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tell you why


and I will tell the story again on stream when I do stream but um


so I went to bed at a reasonable time


but guess who didn't feel like sleeping


little baby and little darling they felt like play they felt like jumping up on my bed attacking each other


and then jumping on the floor and running to the living room and then running back and doing it all again jumping up on the bed fighting on top of me


was trying to sleep and don't get me wrong


I've had a cat for a long time now I've I've had like the cats honestly because of little lady and little man um


I know they get the the night Zumiez you know I know that's a thing that cats get


um they like


they did not care


I was trying to sleep they're just running a muck


acting all crazy


um which again is fine I didn't have an issue with the fact that they wanted to play it's good for them but


I was like oh you know they started at like


11:00 p.m.


I was like they they'll Tire themselves out so I'll just let them keep running and they'll tell themselves out


that didn't happen I think it's like 2 a.m.


2 a.m. was the point where


I realized it wasn't going


to be the way that things worked


so um


I was really exhausted at that point obviously uh as you can imagine


so I got up


I found little baby so what I do is I I was also a little nerve-wracked because


uh little baby usually they might make like some small vocalizations while they're play fighting


um


but it's not too much


so but but little little baby especially is starting to make like a lot of like


noises while they're playing


so I was like uh


I don't want this to evolve into a knot play fighting because I kind of feel like it is


going to


like obviously it's fine if cats make vocalizations while playing as long as it's not um


as long as it's not like hissing and like


growling


but


I don't know I just wanted to make sure because there's still I mean they've been he's how long has he been here like


a few weeks


they're already getting along splendidly but


I want to avoid because if if cats relationships sour too early on it can be really really hard to get them to be friendly


no claws or no claws out I've also recently clipped all their claws so that they're fine


so just to be safe I I separated them also so I could get some sleep and guess what


both of them immediate quiet immediately just laid down


and I was like wow


for some reason this pisses me off


can you take a nap later today um I don't nap well


I only know how to like sleep if I fall asleep it's not like oh let me just quick sleep for 30 minutes let me just take it out


it's a okay I'm now going to be out for at least 4 hours


and then there's a high chance my body will forcibly wake me up but that's beside the point


oh


oh oh


they were doing it just to mess with you I would believe it


I believe it


quick nap 4 hours earlier see the thing is the more I I already have issues sleeping at night start napping during the day it it's going to make it so I can't sleep at all during the night


my interview is a great way thank you I appreciate that you read it


what would you give for breakfast so


we have 2 breakfast options today jail Birds um we have


and I have some Japanese bacon which


it's not good


I'll be honest it's not great


but it'll do


um


so


uh 1 sec


is she live I can't hear her it's because I'm not


I'm on this I'm on what what is this place called I'm on X I'm on Twitter whatever it's called


let me type that I'm gonna pin it


pin message


just just do they know do they know


do they know


yeah they're both eating while they're both doing well


what's the difference between Japanese bacon and regular bacon


I don't know how


to explain it but they're not the same


they're not the same


they're different and it's like


they cook differently


they cook very very differently


and The Taste is off The Taste and texture


it feels like if it feels more like really really really thinly cut Canadian bacon


is often processed precooked and has a ham like consistency may it less crisp than was yeah exactly


but yeah so


I'm doing my best


but I have some Japanese bacon and I have eggs or


I have my favorite pasta meal from the supermarket and I probably should eat that because the bacon and the Egg will look good tomorrow too but um


the pasta will not be good tomorrow


all right it'll probably still be good for another few days but the pasta is meant to be eaten like


within the


the few days of when of which it is bought if that makes sense


Minto I don't like


it's just regular it's just regular Bolognese


pasta sounds good then okay I'll do pasta


It's Bolognese uh


and just call like


cheese on it it's just


they call a Bolognese but it's just like it's just red sauce with some meat which maybe is Bolognese but I don't know why when I that that sounds just like spaghetti to me


how my family makes spaghetti


I'm not making carbonara I don't have the kind of pasta for it but I also feel like


doesn't that have to be white sauce I feel like it has to be white sauce and no not from 711 I got it from the actual supermarket


that's Bolognese


why is it called ball at 8 why does it have such a fancy name I always just call it spaghetti


spaghetti bolognese is basically spaghetti with meat sauce what the hell


I'm so angry


that's so awful that's so fucking rude


just need cheese egg and pasta water for a carbonara


no I'm not making carbonara I don't want it


I don't want it so don't tell me to make it again


uh


I need to get out of bed that I am so exhausted


I mean I was I actually I went out and spend some time with friends yesterday so that was fun


but so because of that


get back super


I'm tired


because I already told you why I couldn't sleep very well


your wrist all right yeah I've been sleeping with my um


my casts so


my wrist is always going to be a bit um fucked no matter what I do


but


but if it feels okay right now now now that you've drawn attention to it now I keep turning it but


it's fine


um


you're doing everything I can do to try and wake up so I have to sleep with the room cool


or else I get too hot when I'm sleeping


and I sleep naked so I actually I got up already temporarily


so I


I turned my heater on in the room to start getting it warm so instead of me warming up my body


the room is warm so I feel more comfortable getting up


and then um


I also want to wash my sheets today is that it's that day of the week


it's that day of the week


cats must love the heater know surprisingly not


I feel like so what I usually do is during the day I have my room is used exclusively basically for dressing and for for sleep so um


because my room is only used for those things


all day long I Leave the Room dark I leave the curtains drawn and I have the heater on so I only have uh 2 heater


so usually I'll have 1 of them on since it's starting to get a little bit colder uh


so


I'll turn on the heater so the room is pleasantly warm all day


um I also have a humidifier I don't leave it on all the time in fact it's time to turn it off


um


but I don't leave it on all day


by any stretch of the imagination pretty much only when I'm in the room but so the humidity in here is probably higher


hello


he does this thing where if I'm not paying attention to him


and I'm on my phone he'll like


sometimes like rub his face against it to get to my hands


I should


I should I should get out of bed I don't want to


I have nice pillow cases that are like the envelope ones so they actually do a whole folder around and there's no open part of the pillow and I love it so much


if you ever need to get new pillow cases


it'll change your life highly recommend getting


proper um


oops


getting proper envelope case oh hi baby hi my darling


my love oh so sweet


sorry little darling came over


oh yes


yes yes what a good boy


envelope style yeah I think they're called envelope style because they basically kind of fold over like an envelope


but um


they make my niece they make my niece really light they make my life really nice


because I think when 1 of the most annoying things for me is when my pillowcase starts coming off


and I just like


I'm like what am I supposed to do 1 of my supposed to do about this


how do I stop this from happening


so everyone if you want to improve your lifestyle get envelope style pillow cases


your pillow will always look great from the front


because it'll always be completely covered


temporarily off the bed


and off the floor


see


I do have 1 1 that isn't an envelope style but that's because it literally doesn't come in a non envelope in an envelope Style


but it also doesn't fit the pillow I have it on so


it's fine but it's it's like a silk on 1 side and then um


the other side is


um


what's it called


the side is


linen


so


it's really nice


situation to be in for me


okay


there we go


just going to zip up pillow cases I don't know if it's actually better to have pillow cases unzipped when you're cleaning them


but for some reason my instinct always tell me


to not do that


see this is what I have to do a Twitter space


because as nice as it would be to wake up in the morning and um


like go on stream


I can't share these moments with you


because uh I can't


YouTube to my knowledge doesn't really have a good way to like


for vtubers to stream from your phone you know what I'm saying


there's like not really a way yet


to do it effectively


so this this is going to have to do


yeah this is and that maybe not ASMR but it is definitely getting out of bed


aesthetic


waking in the morning go to make breakfast and and do my my sheets and clean them


if I get dressed because I sleep naked


so of course I've got to put clothes on to start my day I so I won't get anywhere


okay so I washed the the big sheets after


so for now I'll just do the sheet sheets


what the hell


I almost lost 1 of the pillow cases I didn't realize I didn't throw it in already


okay


we've got my sheets


let's go put them in


my cats want to know what the heck I'm doing they're very confused


that's okay


hey you get out from under the washing machine little boy


can you get out of there please I I have to start it


I have to start it you're going to get wet or something


it's not safe


you get out of there


please


my cat's tormented


they really love hiding under the washing machine


during the most inconvenient times when I do not want them in the air


but it's okay you got it out


they're just curious about what I'm doing so I understand


I'm not upset


okay


now


time to heat up my pasta


3 minutes 30 seconds sounds good


and then while I'm doing that I can refill my cat's food bowls


so


and then I grab those


and do that oh


I need a vacuum real quick


because right now it currently looks


there's a lot of hair build up right under where I usually have their Foods


so 1 issue I'm having with little baby


is he much prefers the regular


Adult food


to his own baby food


which has not been great for me


so all day long they both have their own food bowls where they have


oh


they're fed uh


a whole package once a day of wet food


which I find interesting because


I have very nice cats but every breeder


I've got like the I I've gotten them from 2 different breeders at this point right both of the Breeders were like you don't have to feed them wet Foods so don't worry about it maybe sometimes if you really want to but you don't have to and I'm like what do you mean I don't have to feed them wet food


what are you talking about


why are my car in so much cat hair where did it all come from anyway let me put this on the ground and go grab the other 1


okay


I got the other 1


so but for whatever reason little baby really does not seem to like


his dry food


but the thing is he's still a kitten yeah so kittens actually


have kitten food


because of the fact that um they're tiny and they're growing and they need more calories


than like an adult Throne cat


so I offer him free food he gets


wet food once a day


and um


really good about making sure his food like it's about half full but I'm going to top it up


because I'm worried about him


I also give them a cat grass once


with their wet food once a day


to make sure that


they're um you know


not dying


okay cat grass on


okay my food's also done that's great


does he get treats on the I've tried to give him Treats but he doesn't understand the the concepts of wet treats


not as in like he doesn't know how to eat them but he doesn't understand that their food


so he won't eat them period he sniffs it and then walks away


which is my experience with my cats when I show them my food


they will just proceed to sniff it


feel like that's not interesting and then leave


and I'm like what am I supposed to do with it


and he's like what is this why would I have any interest in this mother


get it away hey wait 1 second I got to put their food on the ground


go get it


little baby come here


little baby


okay so


now they have their


own are there both huge I mean this is to say they're a good size


they they get a


a good amount of wet food


you definitely don't ever need to worry if my kids are hungry


they are fed quite lavishly


no meowing that's impressive that's pretty quiet


check on the pasta


The Bolognese


to give it a mix mix mix


yep that's pasta


see sometimes I'm just craving pasta and I actually have the ingredients to make pasta if I wanted to but the issues I couldn't find ground beef


and I know I can probably just use any kind of ground meat but


I'm I'm too American you know


I'm too American I'm used to having it a certain way


so because I can't find


what I feel like is the right thing I am like well


just going to buy it from the store then


I will just buy it from the store


if that is the case


but I do have


shity storebought parmesan that you sprinkle on top and that makes me very much think of home so it's awesome


our comfort food needs to taste like home so


because I don't I don't eat pasta meat sauce for fun


you think I eat the ship for fun no that's not it


hello why are my cats doing this um realize that their food is served


is not eating it instead he is looking at the dry food of little baby


and watching little baby eat


I think he wants to steal his food because it's higher in calorie and he's a fat ass


I love my little fat boy


and it'll fat boy


uh oops


the parmesan came out in a clump and so I tried to pick it up and I smashed it on the table


well I'm creating more work for myself because now I'm gonna have to clean that up


白太郎みみふぁむ🦋🌽🧪🦊🍓(みーちゃん推し垢)


the way life works out sometimes you guys it's just so silly


try to do everything right still fail that's just how it is


hot chubby is a little darling I think he's actually pretty normal hey


get away from there you chubby little


you have food right here little boy you don't need to eat the little little boy's food eat your own


yeah little darling is it


a a foodie fiend


he got it for me as I'm his mother and I'm also a foodie so I understand where he's coming from


I get it but


he can't eat his brother's food like that


do you have garlic bread know where would I get garlic bread from in Japan


where would you get garlic bread


they sell that at the store


he has a greedy little baby but I love him like that I love him even if he's greedy


every day I give him a treat


they don't have garlic in Japan they have garlic in Japan


but I've never like seen maybe there is but I've never seen garlic bread


but little darling


every night


I get a treat when I'm going to bed so he has to wait until I'm


in my bed already and then I will give him a treat


which after he successfully gets his treat he will immediately leave


and then go do something else


I'm like you little shit


I'm giving you this to try and tempt you to cuddle with me but you are acting as if you are entitled to it and as if it's something I'm not giving you out of the kindness of my heart


exactly he's like well I got the treat


goodbye mother


he does want his face fine I give him his space I don't force him to cuddle me or anything


I really hope little baby will make him jealous


because little baby is a lot more


and it might just be because he's younger but he's a lot more like in


and like what like lay on me sometimes so


I have hope maybe 1 of my cats will be maybe a little bit cuddly I'm going to hope too much because then I'll get my hopes up


come on


come on break up


you hear that that's something in my parmesan grated cheese


why is there like a clump that big that it sounds like it's going to tear apart the world


yeah he's he's very affectionate


I think it's partially because


it wasn't little darling like that cuddly know


he is a least cuddly boy in the world


which is crazy because the breeder


um I got him from was like


and granted I don't mind mind you


but he was like oh you know he he had to be hand fed so he's really used to and really good with human affection


but he's still a cat you know he wants his space


and he's surprisingly pretty independent like he wants to be alone he wants to go do this he wants to over here you know


but I wouldn't say


that he ever really initiates contact that much


except for if I just get home after it been out


so sometimes I'll feel so bad because I know he probably just heard nothing so he came to weigh by the door


but a lot of times when I get


he'll be like


exactly outside the door where he was when I left


and I'm like realistically I know you didn't sit here


and and wait for me to come back at the time that I was gone


but what if he did


it's not creepy


it's cute


God I love pasta


pasta smothered in fake Parmesan Parmesan cheese


I've debated getting a cat camera but


I don't know


I think little darling specifically is still


not good with being home without a human


he's getting better than now that he has a little little baby to play with


they just go play and then take a nap together


are brought up in differently


because the way that animals are considered in Japan is


quite different to how we think of them in the states


well what what are you doing


he's crazy


he's losing his mind


how so well


it's common in Japan to keep your cat in a cage in the house


so don't give me wrong there's definitely people who let their cats free roam the house


but there's also a lot of people who have um


like full on cages


and when they leave the cat in in the cage


and mind you usually they're not like the cages that you like put your dog in when you're like training them right it's like kind of a larger cage usually it has like a climbing area


it doesn't usually go ceiling to floor necessarily but usually it's like a 2-tiered cage


yeah I understand that it's just you know kind of the way things are


but I couldn't do that


because cats you know they're domesticated but at 1 point they were a wild animal that is like like in the desert and stuff hey you have your own food baby


eat your food it's right here


just both want to eat other food and it's killing me


what am I supposed to do about this


what am I supposed to do


I'm gonna I'm gonna get you I'm gonna get you you get out of here


physically chasing him away


see it's it's my phone I can't switch the bowls


because I have a special fully ceramic bowl that is like separate from like the quote unquote scent


for a little darling but then a little baby actually has a full um


like 3 3 Bowl plate set


you're a menace


you're a menace I'm going to move his food away


you can't get it at all


now what now what are you going to do


now what are you going to do


now you have to eat your own food


do you get the cookies from Wicked I did I did get the wicked cookies


I have them both


I'm so excited I'm I think I have all of the decorative pieces now too


I'm just waiting on 1 more thing


because um


I'm trying to get the


all the decoration pieces for the limited Island


because my current build area I don't really have a lot of space left


and don't get me wrong I really like the wicked stuff but like


I don't know if because of how you buy the items if I'm going to be able to like make


an area that I'm happy with


but the issue yeah


you have to actually get stamps


instead of it being like


instead of a big like you'd expect want it to be


where you can like buy it with coins hey


I'm Gonna Get You


Leave It Be I'm gonna chase you


I'm gonna chase you I can get you from there you can't hide see I'm touching you oh see I got you oh now what are you gonna do oh now what are you gonna do


is we get a prequel to Wizard of Oz


it's a prequel but part 2 also takes


place during


um it takes place during it


so if you watch part 2 it it


it shows you the story of The Wizard of Oz from a different perspective


but it's like all it's an alternate universe


I have so many things that look so delicious in my fridge


that's wonderful


have you seen me okay yes I have


so I told you guys


but I had a friend who works at a movie theater so I asked her


for something unreasonable and she was able to work it out for me


which is um


she if she recorded a show obviously she would lose her job


so she brought me in


to a screening where she got permission she bought 2 tickets I I bought the 2 tickets actually but um and she let me watch from her phone so it wasn't it wasn't the peak movie theater experience


but I'll take it because now I don't have to worry about spoilers in that


I I could I couldn't I couldn't wait I couldn't wait


yeah it was really wonderful so I'm really happy


I'm really happy it worked out so


anyway


what did I think of Wicked


wicked part 2 um


it's a good question


it's a good


question is it not going to stream in JP and not until March leave


I'm gonna buy it when it comes to streaming


and I'm also going to go see it in theaters when it comes out


it was a video quality good no it's from a phone


for my friend's phone so I'm not really


I got a thought


my garbage


and then


when I have a little bit of yogurt left that I want to eat


it's unsweetened so I'm going to put in some manuka honey


grab a spoon and just


make that up


oh I have some fruits I bought


which I will


cut up in


after I rinse them off


I have I have strawberries and I have blueberries


I think I'll do


a very kiwi


if I can open the blueberry container


oh I lost the blueberries


in the sink now


it's just where it's it's not it's where it's going to be


okay


but yeah um


Wicked part 2


how to articulate


how to articulate how this movie made me feel


um


I have a lot so here's the context I grew up on the wicked sound track


and I didn't like all of the songs so some of them I probably only heard once and then some of them I've heard like a million times so


as long as your mind I'm going to be real


I had no memory I had no recollection I'm sure I've heard it before


but I have no recollection of ever hearing


that song in my life


and keep in mind


I knew some of this stuff was going to happen so it's not like I'm sitting here and I was like oh it was so surprising to me I I knew the whole plot


story but somehow 1 thing I didn't know is the cattiness


that happens between Alpha and golinda


specifically for alphaba when fear at the end and it it I didn't like the Vibes I really didn't I really didn't like it at all


the The Vibes of that when when so this is after Nessa Rose you know uh does the thing and


those and golinda is there and she's complaining because she's like as you guys know Nessa Rose is the Wicked Witch of the East who gets crushed by Dorothy's house this is not a spoiler this is spoiler from The Witch of Oz


so uh then golinda proceeds to give the shoes


that were on necessary Rose's feet to Dorothy


and tells her to go see the wizard you know typical typical golinda things


um


and


somewhere in this movie


Fierro


I need to go all the way back this is Major Wicked part 2 spoilers


so just a warning


so during the the beginning of the movie it opens up with golinda proposing to her boyfriend of multiple years


for boyfriend of multiple years Fiero


and they become fiance he he he he accepts


he's not in any situation where he has to accept he willingly accepts this okay


he he says yes and she even asked she's like will it make you happy and he says I'm always happy and accepts The Proposal


the moment they find alphaba


he runs away with her


and abandons golinda


and yes I get it oh from the beginning she was he he hasn't been able to stop thinking about her


his loved her from the beginning


but here's where my issue comes in


No 1 was forcing him to date golinda


No 1 was forcing him to do that


there was no reason apart from for him to also climb in terms of ranks of power for him to date golinda because golinda kind of becomes a big Figure Head for oz in the second Madame morale might still be bossing her around but technically speaking in terms of the people especially golinda is definitely the 1


who's more popular


and that's what she succeeds at so Madame morrible she's kind of there um but you know like she she she still has power over golinda but technically speaking in terms of public perception golinda is more powerful than Madame morrible she is more public full of her if that makes sense


so


um


meaning


hero took advantage of that and their relationship


to try and find alphaba


meaning again for multiple years


he led golinda on


to believe that he was happy with her and that he loved her with the sole intent


of finding and running away with another woman he didn't do it for clout he did it for his love which you could say is arguably romantic but I think it's arguably scummy


and I didn't know that about fear I didn't know like I kind of knew to an extent but I thought it was more of that back and forth where like he actually did love golinda but like but it doesn't seem that way


it seems like he really did just love


alphaba


and um you know


was just hanging out with golinda because she was there


after Glenda gives away the shoes


um alphaba is like


those weren't yours to give away


and she um kind of makes a snide comment being like Oh well


I don't remember the exact quote but she was like yeah like


some something about taking things that aren't there something about like there's


a lot of people taking things that aren't there is obviously


alluding


to the fact that alphaba


knew


that Glinda was


literally about to get married to Fiero


and then he ran off like literally it's at their wedding it's at their wedding that this happens that Linda for


Alpha their wedding at their wedding


so um


any sort


of semblance of


understanding or even pity for her friend


over a man over a man are you serious like you guys have such a special connection and you're going to rub in her face and be like


he chose me golinda he loved me he never loved you I think she literally said that he never loved you he always wanted me and you just can't deal with that fact and I'm like


girly pop


what you're a home


I love you McQueen


you just home wrecked and now instead of feeling any sort of sympathy you're going to rub into the fact that her husband to be left her at the altar for you


um and to me


it just made alphaba


a way less sympathetic character


because alphaba is very sympathetic


um throughout the beginning


but in part due she just starts doing shit that's so fucking stupid


like girl girly pop is making the dumbest shit decisions imaginable


the dumb it the dumbest


the dumbest


oh she's the evil witch right but that's the whole point of wicked is that she's not actually evil the the the higher ups and ones are just manipulating the situation to make her seem evil


so


that alone was just like kind of a lot for me


and not in a good way


I was getting in the time when No 1 Believe selfish


yeah and I I understand that but it was just weird


because then after that point


I get it alphabets accepted that she's like I can't do anything I can no longer help my cause because like literally just no 1 trust me and the people of Oz don't want to trust me so they never will


when I I get that


I truly do I get that


but so


instead of fighting for her cause


she goes to Glenda and basically says yeah


you were right not to get on the Broom


because now I thought I was unlimited and I thought together if we were doing this together it would be unlimited but I realized


I am limited but look at you


you can do all I couldn't do because you're in a position of power so save the animals anyway it's time for me to die goodbye


goodbye


gonna go get melted now


and she gives ginda the grimy


but the thing that made me the most annoyed is all of this starts to happen in this weird way after Fierro chooses her


she highkey gives up on her cause


and is only really worried about fear at this point she isn't


it's not that she doesn't care but like publicly throughout the musical she doesn't


seem to care about the animals please don't tell me how it ends I'm going to need you to mute I'm going to talk about it I'm sorry


the musical has been out for over 20 years I can't it even if the movie is new it's it's the same as the musical I don't know what to tell you


so


just like mute for like a few minutes


um


at the very end


again I'm I'm going to spoil it I'm going to spoil it


if you don't want to hear it it's no longer my responsibility if you get spoiled


the book she's actually allergic to water but that is something we cut out


for the movie


um and the musical in general


and


so Alpha


pretends to get melted they have a trapdoor


um and


she hides in it


Fiero is alive he has been turned into the Scarecrow by her


and he comes to get her he comes to retrieve her when it's quote unquote safe say for her to come out and they run away together into the waist


leaving again golinda who thinks her best friend is dead


to handle all of the issues and fix all of the the socio like everything to fix in Oz


they leave her to solve literally everything


well they go run away


to live


in the fucking waste


and it's just weird to me because


I saw so many things in part 1 about people like demonizing golinda and saying how she's like a bad person because she doesn't do the right thing


and like the because they're like well the right thing would be going away with alphaba because you have to agree what's going on it's terrible and it's like yes what's going on is terrible


but these are the people in ultimate power


these these are the people you're standing up against are the people in ultimate power golinda makes the decision which is still a difficult decision for her


you guys are making me so mad you guys better stop eating each other's food or I'm going to lose my mind


oh my God


they need to be stopped um


sorry so Glenn Glenda's like we we can't stop this and I'm not going to try because I'm going to lose all of the power that I do have she literally is a whole song about what golinda believes her power to be which is pupil


that's what she thinks gives her power is being popular and it's something she's very good at


is getting to people people to like her


she knows immediately if she runs away


that her only the only thing that she perceives is giving her power


will no longer be her power anymore and therefore she's like well I'll have nothing


because what am I supposed to have if I don't have my popularity because it's not that she's being


fake it's true


Glinda doesn't have any magic she can't fly she can't do any of this awesome stuff that alphaba is doing her only Talent is that people really tend to like her


and give her the benefit of the doubt for pretty much everything and just kind of believe the things that she said


yeah she's really when it comes to that she's really good at it


so no matter how you look at it she would not have gotten on that broom


because and even if she would have then things just would have arguably have been worse


for odds because nothing would have ever gotten solved because


what's supposed to happen


but anyway


at the ending


because she finds out the truth about the wizard


sends him away


and it's like you leave you leave Oz now and do not come back


um


and then


she locks up Madame marble because she's like well


the only reason that you were even


had any powers because you were the Wizards right-hand man but technically in public opinion I am


in power now so I'm gonna lock you up in jail bitch say goodbye


and launched her up


and then this is in No 1 more so wicked we go back to that song


she ends


the she basically is like


all of us should exist together in Oz including the animals and the animals are able to come out and she's like treat them treat them with respect to okay


basically


and that's kind of how it ends I think there's something that probably only happened in the movie so I won't share that 1


just to be safe but that's that's how the movie basically ends


and so I'm like


wait


so Ben and golinda


pause let's be honest go into probably didn't care that much about apart from the fact that alphabet cared about it


because it's


that's the whole point is golinda


is kind of a


as much as we love her selfish person


she wants what she wants and she'll


do the things she needs to to achieve those things


so it does become a plot point that once she really cares about alphaba she really does care about her cons but technically speaking golinda as she was naturally would not have really cared about it


so alphaba abandons her cause gives it to Glenda says this is your problem now


dies


and then runs off with a man


she runs off with a man she abandons her cause she doesn't she doesn't think of any there's no other opportunity there's no other thought process apart from okay well uh golinda now has absolute power over odd she's effectively in the Wizard's position


time for me to disappear in the woods you know


sounds like a good time to fake my death


so I can go live in a secret castle in the desert with Fiyero


because


I understand why it's the way it is because of the book and because of Music musical's been that way


but to me the most emotional and the best part of wicked period is the connection


between golinda and alphaba they know that too they know that too they literally have the song for good


but the fact that


the fact that


the the words ring true it it well may be that we'll never meet again in this lifetime so let me say before we part 1 of the saddest fucking lyrics ever by the way


um when I think about it too hard I want to die it's such a sad


it's such a sad no she doesn't die in the musical either that's the thing she doesn't die in the musical ever


it's not to change the images for the movie


she only has ever died in the book


and the actual Wizard of Oz


um


but it's just crazy it's just crazy


yeah so I'm like


I just


I it's just


it just makes me feel


some type of way


like I loved it it was good it was a good experience


Wicked 1


the wicked part 1 was the better movie


and they'll Wicked part 2 was fine I felt like it did not live up to the expectation because Define here's the thing I if you're actually seeing Wicked the musical you don't have to weigh the year for Act 2 Act 2 just comes


and so you don't have to sit with it for a year you know you just watch it and you get the experience of the musical


all at the same time so you immediately get to see alphaba kind of have this fall of character if you only really listen to the sound chances are you just listen to Defying Gravity which is a banger it's it's 1 of The Banger of all time when it comes to musical theater music and for good reason


yeah and even in the musical act too because again I just feel like the character is


have this really


incredible buildup


but the reality is that this is Wizard of Oz fanfiction


so no matter what because it is fanfiction of The Wizard of Oz and not its own unique story it has to follow what happened in The Wizard of Oz


to an extent


it has to follow that plot point


but the story shined


best


when it was not telling the story


of The Wizard of Oz


the writer was like oh my God I need to write this college Au of golinda and alphaba what if they were friends and it's like fuck well now I need to show the future and explain it and how like this affected everything


fuck


so part 1 ends up having


a lot of freedom


to tell the story however it wants


to work part 2 has to go this way


yeah I feel like exactly those were restrictions really weigh it down


well technically speaking they did kind of Go a different route


because they made it so she didn't die


as to where in in The Wizard of Oz she's she definitely died


she definitely did not survive that


melted


on the spot


I love yogurt


so yeah anyway my point is


do I think it's bad absolutely not


but was I really disappointed with some parts


yes absolutely because again I did not like seeing my girl golinda and my girl alphaba fight over Fiero


who at this point is in the story has just shown


that he helped Alpha VA once in school


and now he is uh


a cheating asshole um


and again I know the whole point is supposed to be oh well he loved her the whole time but I'm with an excuse the fact that golinda did genuinely really love and want to be in a relationship with Sierra and he gave that to her


but it was all fake so he basically led her on and used her and we're just gonna


we're just gonna ignore that and be like yes Fiero picked alphaba


yeah so is that exactly suddenly fighting over a man was it on choice because


that didn't need to be there


I'm just going to share my share my opinion that didn't need to be there


at all


is it a very strange decision


that I didn't like I didn't appreciate it


I still don't appreciate it


and it really it really quite upset me honestly


because you you could have done


anything you could have done anything


but instead you decided to have


everyone have a a force relationship


with the the most powerful 1 of the most popular arguably I would say the best character in the original Wizard of Oz because let's be honest if you watch The Wizard of Oz who's the character who steals your heart who's the character whose song you remember there's only 1 song I remember from The Wizard of Oz apart from Over the Rainbow


and it is I would wow away the hours conferring with the flowers Consulting with the rain in my head I be thinking If I Only Had a Brain it's the only 1 I remember apart from more Over the Rainbow


Oh I know the Cowardly Lion is there but who remembers does he have a song I'm sure he does I don't remember any of it


but I remember if I only had a brain I don't remember if the Tin Man Has a song I'm sure he does couldn't tell you what it is couldn't tell you how it goes


but you know what I do remember if I only had a brain by The Lovable scarecrow who even Dorothy says oh and scarecrow I'm going to miss you most of all


it's great


so again I'm just annoyed


about the the way that it went


about the way that it went


you know what I mean


for both girls


how do we make him a love interest for


both girls


oh my little baby


so it's just it's my point is it was a decision it was a decision that was made


it was a decision that was made


and then you know I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't I don't know I don't know


I just I feel like so many people were hating on ginda


and I get it because she's not she's not supposed


to be per se the the good guy it's not like there's really any good or bad guys on Wicked a save for Madame marble and uh the wizard


oh I would say are are very very bad are very very bad


um But like everyone else is kind of like there's a bit of moral ambiguity like you could say alphaba is a good guy but then you you also have to say golinda is a good good guy


the Tin Man's mad face was 1 of the peak moments of the movie for me I really


I really wish they had picked a stronger singer for Nessa Rose because her whole song Wicked Witch of the the the Wicked Witch of the East


can be a really really like I've heard


crazy vocalist sing that part and an absolutely just like blow it out of the water that makes that whole entire part 1 of the best parts of the musical for me in in some variations where I've watched it but I felt this way in part 1 and sadly my fears were confirmed I was like maybe she does a crazy vocalist


and like it it it just didn't really come out in part 1 but maybe she's a crazy poke vocalist because this is a really crazy


um


this is a really crazy like part to play I I don't know if they realize that when they cast her but it it's a really crazy part


oh


but the vocalist was not a she's not a strong vocalist and she did she did a serviceable job like no hate of course but she was not able in my opinion


to reach the level of which


needed


to be hit um


yeah I love Glenda she's the hero of the story both in Universe we're all a think so and wicked itself she is the 1 that Embraces all the responsibility at the end exactly


exactly that's the other thing that gets me so many people are hating golinda and being like look at her she didn't go with alphaba she's a bad person and I'm like she's the only person who took any responsibility for anything at the end


she she had to take responsibility for everyone's mistakes even the mistakes the weren't her mistake she had to take responsibility for them


and you're saying that you you think what


it was just very strange it's it's all I'm trying to say


it was very strange to me um


it was a just it was a decision that was made


yeah she had to clean everything up and she did it and she didn't just do it because it was the right thing to do but she did it out of love and respect for alphaba her friend who she thinks is dead


no Glinda didn't do what she could to she thought she thinks alphaba is dead


is it at least a happy ending with her no because at this point in the story what what would have made her happy has changed she has already at the peak and she realizes she's not happy she feels lonely even in the cookie ring Kingdom collab they mentioned that she's like she literally has a line that says and I've had so many friends but only 1 that mattered and she's talking


so in her whole life no matter what any relationship was not her relationship with Fiyero not her relationship with her parents not her relationship with anything she she thinks that the most important relationship to her was this relationship she had for a few months with a girl in college


even even after years even after she has gotten everything she's at the top of the world she is now basically in the Wizard's place and she still can't stop thinking about this girl


that she knew for a few months in college


she loves her


and she abandoned her for Fiero


ah yeah if that's not Yuri it's it's Yuri pining and it's crazy


it's just so because again she's she's literally like my friend is dead so I have to honor her memory and do everything for her she knows Sierra's probably dead she's not doing any of this for him she doesn't care that Fiero is probably dead


she's like whatever


it's fine


who cares at this point about Fiero he left me for alphaba and you know what fine


and meanwhile alphabots like I got the man and I'm like are you joking


like are you really mad at your friend for being mad that her boyfriend of multiple years


through all of college and now like quite a bit of adulthood too probably has left her unceremoniously for you oh


my cats are playing


and um little darling got thrown on his ass


he made a loud


because he was so surprised


they're fighting that's they're fighting yeah so it's like at the end I can't help but like look at alphaba and still think she's a fantastic character obviously but I'm also like you bitch


you're an asshole wait a minute you're a bitch you're a bitch


you touted all this stuff about like oh you you have to do the right thing


then she's like actually I have fears so I'm going to go I mean I kind of get it cuz we see her be like a no good deed goes on and she's like I'm not I'm done doing good things because you know what literally no 1 cares


if I do something good they're going to interpret it to badly so I give up


but how is your interpretation that that is the the right thing to do like it definitely makes her like sympathetic and like multi


faceted


but I'm also again I'm just kind of sitting there like and I'm like


but she's she at that moment to me I'm like you cease to be the hero of the story when you decide to give up on your cause


because what's what


what are you talking about


what happened to Defying Gravity what happened to that again I get it it's been literal like like years at this point


yeah she just doesn't Gap anymore she's like the animals abandoned me


galindas offering to help me but I don't want her to because now I realize that galindas actually way more powerful than me and can probably do what I was trying to do so actually I I have a better plan let's fake my death and then put all of this on and make golinda handle it


yeah exactly is golinda feels like she's a wicked 1 and no 1 more is a wicked she feels like she's the bad 1 in the story that we get die alone after all and she's a little exactly and I hate that shit I'm like you've got to you've got to be joking you've got to be joking right now


you've got to be joking she's singing about herself and no 1 ms the wicked


because everyone she cares about and her mind is dead


everyone is dead and she feels she's mourning alphaba so alphaba couldn't be Wicked because someone is mourning her and that is golinda


oh


oh yeah I don't I don't know it just I get what they were going for too but it it ends up making alphaba look bad in my in my mind and for a character


and I get it in the original musical the the like actual stage show you just don't have time to tell the story that they wanted to tell


but there's no excuse here in a Blockbuster movie


where you have


an endless amount of time to to generate the story they took like 20 or years or so for this adoption like for Wicked


for a long time


1 of wicked you know how long part 1 of wicked was


that shit was like 3 hours almost almost


you could have fixed many of the plot points that were an issue


because it feels like


it didn't have


like I feel like I I that that movie could have been


the same length as part 1


to truly like be able to like be fleshed out but it felt like they still just


I don't know I don't know how I don't know how to describe it


I don't know how to just describe it you know


um wait 1 sec I'm really angry right now


hello oh I'm so I'm so upset okay wait sorry there's this cookie from Kingdom game


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that's like a it's like a little side game and I thought that how it worked was um I was going to keep all my upgrades from season 1 for season 2 because it it only lasts a few days the event so I was like oh it's just like 1 of those like limited time events no I was wrong I lost everything so I spent last night grinding a ton so that I could just immediately get all this season 2 upgrades but turns out it undoes all of your progress


I don't want to play this I don't want to play this anymore I don't want to play this many game anymore now I'm really now I'm really upset


I'm really upset now I don't want to play this many game anymore


sorry Cookie Run Kingdom I'll do 1 of your other millions of things that you have to do and not that many game


I'm not doing that


no thank you


yeah I I maxed everything I'm maxed it all in 1 day and I was like this is awesome I can't wait to Max season to immediately because of how many things I have


especially season 2 barely unlocks anything if I lose all my my benefits and what's the point


because season 2 I was looking through to see like oh what's the new stuff for season 2 there's like nothing there's nothing good


so I was like oh okay that makes sense


you should delete the gotcha games off your phone hey


hey now that's too you're doing too much like I guess I guess my


my actual pickaxe is still higher level


and now the stuff is more inexpensive to level it but


the fact that they get rid of the thing that you had and you have to re get all the upgrades it's just brutal


that's just brutal man


like are you are you messing with me are you joking


I don't want to do this


gotcha is love I guess I still have to play it either way though because if I want to be set them for season 3 and 4 would you do I don't know


I don't know I'm sad I didn't realize I was going to lose everything


why did I bother maxing everything out the first time


if I was just going to lose it all


When will season 3 release in 6 days


it's I got 6 days


a chance to fly and if I'm flying so low at least I'm flying every to those who ground me take a message back from me to them hi I'm Defying Gravity I'm flying


and soon I'll match them in read now and nobody in all of our no wizard that there is or was is ever going to bring me


oh


so epic it's so epic for what happens


heart too are you messing


oh my God sorry


I feel


for good is 1 of the best songs in Wicked and is so incredible I love for a good I feel like it's the emotional


peak of wicked because you see these women who love each other so much but can't be together because 1 of them is about to fake her own death and run away into the woods with a man


and the other desperately wants to save her


but they're both acutely aware of that if that happens


um they will both lose everything so


it's it's fine


it's fine


I I I I guess sorry no I'm just ranting about Wiccan instead of waking up together this is our breakfast conversation I I just really wish that they had


giving them more


room


because that's what I was that's what I was expecting from Wicked part 2 since it was a movie and again since we've been waiting like almost or if not 2 decades for this this to be a movie


because I remember when it was still on Broadway and there were like oh um yeah they're they're gonna make a movie and I was like oh that's great because then they can still use um the the original actors because all of them are still on Broadway all of them are still like active and like on Broadway that's that's fantastic


that's that's great news that's amazing news I'm so happy to hear that


but then they're just like no actually


we lied actually that's not the movie is never coming and everyone's like wait no I need I need the you don't understand I need this movie


you don't understand if I don't get this movie I'm going to die a terrible death


I need this movie please give me this movie I need I need this movie that's how I feel


that's how I feel I'm like I I need that's how I felt because I was like the only way I'm going to see Wicked is if it comes out as a movie and even though that obviously changed at a point I just still was like no I'm only going to watch it when it becomes a movie


even though I've already heard the soundtrack


but somehow I was still they still let me down


they they brought me down oh whoa whoa whoa whoa you know


like how how could they how could this happen to me I made my mistakes I just want to scream is there a part 3 know okay here's the thing so there are books so there's Wicked books and there's there's multiple there there's a lot of books where we're Wicked so if you really want to you can go read them however um


they don't


they don't really the the the contents of Wicked


is a contents of the first book


so you can't


it's not that you can't


if you can't you you can't enjoy Wicked


but Wicked part 2 so so it's kind of like the book is like the backs it gives some backstory to like set the world and then it tells the story of what happened but then it's right back into Au territory okay this guy whoever wrote this starts going and telling his Au story where um which is crazy by the way I haven't read it


but it doesn't it doesn't expand alphaba is no longer the main character because in the books she she does not survive in the books it is just like The Wizard of Oz movie she's dead she's dead she didn't run away however she had a son presumably with Fiyero at some point


during all of this


it at some point during all of this she has a son with Fiyero and this son becomes the main character it's not golinda it's not alphaba the main character becomes alphaba weird son and there's implications that's like oh maybe alphaba is alive but I don't know if it's ever confirmed I don't know I haven't read these books but so it it becomes this crazy a youth about the son of the Scarecrow and the Wicked Witch of the West


and his life and it's weird I've all the only things I've generally heard about it is yeah you really don't just don't read the books they're they're there's something else completely they're not like the musical just like the books are based on The Wizard of Oz but not really think think of the the books


or the the musical is the same way with with the books they're they're not really they're kind of based they're inspired by the books but it's hard to say that they're based on the books because the books


are doing a lot they're they're doing they're doing a lot and things make more sense in the books but at the same time they're also more nonsensical I don't know how else to describe it


the the books are something


they they are 1 of they are they're definitely 1 of the things of all time


if you decide to read the books


you should if


that's your type of thing you know you should read them they're


they're fun I think I don't know I haven't read them


but yeah it's very it's very fantastic so my point is


it is what it is but um


the the actual story of alphabet and golinda kind of ends there


but the bad the bad guy


and that like everyone she cares about is is dead and that it's kind of her fault that that that's literally how literally how her quote unquote best friend lets her live the rest of her life


we were all I feel like Tyra Banks I feel like Tyra Banks when she's like we were all rooting for you


we were rooting for you that's how I feel


that's that's genuinely how I feel with um with Wicked


cuz we we were rooting for alphaba she's saying those last notes of Defying Gravity we were all on her side so tell me how I come out of the second movie going


Elfie


what the fuck is your problem


I shouldn't be come out of the movie feeling like that


Asian come out of the movie feeling like that about who's technically the main protagonist


anyway sorry this space is going on too long I don't know why I'm still doing the Twitter space uh I'm watching my sheets I ate breakfast we woke up together um I'm going to play just a little bit of Cookie Run Kingdom and then I'm going to get to doing my to-do list because yesterday I went out and I had a good time with some friends so but while I was out I got sent some stuff that uh I need to do for work


um which is good I love I love getting work


work stuff while I'm out um but in order to not let it pile up it's imperative that I do it


today


because tonight I actually have plans which we will find out what I was doing


um


later


uh you'll find out what my plans were tonight probably tomorrow at some point


so


unless unless the person has already told you which might have happened


yay so


yeah so life is good totally life is so good I'm not I'm not angry about Wicked


who even who even gaffes not me


I've never gaffed about Wicked in my life


why why would I Gaff huh why why would it negatively affect me


I'm not negatively affected by the the wicked movie that's that's not me does that sound like me that's not me


anyway thank you so much oh wow I might have talked about oh okay then yes wow wow wow wow is involved we're going to be having a fun time tonight so uh look forward to hearing about it but hearing about it we're not we're not doing a stream


she's tired I'm tired oh I'm gonna try to stream tomorrow though but it depends on whenever um she heads out so we'll see


yes Kiara is coming to meet my cats so we're going to have a good time and again I will tell you about it


after the fact


but yes thank you guys so much for joining me today for this a random Twitter space um sorry for not streaming on YouTube I I I just I didn't feel like I was going to be able to and I feel like now


it's a little too late I don't like streaming too too late if I can help it like if I'm already streaming and we're doing something like Silent Hill F where I'm just like playing really like late into the day that's


that's kind of something else you know but anyway again thank you all so much for coming I hope you had a good time in this long ass Twitter space and they hope you all have a lovely day and or night so thank you so much and I will see you all next time bye darling