind of, yeah.
00:07:38 | ourokronii: Um, it's not spacious, but I did get it down.
00:07:40 | ourokronii: So.
00:07:43 | ourokronii: Yay me. Let's go.
00:07:56 | ourokronii: It's been almost two years. I know it's been almost two years, but it could just be better, you know?
00:08:01 | ourokronii: Oh, and then.
00:08:11 | ourokronii: I fixed my Galaxy alarm. Finally the hissing sound is gone. So you know that problem I've been having with the microphone.
00:08:14 | ourokronii: Yeah, after fixing that issue.
00:08:18 | ourokronii: That that problem's gone too. No hissing.
00:08:22 | ourokronii: So now I'm just like damn.
00:08:26 | ourokronii: Well, what's the point of?
00:08:28 | ourokronii: Uh.
00:08:33 | ourokronii: What was the problem?
00:08:35 | ourokronii: The problem was.
00:08:39 | ourokronii: You know, the game being all the way.
00:08:44 | ourokronii: Down like -, 30 decibels lower and.
00:08:52 | ourokronii: Like, yeah, I just had to flip the switch on for it to sound audible.
00:08:55 | ourokronii: Audible No.
00:08:58 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:09:06 | ourokronii: Yeah, but hey, at least the quality is good. I I like the quality.
00:09:13 | ourokronii: And the reverb and everything. I think I managed to set it in a way that sounds pleasant.
00:09:15 | ourokronii: Enough.
00:09:17 | ourokronii: So.
00:09:24 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:09:31 | ourokronii: I know most of my time I'm just fixing things, which isn't so bad necessarily.
00:09:44 | ourokronii: I like problem solving, it's just that I wish problems didn't happen in the 1st place so that I don't have to fix her, but.
00:09:47 | ourokronii: Oh wow, life happens.
00:09:52 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:10:00 | ourokronii: I'm like.
00:10:06 | ourokronii: Um, like whatever.
00:10:08 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:10:13 | ourokronii: I am a problem on this solve me.
00:10:25 | ourokronii: Well, I'm a pretty difficult equation. Maybe even solve me too and fix my life. Oh wait, you can't, huh?
00:10:29 | ourokronii: Ah, nobody can.
00:10:31 | ourokronii: But it's all good.
00:10:34 | ourokronii: Everything's all good.
00:10:45 | ourokronii: Think I I'm starting to notice that I keep saying it's all good when things are not good.
00:10:48 | ourokronii: Maybe that's a?
00:10:51 | ourokronii: Form of reassurance to myself.
00:11:06 | ourokronii: Are you a problem? Cause I wanna fix you or smooth?
00:11:08 | ourokronii: Ah.
00:11:16 | ourokronii: Start saying it is what it is.
00:11:19 | ourokronii: It is what it is.
00:11:22 | ourokronii: No, that sounds like I'm giving up.
00:11:27 | ourokronii: But if I say hey, it's all good.
00:11:29 | ourokronii: Maybe it is all good.
00:11:37 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:11:48 | ourokronii: It's ironic because I tell you guys that toxic positivity isn't good, and then I do that to myself.
00:11:54 | ourokronii: Ah, follow what you preach.
00:11:56 | ourokronii: You know.
00:12:06 | ourokronii: I finished.
00:12:11 | ourokronii: 3 puzzles so far.
00:12:14 | ourokronii: Finished.
00:12:19 | ourokronii: Everything. Now I just need to finish one more.
00:12:31 | ourokronii: Think I've said this before, but I like jigsaw puzzles. It makes me.
00:12:39 | ourokronii: Feel good, feel happier, not think about anything else.
00:12:52 | ourokronii: How long did it take? It took me about an hour for.
00:12:58 | ourokronii: One of them and then the other one. Two hours maybe.
00:13:01 | ourokronii: There weren't that many pieces.
00:13:07 | ourokronii: Yeah, it was still fun regardless.
00:13:14 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:13:15 | ourokronii: You know.
00:13:19 | ourokronii: It's a pretty nice day.
00:13:24 | ourokronii: Like there's a nice breeze and.
00:13:30 | ourokronii: The trees, The tree branches or.
00:13:32 | ourokronii: Softly.
00:13:36 | ourokronii: Waving under the wind.
00:13:40 | ourokronii: It's a very nice day.
00:13:46 | ourokronii: A bit too hot for my taste. Don't ruin this for me.
00:13:51 | ourokronii: You can't ruin this for me right now.
00:13:59 | ourokronii: You say that, but you're saying indoors.
00:14:06 | ourokronii: Well, it's it's because I'm gonna get sunburned and that's not cool.
00:14:10 | ourokronii: But that doesn't mean that I can't appreciate.
00:14:13 | ourokronii: This small.
00:14:17 | ourokronii: Things and life because.
00:14:19 | ourokronii: They are beautiful.
00:14:25 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:14:37 | ourokronii: Gotta get that outdoor streaming set up.
00:14:44 | ourokronii: You think so? I mean, if I do that, I feel like.
00:14:47 | ourokronii: It's gonna be a little too noisy.
00:15:00 | ourokronii: Is the window open at least? Why would I do that?
00:15:03 | ourokronii: There's no.
00:15:10 | ourokronii: There's probably not as much wind that's gonna come through the window.
00:15:15 | ourokronii: I don't think it's that strong of a breeze probably.
00:15:25 | ourokronii: Just for small fun, I'd rather just go outside if it's just for the.
00:15:27 | ourokronii: Fun of it, you know?
00:15:34 | ourokronii: Fix your room air flow.
00:15:40 | ourokronii: It's OK. I can just turn on the AC. That's OK.
00:15:50 | ourokronii: I do like the wind. Wind is nice. Wind is like.
00:15:55 | ourokronii: Your homie, your pal.
00:16:00 | ourokronii: For for most of the time.
00:16:06 | ourokronii: Hmm.
00:16:17 | ourokronii: When does men? You think when does men?
00:16:29 | ourokronii: OK, you guys always take it to the extreme.
00:16:32 | ourokronii: Obviously not tornadoes. That's.
00:16:46 | ourokronii: That's a different subject and that's why I said you know, most of this, like most of the time the wind is cool. Not all the time.
00:16:51 | ourokronii: Guys are.
00:16:55 | ourokronii: So extreme and sometimes.
00:17:06 | ourokronii: I love hurricanes.
00:17:12 | ourokronii: I guess I can understand that they can sweep you off your feet.
00:17:17 | ourokronii: Kind of kind of dreamy, honestly, yeah.
00:17:26 | ourokronii: Before you get torn to shreds by the wind. But anyway, it's pretty dreamy regardless.
00:17:33 | ourokronii: Hmm.
00:17:43 | ourokronii: A free ride, yeah.
00:17:48 | ourokronii: God, there's such heartbreakers.
00:17:58 | ourokronii: Speaking of wind.
00:18:00 | ourokronii: Elements.
00:18:08 | ourokronii: I should probably watch that movie. It's kind of like Fireboy and Watergirl.
00:18:12 | ourokronii: Or pretty much.
00:18:16 | ourokronii: A lot of short films.
00:18:20 | ourokronii: Compiled into one movie.
00:18:37 | ourokronii: Shark Boy and Lava Girl.
00:18:44 | ourokronii: Is that what it's called? I thought it was like water girl.
00:18:55 | ourokronii: Wait, why is it? Why wasn't the water a girl?
00:18:58 | ourokronii: Fireboy.
00:19:01 | ourokronii: I mean shark boy.
00:19:05 | ourokronii: Shark Boy.
00:19:12 | ourokronii: Love girl. Oh, no, not this one. What the heck is this? No, I mean.
00:19:14 | ourokronii: Like.
00:19:19 | ourokronii: Fireboy and.
00:19:21 | ourokronii: Water girl.
00:19:25 | ourokronii: Yeah, you guys don't know what that game is.
00:19:30 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:19:50 | ourokronii: That's the thing. There are so many tropes about this. So we we don't know what we're talking about. Are we talking about that one or are we talking about this? Which is it?
00:19:57 | ourokronii: I can't believe you don't know that.
00:20:00 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:20:04 | ourokronii: It was a Co-op game for one person.
00:20:08 | ourokronii: You could do it with two people.
00:20:11 | ourokronii: Bye.
00:20:16 | ourokronii: It's still doable with one person, honestly.
00:20:21 | ourokronii: I don't have that much patience and.
00:20:26 | ourokronii: My progress always got reset so.
00:20:29 | ourokronii: I just gave up.
00:20:41 | ourokronii: Then there's bubble trouble too. Yeah.
00:20:46 | ourokronii: Girls flash games.
00:20:55 | ourokronii: Alright, I really liked flash games and now they're gone.
00:21:02 | ourokronii: Sad.
00:21:10 | ourokronii: Uh, poptropica. Yeah.
00:21:15 | ourokronii: Club Penguin, yeah.
00:21:20 | ourokronii: Hmm.
00:21:26 | ourokronii: You can still play them. Yeah, you can. It's just that.
00:21:30 | ourokronii: On my browser I can't.
00:21:41 | ourokronii: Not feel cold.
00:21:44 | ourokronii: I don't know.
00:21:51 | ourokronii: All neo pads. You can still play Neopets, I think I like the.
00:21:59 | ourokronii: This game is in the the mini game graveyard, but I really like the ice cream one, the ice cream.
00:22:01 | ourokronii: That game was pretty cool.
00:22:07 | ourokronii: And then I like the.
00:22:10 | ourokronii: Mirka Mirka Chase.
00:22:15 | ourokronii: Um, that one was pretty nice too.
00:22:23 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:22:32 | ourokronii: Oh, Webkinz. Webkinz was something a lot more recent.
00:22:35 | ourokronii: Though it did seem kind of.
00:22:40 | ourokronii: Interesting but concept, but I was already.
00:22:51 | ourokronii: You know, I mean, I mean I I am already too old for everything, but.
00:22:53 | ourokronii: Still.
00:22:59 | ourokronii: Omegle Oh my goodness.
00:23:04 | ourokronii: God, that's such a weird experience.
00:23:16 | ourokronii: Gaia Online. I wasn't really big on forums, so I didn't do that.
00:23:43 | ourokronii: What? Cannons Watkins. Yeah, I don't really know much about it. I think I have seen a kid playing it before and I was like, whoa, you can play as the the doll that you bought. That's insane. Wow.
00:23:49 | ourokronii: Oh, I played Maple Story here.
00:23:58 | ourokronii: Had my Archer. It was really hard to level up the character.
00:24:03 | ourokronii: Yeah, this.
00:24:06 | ourokronii: Was what was it?
00:24:13 | ourokronii: They had this one specific event going on and I had to keep grinding for that, but.
00:24:15 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:24:20 | ourokronii: I couldn't really.
00:24:27 | ourokronii: I was scared of the rumor that your Watkins would starve.
00:24:34 | ourokronii: Oh star. That's why your Neopets would starve too, but not starve to death.
00:24:43 | ourokronii: Yeah, and then later on Maple Story.
00:24:47 | ourokronii: Their level ups got super easy and then.
00:24:59 | ourokronii: Like my highest character back then was maybe 26 and then later on it was easy to just get up to level 70.
00:25:07 | ourokronii: Your puffles would run away. Ohhh.
00:25:13 | ourokronii: I play Runescape.
00:25:17 | ourokronii: No, I didn't, but I was.
00:25:25 | ourokronii: Interested in playing it? Cause back Then you could.
00:25:41 | ourokronii: Earn some, earn some cash from it. So I thought, ooh, what better way to earn money than, you know, to to play games or something?
00:25:59 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:26:07 | ourokronii: Buying GF? OK, not not like that, but I did see people trading.
00:26:19 | ourokronii: For actual money, Like gold for money or something. And I was like, oh, you can make money in this game. Wow.
00:26:33 | ourokronii: Yeah. Did you ever get into memory RPG's? Oh yeah, I love Mmorpgs. It's just that I haven't found any good ones.
00:26:38 | ourokronii: Like if there was an actually really, really good one, I would play but.
00:26:44 | ourokronii: Alas, no. Memory RPG's are that good.
00:26:47 | ourokronii: I guess.
00:26:57 | ourokronii: They still play Lost Ark. No, I don't have time for it.
00:27:03 | ourokronii: EVE Online. I have wanted to get into it.
00:27:05 | ourokronii: Because.
00:27:13 | ourokronii: Dude, so many large scale battles happen there and it's so cool.
00:27:16 | ourokronii: And.
00:27:19 | ourokronii: And yeah.
00:27:25 | ourokronii: It's just they take too much time, yeah.
00:27:28 | ourokronii: This is true.
00:27:37 | ourokronii: Oh, Lost Ark isn't so bad for the the grinding part. I think it's pretty easy actually.
00:27:46 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:27:57 | ourokronii: OHP Final Fantasy Online. That seemed good. It's just that.
00:28:11 | ourokronii: I got stuck on this one specific quest because I know that you can play for free until you reach a specific level, and it's not like I talked to people on there so I didn't need the.
00:28:21 | ourokronii: Well, I guess I didn't mind the limited functions. Um, as you play in in free mode.
00:28:25 | ourokronii: But yeah, I couldn't find the.
00:28:29 | ourokronii: Location of the quest.
00:28:34 | ourokronii: And yeah, I just quit because of that.
00:28:54 | ourokronii: Are you a lone wolf and MMO's? Yeah.
00:28:58 | ourokronii: Um, it's cool that way, though.
00:28:59 | ourokronii: No.
00:29:01 | ourokronii: More like.
00:29:04 | ourokronii: Well.
00:29:07 | ourokronii: I mean.
00:29:13 | ourokronii: Why? Why would you talk to people? And then?
00:29:20 | ourokronii: I mean, you just play that game knowing that there are.
00:29:23 | ourokronii: People around you.
00:29:31 | ourokronii: And it's like thinking to yourself, oh, hey, there are people playing this game.
00:29:34 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:29:36 | ourokronii: Um.
00:29:53 | ourokronii: Makes you think, oh, this person is doing the same quest and when they keep following you around, they know that they're complaining the same quests as you and you have this low key competition going on.
00:30:00 | ourokronii: Like, oh, I'm gonna finish it so that this person would never be able to catch up to me.
00:30:03 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:30:17 | ourokronii: And crossover dungeons were such a good idea because that way you can just play the game without having to look for party members.
00:30:26 | ourokronii: Only you make it competitive. They wouldn't know that. I'm trying to make it competitive is the thing.
00:30:31 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:30:39 | ourokronii: OHP and then sometimes, uh, people would steal the kill.
00:30:41 | ourokronii: Or.
00:30:50 | ourokronii: Yeah, and I don't want to steal kills, although it does happen even if I don't want it to. So when that happens, I change servers.
00:30:52 | ourokronii: That usually works, so.
00:30:59 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:31:06 | ourokronii: It does happen a lot.
00:31:11 | ourokronii: Kill stealing is evil.
00:31:13 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:31:16 | ourokronii: Especially when it's a.
00:31:19 | ourokronii: A semi boss monster.
00:31:22 | ourokronii: Then that's where things go.
00:31:38 | ourokronii: Teddy, because those take few minutes to spawn and you're just waiting for it to spawn, right? And then after it spawns, you start killing it and then someone else comes along and then they steal your kill.
00:31:41 | ourokronii: Guide.
00:31:44 | ourokronii: That sucks.
00:31:59 | ourokronii: But oftentimes I get the quest completed, but The thing is that person also gets their quest completed, so it's annoying.
00:32:09 | ourokronii: And then they get the good drop you should have gotten. OK, well.
00:32:15 | ourokronii: That does happen, but sometimes it doesn't happen so.
00:32:24 | ourokronii: Unless they're in the same party, they can't take the items nowadays.
00:32:34 | ourokronii: I think whoever deals the first damage and it continues to do it, I think they're the ones who get the item drops.
00:32:38 | ourokronii: Or someone who deals the most damage, I don't know, something like that.
00:32:48 | ourokronii: If you want to be really evil.
00:33:07 | ourokronii: You Max out your character, go to the beginner zone and kill everything so that they can't, so that they can't kill it. I didn't do it. I just know some people who would do that and that was so annoying.
00:33:24 | ourokronii: I didn't do it.
00:33:33 | ourokronii: I said I didn't do that. Why don't you believe me?
00:33:38 | ourokronii: Uh.
00:33:41 | ourokronii: Oh.
00:33:50 | ourokronii: Oh yeah, there was some Monster Hunter MMO. I remember that. That was so.
00:33:54 | ourokronii: Was it good time?
00:34:05 | ourokronii: You sure do know a lot of people. Yeah, I do know a lot of guys.
00:34:09 | ourokronii: Who would do such a thing?
00:34:11 | ourokronii: And that is why I never talked to them.
00:34:21 | ourokronii: You know, sometimes I would have the urge right? If they do something scummy in game, I kind of want to say, hey, you know what?
00:34:24 | ourokronii: Unsay so words.
00:34:25 | ourokronii: Bite.
00:34:36 | ourokronii: Then I hold myself back and think that it's not even worth it. It's not even worth pursuing it, so I just change servers.
00:34:41 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:34:47 | ourokronii: I get. I get.
00:34:54 | ourokronii: I get really annoyed when they keep stealing the kill. I want to say some.
00:34:59 | ourokronii: Like I said, unsay so words.
00:35:02 | ourokronii: And then the.
00:35:09 | ourokronii: And then it's just easy to avoid this person by switching servers, right?
00:35:11 | ourokronii: So it's OK.
00:35:32 | ourokronii: Can you give an example? No, I can't do that. You know, this car is really annoying me. Give me a second.
00:35:35 | ourokronii: How do I turn on the music?
00:35:55 | ourokronii: Hmm.
00:36:33 | ourokronii: No.
00:36:43 | ourokronii: Alright.
00:36:47 | ourokronii: I didn't know there was a sound board.
00:36:51 | ourokronii: That's pretty cool.
00:37:13 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:37:23 | ourokronii: Hello.
00:37:26 | ourokronii: Hello.
00:37:36 | ourokronii: I'm kidding, obviously. You you wouldn't know that.
00:37:46 | ourokronii: Cronies, stop calling me.
00:37:49 | ourokronii: Why do I have your number? What?
00:37:56 | ourokronii: Well, you want me to role play, I could probably role play for you.
00:37:59 | ourokronii: Even though I've never really done it before.
00:38:01 | ourokronii: Oh, whoa.
00:38:04 | ourokronii: Voice transformer.
00:38:07 | ourokronii: Hello.
00:38:09 | ourokronii: What is this?
00:38:26 | ourokronii: OK.
00:38:33 | ourokronii: OK.
00:38:39 | ourokronii: Oh gosh.
00:38:43 | ourokronii: There's no phone call.
00:38:52 | ourokronii: Hello, is anybody there?
00:38:58 | ourokronii: My father Message to the world.
00:39:07 | ourokronii: Change the world.
00:39:14 | ourokronii: OK, this is apparently some form of an echo.
00:39:19 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:39:24 | ourokronii: How's this one?
00:39:32 | ourokronii: Alright, so pretty bad. Uh OK.
00:39:38 | ourokronii: The effects aren't that good right now.
00:39:44 | ourokronii: How about now? What do you think about now?
00:39:49 | ourokronii: We kind of don't know.
00:39:51 | ourokronii: How?
00:39:54 | ourokronii: I'm supposed to sound like.
00:40:01 | ourokronii: It sounds like crow, though.
00:40:04 | ourokronii: What?
00:40:08 | ourokronii: Really.
00:40:11 | ourokronii: What the heck?
00:40:16 | ourokronii: I sound like chrono.
00:40:23 | ourokronii: Oh, hey guys.
00:40:25 | ourokronii: With some.
00:40:28 | ourokronii: It's your boy.
00:40:31 | ourokronii: Sword Chrono.
00:40:33 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:40:36 | ourokronii: Would a man.
00:40:40 | ourokronii: It's it's been a while.
00:40:45 | ourokronii: Fuck you. You miss me, bro?
00:40:47 | ourokronii: Ohio.
00:40:53 | ourokronii: Please. You're you're you're making me blush.
00:41:01 | ourokronii: I I I gotta go though. I'm a.
00:41:05 | ourokronii: I have to go back to the mines now.
00:41:08 | ourokronii: She won't leave me alone.
00:41:13 | ourokronii: Oh, how's this now?
00:41:15 | ourokronii: What is this one?
00:41:24 | ourokronii: What is this supposed to be like?
00:41:36 | ourokronii: Oh, I'm at the bottom of the well.
00:41:40 | ourokronii: EEEE.
00:41:47 | ourokronii: It's an echo.
00:41:54 | ourokronii: Like you're in a cave.
00:41:57 | ourokronii: OHS.
00:42:01 | ourokronii: Oh.
00:42:10 | ourokronii: Alright, OK, well that's an experience.
00:42:18 | ourokronii: I guess.
00:42:24 | ourokronii: I guess if I don't have any effects on.
00:42:31 | ourokronii: It shows normal enough.
00:42:36 | ourokronii: Going to crack my back.
00:42:41 | ourokronii: Oh.
00:42:58 | ourokronii: Hey.
00:43:29 | ourokronii: Ohhhhhh.
00:43:40 | ourokronii: No.
00:43:43 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:43:47 | ourokronii: Wait, you have stuff to do?
00:43:56 | ourokronii: Why won't she wake up? I am awake. Are you deaf?
00:44:03 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:44:13 | ourokronii: I'm so tired.
00:44:25 | ourokronii: All you want, you want a bit of a.
00:44:30 | ourokronii: Like.
00:44:39 | ourokronii: Role play. I'll give you role play here. God damn, it is so freaking loud. I'm going to shoot you down.
00:44:47 | ourokronii: Where was I? Why is he so loud all of a sudden? You don't want me to do it, is that it?
00:44:58 | ourokronii: Oh boy, here we go again.
00:45:01 | ourokronii: I'm gonna kill you.
00:45:08 | ourokronii: Ohhhhh when I catch you, you are going to be a freaking gunner.
00:45:12 | ourokronii: And I'm gonna kill you.
00:45:19 | ourokronii: OK.
00:45:20 | ourokronii: OHS.
00:45:25 | ourokronii: OHK Word Wars game.
00:45:28 | ourokronii: Oh yeah.
00:45:33 | ourokronii: God, now the moment is ruined. I can't do it anymore.
00:45:44 | ourokronii: Some sort of role play was whatever.
00:45:48 | ourokronii: Oh yeah. Oh, now I remember.
00:45:53 | ourokronii: I remember what my dream was. Oh.
00:46:00 | ourokronii: Oh, oh, that's a little messed up. Oh.
00:46:11 | ourokronii: Oh yeah, no, there's no way I can share that. Holy moly. Wow. That just hit me like a truck. Wow.
00:46:13 | ourokronii: Wow.
00:46:17 | ourokronii: That is really messed up.
00:46:21 | ourokronii: What the heck dude?
00:46:25 | ourokronii: What was I thinking?
00:46:29 | ourokronii: Role-playing Picture.
00:46:39 | ourokronii: It was. It was an unsafe so dream.
00:46:46 | ourokronii: So, OK, well, I'll I'll try to leave out all the gruesome part.
00:46:48 | ourokronii: Um.
00:46:52 | ourokronii: But when I have stories.
00:46:59 | ourokronii: In a dream, they never feature me. It's like I'm watching a movie.
00:47:07 | ourokronii: Don't blush.
00:47:19 | ourokronii: I I don't know. Um, So there's this, there's this person who is.
00:47:22 | ourokronii: Like.
00:47:24 | ourokronii: I don't know.
00:47:31 | ourokronii: There are little quirky, is what I can say, I suppose, and they.
00:47:33 | ourokronii: Um.
00:47:47 | ourokronii: Yeah, you know what? I don't think this is safe. I don't know. I it's it's pretty violent. I don't know what I was thinking.
00:47:58 | ourokronii: How do I? How do I?
00:48:01 | ourokronii: How do I put this?
00:48:04 | ourokronii: In the say so way.
00:48:09 | ourokronii: Like they're they're like.
00:48:12 | ourokronii: Crazy there.
00:48:16 | ourokronii: They they kill people.
00:48:19 | ourokronii: And.
00:48:21 | ourokronii: Well.
00:48:23 | ourokronii: There.
00:48:25 | ourokronii: There was.
00:48:34 | ourokronii: I think it was a single mother with a kid who took that person in and then.
00:48:38 | ourokronii: Things things happened, I think.
00:48:44 | ourokronii: Like, just all of a sudden this person decided to.
00:48:47 | ourokronii: Murder the mother.
00:48:52 | ourokronii: In a very gruesome manner.
00:48:53 | ourokronii: And then?
00:49:04 | ourokronii: I think they also attacked the kid, but not in the lethal way, and they tried to.
00:49:16 | ourokronii: Uh, make sure somewhat make sure that the kid doesn't see it by closing the door to where the mother is.
00:49:29 | ourokronii: But you know, if the kid has enough energy to move around, they they kid would be able to find his.
00:49:32 | ourokronii: His.
00:50:06 | ourokronii: Affiliations or something. I don't really know why he even killed her to begin with, but I I don't know. And then.
00:50:18 | ourokronii: I I like Someone Like You.
00:50:21 | ourokronii: Here is.
00:50:35 | ourokronii: Like, you know, be sure to contact me after you're done running away. The person's like, well, how am I supposed to reach out to you if you don't have any contact information or like, oh.
00:50:42 | ourokronii: You know there are some unconfirmed e-mail addresses. You can contact any of them.
00:50:47 | ourokronii: And then it just was just over.
00:50:50 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:50:56 | ourokronii: It was weird.
00:51:05 | ourokronii: OK. Yeah. I don't know.
00:51:24 | ourokronii: Why didn't you save them? I'm not in the the story, like when I dream about anything with this story, I'm not involved. I'm just the audience or something.
00:51:29 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:51:32 | ourokronii: I don't know like.
00:51:35 | ourokronii: It was pretty gory.
00:51:48 | ourokronii: That's why I can't get into specific details. But man. OK, no wonder. No wonder I forgot about that, Jerry. Wow, that was pretty messed up. Wow.
00:52:00 | ourokronii: Sounds like an 80s horror movie. Do you think so?
00:52:10 | ourokronii: So there were more. I mean there were more details as to how.
00:52:22 | ourokronii: I don't think.
00:52:28 | ourokronii: I'm not comfortable with sharing that part, I think.
00:52:34 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:52:44 | ourokronii: How is this related to the role play? Well, you know, someone was joking that oh this is like.
00:52:49 | ourokronii: Um, murder role play or whatever. And I was.
00:52:58 | ourokronii: Suddenly getting some sort of epiphany like, oh wait, my dream, murder and dream.
00:53:01 | ourokronii: It's starting to OHP.
00:53:04 | ourokronii: So that's what the dream was about.
00:53:10 | ourokronii: It was pretty vivid. Um, yeah, I guess so.
00:53:20 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:53:26 | ourokronii: Merge dream red rum.
00:53:28 | ourokronii: Carried.
00:53:40 | ourokronii: Do you dream Auction I.
00:53:43 | ourokronii: It depends.
00:53:47 | ourokronii: It it really depends.
00:53:50 | ourokronii: Like sometimes I don't.
00:53:53 | ourokronii: Sometimes I do.
00:53:59 | ourokronii: And when I do, none of them are good.
00:54:17 | ourokronii: Huh.
00:54:22 | ourokronii: Yeah, so.
00:54:26 | ourokronii: When was the last time I had a comfy dream?
00:54:34 | ourokronii: I think when I was maybe.
00:54:38 | ourokronii: 10.
00:54:42 | ourokronii: 12 maybe.
00:54:50 | ourokronii: Huh.
00:55:06 | ourokronii: Damn, 40 years ago.
00:55:09 | ourokronii: Yeah, actually.
00:55:18 | ourokronii: What happened to trying to fly?
00:55:22 | ourokronii: Hey, wait.
00:55:24 | ourokronii: She.
00:55:32 | ourokronii: But that was when I was younger. Just comfy dreams.
00:55:45 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:55:53 | ourokronii: OK, chill. Chill out now guys. People can slip up from time to time.
00:55:56 | ourokronii: Huh.
00:56:05 | ourokronii: Yeah, sometimes I would have. Um.
00:56:09 | ourokronii: Like 3 dreams or more.
00:56:19 | ourokronii: So that's what I mean by it really depends. But at the end of it, when I wake up, I get really tired.
00:56:21 | ourokronii: Like.
00:56:23 | ourokronii: Yeah, I just really wish that I.
00:56:29 | ourokronii: Just have another nap, because it's just pain.
00:56:36 | ourokronii: Oh yeah, in one sleep, yeah.
00:56:47 | ourokronii: How can you tell the dreams apart?
00:56:53 | ourokronii: Um, it changes the setting, switches abruptly.
00:56:55 | ourokronii: And.
00:57:06 | ourokronii: Yeah, yeah. And I think that's how you can tell that the dream has moved on to something completely different. I think there might be a like.
00:57:11 | ourokronii: A short span of time where it changes.
00:57:15 | ourokronii: Uh.
00:57:47 | ourokronii: I'll sometimes wake up, but it's just a more realistic dream. Oh.
00:57:51 | ourokronii: Yeah, I get you.
00:57:53 | ourokronii: Because uh.
00:58:03 | ourokronii: I've been in that dream loop several times and I think I've done that maybe.
00:58:06 | ourokronii: 10 times in a row.
00:58:08 | ourokronii: Because.
00:58:32 | ourokronii: Like I would be I would be doing something, I would be doing normal daily activities and I would suddenly wake up from bed and think, oh, it was a dream and now it's time to get up. And then I wake up again. And then I keep waking up and do my daily activities. And then the middle of it, I start waking up from bed.
00:58:46 | ourokronii: So when I actually yeah, so in that loop, I think to myself, I really, really want to wake up. Now I'm getting really tired. Let me wake up.
00:58:48 | ourokronii: And I can't wake up.
00:59:04 | ourokronii: So yeah, I have to usually do it like 10 or more times and that's the dream that I really hate.
00:59:13 | ourokronii: 10 knitting.
00:59:19 | ourokronii: Wake me up inside. Can't wake up. Save me.
00:59:24 | ourokronii: Yeah.
00:59:30 | ourokronii: That one sucks too. And then there's this one dream that.
00:59:38 | ourokronii: Left an impression because I would have this one dream frequently.
00:59:39 | ourokronii: Like.
00:59:45 | ourokronii: I would go through the highway tunnel and you know how it's kind of.
00:59:48 | ourokronii: Like.
01:00:01 | ourokronii: I guess it has that dark orange lighting and then on the ceiling there's this really creepy looking mask that's smiling and.
01:00:04 | ourokronii: And initially.
01:00:18 | ourokronii: It's very small, it's very tiny and the every time I pass that mask it keeps getting bigger and bigger and then the eyes start shifting.
01:00:21 | ourokronii: To meet me in the eyes.
01:00:28 | ourokronii: And then later on, that mask fills the entire.
01:00:30 | ourokronii: Windshield.
01:00:39 | ourokronii: And that it's just the eyes that I can see, that's looking at me directly in the eyes, and then I wake up.
01:00:52 | ourokronii: Yeah, I've had that dream when I was, uh, when I was a kid.
01:00:55 | ourokronii: Maybe like 8?
01:00:58 | ourokronii: 7-8.
01:01:09 | ourokronii: And I've had that at least once, that same dream once for about 3 years.
01:01:18 | ourokronii: And it just felt really disturbing every time I woke up, so I guess that's why it's left an impression.
01:01:36 | ourokronii: Yeah.
01:01:49 | ourokronii: Did you look up the meaning of it? I mean, I I look up meanings of dreams, whatever. Not that I believe it or anything, but I just think it's.
01:02:01 | ourokronii: Something interesting, kind of like when you get your fortune telling done and they tell you, oh this and this is going to happen and you don't really believe it.
01:02:03 | ourokronii: That's kind of like that.
01:02:06 | ourokronii: When I look up dream analysis.
01:02:14 | ourokronii: But As for what it means, who knows?
01:02:18 | ourokronii: What did the mask look like?
01:02:22 | ourokronii: Oh no.
01:02:26 | ourokronii: I guess like.
01:02:29 | ourokronii: Hmm.
01:02:32 | ourokronii: Let me let me look it up.
01:02:36 | ourokronii: I think I have a basic idea for it.
01:02:42 | ourokronii: It looks like a.
01:02:49 | ourokronii: Hmm.
01:02:55 | ourokronii: Like an Asian dragon, I think.
01:03:00 | ourokronii: Like.
01:03:06 | ourokronii: Oh, I guess kind of like that Chinese dragon for New Year.
01:03:23 | ourokronii: Is it an Oni?
01:03:30 | ourokronii: Is that what it is?
01:03:42 | ourokronii: There are some Dragons that look kind of angry with the eyes open wide.
01:03:45 | ourokronii: Yeah.
01:03:55 | ourokronii: It's it's not the one that looks cute. Um.
01:03:57 | ourokronii: It's like wide eyed.
01:04:05 | ourokronii: Yeah.
01:04:16 | ourokronii: I think that's the closest thing. It looks similar to but.
01:04:18 | ourokronii: Yeah.
01:04:22 | ourokronii: I don't know, kind of weird.
01:04:31 | ourokronii: What did you do in a past life to get cursed with these dreams?
01:04:34 | ourokronii: No, no.
01:04:36 | ourokronii: It's not so bad.
01:04:42 | ourokronii: It's just, you know, especially when I get those types of drains where.
01:04:46 | ourokronii: It seems like I woke up from a dream.
01:04:51 | ourokronii: But I'm not. I'm still in the dream.
01:04:55 | ourokronii: It just keeps getting looped over and over.
01:05:12 | ourokronii: Yeah.
01:05:22 | ourokronii: But I mean, that's not so bad because there have been someone else who would have dreams.
01:05:24 | ourokronii: And.
01:05:44 | ourokronii: That would be them not being able to move in bed while their house is burning down in a dream, or getting shy or falling off from a building, or this freaky looking ghost crawling on all fours.
01:05:47 | ourokronii: Like crawling.
01:05:56 | ourokronii: Crawling from like, yeah. Crawling around on the walls and then to the ceiling, only for it to drop onto her bed.
01:06:02 | ourokronii: And then looking at her directly in the eyes.
01:06:08 | ourokronii: Hmm.
01:06:12 | ourokronii: In comparison to that, it's not that bad.
01:06:23 | ourokronii: Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. She had sleep paralysis, yeah.
01:06:39 | ourokronii: Them turning on them.
01:06:44 | ourokronii: Oh, don't be. Don't be so scared. It's just a dream.
01:06:58 | ourokronii: Yeah.
01:07:01 | ourokronii: But I think it's.
01:07:04 | ourokronii: I think the house burning down.
01:07:19 | ourokronii: I think that that train would be pretty scary because apparently she could hear her family outside the burning house screaming at her to leave, but she couldn't.
01:07:25 | ourokronii: And apparently she could feel the heat around her and everything collapsing. I think that's pretty scary.
01:07:35 | ourokronii: But I never got that.
01:07:41 | ourokronii: Yeah, usually when dreams are pretty bad, they never feature me so.
01:08:13 | ourokronii: So you just watch other people suffer, I I guess.
01:08:16 | ourokronii: No, no.
01:08:24 | ourokronii: Ohk I think when I was in grade four I had like this cheap.
01:08:26 | ourokronii: Um.
01:08:31 | ourokronii: Like be material horror movie.
01:08:35 | ourokronii: That was like.
01:08:38 | ourokronii: Yeah.
01:08:53 | ourokronii: That one, that one was also pretty violent, and I think that's why I still remember it, because it was surprisingly gruesome and it didn't have a happy ending. It was just weird.
01:09:02 | ourokronii: Movie or a dream?
01:09:04 | ourokronii: Was like a movie.
01:09:07 | ourokronii: In a dream.
01:09:20 | ourokronii: Like.
01:09:26 | ourokronii: I'll tell you what I still remember. There's this.
01:09:31 | ourokronii: White haired lady who seemed.
01:09:41 | ourokronii: A little, not all there. And she was staggering around in a dark alley. And then this person, just.
01:09:47 | ourokronii: Killed her and then she was screaming and.
01:09:50 | ourokronii: Like.
01:09:57 | ourokronii: She was gurgling from her blood, I think, and then I could see blood streaks.
01:09:58 | ourokronii: Uh.
01:10:00 | ourokronii: In the car window.
01:10:05 | ourokronii: And then?
01:10:11 | ourokronii: Later on, there was, um, I guess the main character.
01:10:14 | ourokronii: Who was the girl? And then this?
01:10:18 | ourokronii: Like her. Her brother, I guess.
01:10:20 | ourokronii: And.
01:10:26 | ourokronii: Her. Her brother's friend. Those three were dominant characters and.
01:10:46 | ourokronii: She she almost got killed by the the serial killer and she ended up in the hospital. And then while she decided to walk around in the the hallway of the hospital, there was the the serial killer whose face.
01:10:52 | ourokronii: She couldn't see that clear because it was in the dark hallway and.
01:10:58 | ourokronii: Um, oh wait, OK, that was like after so.
01:11:03 | ourokronii: Yeah, it showed how she was getting attacked. She was at a swimming pool.
01:11:10 | ourokronii: And that nobody else was around. There was an indoor swimming pool and then someone else.
01:11:29 | ourokronii: Came into the swimming pool and she didn't have goggles on, but like she saw that the person was coming closer to her and there was something glinting in the water and it was a knife. And then started stabbing the living hell out of this girl.
01:11:36 | ourokronii: But she somehow managed to survive and hence why she ended up in the hospital and then.
01:11:47 | ourokronii: Yeah, the the the serial killer came back to finish the job and she was in crutches and she was running towards the exit.
01:11:51 | ourokronii: So that she can escape the guy, but she couldn't.
01:11:53 | ourokronii: And so she died.
01:11:59 | ourokronii: It turns out the serial killer was um, the the brothers friend.
01:12:06 | ourokronii: And then after that happened the brother the next day.
01:12:11 | ourokronii: Or or I think he was in the area or something. It's it's been a while.
01:12:13 | ourokronii: He he said.
01:12:18 | ourokronii: He asked his friend. Why did you kill my sister?
01:12:21 | ourokronii: And then the friend said I.
01:12:24 | ourokronii: I know. I just kind of felt like it.
01:12:32 | ourokronii: Then the brother just kind of shrugged it off and said, oh OK, And then the two of them just walked into the sunset.
01:12:36 | ourokronii: Together. And then I woke up.
01:12:55 | ourokronii: Yeah, it was such a bad ending.
01:13:14 | ourokronii: Yeah.
01:13:19 | ourokronii: And it felt like a movie because I could.
01:13:32 | ourokronii: Feel that I was in a movie theatre all by myself and I was able to look away from the screen. I could turn left and right.
01:13:35 | ourokronii: Yeah.
01:13:40 | ourokronii: So I think.
01:13:46 | ourokronii: In the dream, I felt like I was in a movie theatre.
01:14:09 | ourokronii: But I have snacks. No, I don't think so.
01:14:17 | ourokronii: Is every dream like this? Um, the movie like dreams. It's not as common.
01:14:19 | ourokronii: By.
01:14:35 | ourokronii: Like unpleasant things or.
01:14:41 | ourokronii: Yeah, unpleasant things like constantly waking up or other things. Um.
01:14:44 | ourokronii: Things like that.
01:14:53 | ourokronii: Yeah, that's why I.
01:15:00 | ourokronii: Like to say that having no dreams is sometimes the best dream?
01:15:11 | ourokronii: Hi.
01:15:24 | ourokronii: Yeah.
01:15:43 | ourokronii: Eyes closed, eyes open. Done. Yeah, Cause when you have dreams, especially the not so pleasant ones, you wake up exhausted and not refreshed.
01:15:54 | ourokronii: Well, I mean, I don't really feel refreshed, but at least I feel like I slept for once.
01:16:07 | ourokronii: Hello.
01:16:12 | ourokronii: Yeah, But that most recent dream, it was kind of.
01:16:14 | ourokronii: Messed up.
01:16:17 | ourokronii: Yeah.
01:16:19 | ourokronii: Cause.
01:16:22 | ourokronii: Yeah, nowadays I can.
01:16:29 | ourokronii: I don't know, it's just the weird parts that are strangely vivid to me, like.
01:16:32 | ourokronii: The.
01:16:39 | ourokronii: The emotions, the expressions, the unpleasant moments.
01:16:40 | ourokronii: Um.
01:16:44 | ourokronii: The look on the person's face.
01:16:51 | ourokronii: The single mother and the kid one, Yeah.
01:16:54 | ourokronii: Because.
01:17:02 | ourokronii: You have thoughts like, oh, even if the kid does make it out alive.
01:17:09 | ourokronii: Try to try to reach for the phone in that room. How is that?
01:17:13 | ourokronii: How is that child going to?
01:17:15 | ourokronii: Survive.
01:17:21 | ourokronii: Because I think the main character just wanted.
01:17:29 | ourokronii: The kid to think that the mother just went away, somewhere far away.
01:17:35 | ourokronii: And hope that the police would find it before the kid finds it out first.
01:17:47 | ourokronii: But because he was in a rush, he didn't really cover it up properly. He didn't lock the doors, so there was that possibility that the kid might find the dead body.
01:18:13 | ourokronii: I just IMDb that's that's a really, really weird.
01:18:16 | ourokronii: Movie plot though.
01:18:22 | ourokronii: Yeah.
01:18:26 | ourokronii: Yeah.
01:18:34 | ourokronii: Oh, that's not overanalyzing the plot. That's not me. That's the, that's the character doing it cause.
01:18:40 | ourokronii: I had to go through the entire thought process of this person which makes them.
01:18:49 | ourokronii: I guess more dynamic than just a flat character that just does the killing and leaves like.
01:18:53 | ourokronii: Like how it happened before, then it became a lot more.
01:18:55 | ourokronii: How should I say?
01:19:02 | ourokronii: It it, it focuses more on.
01:19:11 | ourokronii: The thought process, I guess, and that's why it's a little more disturbing. I don't really know why they did that.
01:19:15 | ourokronii: Maybe it was a mission, I don't know.
01:19:35 | ourokronii: Yeah, the brain is weird.
01:19:46 | ourokronii: Ah.
01:19:58 | ourokronii: Wanna grab some ice cream after this or something? All you're so sweet.
01:20:00 | ourokronii: Thank you.
01:20:10 | ourokronii: Kind of on the random topic though, but I think I did tell you guys as to.
01:20:12 | ourokronii: How?
01:20:18 | ourokronii: I don't take things seriously.
01:20:33 | ourokronii: Like, I think one of one of the ways that I cope when there's something stressful happening is that in the end, I just think in the end, none of this matters.
01:20:35 | ourokronii: So it's fine.
01:20:42 | ourokronii: Yeah.
01:20:51 | ourokronii: Apparently it could be a defence mechanism.
01:21:04 | ourokronii: Yeah.
01:21:18 | ourokronii: I don't know, you know.
01:21:27 | ourokronii: Like there's some sort of emotional disconnect.
01:21:31 | ourokronii: It's kind of.
01:21:33 | ourokronii: Off putting.
01:21:38 | ourokronii: I don't know, it's kind of weird.
01:21:47 | ourokronii: Like loosely connected with that mindset.
01:21:51 | ourokronii: Like in general I have.
01:22:01 | ourokronii: An emotional disconnect, and I think that does help, but it doesn't really at the same time.
01:22:09 | ourokronii: Yeah, it's like.
01:22:11 | ourokronii: Like, oh, yes.
01:22:14 | ourokronii: This is something bad.
01:22:21 | ourokronii: But also it doesn't feel like I'm the one experiencing it. It's just feels like.
01:22:26 | ourokronii: I'm looking at things from a third person perspective at times.
01:22:34 | ourokronii: Yeah.
01:22:42 | ourokronii: I don't know. It's kind of a strange feeling.
01:22:58 | ourokronii: Oh no, anyway.
01:23:01 | ourokronii: Yeah, exactly.
01:23:06 | ourokronii: Yeah, but I think it's always been like that.
01:23:09 | ourokronii: And I think that's why.
01:23:11 | ourokronii: I'm able to.
01:23:13 | ourokronii: Get over things.
01:23:16 | ourokronii: Eventually because.
01:23:20 | ourokronii: It just seems all so surreal at the end of it.
01:23:30 | ourokronii: Yeah.
01:23:34 | ourokronii: It's crazy, I don't know.
01:24:02 | ourokronii: You're not alone. No, no, I'm not. I'm not saying it in a way where it's like, oh, it's just so bad. Life is bad. I don't mean it in that way. It's just like.
01:24:05 | ourokronii: That's how I've functioned.
01:24:10 | ourokronii: And it's kind of strange.
01:24:21 | ourokronii: I think it's strange. I think there's something missing, but it's not a flaw. I don't think it's a flaw necessarily, I just think.
01:24:24 | ourokronii: It's something a little quirky, yeah.
01:24:30 | ourokronii: Yeah.
01:24:38 | ourokronii: So that's why I get really confused about my emotions, you know, it's like.
01:24:41 | ourokronii: Oh, at this moment I should.
01:24:45 | ourokronii: Be sad or I should be.
01:24:47 | ourokronii: Um.
01:24:56 | ourokronii: You know, I should be sad for this situation or angry for someone else in this situation, but.
01:25:00 | ourokronii: Is this emotion that I'm portraying.
01:25:03 | ourokronii: Genuine.
01:25:04 | ourokronii: Like.
01:25:09 | ourokronii: Or am I just projecting it because that's what's.
01:25:13 | ourokronii: Normal.
01:25:19 | ourokronii: So I don't know.
01:25:35 | ourokronii: You know, figure out, figure. But what? You know, figuring this stuff out is what therapists are for. Do you think so?
01:25:41 | ourokronii: But like, I don't think there's a problem necessarily.
01:25:44 | ourokronii: Like I'm just talking about.
01:25:48 | ourokronii: You know, aspects of myself.
01:25:54 | ourokronii: Do you think I need a therapist for that though? I don't think so.
01:25:59 | ourokronii: I was kind of like.
01:26:03 | ourokronii: I only like lemon mint instead of.
01:26:06 | ourokronii: Lemons.
01:26:11 | ourokronii: And maybe that might make me different from other people.
01:26:16 | ourokronii: But I don't think that's necessarily a flaw.
01:26:25 | ourokronii: It's a bad analogy, of course, but that's just how I feel about the topic.
01:26:34 | ourokronii: We can fix her. No, you can't.
01:26:45 | ourokronii: Huh.
01:26:53 | ourokronii: Yeah, we saw what happened with the last therapy session. It didn't go so well, of course.
01:27:04 | ourokronii: At least I wouldn't be alone the next time I go to another therapy session, right? At least I'll be in good company.
01:27:18 | ourokronii: But then again, I guess talking about.
01:27:24 | ourokronii: These things like opening up.
01:27:26 | ourokronii: Is just.
01:27:32 | ourokronii: Fetishizing my sadness and my personality, I guess.
01:27:43 | ourokronii: Maybe we can get a group discount if we all go there together.
01:28:06 | ourokronii: You know, if if you guys are saying that we all need therapy, we should, we should get a group discount and go together.
01:28:08 | ourokronii: I hope that's cheaper.
01:28:17 | ourokronii: Huh.
01:28:20 | ourokronii: Therapy date.
01:28:25 | ourokronii: OHP man.
01:28:35 | ourokronii: I bet they have it on Groupon. You think so? Do you think you'll look it up?
01:28:51 | ourokronii: And I guess it'll be kind of like fortune telling, huh?
01:28:54 | ourokronii: Like therapists could say something like.
01:29:14 | ourokronii: OK, so you guys are here because you guys are depressed and it's like, Oh yeah, me for real, for real. And then oht. You guys are depressed and feels like life doesn't mean anything to you and that.
01:29:26 | ourokronii: You don't want to do any. You're not so motivated or I don't know. And then you guys would be like, Oh my goodness, how could you know? I didn't even say anything.
01:29:28 | ourokronii: And then?
01:29:43 | ourokronii: It would just be very generalized advice like, oh find what you like in life, go outside and find the joys in life.
01:29:45 | ourokronii: And then done.
01:29:48 | ourokronii: Group therapy done.
01:30:12 | ourokronii: OK, Freud. No, Freud would tell you different things Freud had.
01:30:19 | ourokronii: Freud had literal mommy issues.
01:30:23 | ourokronii: OHP man.
01:30:26 | ourokronii: God rest his soul.
01:30:40 | ourokronii: Yeah.
01:30:52 | ourokronii: But I mean that, you know, he's the old Gee, He's the OG dude. He's the founding father of psychology. So good on him.
01:30:56 | ourokronii: But was he wrong?
01:30:58 | ourokronii: Um.
01:31:13 | ourokronii: Well, I'm pretty sure other UH psychologists might disagree with you there, but you know, it did give way to pretty interesting theories that people can develop on.
01:31:22 | ourokronii: He started it badly.
01:31:47 | ourokronii: I mean, isn't that good though? Because if you start things off badly, but in a way that's convincing, then there be other people who would love to backseat on his theory and go actually. And then that's the that's the whole reason, that's the whole reason why theories are a thing, because the actually people go crazy.
01:31:56 | ourokronii: Or like I'm actually I disagree. Here's my theory.
01:31:58 | ourokronii: Actually, I think that's wrong.
01:32:05 | ourokronii: Yeah.
01:32:13 | ourokronii: Yeah.
01:32:29 | ourokronii: It's funny if you think about it, yeah, it's all part of the scientific process. Because, you know, if I were to wrap this up in a nice way, of course.
01:32:36 | ourokronii: Because otherwise people are gonna be like crony, such a pessimist, which I am.
01:32:48 | ourokronii: But still, that doesn't mean that I can phrase it in a nice way. So at the end of the day, because everyone is putting their own input to this little theory.
01:32:50 | ourokronii: That's why it's so.
01:32:59 | ourokronii: You know it's such a stable and sound theory because everyone was able to contribute to it.
01:33:08 | ourokronii: Yeah.
01:33:18 | ourokronii: I think I'm a realist too. Thank you very much.
01:33:23 | ourokronii: I think I I I don't like the term um.
01:33:35 | ourokronii: A pessimist. I think I'm more of a realist myself, thank you. And I don't think I'm a nihilist. I think I'm more of an absurdist.
01:33:43 | ourokronii: This RP is something else, yeah.
01:33:50 | ourokronii: It's gonna be one of those I can fix her role plays. Except you can't.
01:34:10 | ourokronii: Ah.
01:34:14 | ourokronii: Is this the toxic GFR?
01:34:19 | ourokronii: No, actually, if you really want toxic GFE.
01:34:20 | ourokronii: That's when.
01:34:29 | ourokronii: They take you out of context for every single thing, Basically act like Chad.
01:34:47 | ourokronii: Just, you know, if you say something like, oh, today's a nice weather today, then the toxic girlfriend would pop in and be like, Oh well, it's not a good weather over here. So are you implying that, like, well, are you bragging?
01:34:53 | ourokronii: And rubbing it in that you have a good weather while I don't.
01:34:57 | ourokronii: Like, good for you. What do you want me to say?
01:35:09 | ourokronii: Congratulate you for having a great weather while I'm stuck at home having to tolerate this shitake weather.
01:35:16 | ourokronii: Yeah.
01:35:24 | ourokronii: Thank you chair for helping me.
01:35:29 | ourokronii: Oh, that's my stuff.
01:35:35 | ourokronii: I hope you didn't hear that. I no.
01:35:38 | ourokronii: I gotta stand up now.
01:35:49 | ourokronii: I just ate the whole. Why?
01:36:13 | ourokronii: What did I eat? I had food on. It was pretty nice.
01:36:27 | ourokronii: It's because I was melting into my chair, that's why.
01:36:31 | ourokronii: Ohio.
01:36:35 | ourokronii: Anyway.
01:36:40 | ourokronii: Anyway.
01:36:46 | ourokronii: I'm gonna go now. It's been.
01:36:50 | ourokronii: It's been a little.
01:36:53 | ourokronii: It's been a minute.
01:36:56 | ourokronii: So.
01:36:58 | ourokronii: Now I'm gonna go.
01:37:09 | ourokronii: This has been a very um.
01:37:16 | ourokronii: Diverse, I guess, in terms of conversation.
01:37:18 | ourokronii: Yeah.
01:37:34 | ourokronii: I hope it's filled with rainbows and sunshine and cotton candy or whatever you like. I don't know.
01:37:41 | ourokronii: Yeah.
01:37:48 | ourokronii: Anyway.
01:37:53 | ourokronii: You have a good time.
01:37:58 | ourokronii: Alright, good luck to everyone.
01:38:05 | ourokronii: And good. Oh, yes, to me. Yeah.