00:01:01 | nerissa_en: 1 more time uh this is how the live English admin stuff is TA the 1 and only there is a raven crawl
00:01:05 | nerissa_en:  everyone worked really hard but
00:01:08 | nerissa_en:  filling day
00:01:27 | nerissa_en:  uh I want to start by talking about a downer thing but I feel like it's important uh I really love you guys and you're so awesome and supportive and I love that about you guys so much I think you're wonderful but um regarding the thing that happened this moment uh
00:01:50 | nerissa_en:  regardless of how you think let's not publicly crucify anyone uh any any other fans even if you were upset by what they they said or worried about me you guys are so sweet and I I love that you guys are such so passionate and it makes me feel so loved and special that you guys care about me so much but um
00:02:13 | nerissa_en:  just uh for if you don't know what I'm talking about just leave it that way but for those of you who uh saw it let's I'm sure it was hard enough that I said something to them so let's let's be nice and let's not uh let's not make tweets or posts saying saying bad things about people okay
00:02:30 | nerissa_en:  I love you guys though thank you guys for for worrying about me and being so so sweet okay but now let's go on to fun stuff I just wanted to say that um first get get the bad thing out of the way that no 1's to talk about um
00:02:36 | nerissa_en:  hi long time no see first off um
00:02:39 | nerissa_en:  ah
00:02:42 | nerissa_en:  so
00:02:45 | nerissa_en:  how did you how did you like it
00:02:48 | nerissa_en:  you like it
00:02:52 | nerissa_en:  was it was it good
00:02:57 | nerissa_en:  I sang in my feelings
00:03:02 | nerissa_en:  and then and then there was Genesis
00:03:05 | nerissa_en:  it's a Genesis
00:03:07 | nerissa_en:  did you like it
00:03:15 | nerissa_en:  yeah isolate everyone slayed it was just like non-stop slaying all over the place
00:03:21 | nerissa_en:  everyone put their whole pussy into it you know what I'm saying
00:03:28 | nerissa_en:  it was so wonderful I'm so anxious so in my feelings
00:03:39 | nerissa_en:  you know it's it's in my feelings I performed it um quite a few times at this point so I I feel like I've gotten it down to a science at this point
00:03:46 | nerissa_en:  maybe my energy was a little bit low but I feel like I feel like it went well and then Alice and you
00:03:53 | nerissa_en:  let's be honest if you're a hollow life fan that song is special to you
00:04:07 | nerissa_en:  it doesn't even matter if you oh she Ryu or not which you should because she's amazing but every all of us if you are a hollow life in you you like Alice and you incredible song
00:04:11 | nerissa_en:  incredible I was so anxious
00:04:14 | nerissa_en:  it was so anxious
00:04:19 | nerissa_en:  because it's such a it's a difficult song
00:04:24 | nerissa_en:  also sorry I if I sound a little exhausted um
00:04:29 | nerissa_en:  I'm I'm exhausted so we worked hard
00:04:37 | nerissa_en:  but oh my gosh going on going on stage to sing that song I was like I'm
00:04:46 | nerissa_en:  I'm I'm you know I kind of get like more in performance mode whenever I'm I'm performing you know and I just kind of like you got to lock in
00:04:55 | nerissa_en:  but I was so nervous because I'm like this is Ryu song and I feel like in Halo life history it's such an important song
00:04:59 | nerissa_en:  so I was like oh I really have to do a good job
00:05:09 | nerissa_en:  but I was looking at Twitter and I saw all of you guys being so amazing and so incredible and and saying how much you loved it and
00:05:14 | nerissa_en:  how you thought it was awesome and I'm just so happy
00:05:17 | nerissa_en:  excuse me
00:05:22 | nerissa_en:  I'm so happy that you guys enjoyed it so much
00:05:24 | nerissa_en:  yeah it was
00:05:40 | nerissa_en:  it's it's just a crazy that was a crazy lineup like I was like okay uh Ryu okay incredible I'm singing with ideas utime okay crazy oh and I've seen with Liz oh I'm gonna die
00:05:51 | nerissa_en:  I was like I see what they're doing with this group I don't belong here but I'm I've got to do my best I've got to I've got to prove that they didn't make a mistake but putting me in this awesome sauce group
00:05:54 | nerissa_en:  so I hope I made you guys proud
00:06:06 | nerissa_en: no not big Shadow banned
00:06:10 | nerissa_en:  we love you
00:06:12 | nerissa_en:  yeah I
00:06:15 | nerissa_en:  I'm excited I got to go watch watch it now
00:06:19 | nerissa_en:  um I've got to go watch it since it's it's you know
00:06:31 | nerissa_en:  it's done now but I'm just kind of I've been like taking in the moment hearing I think the most special part for me at these concerts is always getting to hear you guys out in the audience
00:06:43 | nerissa_en:  there's nothing there's nothing like that energy and I think we're going to have to keep um for those of you who didn't see the concert during my MC part without
00:06:45 | nerissa_en:  I decided
00:06:52 | nerissa_en:  to uh when I say hi darling so if you could say hi araiza
00:06:56 | nerissa_en:  and I think we're gonna have to keep that going forward
00:06:59 | nerissa_en:  I think we'll have to keep it
00:07:08 | nerissa_en:  because I really like that I really liked it
00:07:10 | nerissa_en:  oh
00:07:15 | nerissa_en:  hi darling hi araiza
00:07:19 | nerissa_en:  it's so cute
00:07:24 | nerissa_en:  it says I'm on the topic of that not us so adorable
00:07:27 | nerissa_en:  she's so cute
00:07:33 | nerissa_en:  she I was I felt so nervous because I'm like ah I'm her Senpai and this is her first 1
00:07:55 | nerissa_en:  it's it's her very first MC ever I have to I have to make sure that she can be comfortable so before when we had time you know cuz we know who we're going to see with so we're like okay why do you want to do and even then I was still I was anxious I've done MC's before and I was still anxious what's wrong with me
00:08:02 | nerissa_en:  but um apparently you I'm going to be completely honest apparently my skirt flipped up
00:08:08 | nerissa_en:  I have to go back because I was so locked and I did not notice but um
00:08:21 | nerissa_en:  afterwards when I was all done and I was chilling they're like you flashed the whole audience and I was like huh I did and they're like yeah and I was like oh
00:08:26 | nerissa_en:  great that's on brand that's on brand for me
00:08:27 | nerissa_en:  uh
00:08:30 | nerissa_en:  you're welcome
00:08:35 | nerissa_en:  if it did the cameraman didn't catch it no
00:08:52 | nerissa_en:  no I was excited to see it
00:08:57 | nerissa_en:  that was a planned no it wasn't I didn't know
00:09:07 | nerissa_en:  cameraman I'm going to have to go back and be like change the camera view for me I want to I want to see I want to I want to see
00:09:14 | nerissa_en:  oh cameraman you didn't show my panties and they're not panties are spat so you're fired
00:09:17 | nerissa_en:  just kidding the cameraman did amazing
00:09:21 | nerissa_en:  you guys saw it you saw my pansu
00:09:24 | nerissa_en:  you saw my pants
00:09:32 | nerissa_en:  and then I said it vaguely but uh
00:09:34 | nerissa_en:  we performed a Genesis
00:09:39 | nerissa_en:  for the first time live what did you think
00:09:49 | nerissa_en:  time to open up your eyes feel the music start to rise got to break the world and let me in meatball meatball
00:09:55 | nerissa_en:  uh do you guys loved it it was it good
00:10:04 | nerissa_en:  I I love I love Advent
00:10:10 | nerissa_en:  and uh getting this thing Odyssey live
00:10:14 | nerissa_en:  is so nice
00:10:21 | nerissa_en:  none of you meatball meatballs in the audience what's wrong with you
00:10:25 | nerissa_en:  I was waiting for it you know
00:10:29 | nerissa_en:  you were supposed to meatball meatball I didn't hear it
00:10:41 | nerissa_en:  you love Advent me too oh my God we're twins
00:10:47 | nerissa_en:  but yeah
00:10:51 | nerissa_en:  the whole concert was awesome though if I had to pick
00:10:52 | nerissa_en:  uh
00:10:54 | nerissa_en:  a few moments I
00:10:56 | nerissa_en:  when Kiana
00:11:02 | nerissa_en:  because hers is it's kind of a medley you know it's perfume and tasty
00:11:11 | nerissa_en: yeah okay perfume I'm like singing along and then um
00:11:14 | nerissa_en:  suddenly it just stopped and I was like manly
00:11:22 | nerissa_en:  I was so excited so Kiara absolutely slayed me she ate me alive bae's dancing
00:11:25 | nerissa_en:  holy shit
00:11:35 | nerissa_en:  she's always incredible but she's so amazing like every time she was on stage I was just mesmerized I could not look away from bae
00:11:38 | nerissa_en:  she's her movements are so
00:11:40 | nerissa_en:  freaking amazing
00:11:42 | nerissa_en:  it was awesome
00:11:45 | nerissa_en:  oh and
00:11:50 | nerissa_en:  the the the Highlight for me though all of it was great but if I had to pick something that
00:11:52 | nerissa_en:  caught me off guard
00:12:11 | nerissa_en:  um so to be clear apart from my my stuff uh until we came in today I didn't know what anyone else was performing cuz I was like okay I'm I'm just going to focus completely on my stuff and then the rest of it for me is going to be a surprise the day of you know so
00:12:13 | nerissa_en:  um
00:12:21 | nerissa_en:  because it's the first time you know it's really all like run together you know um so that okay I'm going to I'm going to keep it all like a surprise
00:12:23 | nerissa_en:  and so I get in there
00:12:25 | nerissa_en:  and
00:12:33 | nerissa_en:  I just feel fucking flabbergasted when Liz comes out singing fucking Stellar stellar
00:12:36 | nerissa_en:  I was like hello
00:12:39 | nerissa_en:  hello
00:12:43 | nerissa_en:  hello
00:12:51 | nerissa_en:  I didn't expect that I didn't look at anything so I didn't know I didn't know that she was going to sing Stellar stellar
00:12:53 | nerissa_en:  and
00:12:57 | nerissa_en:  so I hear I see Liz I'm like yay and then I I hear
00:13:00 | nerissa_en:  you know that and I'm like fuck
00:13:04 | nerissa_en:  I was tearing up I was tearing up it was crazy
00:13:08 | nerissa_en:  and I mean during the practice
00:13:23 | nerissa_en:  um I I somehow wish I could have completely skipped out on the P obviously it's not possible but I feel like I wish I wasn't there for like I feel like I wish I would have left like after my part so I would not have seen it till the concert
00:13:27 | nerissa_en:  because oh oh my God the energy
00:13:33 | nerissa_en:  was so incredible I I imagine that for you guys too in the audience
00:13:40 | nerissa_en:  for me it was already amazing and I was tearing up I imagine for you guys with the audience energy too it was probably even
00:13:44 | nerissa_en:  more incredible but oh my God she's so
00:13:49 | nerissa_en:  that's a really hard song to sing and I think people don't always realize it
00:13:52 | nerissa_en:  and it just
00:13:56 | nerissa_en:  like I don't even know what to say like I was fucking floored
00:13:58 | nerissa_en:  I was
00:14:00 | nerissa_en:  immensely floored
00:14:03 | nerissa_en:  it loses energy is just
00:14:13 | nerissa_en:  her her technique is crazy and she always sounds so passionate and I love that
00:14:14 | nerissa_en:  ah
00:14:18 | nerissa_en:  yeah she was Bonnie and she was mothering
00:14:20 | nerissa_en:  she was mothering so freaking hard
00:14:25 | nerissa_en:  everyone everyone mother and everyone slayed everyone ate
00:14:31 | nerissa_en:  it was it was amazing like there's there's really not much else to be said
00:14:38 | nerissa_en:  yeah wow
00:14:46 | nerissa_en:  she's just
00:14:48 | nerissa_en:  chef's kiss you know
00:14:56 | nerissa_en:  chef's kiss that's that's my woman that's my wife what a woman
00:15:01 | nerissa_en:  it was nice I got to spend a lot of time with everyone today to
00:15:06 | nerissa_en:  was I expecting CeCe to ride Gigi know I was not expecting that
00:15:10 | nerissa_en:  was so good
00:15:19 | nerissa_en:  but I was I'm always confused because it looks like contact touch you know but it's
00:15:20 | nerissa_en:  contact
00:15:23 | nerissa_en:  you know with a k t
00:15:25 | nerissa_en:  so I'm like who
00:15:29 | nerissa_en:  not contact
00:15:34 | nerissa_en:  but it was incredible
00:15:40 | nerissa_en:  also thank you guys for the supers for the AKA Soopers you guys are awesome
00:15:44 | nerissa_en:  yeah everything again it's just
00:15:53 | nerissa_en:  everything was so impeccable everyone really brought their A-game
00:15:59 | nerissa_en:  everyone brought their A-game you know and it
00:16:03 | nerissa_en:  I'm just like still in awe
00:16:10 | nerissa_en:  I mean I've told you guys this before and so you guys probably know this but for me
00:16:13 | nerissa_en: I think 1 of the most awesome
00:16:14 | nerissa_en:  things
00:16:33 | nerissa_en:  for me in as being a part of this job and 1 of the things that was most desirable and 1 of the reasons I wanted to join Halo is because for me I love Idols like I love streaming too and I have a lot of fun streaming because I get to Yap and you know me I'm a yapper I just love to talk
00:16:36 | nerissa_en:  but I I love
00:16:40 | nerissa_en:  it just also getting to like
00:16:43 | nerissa_en:  where's my English
00:16:45 | nerissa_en:  uh
00:16:53 | nerissa_en:  being able to actually like perform and sing you know those are like my my true love's you know
00:16:55 | nerissa_en:  so
00:17:07 | nerissa_en:  being able to do concerts like these is the best for me it makes me like it's a lot of hard work it's a lot of effort but it's so fulfilling and it makes me so happy so
00:17:16 | nerissa_en:  I I my heart is very full and a lot of that is so thanks not a lot of that all of that is thanks to you
00:17:24 | nerissa_en:  because don't get me don't get me wrong performing on an empty stage is fine too because it's just it's just fun but
00:17:37 | nerissa_en:  be able to perform in front of you guys and feel your energy in the room you know um and being able to see your faces like the blue ocean today was so
00:17:42 | nerissa_en:  like I'm so happy I feel so fulfilled
00:17:45 | nerissa_en:  you know what I'm saying
00:17:48 | nerissa_en:  so I just
00:17:53 | nerissa_en:  I always feel this way but thank you guys so much you guys make
00:17:56 | nerissa_en:  you make my life worth living
00:18:07 | nerissa_en:  if I was not here I think I would have very little to live for but I'm so grateful every day that I'm here and that I have you guys and
00:18:09 | nerissa_en:  it makes me just really happy so
00:18:21 | nerissa_en:  are you in Day 2 as well I'm not going to say anything but maybe maybe you should watch to make sure
00:18:25 | nerissa_en:  you should see for yourself
00:18:29 | nerissa_en:  I think uh without telling you anything technically specific
00:18:34 | nerissa_en:  I think there's something that will be really exciting tomorrow
00:18:38 | nerissa_en:  so please look forward to it
00:18:40 | nerissa_en:  well it's exciting for me so
00:18:49 | nerissa_en:  I'm hoping for lots of screen shots I'm hoping for lots of messages in the live tag and in the in the in the um
00:18:52 | nerissa_en:  in the in the concert hashtag
00:18:55 | nerissa_en:  so please
00:18:57 | nerissa_en:  scarf flip God
00:19:00 | nerissa_en:  I'll try it's not going to happen
00:19:04 | nerissa_en:  but are you guys already got your blood Raven
00:19:08 | nerissa_en:  you got blood Raven you got
00:19:10 | nerissa_en:  blood Raven plus Riu
00:19:13 | nerissa_en:  that is your blood Raven for the concert
00:19:16 | nerissa_en:  okay
00:19:26 | nerissa_en:  I'll be vlogging look there's no problem being vlogging
00:19:30 | nerissa_en:  if you're if you're watching it online
00:19:32 | nerissa_en:  that's just fine
00:19:35 | nerissa_en:  that's just fine
00:19:36 | nerissa_en:  so
00:19:44 | nerissa_en:  anyway
00:19:52 | nerissa_en:  I don't want to chat for too long but I just wanted to say hello I really miss you guys
00:19:55 | nerissa_en:  so
00:19:59 | nerissa_en:  I hope you guys know I'm thinking about you a lot
00:20:02 | nerissa_en:  I hope you're hanging in there
00:20:12 | nerissa_en:  and remember to be nice to everyone and uh to spread kindness and positivity jailbirds because uh
00:20:15 | nerissa_en:  that is us that is what we do okay
00:20:21 | nerissa_en:  so let's keep doing that and even though I know I'm sometimes
00:20:31 | nerissa_en:  not the best at that myself but I'll keep trying my best to so do your best as well okay and let's look forward to enjoying the concert to the fullest
00:20:34 | nerissa_en:  and having a wonderful time
00:20:50 | nerissa_en:  wonderful time tomorrow and enjoying the rest of your night if you're at home then just lay down and take it in if you're at the concert right now or we're at the concert rather why are you here keep talking to other fans that you met
00:20:53 | nerissa_en:  hanging out relaxing okay
00:20:56 | nerissa_en:  but get home and make sure you also rest well
00:20:58 | nerissa_en:  okay
00:21:10 | nerissa_en:  and I will look forward to seeing all of you back on the stage tomorrow so I hope you'll all come and watch the concert and I will look forward to seeing all of you there
00:21:14 | nerissa_en:  um I believe Kali is streaming after this in like
00:21:32 | nerissa_en: I'm going to be honest I'm too exhausted and I really need to rest my voice so I'm gonna head to sleep so sorry that you won't see me there I apologize but
00:21:35 | nerissa_en:  uh yeah
00:21:39 | nerissa_en:  please look forward to her streaming go check it out
00:21:46 | nerissa_en:  yeah I feel yeah I think I think and I was also doing a space so go check her out
00:21:52 | nerissa_en:  she did so amazing today so be sure to give her lots and lots of support okay
00:21:57 | nerissa_en:  I'd raid into her but we're on a Twitter space so we can't do that
00:22:02 | nerissa_en:  but either way I love you guys I just wanted to say hello
00:22:06 | nerissa_en:  let you guys hear the sound of my voice
00:22:08 | nerissa_en:  and I
00:22:11 | nerissa_en:  we keep thinking about you guys
00:22:14 | nerissa_en:  and I'll give it my all tomorrow okay
00:22:15 | nerissa_en:  so
00:22:18 | nerissa_en:  anyways I'll go ahead and head out
00:22:20 | nerissa_en:  and um
00:22:31 | nerissa_en:  I will see all of you next time so thanks again for coming and bye for now Darlings or buy a Darlings