00:00:34 | nerissa_en: anybody here hello
00:00:37 | nerissa_en:  hello is anybody
00:00:47 | nerissa_en:  it's just like continually just start to crash out like worse and worse and worse every time
00:01:03 | nerissa_en:  good morning jilbert hi Darlings this is hola life English Evans devilish Diva the 1 and only Niza Raven Croft that's me
00:01:08 | nerissa_en:  my internet connections but like
00:01:12 | nerissa_en:  a little strange this morning
00:01:13 | nerissa_en:  so
00:01:19 | nerissa_en:  if there's any issues it's not my fault it's just the internet I apologize though in advance
00:01:20 | nerissa_en:  oh
00:01:24 | nerissa_en:  1 sec I'm trying to
00:01:31 | nerissa_en:  figure out a way to prop up my my phone so I can read the things you guys say
00:01:34 | nerissa_en:  because I want I want to see
00:01:36 | nerissa_en:  your messages
00:01:43 | nerissa_en:  no way these are ravencraft yep that's me
00:01:50 | nerissa_en: yeah uh are you feeling any better
00:01:54 | nerissa_en:  avoiding good news
00:01:56 | nerissa_en:  um
00:01:59 | nerissa_en:  yes
00:02:02 | nerissa_en:  I sound like shit partially just because I just woke up
00:02:06 | nerissa_en:  and I stayed up really late uh
00:02:11 | nerissa_en:  I stayed up really late chatting with 1 of the girls today
00:02:15 | nerissa_en:  it's like oh my God it's so much fun so um
00:02:18 | nerissa_en:  we stayed up late chatting
00:02:26 | nerissa_en:  but uh now I am awake and I wanted to sleep in actually till like 2:00 p.m.
00:02:32 | nerissa_en:  but my body woke me up at 9:00 and jst
00:02:36 | nerissa_en:  no it is what it is
00:02:52 | nerissa_en:  I'm still sleepy but uh in terms of my health um since my last dream I was dying of illness as I always am when I tend to get sick I was a lot better today
00:02:55 | nerissa_en:  um
00:02:58 | nerissa_en:  it was a lot better yesterday
00:03:00 | nerissa_en:  and now I've been a lot better today
00:03:02 | nerissa_en:  so
00:03:06 | nerissa_en:  yeah I'm telling
00:03:08 | nerissa_en:  I'm chilling
00:03:13 | nerissa_en:  my my back's a little itchy
00:03:17 | nerissa_en:  so I got to get
00:03:24 | nerissa_en:  um what's for breakfast I don't know
00:03:28 | nerissa_en:  I need to cook more now day
00:03:32 | nerissa_en:  I need to make more no
00:03:33 | nerissa_en:  because
00:03:35 | nerissa_en:  uh
00:03:39 | nerissa_en:  my croissant the mum greens are going bad in the fridge
00:03:43 | nerissa_en:  but
00:03:47 | nerissa_en:  I'll make that I'll get out of bed
00:03:49 | nerissa_en:  you guys can listen to me cook
00:03:51 | nerissa_en:  let me talk let me cook
00:03:58 | nerissa_en:  give me 1 sec I'm actually chatting to you guys 1 completely naked so ooh
00:04:03 | nerissa_en:  you guys get to hear me put my clothes on
00:04:13 | nerissa_en:  as you guys know
00:04:16 | nerissa_en:  I sleep naked because why
00:04:20 | nerissa_en:  when I do anything else you know
00:04:24 | nerissa_en:  my why would I do anything else so
00:04:27 | nerissa_en:  but wait what
00:04:32 | nerissa_en:  yeah I'm not 100%
00:04:44 | nerissa_en:  up to Snuff feeling wise I don't feel very sick anymore but I'm also uh still sound at this point like I have a bad cold
00:04:48 | nerissa_en:  can you make it a medical treatment yes it is
00:04:49 | nerissa_en:  okay
00:04:53 | nerissa_en:  my plot for the Nave
00:04:55 | nerissa_en:  and then
00:04:58 | nerissa_en:  um I have
00:05:03 | nerissa_en:  a measuring cup that measures milliliters I'm going to put
00:05:08 | nerissa_en:  uh 300 milliliters in my pot
00:05:10 | nerissa_en:  there's 200
00:05:13 | nerissa_en:  let me get the 100
00:05:14 | nerissa_en:  okay
00:05:17 | nerissa_en:  300 in total
00:05:33 | nerissa_en:  I think I have only 1 more employee in Cube so
00:05:35 | nerissa_en:  okay
00:05:44 | nerissa_en: so uh I just opened the bullying Cube and now you probably can't hear but I'm just crushing it up
00:05:47 | nerissa_en:  into the the water
00:05:52 | nerissa_en:  don't burn yourself why would I burn myself what do I look like a noob
00:05:55 | nerissa_en:  do I look like a noob hello
00:06:01 | nerissa_en:  nerissa ravencraft burn herself cooking do you know who you're talking to
00:06:07 | nerissa_en:  you know who you're talking to tail Birds be so for real right now
00:06:10 | nerissa_en:  um I'm going to take this socket
00:06:12 | nerissa_en:  let's pour a little bit in
00:06:22 | nerissa_en:  however much my heart feels like it's good open up the ginger and I'm just going to use my clean Chopsticks that I'm going to use to eat just to scoop out
00:06:33 | nerissa_en:  whatever looks good we'll give it a little mix you don't need to do that at least with this bullying Cube The Bullying Cube will just fully dissolve itself once the water gets hot
00:06:37 | nerissa_en:  so I never have to like mix it or anything
00:06:39 | nerissa_en:  which is nice
00:06:47 | nerissa_en:  um you don't have to turn the water on now I guess you could if you wanted to but I'm going to wait they usually don't do it till a bit later
00:06:54 | nerissa_en: okay in the fridge I have
00:07:01 | nerissa_en:  the onion cabbage by expiring for Santa of green
00:07:04 | nerissa_en:  uh the rest of these
00:07:10 | nerissa_en:  soybean why do I keep thinking of soybeans actually I don't
00:07:13 | nerissa_en:  I'm not going to use the bean sprouts
00:07:18 | nerissa_en:  I'm going to look at them I'm going to make the executive decision
00:07:21 | nerissa_en:  to say I waited too long these are no longer good
00:07:23 | nerissa_en:  that's okay
00:07:26 | nerissa_en:  okay I'm going to take the Canon
00:07:29 | nerissa_en:  cabbage
00:07:33 | nerissa_en:  cabbage
00:07:45 | nerissa_en:  sorry I'm I clean up as I go so instead of just keeping the ingredients out every time I finish with anything you're going to hear the fridge open
00:07:49 | nerissa_en:  and hear me physically put it away probably
00:07:57 | nerissa_en:  okay now the croissant greens are looking really rough so I'm actually going to go through and I'm going to pick off
00:08:04 | nerissa_en:  this might take me a bit but I'm going to pick off all the nasty looking leaves and I'll keep all the ones that look
00:08:06 | nerissa_en:  not nasty
00:08:11 | nerissa_en:  and I won't eat the nasty looking ones feels like there's no mold
00:08:15 | nerissa_en:  they just don't really look appetizing you know
00:08:23 | nerissa_en:  but it's not going to kill me to eat it and I don't want to like waste food that's still good just because some of the leaves are bad doesn't mean
00:08:26 | nerissa_en:  the whole thing is bad you know
00:08:30 | nerissa_en:  so I'm going to just see what I can salvage
00:08:33 | nerissa_en:  currently of my
00:08:37 | nerissa_en:  vegetables okay those are probably good
00:08:45 | nerissa_en:  sometimes you've got to do something you don't want to
00:08:51 | nerissa_en:  like go through your vegetables and pick off all the bad leaves
00:08:57 | nerissa_en:  because they're turning yellow and getting kind of crusty
00:09:00 | nerissa_en:  okay um
00:09:04 | nerissa_en:  okay okay this uh and you can salvage this 1
00:09:07 | nerissa_en:  okay
00:09:16 | nerissa_en:  it's just me who's eating it if it was someone else I maybe would be a little more like I should just toss this but it's me so it's fine
00:09:22 | nerissa_en:  so I'm not going to die from a little
00:09:26 | nerissa_en:  turning vegetables they're not bad yet
00:09:30 | nerissa_en:  especially with all this work I'm putting into prepping them okay
00:09:35 | nerissa_en:  so everything else that I have left looks acceptable to eat
00:09:40 | nerissa_en:  I'm not going to complain about that I just got to clean up my mess now
00:09:43 | nerissa_en:  of all the not nice looking leaves
00:09:47 | nerissa_en:  okay cutting board
00:09:50 | nerissa_en:  knife
00:09:54 | nerissa_en:  and I'm just going to roughly chop
00:09:57 | nerissa_en:  because honestly I feel like it's better
00:10:03 | nerissa_en:  in this case when it's still a little bit big I'm going to throw away the ends they're nasty
00:10:10 | nerissa_en:  and then I'm just going to do 1 more look see through in case I missed anything that doesn't look edible
00:10:13 | nerissa_en:  uh now that it's kind of chopped up
00:10:16 | nerissa_en:  to me
00:10:18 | nerissa_en:  into the pot
00:10:22 | nerissa_en: okay
00:10:25 | nerissa_en:  then rinse off my board real quick
00:10:28 | nerissa_en:  perfect
00:10:32 | nerissa_en:  I'm going to put in some Enoki mushroom and
00:10:43 | nerissa_en: cut off about half of
00:10:48 | nerissa_en:  what was maybe a third of a Big Spring of a noi
00:10:51 | nerissa_en:  put it in the pot throw away the butt
00:10:55 | nerissa_en:  because I had to cut that off because it's icky nobody wants that
00:10:57 | nerissa_en:  um
00:11:00 | nerissa_en:  it's a hard part
00:11:03 | nerissa_en:  I got the wrong green onions
00:11:09 | nerissa_en:  last time I usually get like the really thick ones that are like borderline leak level
00:11:18 | nerissa_en:  because then I can cut the white part and put it in its like really really yummy delicious you know what I'm saying
00:11:26 | nerissa_en:  sorry for using like a dumb word but it's like really delicious right so um but in this situation here
00:11:32 | nerissa_en:  I got just the regular old green onion that is like not very thick so
00:11:33 | nerissa_en:  um
00:11:39 | nerissa_en:  I end up with way too much garnish not enough actual green onion in the pot
00:11:46 | nerissa_en:  which is fine because but the issues I need like the the stem part the root part
00:11:48 | nerissa_en:  um
00:11:50 | nerissa_en:  you know what I'm saying
00:11:55 | nerissa_en:  does that make any sense does anyone even care I'm so sorry I don't know why I'm doing this
00:12:11 | nerissa_en: I don't know why I'm doing this but don't worry about it okay I'm chopping the green onion that's going to be the garnish on top I don't mind a lot of garnish of green onion this is the equivalent of about 2 green onions do I need this much
00:12:13 | nerissa_en:  absolutely not
00:12:20 | nerissa_en:  uh and I cook like a mom by the way not a chef so I tend to chop vegetables slowly
00:12:28 | nerissa_en:  so if you can hear this and you're like wow she sounds like she sucks at cutting I don't suck I'm just slow
00:12:34 | nerissa_en:  I'm I like to I'm a perfectionist okay
00:12:37 | nerissa_en:  okay
00:12:45 | nerissa_en:  there we go going to put the an noi and the green onion back and throw away the
00:12:48 | nerissa_en:  buoyant Cube
00:12:53 | nerissa_en:  and now so everything's all prepped so now I just need the meat
00:13:00 | nerissa_en:  so everything is ready and the meat I'm actually just going to grab it with my hands
00:13:05 | nerissa_en:  um I have like this really really thinly sliced pork pork belly
00:13:08 | nerissa_en:  because uh I like bacon
00:13:12 | nerissa_en:  and pork belly is kind of like bacon
00:13:19 | nerissa_en:  because it's the same cut that goes into making bacon and I honestly think pork belly is better
00:13:21 | nerissa_en:  than bacon
00:13:24 | nerissa_en:  after I've got really into it so
00:13:27 | nerissa_en:  now I'm having pork belly
00:13:31 | nerissa_en:  on top of my hot pot because it's a ginger pork hot pot
00:13:36 | nerissa_en:  with lots of green onion those things go together so well
00:13:41 | nerissa_en:  I'm all way too much so I feel the need to like load the pork on
00:13:44 | nerissa_en:  but I honestly don't usually like um
00:13:50 | nerissa_en:  putting the meat on top of other pieces of meat because I feel like it makes it take longer to cook
00:13:55 | nerissa_en:  but I also want to use up the rest of this packet of meat so I'm not really sure what to do
00:13:58 | nerissa_en:  I am in a mess of my own making
00:14:07 | nerissa_en:  a a prison of my own creation I broke out from the cell but it matters not because now
00:14:08 | nerissa_en:  I'm
00:14:24 | nerissa_en:  in kitchen hell my cord and Ramsay haha next collaboration revealed I'm I'm going to be on a cooking show in the US hell yeah this is a joke by the way obviously I would love to do something like that though that'd be fun like
00:14:34 | nerissa_en:  it's going to be 2 more cooks for Gordon Ramsay oh Next Step very important since I just touched raw meat I'm cleaning my hands
00:14:39 | nerissa_en:  uh I'm cleaning my hand because I touch raw meat with it
00:14:45 | nerissa_en:  what are you
00:14:46 | nerissa_en:  a Frozen
00:14:57 | nerissa_en:  yeah okay uh now I've just turned the hot pot uh I'm using a donut which is a like hot pot specific Bowl
00:14:59 | nerissa_en:  um
00:15:00 | nerissa_en:  usually
00:15:04 | nerissa_en:  people get the donut so they can actually like
00:15:08 | nerissa_en:  what am I trying to say like actually like eat
00:15:13 | nerissa_en:  the hot pot and keep it hot so they could like cook everything like live
00:15:21 | nerissa_en:  they could cook everything live while they're eating it so instead of having to shove it all in the pot but the reason I'm doing it like this is because
00:15:25 | nerissa_en:  I'm not transferring my stuff over you know
00:15:26 | nerissa_en:  um
00:15:27 | nerissa_en:  yeah
00:15:30 | nerissa_en:  I'm just doing it the way that I'm doing it
00:15:32 | nerissa_en:  does that make sense
00:15:35 | nerissa_en:  am I saying anything that makes sense
00:15:38 | nerissa_en:  I don't know
00:15:41 | nerissa_en:  I'm not sure
00:15:49 | nerissa_en: that's that I suppose
00:15:52 | nerissa_en:  that it is it is what it is
00:15:55 | nerissa_en:  and that's how life works
00:16:03 | nerissa_en:  give me 1 sec I got to go get something uno momento
00:16:07 | nerissa_en:  oh no momento
00:16:13 | nerissa_en:  uh
00:16:17 | nerissa_en:  mhm
00:16:26 | nerissa_en:  so I'm going to let that cook for about 5 minutes
00:16:28 | nerissa_en:  technically
00:16:31 | nerissa_en:  it can cook for longer
00:16:35 | nerissa_en:  or shorter depending on what you like I mean as long as a Meats cooked
00:16:40 | nerissa_en:  it's fine oh I should prepare everything else um
00:16:44 | nerissa_en:  so because I don't eat
00:16:54 | nerissa_en:  it in the usual way which again is like if you get a donut they usually have like the the portable like uh stove thing
00:16:55 | nerissa_en:  so
00:16:57 | nerissa_en:  you can
00:17:05 | nerissa_en:  do that you know what I'm saying is anything I'm saying is any word coming out of my mouth makes sense
00:17:11 | nerissa_en:  all this for breakfast I know I'm stressed man
00:17:24 | nerissa_en:  5 minutes is pretty quick I agree um let's check I don't think I have anything else in my fridge however when money time came over
00:17:27 | nerissa_en:  she's brought me uh bananas
00:17:35 | nerissa_en:  which I don't know why because I've had so many parties with bananas here but for some reason I was like oh Japan has bananas
00:17:39 | nerissa_en:  and I felt so stupid after the thought crossed my mind because I was like bitch
00:17:43 | nerissa_en:  you've eaten bananas in Japan are you stupid
00:17:46 | nerissa_en:  um so I think I'm gonna have
00:17:50 | nerissa_en:  uh banana because it's good potassium
00:17:56 | nerissa_en:  and then I need to make sure I'm staying hydrated too
00:18:00 | nerissa_en:  so I have this little thing called
00:18:03 | nerissa_en:  os1
00:18:11 | nerissa_en:  it's a hydration solution it really fucking works so I'm going to
00:18:14 | nerissa_en:  I'm gonna have 1 of those
00:18:20 | nerissa_en:  oh yeah gosh I've been seeing that weird ass video that's like going around
00:18:23 | nerissa_en:  on X right now
00:18:28 | nerissa_en:  is that 1 like guy just doing like a get ready with me
00:18:32 | nerissa_en:  and he eats a banana and then he rubs a peel on his face
00:18:38 | nerissa_en:  and I'm like what the fuck like
00:18:44 | nerissa_en:  I'm sure there's a benefit I guess
00:18:46 | nerissa_en:  but what the fuck
00:18:50 | nerissa_en:  like
00:18:54 | nerissa_en:  I watched a whole video
00:19:03 | nerissa_en:  cuz I was like what's going on is this 1 of those rage bait I feel like it's 1 of those rage bait things where they purposely are just doing things in the most stupid way possible
00:19:07 | nerissa_en:  to get like views you know
00:19:15 | nerissa_en:  but I also really wish that X would diversify because it you know your Feet's supposed to be like
00:19:38 | nerissa_en:  specific to you right but like that doesn't feel very specific to me because the only reason I'm watching it now is because every single time I open up X it doesn't matter what time of day it is it doesn't matter anything it doesn't matter if I click to refresh to the top I see that post and it's not even like people posting about that post like I see a little bit of that but I'm seeing
00:19:46 | nerissa_en:  that post and I'm like what do I have to pay to be pushed in the X algorithm for me hello hello
00:19:51 | nerissa_en:  can X just decide to push me randomly 1 day when I make a dumb tweet hello
00:20:04 | nerissa_en:  why are you calling an X because sadly Twitter is called X now and I don't like it very much so
00:20:12 | nerissa_en:  I doubt it's worth the price you're probably right
00:20:22 | nerissa_en:  you need to make a hit tweet can you guys give me ideas for hit tweets I can make
00:20:28 | nerissa_en:  to go viral on X and I will make all of them can that be a stream concept
00:20:32 | nerissa_en:  I make viral X tweets that my audience suggests and then like
00:20:37 | nerissa_en:  I make all these tweets over the course of like a few weeks
00:20:46 | nerissa_en:  book trend
00:20:48 | nerissa_en:  um I could do that
00:20:57 | nerissa_en: no jailbird sometimes I like to leave a little something something to your imagination
00:21:04 | nerissa_en:  you know what I'm saying
00:21:14 | nerissa_en:  sorry I'm drinking this like weird
00:21:20 | nerissa_en:  os1 Dental Dental um hydration like jelly
00:21:22 | nerissa_en:  it's like a jelly version
00:21:31 | nerissa_en:  hasn't been 5 minutes yet
00:21:33 | nerissa_en:  I don't know I'm not counting
00:21:53 | nerissa_en:  do a rage bait post
00:21:56 | nerissa_en:  I don't know
00:21:58 | nerissa_en:  how to do that
00:22:09 | nerissa_en:  I'm really I I'm sure you guys have noticed by now but I'm really bad at being mean and I never go out of my way to do anything that's purposely mean-spirited
00:22:12 | nerissa_en:  you know what I'm saying
00:22:22 | nerissa_en:  so personally I can't really understand like ragebait like people who do it like
00:22:33 | nerissa_en:  on purpose and like enjoy rage baiting because I'm like why do you find Joy from making people unhappy what's wrong with your brain
00:22:43 | nerissa_en:  does the idea in my head of saying something that might upset someone literally literally makes me want to kill myself
00:23:01 | nerissa_en:  it literally makes me want to kill myself like I can't imagine going out of my way to say something to piss someone off watching them get angry and getting happy about that like you know what I'm trying to say like I don't know my point that I don't know I don't think I could make a rage bait tweet because I just genuinely
00:23:05 | nerissa_en:  cannot comprehend why people do that in the first place
00:23:25 | nerissa_en:  I drink
00:23:28 | nerissa_en:  and then I would check the hot pot
00:23:36 | nerissa_en:  Fox mom happy birthday
00:23:44 | nerissa_en:  no people are going to come and watch us later and they're going to know it's your birthday
00:23:47 | nerissa_en:  aren't you lucky
00:23:53 | nerissa_en:  so let me check the Dom
00:23:56 | nerissa_en:  do you hear that sizzle
00:24:03 | nerissa_en:  I guess it's not a Sizzle it's just boiling
00:24:05 | nerissa_en:  um okay
00:24:07 | nerissa_en:  cap off
00:24:14 | nerissa_en:  I'm going to put it in the sink because I want it to stop what it is doing which is cooking
00:24:16 | nerissa_en:  I needed to stop cooking
00:24:19 | nerissa_en:  all right then
00:24:23 | nerissa_en:  I'm going to take the green onion that I
00:24:33 | nerissa_en:  finally totally so finely chopped and uh garnish the top of it with 2 whole things of green onion
00:24:36 | nerissa_en:  I love Green Onion Man
00:24:50 | nerissa_en:  okay now I've taken it off the heat of the burner I'm going to put the cap back on to stop the water from evaporating and then I'm going to grab it and I'll be right back I can't carry both things at once don't want to cause an accident
00:25:01 | nerissa_en:  and I moved it over to my table
00:25:04 | nerissa_en:  um
00:25:09 | nerissa_en:  my issue now is do I eat
00:25:15 | nerissa_en:  or do I do the dishes and clean up after myself
00:25:16 | nerissa_en:  so I actually
00:25:19 | nerissa_en:  probably because I'm on stream
00:25:24 | nerissa_en:  in in a way I accidentally managed to make
00:25:31 | nerissa_en:  a bit of a mess on accident so maybe let me clean that up first just so once I'm done I can just
00:25:36 | nerissa_en:  focus on eating and not have to think about cleaning up the mess I just made
00:25:46 | nerissa_en:  I don't want
00:25:51 | nerissa_en:  I don't want to have to think about it later so I'll do it now
00:25:53 | nerissa_en:  okay
00:25:56 | nerissa_en:  and I also have
00:26:00 | nerissa_en: and I've done this every single time
00:26:03 | nerissa_en:  after I've cleaned the stove
00:26:09 | nerissa_en:  I'll like have an accident with the um like breaking the cube apart
00:26:19 | nerissa_en:  I'll always like fuck it up and it'll like explode while I'm breaking it apart and it'll go all over the whole stove
00:26:29 | nerissa_en:  and then I get very depressed because suddenly my stove is dirty and I realize I have to clean it but I've been avoiding cleaning it
00:26:39 | nerissa_en:  since the last time it happened so I just wiped that up too while I was wiping down the counter uh the dishes can wait I'll I'll let the dishes wait until
00:26:44 | nerissa_en:  after oh it looks so good
00:26:46 | nerissa_en:  okay
00:26:48 | nerissa_en:  we got our donut
00:26:50 | nerissa_en:  we got our know
00:26:54 | nerissa_en:  and there's lots of meat in this 1 so
00:26:56 | nerissa_en:  uh hopefully
00:27:03 | nerissa_en:  the the dream would be that I eat this and then I don't eat much else today
00:27:05 | nerissa_en:  it's my goal
00:27:08 | nerissa_en:  because I ate a lot yesterday
00:27:21 | nerissa_en:  there's so much good food in Japan especially if you go out it's so easy to just be like ah just this just this just this but everything adds up really high before you know it so my tummy kind of hurts today
00:27:27 | nerissa_en:  picture please um here let me take 1 I've already been mixing it up
00:27:31 | nerissa_en:  so it's not going to like the garnish isn't on top anymore
00:27:36 | nerissa_en:  because I was like oh I should start separating the meat sorry I was I was too excited
00:27:39 | nerissa_en:  I immediately started going at it with with my eyes
00:27:41 | nerissa_en:  and my
00:27:46 | nerissa_en:  Chopsticks and my brain um
00:27:52 | nerissa_en:  I don't know why I feel like I'm missing something no you know it doesn't it doesn't look pretty now that I mixed it I can't give you a picture I'm sorry
00:27:57 | nerissa_en:  but yeah I keep I keep hurting my tummy because I keep eating too much
00:28:00 | nerissa_en:  it's fine it is what it is
00:28:08 | nerissa_en:  it is what it is
00:28:12 | nerissa_en:  like
00:28:17 | nerissa_en:  but yeah um
00:28:18 | nerissa_en:  oh
00:28:20 | nerissa_en:  okay
00:28:22 | nerissa_en:  so
00:28:28 | nerissa_en:  I'm just letting it cool down a little bit because if I just Dive In
00:28:32 | nerissa_en:  it's going to be like really hot
00:28:35 | nerissa_en:  I wish I could share this with you
00:28:37 | nerissa_en:  when I make stuff like this
00:28:41 | nerissa_en:  and I'm just you know
00:28:46 | nerissa_en:  eating alone I think of how nice it is to eat with someone else
00:28:56 | nerissa_en:  and I wish that I could I could set up the seat next to me and grab another pair of Chopsticks and say hey Dilbert
00:28:59 | nerissa_en:  you have some too I can't eat all this myself
00:29:01 | nerissa_en:  I made too much
00:29:05 | nerissa_en:  no thank you very much for the pinky
00:29:09 | nerissa_en:  yeah
00:29:16 | nerissa_en:  do I tell you guys I guess let myself into like in cabbage and hot pot
00:29:20 | nerissa_en:  I didn't like it previously
00:29:24 | nerissa_en:  I will like every time I saw it it would be so disappointed
00:29:28 | nerissa_en:  but my goal when coming here was I was like I need to
00:29:31 | nerissa_en:  I need to make
00:29:33 | nerissa_en:  myself like it
00:29:38 | nerissa_en:  I'll be your personal trash can jail for
00:29:45 | nerissa_en:  okay any food I don't eat I'm going to put it down your gullet open up
00:29:52 | nerissa_en:  cabbage is good though don't get me wrong I like cabbage and I like boiled cabbage but there was something about
00:29:56 | nerissa_en:  my like opinion of like what hot pot should be
00:29:59 | nerissa_en:  that was very um
00:30:01 | nerissa_en:  not
00:30:04 | nerissa_en:  at all with cage you know what I'm saying
00:30:11 | nerissa_en:  hmm
00:30:15 | nerissa_en:  cabbage but now I look forward to it I'm like mmm
00:30:21 | nerissa_en:  can't forget to buy the Cabbage from my hot pot at the store
00:30:31 | nerissa_en:  there are different kinds of hot pots yes well it's not even just preconceived notions I had eaten hot pot a lot
00:30:36 | nerissa_en:  and I had eaten a lot of Korean Hot Pot and don't get me wrong they have cabbage as an option
00:30:40 | nerissa_en:  but I had rarely ever seen anyone put cabbage in a hot pot
00:30:45 | nerissa_en:  and I just like generally don't reach for cabbage unless I'm eating like
00:30:47 | nerissa_en:  Irish food
00:30:51 | nerissa_en:  so no I just didn't like
00:30:54 | nerissa_en:  I wasn't all for it and that's like my problem
00:30:58 | nerissa_en:  and that was my fatal flaw and I fixed it
00:31:07 | nerissa_en: I fixed my light problem
00:31:14 | nerissa_en:  cabbage is good for you greens are good for you
00:31:18 | nerissa_en:  and this whole recipe
00:31:20 | nerissa_en:  it's literally made
00:31:28 | nerissa_en:  sorry what poor man I was talking with my mouthful these little recipes literally made to
00:31:30 | nerissa_en:  be easy on my stomach
00:31:35 | nerissa_en:  well also filling me up so that um
00:31:47 | nerissa_en:  I hopefully won't eat as much cuz it's really hard to hear it's so easy to leave the house hungry and then just like become absolutely
00:31:52 | nerissa_en:  destroyed by all the amazing options
00:31:55 | nerissa_en:  too louder oh sorry here 1 sec
00:32:10 | nerissa_en:  that do ones that did not do anything for you
00:32:20 | nerissa_en: my phone is not up to my mouth
00:32:22 | nerissa_en:  it's um
00:32:29 | nerissa_en:  it's a down on the table so that's why I picked it up for a second here another 1
00:32:35 | nerissa_en:  no motion very good let me see the cabbage is crunchy
00:32:42 | nerissa_en:  oh
00:32:59 | nerissa_en:  hey green onion and pork belly
00:33:04 | nerissa_en:  so sorry
00:33:11 | nerissa_en:  if there ain't no crunch I'm trying so hard I don't know if it's making a crunching sound this is not the microphone for that I'm so sorry
00:33:25 | nerissa_en:  and a Noki mushroom
00:33:39 | nerissa_en: there you go
00:33:44 | nerissa_en:  got it you're welcome
00:33:50 | nerissa_en:  okay that's enough ASMR
00:33:56 | nerissa_en:  attempted phone ASMR
00:34:05 | nerissa_en:  at least 202 don't say that to me I'm not counting
00:34:11 | nerissa_en:  but um 1 of the things about me is generally
00:34:16 | nerissa_en:  I think by some people's standards I probably overcook my hot pot
00:34:21 | nerissa_en:  I really really like my vegetables to be really nice and soft
00:34:24 | nerissa_en:  so that they kind of just like
00:34:28 | nerissa_en:  disintegrates into fibers in my mouth you know
00:34:32 | nerissa_en:  I know some people like to keep them pretty firm but
00:34:55 | nerissa_en:  what if jailbirds eat by hearing then I fed you a little bit of my hot pot and I'm happy for you you don't like crunchy veggies don't give me wrong I love crunchy raw vegetables okay I love raw vegan
00:34:56 | nerissa_en:  vegetables
00:35:03 | nerissa_en:  but when I'm eating hot pot I just don't for some reason with hot pot specifically if they're like
00:35:08 | nerissa_en:  a little bit crunchy and I pull it out I'm like nope something's wrong put it back in
00:35:10 | nerissa_en:  you know
00:35:28 | nerissa_en:  see jailbirds my new talking to you was a good idea this morning
00:35:41 | nerissa_en:  I still be in bed right now if I didn't talk to you but instead I'm up and I'm eating and you know what's going to happen after this because I'm still talking to you guys I'm going to say oh you know what I should just do my dishes
00:35:46 | nerissa_en:  and then I'll be all set up for the day
00:35:56 | nerissa_en:  have you ever tried okra I have a really funny story with okra
00:36:01 | nerissa_en:  I don't actually care 1 way or the other for okra I think it's fine I can eat it
00:36:07 | nerissa_en:  but did I ever tell you guys that my grandma this is going to sound like fake as hell
00:36:15 | nerissa_en: in advance I promise you this is going to sound fake as hell and I don't even blame you if you're like I don't believe you that sounds like bulshit
00:36:19 | nerissa_en:  but it's true my grandma
00:36:28 | nerissa_en:  went on a date with Elvis Presley before he was famous this was before he was a famous man he was like performing
00:36:39 | nerissa_en:  at like little like like bars you know like how people singers who are trying to get their start things that they do is this the office story again yes it's the Elvis story again so
00:37:00 | nerissa_en:  my grandma ends up um being friends with the people who run this bar and they're letting Elvis perform there because they were like kind of like friends with him so um they're like hey you know like do you like want to go out to dinner with us I always say she was on a date with Elvis she's like it wasn't a day we just hang out it wasn't a date and I'm like Grandma
00:37:35 | nerissa_en:  take it it was a date with Elvis come on be real and so then she's like so I'm hanging out with this guy and he's he's just fine like she was not impressed but she was like 1 thing is like she was like we got along like talking to him was really nice um 1 thing he asked for in the car was do you like okra and she told him no because she's like I don't fucking like okra what the hell and um he was like you just don't know how to eat it right wait because they were going back to um with the the c
00:37:38 | nerissa_en:  so he was like let me cook you some okra
00:37:46 | nerissa_en:  and then after that she's like wow yeah Elvis Presley taught me how to eat okra and now I like it so all those years later then when he got famous she was like holy shit
00:37:48 | nerissa_en:  wow
00:37:50 | nerissa_en:  and I'm like Grandma
00:37:52 | nerissa_en:  Grandma
00:37:58 | nerissa_en:  you were in vicinity with Elvis Presley and she's like yeah and I was like wow
00:38:09 | nerissa_en:  hmm
00:38:13 | nerissa_en:  my great grandma dated Dean Martin
00:38:15 | nerissa_en:  I love that
00:38:19 | nerissa_en:  I love Dean Martin Mann
00:38:34 | nerissa_en:  see thank you very much for the AA soup um
00:38:40 | nerissa_en:  Shields are always the perfect excuse to keep moving huh you're welcome hope you have an amazing day Henry said thank you
00:38:45 | nerissa_en:  but anyway yeah so
00:38:48 | nerissa_en:  that's 1 of my funny stories
00:38:52 | nerissa_en:  I doubt my grandma would lie about that
00:39:04 | nerissa_en:  but for some people are like there's no way I guess potentially she could have made it up but I don't think she did because she has told me this story in many great and consistent detail over the years even as she's gotten older so
00:39:08 | nerissa_en:  but think whatever you want it doesn't affect me
00:39:10 | nerissa_en:  I know my truth
00:39:14 | nerissa_en:  maybe you're the son of Elvis I am not the son of Elvis
00:39:21 | nerissa_en:  first off I'm a girl the second off um he would be my grandfather
00:39:26 | nerissa_en:  third off she was not interested in him like that
00:39:27 | nerissa_en:  at the time
00:39:36 | nerissa_en:  she thought that he was kind of forgettable apart from the ochre thing which she thought was fun she was like oh he's just a normal Pleasant guy when she wasn't like taking with him
00:39:43 | nerissa_en:  so I I I'm very positive
00:39:48 | nerissa_en:  that I am not related in any way
00:40:12 | nerissa_en: imagine calling Elvis ochre guy I know that's literally my grandma's like I said can you taught me how to and I'm like Grandma
00:40:15 | nerissa_en:  that Elvis Presley bro
00:40:20 | nerissa_en:  you sure though we need that DNA test um
00:40:24 | nerissa_en:  no I'm half Raven half demon
00:40:27 | nerissa_en:  okay
00:40:35 | nerissa_en:  can you teach us how to eat okra I need to ask my grandma
00:40:40 | nerissa_en:  I don't actually know
00:40:46 | nerissa_en:  cuz I don't I don't think I again I don't think I just like okra at all but
00:40:52 | nerissa_en:  I don't know if I've ever had okra cooked the quote unquote right way
00:41:07 | nerissa_en:  what the hell are you eating what the hell are you eating
00:41:15 | nerissa_en: all caps
00:41:18 | nerissa_en:  what's wrong with you
00:41:25 | nerissa_en:  learn how to act jailbird
00:41:45 | nerissa_en:  so what the hell are you eating
00:41:51 | nerissa_en:  okay get rid of the hell okay I was politely learn your manners
00:41:55 | nerissa_en:  thank you for UNC capitalizing it
00:42:04 | nerissa_en:  ma'am what wonders are be between your lips this fine more
00:42:10 | nerissa_en:  you're correct that's that's the correct way you should be asking women what they're eating
00:42:20 | nerissa_en:  I'll be honest some people might get annoyed and be like what the hell
00:42:24 | nerissa_en:  but I appreciate that energy
00:42:31 | nerissa_en:  yes treat me like
00:42:34 | nerissa_en:  I'm the princess
00:42:37 | nerissa_en:  and you are her loyal tutor
00:42:59 | nerissa_en:  and companion and you love her me very much but you can never be together because of of our station differences so instead you give me soft affections daily and because of our positions we can never be together but we longing we look at each other out the window unknowing of the others feelings because we're too committed to our duties
00:43:04 | nerissa_en:  sorry
00:43:05 | nerissa_en:  okay princess
00:43:12 | nerissa_en:  me you writing weird jailbird a you in my head
00:43:24 | nerissa_en:  did you just create more for us
00:43:26 | nerissa_en:  no
00:43:55 | nerissa_en:  so as you guys are probably aware sorry abrupt subject changed I'm here in Japan for uh work obviously which is nice um
00:43:58 | nerissa_en:  I'm working on something really special
00:44:07 | nerissa_en:  I think you guys are going to really enjoy I can't tell you about it now but I've got stuff to go to do for it today so once we're done I'll probably
00:44:09 | nerissa_en:  get running
00:44:14 | nerissa_en:  I have plans for today yes I have work
00:44:17 | nerissa_en:  I have to work today
00:44:34 | nerissa_en:  and I have work every day
00:44:56 | nerissa_en:  I'm not very good at using Chopsticks I'm actually way better at using the flat Korean Chopsticks and I feel like
00:44:59 | nerissa_en:  and my personal opinion
00:45:04 | nerissa_en:  Korean people just created the best Chopstick variant
00:45:10 | nerissa_en:  they're metal so easy to clean
00:45:12 | nerissa_en:  they're Square
00:45:15 | nerissa_en:  or kind of rectangular so easy to pick things up with
00:45:18 | nerissa_en:  I never have like the same issue
00:45:21 | nerissa_en:  I have with like the kind of more circular chopsticks
00:45:28 | nerissa_en:  you know
00:45:42 | nerissa_en:  I'm individually pulling out and eating 1 single green onion at a time I'm so sorry
00:45:59 | nerissa_en:  okay
00:46:04 | nerissa_en:  the Bowl's not hot so I'm going to drink some of the broth I'm not going to drink all of it
00:46:07 | nerissa_en:  it was cuz I'm not sure
00:46:13 | nerissa_en: I'm not sure how good for me and actually is
00:46:17 | nerissa_en:  like the broth itself it's I mean it's just water
00:46:22 | nerissa_en: a full stock Cube
00:46:30 | nerissa_en:  and I don't know if I'm actually supposed to be using the whole stock Cube probably could have gotten away with half honestly but
00:46:40 | nerissa_en:  it's so yummy
00:46:43 | nerissa_en:  it's so yummy
00:46:58 | nerissa_en:  much salt honestly it's not salty at all like or like it's decently salted it's not um
00:47:00 | nerissa_en:  I even feel like I could probably add salt
00:47:04 | nerissa_en:  but it's nice because I feel like in the
00:47:07 | nerissa_en:  backstage side
00:47:11 | nerissa_en:  if you get a chicken broth of like any kind
00:47:16 | nerissa_en:  you're going to be hard pressed to find 1 that doesn't have a shit ton of sodium added already
00:47:19 | nerissa_en:  you know
00:47:26 | nerissa_en:  you know what I'm saying
00:47:27 | nerissa_en:  but like
00:47:30 | nerissa_en:  here I feel like
00:47:36 | nerissa_en:  they don't actually have like canned broth in the first place for 1 so that probably contributes
00:47:41 | nerissa_en:  but canned broth stuff aside I also feel like
00:47:43 | nerissa_en:  you know
00:47:47 | nerissa_en:  it's like not salty
00:47:50 | nerissa_en:  and I don't mean that in a bad way like oh there's not enough salt but like it's not
00:48:01 | nerissa_en:  salty when I when I have the flavor profile no pardon me like it's sitting there eating it and thinking oh this is salty I'm just like this tastes good
00:48:03 | nerissa_en:  so okay
00:48:07 | nerissa_en:  let me empty the rest of the broth down
00:48:10 | nerissa_en:  I give this thing a little red
00:48:16 | nerissa_en:  and I give my spoon a red
00:48:20 | nerissa_en:  I need the water to get hot
00:48:27 | nerissa_en:  hurry hurry hurry
00:48:34 | nerissa_en:  there we go
00:48:41 | nerissa_en:  some hot water
00:48:43 | nerissa_en:  some self
00:48:47 | nerissa_en:  more water so they're so cropped up
00:48:49 | nerissa_en:  and I'm going to let the donut be sit
00:48:52 | nerissa_en:  and I'm going to clean
00:48:54 | nerissa_en:  let me grab my sponge
00:48:57 | nerissa_en:  put some water and soap on it first
00:49:04 | nerissa_en:  and I'm going to
00:49:09 | nerissa_en:  wash my knife
00:49:13 | nerissa_en:  very quick and easy
00:49:17 | nerissa_en:  watch my chopsticks
00:49:30 | nerissa_en:  uh any set out
00:49:33 | nerissa_en:  okay
00:49:36 | nerissa_en:  um I got to wash my cutting boards
00:49:42 | nerissa_en:  don't forget to wash that
00:49:48 | nerissa_en:  since I have borderline questionable veggies on it
00:49:53 | nerissa_en:  thank
00:49:56 | nerissa_en:  top of the donut
00:50:02 | nerissa_en:  scrub it's not that dirty it all it got was steam
00:50:10 | nerissa_en:  and then he asked those itself
00:50:14 | nerissa_en:  hasn't been sitting very long but it doesn't need to so
00:50:18 | nerissa_en:  I can just get scrubbing I'm going to scrub it twice
00:50:23 | nerissa_en:  on the inside
00:50:25 | nerissa_en:  and then once on the outside
00:50:28 | nerissa_en:  and scrub with
00:50:33 | nerissa_en:  second let's go
00:50:41 | nerissa_en:  don't forget
00:50:42 | nerissa_en:  Fox
00:50:54 | nerissa_en:  okay and I'm going to watch the bottom the issue has been noticing with my donut that I've been having
00:50:56 | nerissa_en:  is
00:50:58 | nerissa_en:  uh
00:51:03 | nerissa_en:  I have been burning and scorching the bottom of it
00:51:18 | nerissa_en:  I've been scorching the bottom of it so when I got it it looked really really nice and still it looks really really nice but the bottom is slowly becoming
00:51:21 | nerissa_en:  you know what I'm talking about
00:51:23 | nerissa_en:  getting destroyed
00:51:28 | nerissa_en: fall asleep but it's nearly 3 go to sleep
00:51:35 | nerissa_en:  you don't have to be here I appreciate that you want to be here that you're trying to keep yourself up but your health is really important jailbird
00:51:37 | nerissa_en:  so go to sleep
00:51:42 | nerissa_en:  you have my you have my explicit permission
00:51:44 | nerissa_en:  oh
00:51:56 | nerissa_en:  okay now I'm feeling lazy I've done the essentials I've
00:52:00 | nerissa_en:  cleaned up after myself and the kitchen
00:52:03 | nerissa_en:  I should clean up my dining room too I guess
00:52:08 | nerissa_en:  just put my stuff away
00:52:13 | nerissa_en:  and I suppose I'll have some fruit later
00:52:15 | nerissa_en:  as a treat
00:52:23 | nerissa_en:  okay now I feel lazy so we're going to go back to bed time for a nap
00:52:28 | nerissa_en:  here
00:52:32 | nerissa_en:  and getting cozy under the blanket
00:52:38 | nerissa_en:  I'm missing a pillow though
00:52:40 | nerissa_en:  there it is
00:52:42 | nerissa_en:  it was under the blanket too
00:52:49 | nerissa_en:  more strawberry I don't have any but it has some uh me
00:52:53 | nerissa_en:  in my fridge so
00:53:09 | nerissa_en:  she really woke up eat and now sleeping again look
00:53:16 | nerissa_en:  I need sleep
00:53:20 | nerissa_en:  I'm still not to 100%
00:53:26 | nerissa_en:  don't you hear me coughing
00:53:39 | nerissa_en:  your cough sounds much better
00:53:42 | nerissa_en:  you're nice
00:53:45 | nerissa_en:  I'm gonna have oh sip of water
00:53:55 | nerissa_en:  can I tell you guys 1 thing I love about Tokyo so much
00:53:58 | nerissa_en: I think I
00:54:15 | nerissa_en:  I was just chilling and um I ended up opening the window pretty late 1 night because I was kind of warm and I was like oh it's kind of cold outside so maybe this will have a heat up and 1 thing I noticed it was really late right um
00:54:18 | nerissa_en:  there's no noise
00:54:22 | nerissa_en:  there's no noise
00:54:25 | nerissa_en:  and I was like wow
00:54:29 | nerissa_en:  Tokyo is such an amazing City that like
00:54:33 | nerissa_en:  it's so quiet like compared to like
00:54:44 | nerissa_en:  I feel like any other place in the world like if you're in a city it doesn't really matter what time it is chances are like if it's a big city it's going to be bustling but it was crazy
00:54:50 | nerissa_en:  I because I just I was like wow
00:54:58 | nerissa_en:  like I don't hear co uh like horns honking I don't hear anything like that it's just
00:55:01 | nerissa_en:  it was great it's amazing
00:55:12 | nerissa_en:  so anyway uh let me be your uh advertisement
00:55:23 | nerissa_en:  hi me Tokyo let me advertise for you I will convince people to come not that they need any help with that it's I'm joking obviously but yeah
00:55:27 | nerissa_en:  it's just I don't know I was like well
00:55:30 | nerissa_en:  this is nice
00:55:40 | nerissa_en:  anyways I'm fucking dying
00:55:42 | nerissa_en:  oh
00:55:50 | nerissa_en:  yeah that's true I remember going and my friend needed medicine and it was like that yeah
00:55:56 | nerissa_en:  there is a for Tokyo best I'd love to be a Tokyo Ambassador some day
00:56:02 | nerissa_en:  I love to be a Tokyo and ambassador
00:56:14 | nerissa_en:  sorry jailbirds
00:56:17 | nerissa_en:  my gross cough
00:56:19 | nerissa_en:  I'm sorry
00:56:24 | nerissa_en:  thank you guys though for coming here
00:56:27 | nerissa_en: and
00:56:33 | nerissa_en: and helping to give me some energy this morning
00:56:37 | nerissa_en:  for a little bit to
00:56:40 | nerissa_en:  do the things I needed to do
00:56:42 | nerissa_en:  so
00:56:49 | nerissa_en:  thank you jilberts I hope you enjoyed this um random
00:56:53 | nerissa_en:  decision I made to do a
00:56:56 | nerissa_en:  a an X space
00:57:12 | nerissa_en:  You Really Got the full waifu experienced just now I woke up after being naked in bed I put clothes on uh I made breakfast I did the dishes and then I got back in bed
00:57:17 | nerissa_en:  so
00:57:30 | nerissa_en:  I hope you enjoyed I miss you guys so I don't know I just I wanted to talk to you guys
00:57:32 | nerissa_en:  I hope
00:57:38 | nerissa_en:  I hope you're all doing well I'm sorry I have been able to be around as much as usual
00:57:45 | nerissa_en:  I feel really bad about it but know that I'm like genuinely doing my best so
00:57:47 | nerissa_en:  please keep cheering for me
00:57:57 | nerissa_en:  even though I know it's hard for you guys to it's hard for me but it's hard for you guys to I I can only imagine it must be worse so
00:58:04 | nerissa_en:  yeah but I miss you I miss you all so much so I just wanted you guys to know that but
00:58:06 | nerissa_en:  yeah
00:58:10 | nerissa_en:  thank you guys so much for being there for me
00:58:14 | nerissa_en:  I love you too
00:58:24 | nerissa_en:  I'll let you go now so you guys I'm sure it's late for some of you so I'm back in been so you can just pretend we're going to sleep together it's great
00:58:34 | nerissa_en:  I'll take a nap and think of that too be like ah I'm holding a cute little jailbird in my arms and squeezing it super tight
00:58:43 | nerissa_en:  because it's like a pillow but yeah thank you guys uh I hope you had fun
00:58:54 | nerissa_en:  uh I hope you sleep well and have a good night and I hope I'll see you guys all in my next stream so uh bye for now for now darling