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yuta ユウタ🐔🌸🥯💀🎲🐱


/̵͇̿̿/'̿̿¯̿̿¯̿̿~狂さん*


anybody here hello


hello is anybody


こはく☃😈🌲🔥♌🎣💫👾🌽


it's just like continually just start to crash out like worse and worse and worse every time


玉子せんべい🌽💫👯🏴☠🌸


古明地@タウイタウイ泊地


good morning jilbert hi Darlings this is hola life English Evans devilish Diva the 1 and only Niza Raven Croft that's me


my internet connections but like


TopMr.M(@🇯🇵)👻💀🎲💎🎼👧🍵💄


a little strange this morning


so


if there's any issues it's not my fault it's just the internet I apologize though in advance


oh


1 sec I'm trying to


figure out a way to prop up my my phone so I can read the things you guys say


because I want I want to see


your messages


no way these are ravencraft yep that's me


yeah uh are you feeling any better


avoiding good news


um


yes


I sound like shit partially just because I just woke up


yuta ユウタ🐔🌸🥯💀🎲🐱


and I stayed up really late uh


I stayed up really late chatting with 1 of the girls today


it's like oh my God it's so much fun so um


we stayed up late chatting


but uh now I am awake and I wanted to sleep in actually till like 2:00 p.m.


but my body woke me up at 9:00 and jst


no it is what it is


I'm still sleepy but uh in terms of my health um since my last dream I was dying of illness as I always am when I tend to get sick I was a lot better today


it was a lot better yesterday


and now I've been a lot better today


so


yeah I'm telling


I'm chilling


my my back's a little itchy


so I got to get


um what's for breakfast I don't know


I need to cook more now day


I need to make more no


because


uh


my croissant the mum greens are going bad in the fridge


but


I'll make that I'll get out of bed


you guys can listen to me cook


let me talk let me cook


give me 1 sec I'm actually chatting to you guys 1 completely naked so ooh


you guys get to hear me put my clothes on


こはく☃😈🌲🔥♌🎣💫👾🌽


as you guys know


I sleep naked because why


when I do anything else you know


my why would I do anything else so


but wait what


yeah I'm not 100%


up to Snuff feeling wise I don't feel very sick anymore but I'm also uh still sound at this point like I have a bad cold


can you make it a medical treatment yes it is


okay


my plot for the Nave


and then


um I have


a measuring cup that measures milliliters I'm going to put


uh 300 milliliters in my pot


there's 200


let me get the 100


300 in total


I think I have only 1 more employee in Cube so


so uh I just opened the bullying Cube and now you probably can't hear but I'm just crushing it up


into the the water


don't burn yourself why would I burn myself what do I look like a noob


do I look like a noob hello


nerissa ravencraft burn herself cooking do you know who you're talking to


you know who you're talking to tail Birds be so for real right now


um I'm going to take this socket


let's pour a little bit in


however much my heart feels like it's good open up the ginger and I'm just going to use my clean Chopsticks that I'm going to use to eat just to scoop out


whatever looks good we'll give it a little mix you don't need to do that at least with this bullying Cube The Bullying Cube will just fully dissolve itself once the water gets hot


so I never have to like mix it or anything


which is nice


um you don't have to turn the water on now I guess you could if you wanted to but I'm going to wait they usually don't do it till a bit later


okay in the fridge I have


the onion cabbage by expiring for Santa of green


uh the rest of these


soybean why do I keep thinking of soybeans actually I don't


I'm not going to use the bean sprouts


I'm going to look at them I'm going to make the executive decision


to say I waited too long these are no longer good


that's okay


okay I'm going to take the Canon


cabbage


sorry I'm I clean up as I go so instead of just keeping the ingredients out every time I finish with anything you're going to hear the fridge open


and hear me physically put it away probably


okay now the croissant greens are looking really rough so I'm actually going to go through and I'm going to pick off


this might take me a bit but I'm going to pick off all the nasty looking leaves and I'll keep all the ones that look


not nasty


and I won't eat the nasty looking ones feels like there's no mold


they just don't really look appetizing you know


but it's not going to kill me to eat it and I don't want to like waste food that's still good just because some of the leaves are bad doesn't mean


the whole thing is bad you know


so I'm going to just see what I can salvage


currently of my


vegetables okay those are probably good


sometimes you've got to do something you don't want to


like go through your vegetables and pick off all the bad leaves


because they're turning yellow and getting kind of crusty


okay um


okay okay this uh and you can salvage this 1


okay


it's just me who's eating it if it was someone else I maybe would be a little more like I should just toss this but it's me so it's fine


so I'm not going to die from a little


turning vegetables they're not bad yet


especially with all this work I'm putting into prepping them okay


so everything else that I have left looks acceptable to eat


I'm not going to complain about that I just got to clean up my mess now


of all the not nice looking leaves


okay cutting board


knife


and I'm just going to roughly chop


because honestly I feel like it's better


in this case when it's still a little bit big I'm going to throw away the ends they're nasty


and then I'm just going to do 1 more look see through in case I missed anything that doesn't look edible


uh now that it's kind of chopped up


to me


into the pot


okay


then rinse off my board real quick


perfect


I'm going to put in some Enoki mushroom and


cut off about half of


what was maybe a third of a Big Spring of a noi


put it in the pot throw away the butt


because I had to cut that off because it's icky nobody wants that


um


it's a hard part


I got the wrong green onions


last time I usually get like the really thick ones that are like borderline leak level


because then I can cut the white part and put it in its like really really yummy delicious you know what I'm saying


sorry for using like a dumb word but it's like really delicious right so um but in this situation here


I got just the regular old green onion that is like not very thick so


I end up with way too much garnish not enough actual green onion in the pot


which is fine because but the issues I need like the the stem part the root part


you know what I'm saying


does that make any sense does anyone even care I'm so sorry I don't know why I'm doing this


I don't know why I'm doing this but don't worry about it okay I'm chopping the green onion that's going to be the garnish on top I don't mind a lot of garnish of green onion this is the equivalent of about 2 green onions do I need this much


absolutely not


uh and I cook like a mom by the way not a chef so I tend to chop vegetables slowly


so if you can hear this and you're like wow she sounds like she sucks at cutting I don't suck I'm just slow


I'm I like to I'm a perfectionist okay


okay


there we go going to put the an noi and the green onion back and throw away the


buoyant Cube


and now so everything's all prepped so now I just need the meat


so everything is ready and the meat I'm actually just going to grab it with my hands


um I have like this really really thinly sliced pork pork belly


because uh I like bacon


and pork belly is kind of like bacon


because it's the same cut that goes into making bacon and I honestly think pork belly is better


than bacon


after I've got really into it so


now I'm having pork belly


on top of my hot pot because it's a ginger pork hot pot


with lots of green onion those things go together so well


I'm all way too much so I feel the need to like load the pork on


but I honestly don't usually like um


putting the meat on top of other pieces of meat because I feel like it makes it take longer to cook


but I also want to use up the rest of this packet of meat so I'm not really sure what to do


I am in a mess of my own making


a a prison of my own creation I broke out from the cell but it matters not because now


I'm


in kitchen hell my cord and Ramsay haha next collaboration revealed I'm I'm going to be on a cooking show in the US hell yeah this is a joke by the way obviously I would love to do something like that though that'd be fun like


it's going to be 2 more cooks for Gordon Ramsay oh Next Step very important since I just touched raw meat I'm cleaning my hands


uh I'm cleaning my hand because I touch raw meat with it


what are you


a Frozen


yeah okay uh now I've just turned the hot pot uh I'm using a donut which is a like hot pot specific Bowl


um


usually


people get the donut so they can actually like


what am I trying to say like actually like eat


the hot pot and keep it hot so they could like cook everything like live


they could cook everything live while they're eating it so instead of having to shove it all in the pot but the reason I'm doing it like this is because


I'm not transferring my stuff over you know


yeah


I'm just doing it the way that I'm doing it


does that make sense


am I saying anything that makes sense


I don't know


I'm not sure


that's that I suppose


that it is it is what it is


and that's how life works


give me 1 sec I got to go get something uno momento


oh no momento


uh


mhm


so I'm going to let that cook for about 5 minutes


technically


it can cook for longer


or shorter depending on what you like I mean as long as a Meats cooked


it's fine oh I should prepare everything else um


so because I don't eat


it in the usual way which again is like if you get a donut they usually have like the the portable like uh stove thing


so


you can


do that you know what I'm saying is anything I'm saying is any word coming out of my mouth makes sense


all this for breakfast I know I'm stressed man


5 minutes is pretty quick I agree um let's check I don't think I have anything else in my fridge however when money time came over


she's brought me uh bananas


which I don't know why because I've had so many parties with bananas here but for some reason I was like oh Japan has bananas


and I felt so stupid after the thought crossed my mind because I was like bitch


you've eaten bananas in Japan are you stupid


um so I think I'm gonna have


uh banana because it's good potassium


and then I need to make sure I'm staying hydrated too


so I have this little thing called


it's a hydration solution it really fucking works so I'm going to


I'm gonna have 1 of those


oh yeah gosh I've been seeing that weird ass video that's like going around


on X right now


is that 1 like guy just doing like a get ready with me


and he eats a banana and then he rubs a peel on his face


and I'm like what the fuck like


I'm sure there's a benefit I guess


but what the fuck


like


I watched a whole video


cuz I was like what's going on is this 1 of those rage bait I feel like it's 1 of those rage bait things where they purposely are just doing things in the most stupid way possible


to get like views you know


but I also really wish that X would diversify because it you know your Feet's supposed to be like


specific to you right but like that doesn't feel very specific to me because the only reason I'm watching it now is because every single time I open up X it doesn't matter what time of day it is it doesn't matter anything it doesn't matter if I click to refresh to the top I see that post and it's not even like people posting about that post like I see a little bit of that but I'm seeing


that post and I'm like what do I have to pay to be pushed in the X algorithm for me hello hello


can X just decide to push me randomly 1 day when I make a dumb tweet hello


why are you calling an X because sadly Twitter is called X now and I don't like it very much so


I doubt it's worth the price you're probably right


you need to make a hit tweet can you guys give me ideas for hit tweets I can make


to go viral on X and I will make all of them can that be a stream concept


I make viral X tweets that my audience suggests and then like


I make all these tweets over the course of like a few weeks


book trend


um I could do that


no jailbird sometimes I like to leave a little something something to your imagination


you know what I'm saying


sorry I'm drinking this like weird


os1 Dental Dental um hydration like jelly


it's like a jelly version


hasn't been 5 minutes yet


I don't know I'm not counting


do a rage bait post


I don't know


how to do that


I'm really I I'm sure you guys have noticed by now but I'm really bad at being mean and I never go out of my way to do anything that's purposely mean-spirited


so personally I can't really understand like ragebait like people who do it like


on purpose and like enjoy rage baiting because I'm like why do you find Joy from making people unhappy what's wrong with your brain


does the idea in my head of saying something that might upset someone literally literally makes me want to kill myself


it literally makes me want to kill myself like I can't imagine going out of my way to say something to piss someone off watching them get angry and getting happy about that like you know what I'm trying to say like I don't know my point that I don't know I don't think I could make a rage bait tweet because I just genuinely


cannot comprehend why people do that in the first place


I drink


and then I would check the hot pot


Fox mom happy birthday


no people are going to come and watch us later and they're going to know it's your birthday


aren't you lucky


so let me check the Dom


do you hear that sizzle


I guess it's not a Sizzle it's just boiling


um okay


cap off


I'm going to put it in the sink because I want it to stop what it is doing which is cooking


I needed to stop cooking


all right then


I'm going to take the green onion that I


finally totally so finely chopped and uh garnish the top of it with 2 whole things of green onion


I love Green Onion Man


okay now I've taken it off the heat of the burner I'm going to put the cap back on to stop the water from evaporating and then I'm going to grab it and I'll be right back I can't carry both things at once don't want to cause an accident


and I moved it over to my table


um


my issue now is do I eat


or do I do the dishes and clean up after myself


so I actually


probably because I'm on stream


in in a way I accidentally managed to make


a bit of a mess on accident so maybe let me clean that up first just so once I'm done I can just


focus on eating and not have to think about cleaning up the mess I just made


I don't want


I don't want to have to think about it later so I'll do it now


okay


and I also have


and I've done this every single time


after I've cleaned the stove


I'll like have an accident with the um like breaking the cube apart


I'll always like fuck it up and it'll like explode while I'm breaking it apart and it'll go all over the whole stove


and then I get very depressed because suddenly my stove is dirty and I realize I have to clean it but I've been avoiding cleaning it


since the last time it happened so I just wiped that up too while I was wiping down the counter uh the dishes can wait I'll I'll let the dishes wait until


after oh it looks so good


we got our donut


we got our know


and there's lots of meat in this 1 so


uh hopefully


the the dream would be that I eat this and then I don't eat much else today


it's my goal


because I ate a lot yesterday


there's so much good food in Japan especially if you go out it's so easy to just be like ah just this just this just this but everything adds up really high before you know it so my tummy kind of hurts today


picture please um here let me take 1 I've already been mixing it up


so it's not going to like the garnish isn't on top anymore


because I was like oh I should start separating the meat sorry I was I was too excited


I immediately started going at it with with my eyes


and my


Chopsticks and my brain um


I don't know why I feel like I'm missing something no you know it doesn't it doesn't look pretty now that I mixed it I can't give you a picture I'm sorry


but yeah I keep I keep hurting my tummy because I keep eating too much


it's fine it is what it is


it is what it is


like


but yeah um


oh


okay


so


I'm just letting it cool down a little bit because if I just Dive In


it's going to be like really hot


I wish I could share this with you


when I make stuff like this


and I'm just you know


eating alone I think of how nice it is to eat with someone else


and I wish that I could I could set up the seat next to me and grab another pair of Chopsticks and say hey Dilbert


you have some too I can't eat all this myself


I made too much


no thank you very much for the pinky


yeah


do I tell you guys I guess let myself into like in cabbage and hot pot


I didn't like it previously


I will like every time I saw it it would be so disappointed


but my goal when coming here was I was like I need to


I need to make


myself like it


I'll be your personal trash can jail for


okay any food I don't eat I'm going to put it down your gullet open up


cabbage is good though don't get me wrong I like cabbage and I like boiled cabbage but there was something about


my like opinion of like what hot pot should be


that was very um


not


at all with cage you know what I'm saying


hmm


cabbage but now I look forward to it I'm like mmm


can't forget to buy the Cabbage from my hot pot at the store


there are different kinds of hot pots yes well it's not even just preconceived notions I had eaten hot pot a lot


and I had eaten a lot of Korean Hot Pot and don't get me wrong they have cabbage as an option


but I had rarely ever seen anyone put cabbage in a hot pot


and I just like generally don't reach for cabbage unless I'm eating like


Irish food


so no I just didn't like


I wasn't all for it and that's like my problem


and that was my fatal flaw and I fixed it


I fixed my light problem


cabbage is good for you greens are good for you


and this whole recipe


it's literally made


sorry what poor man I was talking with my mouthful these little recipes literally made to


be easy on my stomach


well also filling me up so that um


I hopefully won't eat as much cuz it's really hard to hear it's so easy to leave the house hungry and then just like become absolutely


destroyed by all the amazing options


too louder oh sorry here 1 sec


that do ones that did not do anything for you


my phone is not up to my mouth


it's um


it's a down on the table so that's why I picked it up for a second here another 1


no motion very good let me see the cabbage is crunchy


oh


hey green onion and pork belly


so sorry


if there ain't no crunch I'm trying so hard I don't know if it's making a crunching sound this is not the microphone for that I'm so sorry


Just ℟ể! 🤍🐱🕹


and a Noki mushroom


there you go


got it you're welcome


okay that's enough ASMR


attempted phone ASMR


at least 202 don't say that to me I'm not counting


but um 1 of the things about me is generally


I think by some people's standards I probably overcook my hot pot


I really really like my vegetables to be really nice and soft


so that they kind of just like


disintegrates into fibers in my mouth you know


I know some people like to keep them pretty firm but


what if jailbirds eat by hearing then I fed you a little bit of my hot pot and I'm happy for you you don't like crunchy veggies don't give me wrong I love crunchy raw vegetables okay I love raw vegan


vegetables


but when I'm eating hot pot I just don't for some reason with hot pot specifically if they're like


a little bit crunchy and I pull it out I'm like nope something's wrong put it back in


you know


see jailbirds my new talking to you was a good idea this morning


I still be in bed right now if I didn't talk to you but instead I'm up and I'm eating and you know what's going to happen after this because I'm still talking to you guys I'm going to say oh you know what I should just do my dishes


and then I'll be all set up for the day


have you ever tried okra I have a really funny story with okra


I don't actually care 1 way or the other for okra I think it's fine I can eat it


but did I ever tell you guys that my grandma this is going to sound like fake as hell


in advance I promise you this is going to sound fake as hell and I don't even blame you if you're like I don't believe you that sounds like bulshit


but it's true my grandma


went on a date with Elvis Presley before he was famous this was before he was a famous man he was like performing


at like little like like bars you know like how people singers who are trying to get their start things that they do is this the office story again yes it's the Elvis story again so


my grandma ends up um being friends with the people who run this bar and they're letting Elvis perform there because they were like kind of like friends with him so um they're like hey you know like do you like want to go out to dinner with us I always say she was on a date with Elvis she's like it wasn't a day we just hang out it wasn't a date and I'm like Grandma


take it it was a date with Elvis come on be real and so then she's like so I'm hanging out with this guy and he's he's just fine like she was not impressed but she was like 1 thing is like she was like we got along like talking to him was really nice um 1 thing he asked for in the car was do you like okra and she told him no because she's like I don't fucking like okra what the hell and um he was like you just don't know how to eat it right wait because they were going back to um with the the c


so he was like let me cook you some okra


and then after that she's like wow yeah Elvis Presley taught me how to eat okra and now I like it so all those years later then when he got famous she was like holy shit


wow


and I'm like Grandma


Grandma


you were in vicinity with Elvis Presley and she's like yeah and I was like wow


hmm


my great grandma dated Dean Martin


I love that


I love Dean Martin Mann


see thank you very much for the AA soup um


Shields are always the perfect excuse to keep moving huh you're welcome hope you have an amazing day Henry said thank you


but anyway yeah so


that's 1 of my funny stories


I doubt my grandma would lie about that


but for some people are like there's no way I guess potentially she could have made it up but I don't think she did because she has told me this story in many great and consistent detail over the years even as she's gotten older so


but think whatever you want it doesn't affect me


I know my truth


maybe you're the son of Elvis I am not the son of Elvis


fine（フィーネ）👾🎤👑🎲🎼💀😈💄🐿


first off I'm a girl the second off um he would be my grandfather


third off she was not interested in him like that


at the time


she thought that he was kind of forgettable apart from the ochre thing which she thought was fun she was like oh he's just a normal Pleasant guy when she wasn't like taking with him


so I I I'm very positive


that I am not related in any way


imagine calling Elvis ochre guy I know that's literally my grandma's like I said can you taught me how to and I'm like Grandma


that Elvis Presley bro


you sure though we need that DNA test um


no I'm half Raven half demon


okay


can you teach us how to eat okra I need to ask my grandma


I don't actually know


cuz I don't I don't think I again I don't think I just like okra at all but


I don't know if I've ever had okra cooked the quote unquote right way


what the hell are you eating what the hell are you eating


all caps


what's wrong with you


learn how to act jailbird


so what the hell are you eating


okay get rid of the hell okay I was politely learn your manners


thank you for UNC capitalizing it


ma'am what wonders are be between your lips this fine more


you're correct that's that's the correct way you should be asking women what they're eating


I'll be honest some people might get annoyed and be like what the hell


but I appreciate that energy


yes treat me like


I'm the princess


and you are her loyal tutor


and companion and you love her me very much but you can never be together because of of our station differences so instead you give me soft affections daily and because of our positions we can never be together but we longing we look at each other out the window unknowing of the others feelings because we're too committed to our duties


sorry


okay princess


me you writing weird jailbird a you in my head


did you just create more for us


no


so as you guys are probably aware sorry abrupt subject changed I'm here in Japan for uh work obviously which is nice um


I'm working on something really special


I think you guys are going to really enjoy I can't tell you about it now but I've got stuff to go to do for it today so once we're done I'll probably


get running


I have plans for today yes I have work


I have to work today


and I have work every day


I'm not very good at using Chopsticks I'm actually way better at using the flat Korean Chopsticks and I feel like


and my personal opinion


Korean people just created the best Chopstick variant


they're metal so easy to clean


they're Square


or kind of rectangular so easy to pick things up with


I never have like the same issue


I have with like the kind of more circular chopsticks


you know


I'm individually pulling out and eating 1 single green onion at a time I'm so sorry


okay


the Bowl's not hot so I'm going to drink some of the broth I'm not going to drink all of it


it was cuz I'm not sure


I'm not sure how good for me and actually is


like the broth itself it's I mean it's just water


a full stock Cube


and I don't know if I'm actually supposed to be using the whole stock Cube probably could have gotten away with half honestly but


it's so yummy


much salt honestly it's not salty at all like or like it's decently salted it's not um


I even feel like I could probably add salt


but it's nice because I feel like in the


backstage side


if you get a chicken broth of like any kind


you're going to be hard pressed to find 1 that doesn't have a shit ton of sodium added already


you know what I'm saying


but like


here I feel like


they don't actually have like canned broth in the first place for 1 so that probably contributes


but canned broth stuff aside I also feel like


you know


it's like not salty


and I don't mean that in a bad way like oh there's not enough salt but like it's not


salty when I when I have the flavor profile no pardon me like it's sitting there eating it and thinking oh this is salty I'm just like this tastes good


so okay


let me empty the rest of the broth down


I give this thing a little red


and I give my spoon a red


I need the water to get hot


hurry hurry hurry


there we go


some hot water


some self


more water so they're so cropped up


and I'm going to let the donut be sit


and I'm going to clean


let me grab my sponge


put some water and soap on it first


and I'm going to


wash my knife


very quick and easy


watch my chopsticks


uh any set out


okay


um I got to wash my cutting boards


don't forget to wash that


since I have borderline questionable veggies on it


thank


top of the donut


scrub it's not that dirty it all it got was steam


and then he asked those itself


hasn't been sitting very long but it doesn't need to so


I can just get scrubbing I'm going to scrub it twice


on the inside


and then once on the outside


and scrub with


second let's go


don't forget


Fox


okay and I'm going to watch the bottom the issue has been noticing with my donut that I've been having


is


uh


I have been burning and scorching the bottom of it


I've been scorching the bottom of it so when I got it it looked really really nice and still it looks really really nice but the bottom is slowly becoming


you know what I'm talking about


getting destroyed


fall asleep but it's nearly 3 go to sleep


you don't have to be here I appreciate that you want to be here that you're trying to keep yourself up but your health is really important jailbird


so go to sleep


you have my you have my explicit permission


oh


okay now I'm feeling lazy I've done the essentials I've


cleaned up after myself and the kitchen


I should clean up my dining room too I guess


just put my stuff away


and I suppose I'll have some fruit later


as a treat


okay now I feel lazy so we're going to go back to bed time for a nap


here


and getting cozy under the blanket


I'm missing a pillow though


there it is


it was under the blanket too


more strawberry I don't have any but it has some uh me


in my fridge so


she really woke up eat and now sleeping again look


I need sleep


I'm still not to 100%


don't you hear me coughing


your cough sounds much better


you're nice


I'm gonna have oh sip of water


can I tell you guys 1 thing I love about Tokyo so much


I think I


I was just chilling and um I ended up opening the window pretty late 1 night because I was kind of warm and I was like oh it's kind of cold outside so maybe this will have a heat up and 1 thing I noticed it was really late right um


there's no noise


and I was like wow


Tokyo is such an amazing City that like


it's so quiet like compared to like


I feel like any other place in the world like if you're in a city it doesn't really matter what time it is chances are like if it's a big city it's going to be bustling but it was crazy


I because I just I was like wow


like I don't hear co uh like horns honking I don't hear anything like that it's just


it was great it's amazing


so anyway uh let me be your uh advertisement


hi me Tokyo let me advertise for you I will convince people to come not that they need any help with that it's I'm joking obviously but yeah


it's just I don't know I was like well


this is nice


anyways I'm fucking dying


oh


yeah that's true I remember going and my friend needed medicine and it was like that yeah


there is a for Tokyo best I'd love to be a Tokyo Ambassador some day


I love to be a Tokyo and ambassador


sorry jailbirds


my gross cough


I'm sorry


thank you guys though for coming here


and


and helping to give me some energy this morning


for a little bit to


do the things I needed to do


so


thank you jilberts I hope you enjoyed this um random


decision I made to do a


a an X space


You Really Got the full waifu experienced just now I woke up after being naked in bed I put clothes on uh I made breakfast I did the dishes and then I got back in bed


I hope you enjoyed I miss you guys so I don't know I just I wanted to talk to you guys


I hope


I hope you're all doing well I'm sorry I have been able to be around as much as usual


I feel really bad about it but know that I'm like genuinely doing my best so


please keep cheering for me


even though I know it's hard for you guys to it's hard for me but it's hard for you guys to I I can only imagine it must be worse so


yeah but I miss you I miss you all so much so I just wanted you guys to know that but


yeah


thank you guys so much for being there for me


I love you too


I'll let you go now so you guys I'm sure it's late for some of you so I'm back in been so you can just pretend we're going to sleep together it's great


I'll take a nap and think of that too be like ah I'm holding a cute little jailbird in my arms and squeezing it super tight


because it's like a pillow but yeah thank you guys uh I hope you had fun


uh I hope you sleep well and have a good night and I hope I'll see you guys all in my next stream so uh bye for now for now darling