00:00:57 | nerissa_en: tell you why
00:01:02 | nerissa_en: and I will tell the story again on stream when I do stream but um
00:01:06 | nerissa_en: so I went to bed at a reasonable time
00:01:11 | nerissa_en: but guess who didn't feel like sleeping
00:01:22 | nerissa_en: little baby and little darling they felt like play they felt like jumping up on my bed attacking each other
00:01:34 | nerissa_en: and then jumping on the floor and running to the living room and then running back and doing it all again jumping up on the bed fighting on top of me
00:01:36 | nerissa_en: was trying to sleep and don't get me wrong
00:01:44 | nerissa_en: I've had a cat for a long time now I've I've had like the cats honestly because of little lady and little man um
00:01:51 | nerissa_en: I know they get the the night Zumiez you know I know that's a thing that cats get
00:01:54 | nerissa_en: um they like
00:01:58 | nerissa_en: they did not care
00:02:02 | nerissa_en: I was trying to sleep they're just running a muck
00:02:05 | nerissa_en: acting all crazy
00:02:14 | nerissa_en: um which again is fine I didn't have an issue with the fact that they wanted to play it's good for them but
00:02:19 | nerissa_en: I was like oh you know they started at like
00:02:21 | nerissa_en: 11:00 p.m.
00:02:28 | nerissa_en: I was like they they'll Tire themselves out so I'll just let them keep running and they'll tell themselves out
00:02:33 | nerissa_en: that didn't happen I think it's like 2 a.m.
00:02:35 | nerissa_en: 2 a.m. was the point where
00:02:39 | nerissa_en: I realized it wasn't going
00:02:42 | nerissa_en: to be the way that things worked
00:02:47 | nerissa_en: so um
00:02:53 | nerissa_en: I was really exhausted at that point obviously uh as you can imagine
00:02:55 | nerissa_en: so I got up
00:03:02 | nerissa_en: I found little baby so what I do is I I was also a little nerve-wracked because
00:03:09 | nerissa_en: uh little baby usually they might make like some small vocalizations while they're play fighting
00:03:11 | nerissa_en: um
00:03:13 | nerissa_en: but it's not too much
00:03:22 | nerissa_en: so but but little little baby especially is starting to make like a lot of like
00:03:25 | nerissa_en: noises while they're playing
00:03:28 | nerissa_en: so I was like uh
00:03:31 | nerissa_en: um
00:03:37 | nerissa_en: I don't want this to evolve into a knot play fighting because I kind of feel like it is
00:03:38 | nerissa_en: going to
00:03:44 | nerissa_en: like obviously it's fine if cats make vocalizations while playing as long as it's not um
00:03:49 | nerissa_en: as long as it's not like hissing and like
00:03:52 | nerissa_en: growling
00:03:54 | nerissa_en: but
00:04:01 | nerissa_en: I don't know I just wanted to make sure because there's still I mean they've been he's how long has he been here like
00:04:03 | nerissa_en: a few weeks
00:04:06 | nerissa_en: they're already getting along splendidly but
00:04:14 | nerissa_en: I want to avoid because if if cats relationships sour too early on it can be really really hard to get them to be friendly
00:04:20 | nerissa_en: no claws or no claws out I've also recently clipped all their claws so that they're fine
00:04:22 | nerissa_en: um
00:04:30 | nerissa_en: so just to be safe I I separated them also so I could get some sleep and guess what
00:04:34 | nerissa_en: both of them immediate quiet immediately just laid down
00:04:37 | nerissa_en: and I was like wow
00:04:41 | nerissa_en: for some reason this pisses me off
00:04:46 | nerissa_en: can you take a nap later today um I don't nap well
00:04:54 | nerissa_en: I only know how to like sleep if I fall asleep it's not like oh let me just quick sleep for 30 minutes let me just take it out
00:04:59 | nerissa_en: it's a okay I'm now going to be out for at least 4 hours
00:05:05 | nerissa_en: and then there's a high chance my body will forcibly wake me up but that's beside the point
00:05:09 | nerissa_en: oh
00:05:12 | nerissa_en: oh oh
00:05:17 | nerissa_en: they were doing it just to mess with you I would believe it
00:05:20 | nerissa_en: I believe it
00:05:35 | nerissa_en: quick nap 4 hours earlier see the thing is the more I I already have issues sleeping at night start napping during the day it it's going to make it so I can't sleep at all during the night
00:05:42 | nerissa_en: my interview is a great way thank you I appreciate that you read it
00:05:49 | nerissa_en: what would you give for breakfast so
00:05:57 | nerissa_en: we have 2 breakfast options today jail Birds um we have
00:06:05 | nerissa_en: and I have some Japanese bacon which
00:06:07 | nerissa_en: it's not good
00:06:09 | nerissa_en: I'll be honest it's not great
00:06:11 | nerissa_en: but it'll do
00:06:13 | nerissa_en: um
00:06:16 | nerissa_en: so
00:06:21 | nerissa_en: uh 1 sec
00:06:27 | nerissa_en: is she live I can't hear her it's because I'm not
00:06:36 | nerissa_en: I'm on this I'm on what what is this place called I'm on X I'm on Twitter whatever it's called
00:06:45 | nerissa_en: let me type that I'm gonna pin it
00:06:49 | nerissa_en: pin message
00:06:56 | nerissa_en: just just do they know do they know
00:06:59 | nerissa_en: do they know
00:07:04 | nerissa_en: yeah they're both eating while they're both doing well
00:07:13 | nerissa_en: what's the difference between Japanese bacon and regular bacon
00:07:18 | nerissa_en: I don't know how
00:07:22 | nerissa_en: to explain it but they're not the same
00:07:27 | nerissa_en: um
00:07:30 | nerissa_en: they're not the same
00:07:36 | nerissa_en: they're different and it's like
00:07:39 | nerissa_en: they cook differently
00:07:45 | nerissa_en: they cook very very differently
00:07:53 | nerissa_en: and The Taste is off The Taste and texture
00:07:58 | nerissa_en: it feels like if it feels more like really really really thinly cut Canadian bacon
00:08:09 | nerissa_en: is often processed precooked and has a ham like consistency may it less crisp than was yeah exactly
00:08:22 | nerissa_en: but yeah so
00:08:26 | nerissa_en: I'm doing my best
00:08:31 | nerissa_en: but I have some Japanese bacon and I have eggs or
00:08:41 | nerissa_en: I have my favorite pasta meal from the supermarket and I probably should eat that because the bacon and the Egg will look good tomorrow too but um
00:08:46 | nerissa_en: the pasta will not be good tomorrow
00:08:51 | nerissa_en: all right it'll probably still be good for another few days but the pasta is meant to be eaten like
00:08:53 | nerissa_en: within the
00:08:57 | nerissa_en: the few days of when of which it is bought if that makes sense
00:09:01 | nerissa_en: Minto I don't like
00:09:04 | nerissa_en: it's just regular it's just regular Bolognese
00:09:11 | nerissa_en: pasta sounds good then okay I'll do pasta
00:09:22 | nerissa_en: It's Bolognese uh
00:09:24 | nerissa_en: and just call like
00:09:29 | nerissa_en: cheese on it it's just
00:09:39 | nerissa_en: they call a Bolognese but it's just like it's just red sauce with some meat which maybe is Bolognese but I don't know why when I that that sounds just like spaghetti to me
00:09:42 | nerissa_en: how my family makes spaghetti
00:09:50 | nerissa_en: I'm not making carbonara I don't have the kind of pasta for it but I also feel like
00:10:00 | nerissa_en: doesn't that have to be white sauce I feel like it has to be white sauce and no not from 711 I got it from the actual supermarket
00:10:04 | nerissa_en: that's Bolognese
00:10:11 | nerissa_en: why is it called ball at 8 why does it have such a fancy name I always just call it spaghetti
00:10:25 | nerissa_en: spaghetti bolognese is basically spaghetti with meat sauce what the hell
00:10:28 | nerissa_en: I'm so angry
00:10:33 | nerissa_en: that's so awful that's so fucking rude
00:10:39 | nerissa_en: just need cheese egg and pasta water for a carbonara
00:10:44 | nerissa_en: no I'm not making carbonara I don't want it
00:10:49 | nerissa_en: I don't want it so don't tell me to make it again
00:10:50 | nerissa_en: uh
00:10:55 | nerissa_en: I need to get out of bed that I am so exhausted
00:11:03 | nerissa_en: I mean I was I actually I went out and spend some time with friends yesterday so that was fun
00:11:06 | nerissa_en: but so because of that
00:11:08 | nerissa_en: get back super
00:11:13 | nerissa_en: I'm tired
00:11:17 | nerissa_en: because I already told you why I couldn't sleep very well
00:11:25 | nerissa_en: your wrist all right yeah I've been sleeping with my um
00:11:28 | nerissa_en: my casts so
00:11:34 | nerissa_en: my wrist is always going to be a bit um fucked no matter what I do
00:11:36 | nerissa_en: but
00:11:42 | nerissa_en: but if it feels okay right now now now that you've drawn attention to it now I keep turning it but
00:11:45 | nerissa_en: it's fine
00:11:48 | nerissa_en: um
00:11:58 | nerissa_en: you're doing everything I can do to try and wake up so I have to sleep with the room cool
00:12:02 | nerissa_en: or else I get too hot when I'm sleeping
00:12:07 | nerissa_en: and I sleep naked so I actually I got up already temporarily
00:12:09 | nerissa_en: um
00:12:11 | nerissa_en: so I
00:12:13 | nerissa_en: um
00:12:20 | nerissa_en: I turned my heater on in the room to start getting it warm so instead of me warming up my body
00:12:25 | nerissa_en: the room is warm so I feel more comfortable getting up
00:12:31 | nerissa_en: and then um
00:12:36 | nerissa_en: I also want to wash my sheets today is that it's that day of the week
00:12:41 | nerissa_en: it's that day of the week
00:12:52 | nerissa_en: cats must love the heater know surprisingly not
00:13:04 | nerissa_en: I feel like so what I usually do is during the day I have my room is used exclusively basically for dressing and for for sleep so um
00:13:08 | nerissa_en: because my room is only used for those things
00:13:10 | nerissa_en: um
00:13:17 | nerissa_en: all day long I Leave the Room dark I leave the curtains drawn and I have the heater on so I only have uh 2 heater
00:13:23 | nerissa_en: so usually I'll have 1 of them on since it's starting to get a little bit colder uh
00:13:25 | nerissa_en: so
00:13:30 | nerissa_en: I'll turn on the heater so the room is pleasantly warm all day
00:13:36 | nerissa_en: um I also have a humidifier I don't leave it on all the time in fact it's time to turn it off
00:13:39 | nerissa_en: um
00:13:41 | nerissa_en: but I don't leave it on all day
00:13:51 | nerissa_en: by any stretch of the imagination pretty much only when I'm in the room but so the humidity in here is probably higher
00:13:57 | nerissa_en: hello
00:14:02 | nerissa_en: he does this thing where if I'm not paying attention to him
00:14:04 | nerissa_en: and I'm on my phone he'll like
00:14:09 | nerissa_en: sometimes like rub his face against it to get to my hands
00:14:18 | nerissa_en: I should
00:14:23 | nerissa_en: I should I should get out of bed I don't want to
00:14:34 | nerissa_en: I have nice pillow cases that are like the envelope ones so they actually do a whole folder around and there's no open part of the pillow and I love it so much
00:14:38 | nerissa_en: if you ever need to get new pillow cases
00:14:42 | nerissa_en: it'll change your life highly recommend getting
00:14:44 | nerissa_en: proper um
00:14:45 | nerissa_en: oops
00:14:50 | nerissa_en: getting proper envelope case oh hi baby hi my darling
00:14:53 | nerissa_en: hello
00:14:55 | nerissa_en: hello
00:15:00 | nerissa_en: my love oh so sweet
00:15:03 | nerissa_en: sorry little darling came over
00:15:07 | nerissa_en: oh yes
00:15:10 | nerissa_en: yes yes what a good boy
00:15:18 | nerissa_en: envelope style yeah I think they're called envelope style because they basically kind of fold over like an envelope
00:15:21 | nerissa_en: but um
00:15:27 | nerissa_en: they make my niece they make my niece really light they make my life really nice
00:15:33 | nerissa_en: because I think when 1 of the most annoying things for me is when my pillowcase starts coming off
00:15:35 | nerissa_en: and I just like
00:15:39 | nerissa_en: I'm like what am I supposed to do 1 of my supposed to do about this
00:15:42 | nerissa_en: how do I stop this from happening
00:15:51 | nerissa_en: so everyone if you want to improve your lifestyle get envelope style pillow cases
00:15:55 | nerissa_en: your pillow will always look great from the front
00:16:01 | nerissa_en: because it'll always be completely covered
00:16:15 | nerissa_en: temporarily off the bed
00:16:17 | nerissa_en: and off the floor
00:16:21 | nerissa_en: see
00:16:29 | nerissa_en: I do have 1 1 that isn't an envelope style but that's because it literally doesn't come in a non envelope in an envelope Style
00:16:32 | nerissa_en: but it also doesn't fit the pillow I have it on so
00:16:38 | nerissa_en: it's fine but it's it's like a silk on 1 side and then um
00:16:40 | nerissa_en: the other side is
00:16:42 | nerissa_en: um
00:16:45 | nerissa_en: what's it called
00:16:48 | nerissa_en: the side is
00:16:51 | nerissa_en: linen
00:16:53 | nerissa_en: so
00:16:55 | nerissa_en: it's really nice
00:16:58 | nerissa_en: it's really nice
00:17:00 | nerissa_en: situation to be in for me
00:17:03 | nerissa_en: okay
00:17:06 | nerissa_en: there we go
00:17:17 | nerissa_en: just going to zip up pillow cases I don't know if it's actually better to have pillow cases unzipped when you're cleaning them
00:17:20 | nerissa_en: but for some reason my instinct always tell me
00:17:24 | nerissa_en: to not do that
00:17:29 | nerissa_en: okay
00:17:35 | nerissa_en: see this is what I have to do a Twitter space
00:17:41 | nerissa_en: because as nice as it would be to wake up in the morning and um
00:17:44 | nerissa_en: like go on stream
00:17:48 | nerissa_en: I can't share these moments with you
00:17:50 | nerissa_en: because uh I can't
00:17:54 | nerissa_en: YouTube to my knowledge doesn't really have a good way to like
00:17:59 | nerissa_en: for vtubers to stream from your phone you know what I'm saying
00:18:02 | nerissa_en: there's like not really a way yet
00:18:07 | nerissa_en: to do it effectively
00:18:13 | nerissa_en: so this this is going to have to do
00:18:20 | nerissa_en: yeah this is and that maybe not ASMR but it is definitely getting out of bed
00:18:21 | nerissa_en: aesthetic
00:18:30 | nerissa_en: waking in the morning go to make breakfast and and do my my sheets and clean them
00:18:35 | nerissa_en: if I get dressed because I sleep naked
00:18:43 | nerissa_en: so of course I've got to put clothes on to start my day I so I won't get anywhere
00:18:49 | nerissa_en: okay so I washed the the big sheets after
00:18:55 | nerissa_en: so for now I'll just do the sheet sheets
00:19:10 | nerissa_en: what the hell
00:19:16 | nerissa_en: I almost lost 1 of the pillow cases I didn't realize I didn't throw it in already
00:19:20 | nerissa_en: okay
00:19:23 | nerissa_en: we've got my sheets
00:19:26 | nerissa_en: let's go put them in
00:19:38 | nerissa_en: my cats want to know what the heck I'm doing they're very confused
00:19:46 | nerissa_en: that's okay
00:19:52 | nerissa_en: hey you get out from under the washing machine little boy
00:20:00 | nerissa_en: can you get out of there please I I have to start it
00:20:04 | nerissa_en: I have to start it you're going to get wet or something
00:20:06 | nerissa_en: it's not safe
00:20:09 | nerissa_en: you get out of there
00:20:10 | nerissa_en: please
00:20:14 | nerissa_en: my cat's tormented
00:20:17 | nerissa_en: they really love hiding under the washing machine
00:20:22 | nerissa_en: during the most inconvenient times when I do not want them in the air
00:20:25 | nerissa_en: but it's okay you got it out
00:20:29 | nerissa_en: they're just curious about what I'm doing so I understand
00:20:32 | nerissa_en: I'm not upset
00:20:34 | nerissa_en: okay
00:20:36 | nerissa_en: now
00:20:41 | nerissa_en: time to heat up my pasta
00:20:51 | nerissa_en: okay
00:20:56 | nerissa_en: 3 minutes 30 seconds sounds good
00:21:02 | nerissa_en: and then while I'm doing that I can refill my cat's food bowls
00:21:04 | nerissa_en: so
00:21:09 | nerissa_en: and then I grab those
00:21:13 | nerissa_en: and do that oh
00:21:15 | nerissa_en: I need a vacuum real quick
00:21:22 | nerissa_en: because right now it currently looks
00:21:27 | nerissa_en: there's a lot of hair build up right under where I usually have their Foods
00:21:41 | nerissa_en: so 1 issue I'm having with little baby
00:21:49 | nerissa_en: is he much prefers the regular
00:21:51 | nerissa_en: Adult food
00:21:53 | nerissa_en: to his own baby food
00:21:59 | nerissa_en: which has not been great for me
00:22:06 | nerissa_en: so all day long they both have their own food bowls where they have
00:22:07 | nerissa_en: oh
00:22:10 | nerissa_en: they're fed uh
00:22:15 | nerissa_en: a whole package once a day of wet food
00:22:18 | nerissa_en: which I find interesting because
00:22:21 | nerissa_en: I have very nice cats but every breeder
00:22:40 | nerissa_en: I've got like the I I've gotten them from 2 different breeders at this point right both of the Breeders were like you don't have to feed them wet Foods so don't worry about it maybe sometimes if you really want to but you don't have to and I'm like what do you mean I don't have to feed them wet food
00:22:44 | nerissa_en: what are you talking about
00:22:52 | nerissa_en: why are my car in so much cat hair where did it all come from anyway let me put this on the ground and go grab the other 1
00:23:14 | nerissa_en: okay
00:23:16 | nerissa_en: I got the other 1
00:23:23 | nerissa_en: so but for whatever reason little baby really does not seem to like
00:23:25 | nerissa_en: his dry food
00:23:30 | nerissa_en: but the thing is he's still a kitten yeah so kittens actually
00:23:33 | nerissa_en: have kitten food
00:23:42 | nerissa_en: because of the fact that um they're tiny and they're growing and they need more calories
00:23:45 | nerissa_en: than like an adult Throne cat
00:23:48 | nerissa_en: so I offer him free food he gets
00:23:50 | nerissa_en: wet food once a day
00:23:52 | nerissa_en: and um
00:23:58 | nerissa_en: really good about making sure his food like it's about half full but I'm going to top it up
00:24:00 | nerissa_en: because I'm worried about him
00:24:03 | nerissa_en: I also give them a cat grass once
00:24:06 | nerissa_en: with their wet food once a day
00:24:09 | nerissa_en: to make sure that
00:24:11 | nerissa_en: they're um you know
00:24:13 | nerissa_en: not dying
00:24:18 | nerissa_en: okay cat grass on
00:24:28 | nerissa_en: okay my food's also done that's great
00:24:36 | nerissa_en: does he get treats on the I've tried to give him Treats but he doesn't understand the the concepts of wet treats
00:24:41 | nerissa_en: not as in like he doesn't know how to eat them but he doesn't understand that their food
00:24:46 | nerissa_en: so he won't eat them period he sniffs it and then walks away
00:24:51 | nerissa_en: which is my experience with my cats when I show them my food
00:24:55 | nerissa_en: they will just proceed to sniff it
00:24:58 | nerissa_en: feel like that's not interesting and then leave
00:25:07 | nerissa_en: and I'm like what am I supposed to do with it
00:25:12 | nerissa_en: and he's like what is this why would I have any interest in this mother
00:25:17 | nerissa_en: get it away hey wait 1 second I got to put their food on the ground
00:25:23 | nerissa_en: go get it
00:25:28 | nerissa_en: little baby come here
00:25:31 | nerissa_en: little baby
00:25:43 | nerissa_en: okay so
00:25:47 | nerissa_en: now they have their
00:25:53 | nerissa_en: own are there both huge I mean this is to say they're a good size
00:25:55 | nerissa_en: they they get a
00:25:59 | nerissa_en: a good amount of wet food
00:26:03 | nerissa_en: you definitely don't ever need to worry if my kids are hungry
00:26:07 | nerissa_en: they are fed quite lavishly
00:26:12 | nerissa_en: no meowing that's impressive that's pretty quiet
00:26:16 | nerissa_en: check on the pasta
00:26:19 | nerissa_en: The Bolognese
00:26:25 | nerissa_en: to give it a mix mix mix
00:26:31 | nerissa_en: yep that's pasta
00:26:45 | nerissa_en: see sometimes I'm just craving pasta and I actually have the ingredients to make pasta if I wanted to but the issues I couldn't find ground beef
00:26:49 | nerissa_en: and I know I can probably just use any kind of ground meat but
00:26:53 | nerissa_en: I'm I'm too American you know
00:26:58 | nerissa_en: I'm too American I'm used to having it a certain way
00:27:01 | nerissa_en: so because I can't find
00:27:06 | nerissa_en: what I feel like is the right thing I am like well
00:27:08 | nerissa_en: just going to buy it from the store then
00:27:14 | nerissa_en: I will just buy it from the store
00:27:16 | nerissa_en: if that is the case
00:27:23 | nerissa_en: but I do have
00:27:31 | nerissa_en: shity storebought parmesan that you sprinkle on top and that makes me very much think of home so it's awesome
00:27:35 | nerissa_en: our comfort food needs to taste like home so
00:27:41 | nerissa_en: because I don't I don't eat pasta meat sauce for fun
00:27:47 | nerissa_en: you think I eat the ship for fun no that's not it
00:27:53 | nerissa_en: hello why are my cats doing this um realize that their food is served
00:28:00 | nerissa_en: is not eating it instead he is looking at the dry food of little baby
00:28:03 | nerissa_en: and watching little baby eat
00:28:09 | nerissa_en: I think he wants to steal his food because it's higher in calorie and he's a fat ass
00:28:12 | nerissa_en: I love my little fat boy
00:28:15 | nerissa_en: and it'll fat boy
00:28:18 | nerissa_en: uh oops
00:28:27 | nerissa_en: the parmesan came out in a clump and so I tried to pick it up and I smashed it on the table
00:28:31 | nerissa_en: well I'm creating more work for myself because now I'm gonna have to clean that up
00:28:37 | nerissa_en: the way life works out sometimes you guys it's just so silly
00:28:42 | nerissa_en: try to do everything right still fail that's just how it is
00:28:46 | nerissa_en: hot chubby is a little darling I think he's actually pretty normal hey
00:28:50 | nerissa_en: get away from there you chubby little
00:29:01 | nerissa_en: you have food right here little boy you don't need to eat the little little boy's food eat your own
00:29:06 | nerissa_en: yeah little darling is it
00:29:09 | nerissa_en: a a foodie fiend
00:29:15 | nerissa_en: he got it for me as I'm his mother and I'm also a foodie so I understand where he's coming from
00:29:18 | nerissa_en: I get it but
00:29:21 | nerissa_en: he can't eat his brother's food like that
00:29:30 | nerissa_en: do you have garlic bread know where would I get garlic bread from in Japan
00:29:34 | nerissa_en: where would you get garlic bread
00:29:36 | nerissa_en: they sell that at the store
00:29:49 | nerissa_en: he has a greedy little baby but I love him like that I love him even if he's greedy
00:29:53 | nerissa_en: every day I give him a treat
00:30:12 | nerissa_en: they don't have garlic in Japan they have garlic in Japan
00:30:25 | nerissa_en: but I've never like seen maybe there is but I've never seen garlic bread
00:30:49 | nerissa_en: but little darling
00:30:50 | nerissa_en: every night
00:30:57 | nerissa_en: I get a treat when I'm going to bed so he has to wait until I'm
00:31:00 | nerissa_en: in my bed already and then I will give him a treat
00:31:05 | nerissa_en: which after he successfully gets his treat he will immediately leave
00:31:09 | nerissa_en: and then go do something else
00:31:11 | nerissa_en: I'm like you little shit
00:31:21 | nerissa_en: I'm giving you this to try and tempt you to cuddle with me but you are acting as if you are entitled to it and as if it's something I'm not giving you out of the kindness of my heart
00:31:44 | nerissa_en: exactly he's like well I got the treat
00:31:46 | nerissa_en: goodbye mother
00:31:53 | nerissa_en: he does want his face fine I give him his space I don't force him to cuddle me or anything
00:32:14 | nerissa_en: I really hope little baby will make him jealous
00:32:18 | nerissa_en: because little baby is a lot more
00:32:25 | nerissa_en: and it might just be because he's younger but he's a lot more like in
00:32:28 | nerissa_en: and like what like lay on me sometimes so
00:32:40 | nerissa_en: I have hope maybe 1 of my cats will be maybe a little bit cuddly I'm going to hope too much because then I'll get my hopes up
00:32:44 | nerissa_en: come on
00:32:48 | nerissa_en: come on break up
00:32:52 | nerissa_en: you hear that that's something in my parmesan grated cheese
00:32:57 | nerissa_en: why is there like a clump that big that it sounds like it's going to tear apart the world
00:33:04 | nerissa_en: yeah he's he's very affectionate
00:33:21 | nerissa_en: I think it's partially because
00:33:25 | nerissa_en: it wasn't little darling like that cuddly know
00:33:29 | nerissa_en: he is a least cuddly boy in the world
00:33:35 | nerissa_en: which is crazy because the breeder
00:33:38 | nerissa_en: um I got him from was like
00:33:42 | nerissa_en: and granted I don't mind mind you
00:33:49 | nerissa_en: but he was like oh you know he he had to be hand fed so he's really used to and really good with human affection
00:33:53 | nerissa_en: but he's still a cat you know he wants his space
00:34:02 | nerissa_en: and he's surprisingly pretty independent like he wants to be alone he wants to go do this he wants to over here you know
00:34:19 | nerissa_en: but I wouldn't say
00:34:23 | nerissa_en: that he ever really initiates contact that much
00:34:28 | nerissa_en: except for if I just get home after it been out
00:34:35 | nerissa_en: so sometimes I'll feel so bad because I know he probably just heard nothing so he came to weigh by the door
00:34:39 | nerissa_en: but a lot of times when I get
00:34:40 | nerissa_en: he'll be like
00:34:45 | nerissa_en: exactly outside the door where he was when I left
00:34:48 | nerissa_en: and I'm like realistically I know you didn't sit here
00:34:52 | nerissa_en: and and wait for me to come back at the time that I was gone
00:34:55 | nerissa_en: but what if he did
00:35:09 | nerissa_en: it's not creepy
00:35:14 | nerissa_en: it's cute
00:35:20 | nerissa_en: God I love pasta
00:35:28 | nerissa_en: pasta smothered in fake Parmesan Parmesan cheese
00:35:34 | nerissa_en: I've debated getting a cat camera but
00:35:36 | nerissa_en: I don't know
00:35:54 | nerissa_en: I think little darling specifically is still
00:35:57 | nerissa_en: not good with being home without a human
00:36:05 | nerissa_en: he's getting better than now that he has a little little baby to play with
00:36:11 | nerissa_en: they just go play and then take a nap together
00:36:36 | nerissa_en: are brought up in differently
00:36:42 | nerissa_en: because the way that animals are considered in Japan is
00:36:47 | nerissa_en: quite different to how we think of them in the states
00:36:55 | nerissa_en: well what what are you doing
00:37:00 | nerissa_en: he's crazy
00:37:03 | nerissa_en: he's losing his mind
00:37:14 | nerissa_en: how so well
00:37:20 | nerissa_en: it's common in Japan to keep your cat in a cage in the house
00:37:32 | nerissa_en: so don't give me wrong there's definitely people who let their cats free roam the house
00:37:36 | nerissa_en: but there's also a lot of people who have um
00:37:39 | nerissa_en: like full on cages
00:37:45 | nerissa_en: and when they leave the cat in in the cage
00:37:57 | nerissa_en: and mind you usually they're not like the cages that you like put your dog in when you're like training them right it's like kind of a larger cage usually it has like a climbing area
00:38:02 | nerissa_en: it doesn't usually go ceiling to floor necessarily but usually it's like a 2-tiered cage
00:38:18 | nerissa_en: yeah I understand that it's just you know kind of the way things are
00:38:22 | nerissa_en: but I couldn't do that
00:38:36 | nerissa_en: because cats you know they're domesticated but at 1 point they were a wild animal that is like like in the desert and stuff hey you have your own food baby
00:38:39 | nerissa_en: eat your food it's right here
00:38:48 | nerissa_en: just both want to eat other food and it's killing me
00:38:51 | nerissa_en: what am I supposed to do about this
00:38:57 | nerissa_en: what am I supposed to do
00:39:06 | nerissa_en: I'm gonna I'm gonna get you I'm gonna get you you get out of here
00:39:16 | nerissa_en: physically chasing him away
00:39:21 | nerissa_en: see it's it's my phone I can't switch the bowls
00:39:27 | nerissa_en: because I have a special fully ceramic bowl that is like separate from like the quote unquote scent
00:39:33 | nerissa_en: for a little darling but then a little baby actually has a full um
00:39:37 | nerissa_en: like 3 3 Bowl plate set
00:40:08 | nerissa_en: you're a menace
00:40:11 | nerissa_en: you're a menace I'm going to move his food away
00:40:13 | nerissa_en: you can't get it at all
00:40:17 | nerissa_en: now what now what are you going to do
00:40:21 | nerissa_en: now what are you going to do
00:40:25 | nerissa_en: now you have to eat your own food
00:40:34 | nerissa_en: do you get the cookies from Wicked I did I did get the wicked cookies
00:40:37 | nerissa_en: I have them both
00:40:44 | nerissa_en: I'm so excited I'm I think I have all of the decorative pieces now too
00:41:04 | nerissa_en: I'm just waiting on 1 more thing
00:41:07 | nerissa_en: because um
00:41:10 | nerissa_en: I'm trying to get the
00:41:13 | nerissa_en: all the decoration pieces for the limited Island
00:41:18 | nerissa_en: because my current build area I don't really have a lot of space left
00:41:23 | nerissa_en: and don't get me wrong I really like the wicked stuff but like
00:41:30 | nerissa_en: I don't know if because of how you buy the items if I'm going to be able to like make
00:41:32 | nerissa_en: an area that I'm happy with
00:41:48 | nerissa_en: but the issue yeah
00:41:51 | nerissa_en: you have to actually get stamps
00:41:56 | nerissa_en: instead of it being like
00:42:06 | nerissa_en: instead of a big like you'd expect want it to be
00:42:12 | nerissa_en: where you can like buy it with coins hey
00:42:14 | nerissa_en: I'm Gonna Get You
00:42:22 | nerissa_en: Leave It Be I'm gonna chase you
00:42:32 | nerissa_en: I'm gonna chase you I can get you from there you can't hide see I'm touching you oh see I got you oh now what are you gonna do oh now what are you gonna do
00:42:41 | nerissa_en: is we get a prequel to Wizard of Oz
00:42:45 | nerissa_en: it's a prequel but part 2 also takes
00:42:47 | nerissa_en: place during
00:42:52 | nerissa_en: um it takes place during it
00:42:55 | nerissa_en: so if you watch part 2 it it
00:43:00 | nerissa_en: it shows you the story of The Wizard of Oz from a different perspective
00:43:07 | nerissa_en: but it's like all it's an alternate universe
00:43:14 | nerissa_en: I have so many things that look so delicious in my fridge
00:43:18 | nerissa_en: that's wonderful
00:43:24 | nerissa_en: have you seen me okay yes I have
00:43:26 | nerissa_en: so I told you guys
00:43:31 | nerissa_en: but I had a friend who works at a movie theater so I asked her
00:43:36 | nerissa_en: for something unreasonable and she was able to work it out for me
00:43:38 | nerissa_en: which is um
00:43:43 | nerissa_en: she if she recorded a show obviously she would lose her job
00:43:46 | nerissa_en: so she brought me in
00:44:00 | nerissa_en: to a screening where she got permission she bought 2 tickets I I bought the 2 tickets actually but um and she let me watch from her phone so it wasn't it wasn't the peak movie theater experience
00:44:03 | nerissa_en: but I'll take it because now I don't have to worry about spoilers in that
00:44:07 | nerissa_en: I I could I couldn't I couldn't wait I couldn't wait
00:44:11 | nerissa_en: yeah it was really wonderful so I'm really happy
00:44:15 | nerissa_en: I'm really happy it worked out so
00:44:18 | nerissa_en: anyway
00:44:21 | nerissa_en: what did I think of Wicked
00:44:25 | nerissa_en: wicked part 2 um
00:44:32 | nerissa_en: it's a good question
00:44:37 | nerissa_en: it's a good
00:44:42 | nerissa_en: question is it not going to stream in JP and not until March leave
00:44:56 | nerissa_en: I'm gonna buy it when it comes to streaming
00:45:06 | nerissa_en: and I'm also going to go see it in theaters when it comes out
00:45:14 | nerissa_en: it was a video quality good no it's from a phone
00:45:19 | nerissa_en: for my friend's phone so I'm not really
00:45:33 | nerissa_en: I got a thought
00:45:35 | nerissa_en: my garbage
00:45:38 | nerissa_en: and then
00:45:42 | nerissa_en: when I have a little bit of yogurt left that I want to eat
00:45:53 | nerissa_en: it's unsweetened so I'm going to put in some manuka honey
00:46:01 | nerissa_en: grab a spoon and just
00:46:03 | nerissa_en: make that up
00:46:08 | nerissa_en: oh I have some fruits I bought
00:46:14 | nerissa_en: which I will
00:46:17 | nerissa_en: cut up in
00:46:19 | nerissa_en: after I rinse them off
00:46:26 | nerissa_en: I have I have strawberries and I have blueberries
00:46:36 | nerissa_en: I think I'll do
00:46:38 | nerissa_en: a very kiwi
00:46:45 | nerissa_en: if I can open the blueberry container
00:46:51 | nerissa_en: oh I lost the blueberries
00:46:54 | nerissa_en: in the sink now
00:47:01 | nerissa_en: it's just where it's it's not it's where it's going to be
00:47:03 | nerissa_en: okay
00:47:12 | nerissa_en: but yeah um
00:47:16 | nerissa_en: Wicked part 2
00:47:19 | nerissa_en: how to articulate
00:47:24 | nerissa_en: how to articulate how this movie made me feel
00:47:26 | nerissa_en: um
00:47:32 | nerissa_en: I have a lot so here's the context I grew up on the wicked sound track
00:47:40 | nerissa_en: and I didn't like all of the songs so some of them I probably only heard once and then some of them I've heard like a million times so
00:47:43 | nerissa_en: as long as your mind I'm going to be real
00:47:49 | nerissa_en: I had no memory I had no recollection I'm sure I've heard it before
00:47:52 | nerissa_en: but I have no recollection of ever hearing
00:47:54 | nerissa_en: that song in my life
00:47:57 | nerissa_en: um
00:48:00 | nerissa_en: and keep in mind
00:48:09 | nerissa_en: I knew some of this stuff was going to happen so it's not like I'm sitting here and I was like oh it was so surprising to me I I knew the whole plot
00:48:16 | nerissa_en: story but somehow 1 thing I didn't know is the cattiness
00:48:20 | nerissa_en: that happens between Alpha and golinda
00:48:29 | nerissa_en: specifically for alphaba when fear at the end and it it I didn't like the Vibes I really didn't I really didn't like it at all
00:48:37 | nerissa_en: the The Vibes of that when when so this is after Nessa Rose you know uh does the thing and
00:48:52 | nerissa_en: those and golinda is there and she's complaining because she's like as you guys know Nessa Rose is the Wicked Witch of the East who gets crushed by Dorothy's house this is not a spoiler this is spoiler from The Witch of Oz
00:48:57 | nerissa_en: so uh then golinda proceeds to give the shoes
00:49:01 | nerissa_en: that were on necessary Rose's feet to Dorothy
00:49:06 | nerissa_en: and tells her to go see the wizard you know typical typical golinda things
00:49:08 | nerissa_en: um
00:49:10 | nerissa_en: and
00:49:16 | nerissa_en: somewhere in this movie
00:49:19 | nerissa_en: Fierro
00:49:23 | nerissa_en: I need to go all the way back this is Major Wicked part 2 spoilers
00:49:31 | nerissa_en: so just a warning
00:49:42 | nerissa_en: so during the the beginning of the movie it opens up with golinda proposing to her boyfriend of multiple years
00:49:46 | nerissa_en: for boyfriend of multiple years Fiero
00:49:50 | nerissa_en: and they become fiance he he he he accepts
00:49:58 | nerissa_en: he's not in any situation where he has to accept he willingly accepts this okay
00:50:05 | nerissa_en: he he says yes and she even asked she's like will it make you happy and he says I'm always happy and accepts The Proposal
00:50:10 | nerissa_en: the moment they find alphaba
00:50:12 | nerissa_en: he runs away with her
00:50:15 | nerissa_en: and abandons golinda
00:50:22 | nerissa_en: and yes I get it oh from the beginning she was he he hasn't been able to stop thinking about her
00:50:27 | nerissa_en: his loved her from the beginning
00:50:32 | nerissa_en: but here's where my issue comes in
00:50:36 | nerissa_en: No 1 was forcing him to date golinda
00:50:40 | nerissa_en: No 1 was forcing him to do that
00:51:02 | nerissa_en: there was no reason apart from for him to also climb in terms of ranks of power for him to date golinda because golinda kind of becomes a big Figure Head for oz in the second Madame morale might still be bossing her around but technically speaking in terms of the people especially golinda is definitely the 1
00:51:04 | nerissa_en: who's more popular
00:51:23 | nerissa_en: and that's what she succeeds at so Madame morrible she's kind of there um but you know like she she she still has power over golinda but technically speaking in terms of public perception golinda is more powerful than Madame morrible she is more public full of her if that makes sense
00:51:28 | nerissa_en: so
00:51:33 | nerissa_en: um
00:51:38 | nerissa_en: meaning
00:51:42 | nerissa_en: hero took advantage of that and their relationship
00:51:46 | nerissa_en: to try and find alphaba
00:51:49 | nerissa_en: meaning again for multiple years
00:51:52 | nerissa_en: he led golinda on
00:51:58 | nerissa_en: to believe that he was happy with her and that he loved her with the sole intent
00:52:11 | nerissa_en: of finding and running away with another woman he didn't do it for clout he did it for his love which you could say is arguably romantic but I think it's arguably scummy
00:52:24 | nerissa_en: and I didn't know that about fear I didn't know like I kind of knew to an extent but I thought it was more of that back and forth where like he actually did love golinda but like but it doesn't seem that way
00:52:28 | nerissa_en: it seems like he really did just love
00:52:30 | nerissa_en: alphaba
00:52:32 | nerissa_en: and um you know
00:52:37 | nerissa_en: was just hanging out with golinda because she was there
00:52:39 | nerissa_en: so
00:52:46 | nerissa_en: after Glenda gives away the shoes
00:52:49 | nerissa_en: um alphaba is like
00:52:52 | nerissa_en: those weren't yours to give away
00:52:57 | nerissa_en: and she um kind of makes a snide comment being like Oh well
00:53:03 | nerissa_en: I don't remember the exact quote but she was like yeah like
00:53:07 | nerissa_en: some something about taking things that aren't there something about like there's
00:53:11 | nerissa_en: a lot of people taking things that aren't there is obviously
00:53:14 | nerissa_en: alluding
00:53:16 | nerissa_en: to the fact that alphaba
00:53:18 | nerissa_en: knew
00:53:20 | nerissa_en: that Glinda was
00:53:24 | nerissa_en: literally about to get married to Fiero
00:53:32 | nerissa_en: and then he ran off like literally it's at their wedding it's at their wedding that this happens that Linda for
00:53:35 | nerissa_en: Alpha their wedding at their wedding
00:53:40 | nerissa_en: so um
00:53:45 | nerissa_en: any sort
00:53:47 | nerissa_en: of semblance of
00:53:51 | nerissa_en: understanding or even pity for her friend
00:53:59 | nerissa_en: over a man over a man are you serious like you guys have such a special connection and you're going to rub in her face and be like
00:54:11 | nerissa_en: he chose me golinda he loved me he never loved you I think she literally said that he never loved you he always wanted me and you just can't deal with that fact and I'm like
00:54:13 | nerissa_en: girly pop
00:54:18 | nerissa_en: what you're a home
00:54:21 | nerissa_en: I love you McQueen
00:54:32 | nerissa_en: you just home wrecked and now instead of feeling any sort of sympathy you're going to rub into the fact that her husband to be left her at the altar for you
00:54:45 | nerissa_en: um and to me
00:54:47 | nerissa_en: it just made alphaba
00:54:50 | nerissa_en: a way less sympathetic character
00:54:58 | nerissa_en: because alphaba is very sympathetic
00:55:00 | nerissa_en: um throughout the beginning
00:55:07 | nerissa_en: but in part due she just starts doing shit that's so fucking stupid
00:55:17 | nerissa_en: like girl girly pop is making the dumbest shit decisions imaginable
00:55:24 | nerissa_en: the dumb it the dumbest
00:55:26 | nerissa_en: the dumbest
00:55:41 | nerissa_en: oh she's the evil witch right but that's the whole point of wicked is that she's not actually evil the the the higher ups and ones are just manipulating the situation to make her seem evil
00:55:51 | nerissa_en: so
00:55:59 | nerissa_en: that alone was just like kind of a lot for me
00:56:06 | nerissa_en: and not in a good way
00:56:12 | nerissa_en: I was getting in the time when No 1 Believe selfish
00:56:17 | nerissa_en: yeah and I I understand that but it was just weird
00:56:21 | nerissa_en: because then after that point
00:56:31 | nerissa_en: I get it alphabets accepted that she's like I can't do anything I can no longer help my cause because like literally just no 1 trust me and the people of Oz don't want to trust me so they never will
00:56:39 | nerissa_en: when I I get that
00:56:43 | nerissa_en: I truly do I get that
00:56:48 | nerissa_en: but so
00:56:55 | nerissa_en: instead of fighting for her cause
00:56:58 | nerissa_en: she goes to Glenda and basically says yeah
00:57:01 | nerissa_en: you were right not to get on the Broom
00:57:09 | nerissa_en: because now I thought I was unlimited and I thought together if we were doing this together it would be unlimited but I realized
00:57:12 | nerissa_en: I am limited but look at you
00:57:23 | nerissa_en: you can do all I couldn't do because you're in a position of power so save the animals anyway it's time for me to die goodbye
00:57:30 | nerissa_en: goodbye
00:57:35 | nerissa_en: gonna go get melted now
00:57:40 | nerissa_en: and she gives ginda the grimy
00:57:51 | nerissa_en: but the thing that made me the most annoyed is all of this starts to happen in this weird way after Fierro chooses her
00:57:55 | nerissa_en: she highkey gives up on her cause
00:57:58 | nerissa_en: and is only really worried about fear at this point she isn't
00:58:02 | nerissa_en: it's not that she doesn't care but like publicly throughout the musical she doesn't
00:58:09 | nerissa_en: seem to care about the animals please don't tell me how it ends I'm going to need you to mute I'm going to talk about it I'm sorry
00:58:17 | nerissa_en: the musical has been out for over 20 years I can't it even if the movie is new it's it's the same as the musical I don't know what to tell you
00:58:20 | nerissa_en: so
00:58:24 | nerissa_en: just like mute for like a few minutes
00:58:25 | nerissa_en: um
00:58:29 | nerissa_en: so
00:58:32 | nerissa_en: at the very end
00:58:35 | nerissa_en: again I'm I'm going to spoil it I'm going to spoil it
00:58:42 | nerissa_en: if you don't want to hear it it's no longer my responsibility if you get spoiled
00:58:43 | nerissa_en: um
00:58:45 | nerissa_en: so
00:58:52 | nerissa_en: the book she's actually allergic to water but that is something we cut out
00:58:54 | nerissa_en: for the movie
00:58:59 | nerissa_en: um and the musical in general
00:59:00 | nerissa_en: and
00:59:03 | nerissa_en: so Alpha
00:59:06 | nerissa_en: pretends to get melted they have a trapdoor
00:59:08 | nerissa_en: um and
00:59:10 | nerissa_en: she hides in it
00:59:14 | nerissa_en: Fiero is alive he has been turned into the Scarecrow by her
00:59:21 | nerissa_en: and he comes to get her he comes to retrieve her when it's quote unquote safe say for her to come out and they run away together into the waist
00:59:27 | nerissa_en: leaving again golinda who thinks her best friend is dead
00:59:34 | nerissa_en: to handle all of the issues and fix all of the the socio like everything to fix in Oz
00:59:41 | nerissa_en: they leave her to solve literally everything
00:59:43 | nerissa_en: well they go run away
00:59:46 | nerissa_en: to live
00:59:48 | nerissa_en: in the fucking waste
00:59:54 | nerissa_en: and it's just weird to me because
01:00:06 | nerissa_en: I saw so many things in part 1 about people like demonizing golinda and saying how she's like a bad person because she doesn't do the right thing
01:00:18 | nerissa_en: and like the because they're like well the right thing would be going away with alphaba because you have to agree what's going on it's terrible and it's like yes what's going on is terrible
01:00:22 | nerissa_en: but these are the people in ultimate power
01:00:32 | nerissa_en: these these are the people you're standing up against are the people in ultimate power golinda makes the decision which is still a difficult decision for her
01:00:38 | nerissa_en: you guys are making me so mad you guys better stop eating each other's food or I'm going to lose my mind
01:00:40 | nerissa_en: oh my God
01:00:44 | nerissa_en: they need to be stopped um
01:01:02 | nerissa_en: sorry so Glenn Glenda's like we we can't stop this and I'm not going to try because I'm going to lose all of the power that I do have she literally is a whole song about what golinda believes her power to be which is pupil
01:01:07 | nerissa_en: that's what she thinks gives her power is being popular and it's something she's very good at
01:01:11 | nerissa_en: is getting to people people to like her
01:01:15 | nerissa_en: she knows immediately if she runs away
01:01:20 | nerissa_en: that her only the only thing that she perceives is giving her power
01:01:24 | nerissa_en: will no longer be her power anymore and therefore she's like well I'll have nothing
01:01:30 | nerissa_en: because what am I supposed to have if I don't have my popularity because it's not that she's being
01:01:33 | nerissa_en: fake it's true
01:01:44 | nerissa_en: Glinda doesn't have any magic she can't fly she can't do any of this awesome stuff that alphaba is doing her only Talent is that people really tend to like her
01:01:50 | nerissa_en: and give her the benefit of the doubt for pretty much everything and just kind of believe the things that she said
01:01:55 | nerissa_en: yeah she's really when it comes to that she's really good at it
01:02:02 | nerissa_en: so no matter how you look at it she would not have gotten on that broom
01:02:07 | nerissa_en: because and even if she would have then things just would have arguably have been worse
01:02:12 | nerissa_en: for odds because nothing would have ever gotten solved because
01:02:15 | nerissa_en: what's supposed to happen
01:02:20 | nerissa_en: but anyway
01:02:21 | nerissa_en: at the ending
01:02:24 | nerissa_en: because she finds out the truth about the wizard
01:02:26 | nerissa_en: sends him away
01:02:30 | nerissa_en: and it's like you leave you leave Oz now and do not come back
01:02:32 | nerissa_en: um
01:02:33 | nerissa_en: and then
01:02:38 | nerissa_en: she locks up Madame marble because she's like well
01:02:41 | nerissa_en: the only reason that you were even
01:02:47 | nerissa_en: had any powers because you were the Wizards right-hand man but technically in public opinion I am
01:02:52 | nerissa_en: in power now so I'm gonna lock you up in jail bitch say goodbye
01:02:56 | nerissa_en: and launched her up
01:03:00 | nerissa_en: um
01:03:07 | nerissa_en: and then this is in No 1 more so wicked we go back to that song
01:03:11 | nerissa_en: she ends
01:03:14 | nerissa_en: the she basically is like
01:03:23 | nerissa_en: all of us should exist together in Oz including the animals and the animals are able to come out and she's like treat them treat them with respect to okay
01:03:25 | nerissa_en: basically
01:03:32 | nerissa_en: and that's kind of how it ends I think there's something that probably only happened in the movie so I won't share that 1
01:03:37 | nerissa_en: just to be safe but that's that's how the movie basically ends
01:03:44 | nerissa_en: and so I'm like
01:03:49 | nerissa_en: wait
01:03:52 | nerissa_en: so Ben and golinda
01:04:02 | nerissa_en: pause let's be honest go into probably didn't care that much about apart from the fact that alphabet cared about it
01:04:03 | nerissa_en: because it's
01:04:06 | nerissa_en: that's the whole point is golinda
01:04:08 | nerissa_en: is kind of a
01:04:15 | nerissa_en: as much as we love her selfish person
01:04:19 | nerissa_en: she wants what she wants and she'll
01:04:22 | nerissa_en: do the things she needs to to achieve those things
01:04:33 | nerissa_en: so it does become a plot point that once she really cares about alphaba she really does care about her cons but technically speaking golinda as she was naturally would not have really cared about it
01:04:39 | nerissa_en: so alphaba abandons her cause gives it to Glenda says this is your problem now
01:04:42 | nerissa_en: dies
01:04:46 | nerissa_en: and then runs off with a man
01:05:02 | nerissa_en: she runs off with a man she abandons her cause she doesn't she doesn't think of any there's no other opportunity there's no other thought process apart from okay well uh golinda now has absolute power over odd she's effectively in the Wizard's position
01:05:06 | nerissa_en: time for me to disappear in the woods you know
01:05:13 | nerissa_en: sounds like a good time to fake my death
01:05:19 | nerissa_en: so I can go live in a secret castle in the desert with Fiyero
01:05:23 | nerissa_en: because
01:05:29 | nerissa_en: I understand why it's the way it is because of the book and because of Music musical's been that way
01:05:37 | nerissa_en: but to me the most emotional and the best part of wicked period is the connection
01:05:44 | nerissa_en: between golinda and alphaba they know that too they know that too they literally have the song for good
01:05:49 | nerissa_en: but the fact that
01:05:51 | nerissa_en: the fact that
01:06:04 | nerissa_en: the the words ring true it it well may be that we'll never meet again in this lifetime so let me say before we part 1 of the saddest fucking lyrics ever by the way
01:06:10 | nerissa_en: um when I think about it too hard I want to die it's such a sad
01:06:19 | nerissa_en: it's such a sad no she doesn't die in the musical either that's the thing she doesn't die in the musical ever
01:06:25 | nerissa_en: it's not to change the images for the movie
01:06:30 | nerissa_en: she only has ever died in the book
01:06:34 | nerissa_en: and the actual Wizard of Oz
01:06:39 | nerissa_en: um
01:06:43 | nerissa_en: but it's just crazy it's just crazy
01:06:50 | nerissa_en: yeah so I'm like
01:06:53 | nerissa_en: I just
01:06:57 | nerissa_en: I it's just
01:07:00 | nerissa_en: it just makes me feel
01:07:02 | nerissa_en: some type of way
01:07:09 | nerissa_en: like I loved it it was good it was a good experience
01:07:12 | nerissa_en: Wicked 1
01:07:16 | nerissa_en: the wicked part 1 was the better movie
01:07:31 | nerissa_en: and they'll Wicked part 2 was fine I felt like it did not live up to the expectation because Define here's the thing I if you're actually seeing Wicked the musical you don't have to weigh the year for Act 2 Act 2 just comes
01:07:38 | nerissa_en: and so you don't have to sit with it for a year you know you just watch it and you get the experience of the musical
01:07:55 | nerissa_en: all at the same time so you immediately get to see alphaba kind of have this fall of character if you only really listen to the sound chances are you just listen to Defying Gravity which is a banger it's it's 1 of The Banger of all time when it comes to musical theater music and for good reason
01:08:02 | nerissa_en: um
01:08:12 | nerissa_en: yeah and even in the musical act too because again I just feel like the character is
01:08:14 | nerissa_en: have this really
01:08:16 | nerissa_en: incredible buildup
01:08:20 | nerissa_en: but the reality is that this is Wizard of Oz fanfiction
01:08:32 | nerissa_en: so no matter what because it is fanfiction of The Wizard of Oz and not its own unique story it has to follow what happened in The Wizard of Oz
01:08:35 | nerissa_en: to an extent
01:08:41 | nerissa_en: it has to follow that plot point
01:08:46 | nerissa_en: but the story shined
01:08:47 | nerissa_en: best
01:08:51 | nerissa_en: when it was not telling the story
01:08:54 | nerissa_en: of The Wizard of Oz
01:09:12 | nerissa_en: the writer was like oh my God I need to write this college Au of golinda and alphaba what if they were friends and it's like fuck well now I need to show the future and explain it and how like this affected everything
01:09:14 | nerissa_en: fuck
01:09:20 | nerissa_en: so part 1 ends up having
01:09:23 | nerissa_en: a lot of freedom
01:09:27 | nerissa_en: to tell the story however it wants
01:09:32 | nerissa_en: to work part 2 has to go this way
01:09:40 | nerissa_en: yeah I feel like exactly those were restrictions really weigh it down
01:09:51 | nerissa_en: well technically speaking they did kind of Go a different route
01:09:56 | nerissa_en: because they made it so she didn't die
01:10:04 | nerissa_en: as to where in in The Wizard of Oz she's she definitely died
01:10:10 | nerissa_en: she definitely did not survive that
01:10:16 | nerissa_en: melted
01:10:17 | nerissa_en: on the spot
01:10:26 | nerissa_en: I love yogurt
01:10:38 | nerissa_en: so yeah anyway my point is
01:10:42 | nerissa_en: do I think it's bad absolutely not
01:10:45 | nerissa_en: but was I really disappointed with some parts
01:10:55 | nerissa_en: yes absolutely because again I did not like seeing my girl golinda and my girl alphaba fight over Fiero
01:10:59 | nerissa_en: who at this point is in the story has just shown
01:11:03 | nerissa_en: that he helped Alpha VA once in school
01:11:08 | nerissa_en: and now he is uh
01:11:11 | nerissa_en: a cheating asshole um
01:11:27 | nerissa_en: and again I know the whole point is supposed to be oh well he loved her the whole time but I'm with an excuse the fact that golinda did genuinely really love and want to be in a relationship with Sierra and he gave that to her
01:11:32 | nerissa_en: but it was all fake so he basically led her on and used her and we're just gonna
01:11:37 | nerissa_en: we're just gonna ignore that and be like yes Fiero picked alphaba
01:11:42 | nerissa_en: yeah so is that exactly suddenly fighting over a man was it on choice because
01:11:45 | nerissa_en: that didn't need to be there
01:11:50 | nerissa_en: I'm just going to share my share my opinion that didn't need to be there
01:11:52 | nerissa_en: at all
01:11:58 | nerissa_en: is it a very strange decision
01:12:03 | nerissa_en: that I didn't like I didn't appreciate it
01:12:06 | nerissa_en: I still don't appreciate it
01:12:12 | nerissa_en: and it really it really quite upset me honestly
01:12:19 | nerissa_en: because you you could have done
01:12:22 | nerissa_en: anything you could have done anything
01:12:27 | nerissa_en: but instead you decided to have
01:12:32 | nerissa_en: everyone have a a force relationship
01:12:52 | nerissa_en: with the the most powerful 1 of the most popular arguably I would say the best character in the original Wizard of Oz because let's be honest if you watch The Wizard of Oz who's the character who steals your heart who's the character whose song you remember there's only 1 song I remember from The Wizard of Oz apart from Over the Rainbow
01:13:08 | nerissa_en: and it is I would wow away the hours conferring with the flowers Consulting with the rain in my head I be thinking If I Only Had a Brain it's the only 1 I remember apart from more Over the Rainbow
01:13:18 | nerissa_en: Oh I know the Cowardly Lion is there but who remembers does he have a song I'm sure he does I don't remember any of it
01:13:26 | nerissa_en: but I remember if I only had a brain I don't remember if the Tin Man Has a song I'm sure he does couldn't tell you what it is couldn't tell you how it goes
01:13:37 | nerissa_en: but you know what I do remember if I only had a brain by The Lovable scarecrow who even Dorothy says oh and scarecrow I'm going to miss you most of all
01:13:41 | nerissa_en: it's great
01:13:43 | nerissa_en: it's great
01:13:49 | nerissa_en: so again I'm just annoyed
01:13:52 | nerissa_en: about the the way that it went
01:13:54 | nerissa_en: about the way that it went
01:13:58 | nerissa_en: you know what I mean
01:14:07 | nerissa_en: for both girls
01:14:12 | nerissa_en: how do we make him a love interest for
01:14:14 | nerissa_en: both girls
01:14:17 | nerissa_en: oh my little baby
01:14:24 | nerissa_en: so it's just it's my point is it was a decision it was a decision that was made
01:14:29 | nerissa_en: it was a decision that was made
01:14:38 | nerissa_en: and then you know I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't I don't know I don't know
01:14:43 | nerissa_en: I just I feel like so many people were hating on ginda
01:14:47 | nerissa_en: and I get it because she's not she's not supposed
01:14:57 | nerissa_en: to be per se the the good guy it's not like there's really any good or bad guys on Wicked a save for Madame marble and uh the wizard
01:15:03 | nerissa_en: oh I would say are are very very bad are very very bad
01:15:17 | nerissa_en: um But like everyone else is kind of like there's a bit of moral ambiguity like you could say alphaba is a good guy but then you you also have to say golinda is a good good guy
01:15:25 | nerissa_en: the Tin Man's mad face was 1 of the peak moments of the movie for me I really
01:15:35 | nerissa_en: I really wish they had picked a stronger singer for Nessa Rose because her whole song Wicked Witch of the the the Wicked Witch of the East
01:15:38 | nerissa_en: can be a really really like I've heard
01:15:58 | nerissa_en: crazy vocalist sing that part and an absolutely just like blow it out of the water that makes that whole entire part 1 of the best parts of the musical for me in in some variations where I've watched it but I felt this way in part 1 and sadly my fears were confirmed I was like maybe she does a crazy vocalist
01:16:05 | nerissa_en: and like it it it just didn't really come out in part 1 but maybe she's a crazy poke vocalist because this is a really crazy
01:16:06 | nerissa_en: um
01:16:17 | nerissa_en: this is a really crazy like part to play I I don't know if they realize that when they cast her but it it's a really crazy part
01:16:20 | nerissa_en: um
01:16:24 | nerissa_en: oh
01:16:38 | nerissa_en: but the vocalist was not a she's not a strong vocalist and she did she did a serviceable job like no hate of course but she was not able in my opinion
01:16:40 | nerissa_en: to reach the level of which
01:16:44 | nerissa_en: needed
01:16:47 | nerissa_en: to be hit um
01:17:02 | nerissa_en: yeah I love Glenda she's the hero of the story both in Universe we're all a think so and wicked itself she is the 1 that Embraces all the responsibility at the end exactly
01:17:17 | nerissa_en: exactly that's the other thing that gets me so many people are hating golinda and being like look at her she didn't go with alphaba she's a bad person and I'm like she's the only person who took any responsibility for anything at the end
01:17:25 | nerissa_en: she she had to take responsibility for everyone's mistakes even the mistakes the weren't her mistake she had to take responsibility for them
01:17:31 | nerissa_en: and you're saying that you you think what
01:17:38 | nerissa_en: it was just very strange it's it's all I'm trying to say
01:17:42 | nerissa_en: it was very strange to me um
01:17:46 | nerissa_en: it was a just it was a decision that was made
01:17:57 | nerissa_en: yeah she had to clean everything up and she did it and she didn't just do it because it was the right thing to do but she did it out of love and respect for alphaba her friend who she thinks is dead
01:18:06 | nerissa_en: no Glinda didn't do what she could to she thought she thinks alphaba is dead
01:18:32 | nerissa_en: is it at least a happy ending with her no because at this point in the story what what would have made her happy has changed she has already at the peak and she realizes she's not happy she feels lonely even in the cookie ring Kingdom collab they mentioned that she's like she literally has a line that says and I've had so many friends but only 1 that mattered and she's talking
01:18:49 | nerissa_en: so in her whole life no matter what any relationship was not her relationship with Fiyero not her relationship with her parents not her relationship with anything she she thinks that the most important relationship to her was this relationship she had for a few months with a girl in college
01:19:02 | nerissa_en: even even after years even after she has gotten everything she's at the top of the world she is now basically in the Wizard's place and she still can't stop thinking about this girl
01:19:05 | nerissa_en: that she knew for a few months in college
01:19:10 | nerissa_en: she loves her
01:19:16 | nerissa_en: and she abandoned her for Fiero
01:19:23 | nerissa_en: ah yeah if that's not Yuri it's it's Yuri pining and it's crazy
01:19:40 | nerissa_en: it's just so because again she's she's literally like my friend is dead so I have to honor her memory and do everything for her she knows Sierra's probably dead she's not doing any of this for him she doesn't care that Fiero is probably dead
01:19:46 | nerissa_en: she's like whatever
01:19:48 | nerissa_en: it's fine
01:19:57 | nerissa_en: who cares at this point about Fiero he left me for alphaba and you know what fine
01:20:04 | nerissa_en: and meanwhile alphabots like I got the man and I'm like are you joking
01:20:11 | nerissa_en: like are you really mad at your friend for being mad that her boyfriend of multiple years
01:20:21 | nerissa_en: through all of college and now like quite a bit of adulthood too probably has left her unceremoniously for you oh
01:20:23 | nerissa_en: my cats are playing
01:20:27 | nerissa_en: and um little darling got thrown on his ass
01:20:30 | nerissa_en: he made a loud
01:20:32 | nerissa_en: because he was so surprised
01:20:46 | nerissa_en: they're fighting that's they're fighting yeah so it's like at the end I can't help but like look at alphaba and still think she's a fantastic character obviously but I'm also like you bitch
01:20:54 | nerissa_en: you're an asshole wait a minute you're a bitch you're a bitch
01:21:01 | nerissa_en: you touted all this stuff about like oh you you have to do the right thing
01:21:15 | nerissa_en: then she's like actually I have fears so I'm going to go I mean I kind of get it cuz we see her be like a no good deed goes on and she's like I'm not I'm done doing good things because you know what literally no 1 cares
01:21:20 | nerissa_en: if I do something good they're going to interpret it to badly so I give up
01:21:29 | nerissa_en: but how is your interpretation that that is the the right thing to do like it definitely makes her like sympathetic and like multi
01:21:31 | nerissa_en: faceted
01:21:35 | nerissa_en: but I'm also again I'm just kind of sitting there like and I'm like
01:21:45 | nerissa_en: but she's she at that moment to me I'm like you cease to be the hero of the story when you decide to give up on your cause
01:21:48 | nerissa_en: because what's what
01:21:51 | nerissa_en: what are you talking about
01:21:59 | nerissa_en: what happened to Defying Gravity what happened to that again I get it it's been literal like like years at this point
01:22:05 | nerissa_en: yeah she just doesn't Gap anymore she's like the animals abandoned me
01:22:24 | nerissa_en: galindas offering to help me but I don't want her to because now I realize that galindas actually way more powerful than me and can probably do what I was trying to do so actually I I have a better plan let's fake my death and then put all of this on and make golinda handle it
01:22:38 | nerissa_en: yeah exactly is golinda feels like she's a wicked 1 and no 1 more is a wicked she feels like she's the bad 1 in the story that we get die alone after all and she's a little exactly and I hate that shit I'm like you've got to you've got to be joking you've got to be joking right now
01:22:44 | nerissa_en: you've got to be joking she's singing about herself and no 1 ms the wicked
01:22:48 | nerissa_en: because everyone she cares about and her mind is dead
01:23:01 | nerissa_en: everyone is dead and she feels she's mourning alphaba so alphaba couldn't be Wicked because someone is mourning her and that is golinda
01:23:05 | nerissa_en: oh
01:23:17 | nerissa_en: oh yeah I don't I don't know it just I get what they were going for too but it it ends up making alphaba look bad in my in my mind and for a character
01:23:27 | nerissa_en: and I get it in the original musical the the like actual stage show you just don't have time to tell the story that they wanted to tell
01:23:32 | nerissa_en: but there's no excuse here in a Blockbuster movie
01:23:35 | nerissa_en: where you have
01:23:45 | nerissa_en: an endless amount of time to to generate the story they took like 20 or years or so for this adoption like for Wicked
01:23:47 | nerissa_en: for a long time
01:23:53 | nerissa_en: 1 of wicked you know how long part 1 of wicked was
01:23:58 | nerissa_en: that shit was like 3 hours almost almost
01:24:03 | nerissa_en: you could have fixed many of the plot points that were an issue
01:24:19 | nerissa_en: because it feels like
01:24:21 | nerissa_en: it didn't have
01:24:26 | nerissa_en: like I feel like I I that that movie could have been
01:24:29 | nerissa_en: the same length as part 1
01:24:34 | nerissa_en: to truly like be able to like be fleshed out but it felt like they still just
01:24:37 | nerissa_en: I don't know I don't know how I don't know how to describe it
01:24:42 | nerissa_en: I don't know how to just describe it you know
01:24:47 | nerissa_en: um wait 1 sec I'm really angry right now
01:24:57 | nerissa_en: hello oh I'm so I'm so upset okay wait sorry there's this cookie from Kingdom game
01:25:21 | nerissa_en: that's like a it's like a little side game and I thought that how it worked was um I was going to keep all my upgrades from season 1 for season 2 because it it only lasts a few days the event so I was like oh it's just like 1 of those like limited time events no I was wrong I lost everything so I spent last night grinding a ton so that I could just immediately get all this season 2 upgrades but turns out it undoes all of your progress
01:25:29 | nerissa_en: I don't want to play this I don't want to play this anymore I don't want to play this many game anymore now I'm really now I'm really upset
01:25:34 | nerissa_en: I'm really upset now I don't want to play this many game anymore
01:25:40 | nerissa_en: sorry Cookie Run Kingdom I'll do 1 of your other millions of things that you have to do and not that many game
01:25:42 | nerissa_en: I'm not doing that
01:25:44 | nerissa_en: no thank you
01:25:53 | nerissa_en: yeah I I maxed everything I'm maxed it all in 1 day and I was like this is awesome I can't wait to Max season to immediately because of how many things I have
01:26:02 | nerissa_en: especially season 2 barely unlocks anything if I lose all my my benefits and what's the point
01:26:09 | nerissa_en: because season 2 I was looking through to see like oh what's the new stuff for season 2 there's like nothing there's nothing good
01:26:12 | nerissa_en: so I was like oh okay that makes sense
01:26:17 | nerissa_en: you should delete the gotcha games off your phone hey
01:26:25 | nerissa_en: hey now that's too you're doing too much like I guess I guess my
01:26:29 | nerissa_en: my actual pickaxe is still higher level
01:26:33 | nerissa_en: and now the stuff is more inexpensive to level it but
01:26:38 | nerissa_en: the fact that they get rid of the thing that you had and you have to re get all the upgrades it's just brutal
01:26:41 | nerissa_en: that's just brutal man
01:26:46 | nerissa_en: like are you are you messing with me are you joking
01:26:51 | nerissa_en: I don't want to do this
01:27:01 | nerissa_en: gotcha is love I guess I still have to play it either way though because if I want to be set them for season 3 and 4 would you do I don't know
01:27:05 | nerissa_en: I don't know I'm sad I didn't realize I was going to lose everything
01:27:09 | nerissa_en: why did I bother maxing everything out the first time
01:27:12 | nerissa_en: if I was just going to lose it all
01:27:14 | nerissa_en: When will season 3 release in 6 days
01:27:20 | nerissa_en: it's I got 6 days
01:27:45 | nerissa_en: a chance to fly and if I'm flying so low at least I'm flying every to those who ground me take a message back from me to them hi I'm Defying Gravity I'm flying
01:28:03 | nerissa_en: and soon I'll match them in read now and nobody in all of our no wizard that there is or was is ever going to bring me
01:28:08 | nerissa_en: oh
01:28:12 | nerissa_en: so epic it's so epic for what happens
01:28:13 | nerissa_en: heart too are you messing
01:28:17 | nerissa_en: oh my God sorry
01:28:19 | nerissa_en: I feel
01:28:30 | nerissa_en: for good is 1 of the best songs in Wicked and is so incredible I love for a good I feel like it's the emotional
01:28:42 | nerissa_en: peak of wicked because you see these women who love each other so much but can't be together because 1 of them is about to fake her own death and run away into the woods with a man
01:28:45 | nerissa_en: and the other desperately wants to save her
01:28:50 | nerissa_en: but they're both acutely aware of that if that happens
01:28:54 | nerissa_en: um they will both lose everything so
01:28:59 | nerissa_en: it's it's fine
01:29:02 | nerissa_en: it's fine
01:29:15 | nerissa_en: I I I I guess sorry no I'm just ranting about Wiccan instead of waking up together this is our breakfast conversation I I just really wish that they had
01:29:18 | nerissa_en: giving them more
01:29:21 | nerissa_en: giving them more
01:29:23 | nerissa_en: room
01:29:37 | nerissa_en: because that's what I was that's what I was expecting from Wicked part 2 since it was a movie and again since we've been waiting like almost or if not 2 decades for this this to be a movie
01:29:55 | nerissa_en: because I remember when it was still on Broadway and there were like oh um yeah they're they're gonna make a movie and I was like oh that's great because then they can still use um the the original actors because all of them are still on Broadway all of them are still like active and like on Broadway that's that's fantastic
01:30:01 | nerissa_en: that's that's great news that's amazing news I'm so happy to hear that
01:30:05 | nerissa_en: but then they're just like no actually
01:30:14 | nerissa_en: we lied actually that's not the movie is never coming and everyone's like wait no I need I need the you don't understand I need this movie
01:30:21 | nerissa_en: you don't understand if I don't get this movie I'm going to die a terrible death
01:30:28 | nerissa_en: I need this movie please give me this movie I need I need this movie that's how I feel
01:30:44 | nerissa_en: that's how I feel I'm like I I need that's how I felt because I was like the only way I'm going to see Wicked is if it comes out as a movie and even though that obviously changed at a point I just still was like no I'm only going to watch it when it becomes a movie
01:30:48 | nerissa_en: even though I've already heard the soundtrack
01:30:53 | nerissa_en: but somehow I was still they still let me down
01:30:59 | nerissa_en: they they brought me down oh whoa whoa whoa whoa you know
01:31:25 | nerissa_en: like how how could they how could this happen to me I made my mistakes I just want to scream is there a part 3 know okay here's the thing so there are books so there's Wicked books and there's there's multiple there there's a lot of books where we're Wicked so if you really want to you can go read them however um
01:31:27 | nerissa_en: they don't
01:31:32 | nerissa_en: they don't really the the the contents of Wicked
01:31:35 | nerissa_en: is a contents of the first book
01:31:37 | nerissa_en: so you can't
01:31:39 | nerissa_en: it's not that you can't
01:31:44 | nerissa_en: if you can't you you can't enjoy Wicked
01:32:07 | nerissa_en: but Wicked part 2 so so it's kind of like the book is like the backs it gives some backstory to like set the world and then it tells the story of what happened but then it's right back into Au territory okay this guy whoever wrote this starts going and telling his Au story where um which is crazy by the way I haven't read it
01:32:25 | nerissa_en: but it doesn't it doesn't expand alphaba is no longer the main character because in the books she she does not survive in the books it is just like The Wizard of Oz movie she's dead she's dead she didn't run away however she had a son presumably with Fiyero at some point
01:32:27 | nerissa_en: during all of this
01:32:57 | nerissa_en: it at some point during all of this she has a son with Fiyero and this son becomes the main character it's not golinda it's not alphaba the main character becomes alphaba weird son and there's implications that's like oh maybe alphaba is alive but I don't know if it's ever confirmed I don't know I haven't read these books but so it it becomes this crazy a youth about the son of the Scarecrow and the Wicked Witch of the West
01:33:16 | nerissa_en: and his life and it's weird I've all the only things I've generally heard about it is yeah you really don't just don't read the books they're they're there's something else completely they're not like the musical just like the books are based on The Wizard of Oz but not really think think of the the books
01:33:27 | nerissa_en: or the the musical is the same way with with the books they're they're not really they're kind of based they're inspired by the books but it's hard to say that they're based on the books because the books
01:33:35 | nerissa_en: are doing a lot they're they're doing they're doing a lot and things make more sense in the books but at the same time they're also more nonsensical I don't know how else to describe it
01:33:37 | nerissa_en: the the books are something
01:33:42 | nerissa_en: they they are 1 of they are they're definitely 1 of the things of all time
01:33:44 | nerissa_en: if you decide to read the books
01:33:46 | nerissa_en: you should if
01:33:49 | nerissa_en: that's your type of thing you know you should read them they're
01:33:53 | nerissa_en: they're fun I think I don't know I haven't read them
01:33:58 | nerissa_en: but yeah it's very it's very fantastic so my point is
01:34:01 | nerissa_en: it is what it is but um
01:34:06 | nerissa_en: the the actual story of alphabet and golinda kind of ends there
01:34:29 | nerissa_en: but the bad the bad guy
01:34:42 | nerissa_en: and that like everyone she cares about is is dead and that it's kind of her fault that that that's literally how literally how her quote unquote best friend lets her live the rest of her life
01:34:52 | nerissa_en: we were all I feel like Tyra Banks I feel like Tyra Banks when she's like we were all rooting for you
01:34:55 | nerissa_en: we were rooting for you that's how I feel
01:35:01 | nerissa_en: that's that's genuinely how I feel with um with Wicked
01:35:12 | nerissa_en: cuz we we were rooting for alphaba she's saying those last notes of Defying Gravity we were all on her side so tell me how I come out of the second movie going
01:35:13 | nerissa_en: Elfie
01:35:16 | nerissa_en: what the fuck is your problem
01:35:21 | nerissa_en: I shouldn't be come out of the movie feeling like that
01:35:28 | nerissa_en: Asian come out of the movie feeling like that about who's technically the main protagonist
01:35:54 | nerissa_en: anyway sorry this space is going on too long I don't know why I'm still doing the Twitter space uh I'm watching my sheets I ate breakfast we woke up together um I'm going to play just a little bit of Cookie Run Kingdom and then I'm going to get to doing my to-do list because yesterday I went out and I had a good time with some friends so but while I was out I got sent some stuff that uh I need to do for work
01:35:58 | nerissa_en: um which is good I love I love getting work
01:36:05 | nerissa_en: work stuff while I'm out um but in order to not let it pile up it's imperative that I do it
01:36:06 | nerissa_en: today
01:36:12 | nerissa_en: because tonight I actually have plans which we will find out what I was doing
01:36:13 | nerissa_en: um
01:36:14 | nerissa_en: later
01:36:20 | nerissa_en: uh you'll find out what my plans were tonight probably tomorrow at some point
01:36:23 | nerissa_en: so
01:36:29 | nerissa_en: unless unless the person has already told you which might have happened
01:36:34 | nerissa_en: yay so
01:36:35 | nerissa_en: um
01:36:44 | nerissa_en: yeah so life is good totally life is so good I'm not I'm not angry about Wicked
01:36:48 | nerissa_en: who even who even gaffes not me
01:36:51 | nerissa_en: I've never gaffed about Wicked in my life
01:36:56 | nerissa_en: why why would I Gaff huh why why would it negatively affect me
01:37:04 | nerissa_en: I'm not negatively affected by the the wicked movie that's that's not me does that sound like me that's not me
01:37:24 | nerissa_en: anyway thank you so much oh wow I might have talked about oh okay then yes wow wow wow wow is involved we're going to be having a fun time tonight so uh look forward to hearing about it but hearing about it we're not we're not doing a stream
01:37:33 | nerissa_en: she's tired I'm tired oh I'm gonna try to stream tomorrow though but it depends on whenever um she heads out so we'll see
01:37:41 | nerissa_en: yes Kiara is coming to meet my cats so we're going to have a good time and again I will tell you about it
01:37:44 | nerissa_en: after the fact
01:37:56 | nerissa_en: but yes thank you guys so much for joining me today for this a random Twitter space um sorry for not streaming on YouTube I I I just I didn't feel like I was going to be able to and I feel like now
01:38:07 | nerissa_en: it's a little too late I don't like streaming too too late if I can help it like if I'm already streaming and we're doing something like Silent Hill F where I'm just like playing really like late into the day that's
01:38:24 | nerissa_en: that's kind of something else you know but anyway again thank you all so much for coming I hope you had a good time in this long ass Twitter space and they hope you all have a lovely day and or night so thank you so much and I will see you all next time bye darling