feel awkward silences with sound of background music how do I how do I do an awkward silence so you can hear it


was that not awkward was that silence not awkward where's the music


you can hear it does everyone why can't I hear the music


why can't why can't I hear the music


I just woke up I have to I have to very quickly get my stuff together I was a really great time


I have to


I have to pack all my things really fast


I'm not


going home quite yet


but I have to relocate all my items all my possessions I am staying for a little bit longer because there is a trip that I wanted to do


in the middle of this week but don't worry


I think we have some fun exciting stuff before I go sorry


sorry so sorry for just wandering around I don't know what I'm doing


I have


I have a trip not really a trip it's like it's it's like


I don't know we'll definitely talk about it afterwards


but later this week


me Cece Vara have plans on


how to say


getting into a


a bath together


and on Sunday even


so


we wanted wanted to do just a little trip


then afterwards


I will be


I will be back to a normal


streaming schedule what Okay so


I honestly


treated this trip as kind of a light vacation


泡沫いろは🫧 ホロEXPO両日🐚👧&ステ2


and if I showed up somewhere I showed up and then I would make an effort to show up places but a lot of it was interacting with a like this is I think our first time meeting everyone


face to face


like like everyone face to face


and it's been lots of fun and we've been doing lots of yapping and I've been having a great time


I've I've spoken to a lot of people


yeah


it has been so fantastic thank you for waiting for me it's a shoe box but I'll be back to my normal streaming schedule definitely later this month it'll be very it's going to happen before you know it I'm going to be back and I'll have stories to tell and we'll play games and I have to catch up on Monster Hunter and and and and I thought and we have to finish Teen Wolf and we have to have rumor ship um


10 wolf ghip you happy and also karaoke streams


it's been really inspiring though being here having fun I do have to hustle a little bit I kind of left this entire room in disarray it's so so messy I I was just like whatever I'll clean it when I pack but now I have to


clean it and pack really fast and I have so much so many things scattered around everywhere I have so many toys so many toys


we go out and I'm just like I want toys I want to play I want to play the crazy game I'll play the guys I want to I want toys


I don't know what I'm doing ever since I picked up this phone


okay okay okay okay okay okay okay I can't read but I am reading but I can't read when I'm finishing the rest of my


my skin prep sunscreen I'm putting sunscreen on don't forget to put on the screen sunscreen is good for you


it's been


it's been really nice every day has been really fulfilling and I mean we get to hang out a lot and oh my god when I tell you it's nonstop


and basically out the door an hour after I wake up and then I get back at like midnight


and then I have to and then around then it's like okay does anyone still want to yeah and you want to show on the top and then if some people want to talk it goes on for later than midnight and then I'm I'm back in my room and then I'm I'm unwinding and I have to do all my my you want my skin care and then I got and I sleep and then in my alarm and it's it's been so so full full full full full feeling it's been so fulfilling


yes I've hit my


just so much


grass touching I don't even know where to begin I'll probably talk about it when I have more time to collect my thoughts but right now it's just been happening in the moment and and it's like


so so many things are happening yesterday me and CeCe went shopping she bought


lots I played


lots of gotcha


great great fantastic time


I love


gotcha


and and shopping and shopping


jumping and popping it's dropping dropping


when I tweeted the dropping tweet on ends account she was like what's dropping and I was so


aghast


I was like you you don't know what dropping is I thought I don't know in my head everyone knows what dropping is I don't know why people don't know what dropping is


is that weird so weird I mean to think and everyone knows what dropping is I don't know dropping was just it's just so it's so popular right job is popular and I'm like you don't you don't know dropping and so I played dropping


and it's like and don't worry jumping and popping it's dropping


dropping how we get down dropping left to the right we go and make and make it B push your hands in the air and sea you bounce and I laugh and I write and then around cuz when you Poppin it's dropping triple jumping and popping it's dropping dropping


Drop dropping was big only with K-pop Stans why


it's so good


oh my God I shouldn't have started the space I'm not getting any work done they're they're going to get so mad at me


I have


I just put on my sunscreen and you put and you put my eyeliner a little bit of eye shadow


I don't have time cuz I have to clean my room


yeah I brush my teeth before I start this face I woke up brush my teeth showered


I have to


okay


I do believe in times like this


I do I do believe in times like these


eyeliner comes last packing comes first I need to pack up my things and you guys can listen to me pack all my things I have so many toys I don't even know what my previous I I had a point like my previous conversation and then I forgot it because I was distracted by the fact that I'm not getting anything done


okay hold on


how do I let me set this up that I can read you guys


well while I pack my things I need to


create lock screen


locks right now my lock screen screen keeps locking auto lock never


okay how do I make this chat larger oh my God you guys are so tiny oh gosh I can't see


I don't know where to put the guy that I can read you put you on a it's so small


The Shoe Box is in my lap


I have the shoe box in my lap right now


everyone


the shoe where all the grams are sitting in my lap


going to be real confused when they find an entire suitcase full of


gotcha wings


no


that's not true honestly the last time we were here


I


got like an extra it's like 1 of those packing bags so it's just like a square


and I just it it was my checked luggage last time and I wonder what they're like ooh it's surprisingly it's so light and the shape is so strange wonder what they're bringing back


okay a little too what about this stuff


I have to make it so everything will fit in here


I kind of


over I don't know


I don't know anything to fit


we'll see


oh


okay


let me try and remember what I was talking about before I got distracted it was like dropping


Marissa


it was dropping oh


so before this trip


I was and then


car ride share


getting picked up and I was associating in the car and then they're like out of out of nowhere do you want to


do you want do you want the axe do you want to play your music and I was like um


and I'm just like I don't I don't know what to play


and they're like


play whatever and I'm like okay you should I have this 1 song that's really good and I like it a lot and I I think it's really awesome it wasn't dropping but I was like yeah this this 1 song so good and I I think I I feel like you should you should listen to it and then I started playing sticker by NCT where immediately when you start to song wow wow wow wow wow wow


I I got what you I gotta I don't know


I played it


I have to be polite about it


oh what I I I genuinely really like sticker now and I pretty sure it's because I stockholders myself into really liking sticker that every time I listen to him I'm like this this song isn't that bad like it's it's not bad at all and I I like it a lot it's it's just it's so fun but then sometimes I I'm like sitting there


looking at the person that's listening to it and they're just like has no idea what's going on like hmm


scares a good song like a sticker sticker


and and then um


I don't know


I I ended up playing some monkey remix


some it's I don't


I forgot I forgot it's like


screaming Gibbon remix so you look it up on YouTube


I think I think that's what it was


play that monkey remix really good monkey remix


but it isn't the secret good song I think sticker is just a good song


what is monkey remix


imagine the monkey singing


what do you think a monkey we mix this


it's as described on the tin


what was the name of that Sticker song


sticker like a sticker


sticker sticker sticker is not a good song


I I disagree listen to sticker 10 times in a row actually listen to sticker


on repeat the entire day and way listen to sticker the on repeat until I get back and then we can have discussions if sticker is a good song or not okay


truck trust me just have it on repeat while you're doing work and stuff and in the bag and then just just listen to it um and until until I return when my my schedule goes out and then you can stop listening to it and then we can talk okay we'll have a discussion I'll have a very civil discussion and we can talk about if sticker is a good song or not and then I think by the time I get back you'll be like you come around on it you're like actually I think sticker is a great song


I think sticker is a good song


yesterday


really nice dinner with some


some staff signs


and it's like the staff chance that were around


for when we were here last time so it's like catching up and the last time I was here talking to that


staff Chan I was like you have to read what makes the sky blue 3 you you need to read the entire the of the sky what makes the sky blue Trilogy it's so good and it's so awesome and I was like


I was tweaking over it for like 15 minutes and I was stomping my feet like I remember that moment a year ago when I was stopping my feet going you have to you have to wait what makes the sky blue it's so freaking good it's too nice


Masterpiece it's a it literally the doomed yowi it's so beautiful and amazing


and they're they're really into it they're because they're like oh this silly little creature is really wigging out right now and it's really amusing sure sure little creature I I will check out what you are selling I'll look at the Wares that you are trying to Peddle to me and I linked it I looked the entirety of what makes the sky blue it's a fucking 12 hour video


and they're like 12 hours I'm like you're gonna you're gonna watch it right you can do it in part you can watch what makes the sky blue and parts and they're like yeah


so I checked in on them yesterday I was like so did you finish it it's been it's basically been you know it's like almost been a year you did you did you finish it did you watch it and they're like it's it's 12 hours


I I just don't I don't get what to rise what


yeah you're gonna you're gonna watch it right you you said you'd watch it why didn't you watch it yet


they say


they told me that it's a story they tell people though


I'm the story they tell when they're like oh yeah you think they sign um gave me a 12 hour video and expected me to watch it


link it it's it's just what what makes the sky blue


3 not 3 the entirety of it or you can just play it on check out my character on Grand blue fantasy


I'm the special friend in the story


The 1 who's a little bit


a little bit crazy


when people that talk about and then they're like what the hell that person thinking I'm that person


who was it was a trolling I I really wanted the watch it why won't you watch it it's really good


I don't know if I'm making progress but hopefully it's enough


enough progress


no I am kind of slow I should be moving faster you guys are distracting me


I keep trying to read read The Shoe Box


how many polls did I get in the roulette um


I have to hold on


I'll do my polls right now


I say me when I said that I really have to pack my PS right now


okay


opening


game


Grande


blue


login


yes login okay okay it's been spinning


wow


Let's oh wow wow okay


I'm in idealist always go left give the true let a spin okay


okay okay


I'll tell you


I got 20


20 rolls


oh no


my birth my 2 birthday weapon tickets they're forcing me to claim it because I I gotta close this game I don't I don't know what I have to get


never mind yeah


let's go let's go gambling


um


yeah


I don't I don't know


having a good time


still so many things to do some things planned


fun time


when I'm in a thing you'll see you you you will see whenever I pop into someone's stream or stream is planned you will probably notice if you are staring at other people


streams


I got to hang out Lots with crony


we we did lots together and then


I talked a lot with


ba and Iris and had a fantastic time it was so so silly it was so funny


I already showed me the um


school days family tree


and I was looking at that thing and I was like what's that what the hell is going on


what what the hell is happening here


look


yeah that thing is insane I what what is what's going on in that universe


is there any context at all what happens


on why who what and why


why is that happening


okay


I have to


I'm meeting with CeCe in soon so


hold on


Me message


I hope the awkward music silence is playing as I'm messaging


texting ASMR


yeah you heard that texting is tomorrow what's happening


stuck in my head I've had chopping stuck in my head for the longest freaking time like for the past week and a half non-stop I would just be thinking about dropping which is why I've been saying dropping a lot is because the song is stuck in my head and I need another song to get stuck in my head because every just like every moment I'm like gosh when we jumping and popping it's chopping chopping how we get down


dropping can we get down


cuz when we


something pump pump pump pump pump jumping and popping it's dropping


no no no no no no no no no no no bear Glide


how we get down dropping


how we get down also the other song that I've had stuck in my head is the um OnStar version of like you essay uh come on baby America you know that song the 1 where they do the dance


that's all it's all those like in my head I just had like oh it's a roulette between those 2 songs


come on maybe


put this in here


and this 1


do you hear me folding


should we throw it twice on it as well my strategy strategy 1 Look At Me 1 I'll get you get you get your boy


hey boy


it has been a really long time since I've touched a computer though like I have not seen I'm like cleansing cleansing from Total PC cleanse and then what does it mean that the work stops just because I don't touch a computer so it's been like a little inconvenient to do things only on my on my phone


it's been an experience


I'm like what what do you mean that


work still happens


when I I thought the PC because you know like my PC is my workstation and now that I'm away from my workstation I'm still getting work I'm not even at my work station


that doesn't make sense


no laptop I do not have a


laptop I was planning on buying 1 I just never gotten around to purchasing 1 and then I knew for


this trip in particular I wanted it to be less of a I should really focus on doing stuff it's it's like I really wanted to live in the moment of on this trip because you I I you know this is like just said in the beginning of this space that I'm like this is the first time that we're meeting basically everyone face to face and I just just really really want to connect with them and have fun conversations and make silly little memories


about it later


I think it's it's been awesome


and then F has been really inspiring and we've got to see a lot of the things and did you guys you guys saw it you guys saw all of the little messages I left around


that was a fun experience and then also I wrote the grammatical kids here on my standee cuz I'm like haha


who's who's going to do it


in my head I'm like no 1's going to do it I'm going to do it for 5 I'm going to I'm going to write this it's going to be silly it going to be a silly thing I don't expect anyone to do it and then immediately first day people get in and then I get


cuz I'm so like detached from my phone this trip that I'm not seeing a lot of social media I'm I'm literally so grass touchy neurotypical


kind of way


that I just I'm not constantly scrolling social media on this trip


which is it's like when I'm when I'm at home I'm much more locked in and I know what's going on on social media so I can like I get a message from manican I get a message from my friend someone posted in a server and instead the 2 GS kissing in front of my card for cut


I'm like no no freaking way


no freaking way they're doing that you you got interactive like kissing in front of my cardboard cut out


yeah from my can too my is like did you see it


and I'm like Oh my goodness


and then because yesterday we had to go we we did the walk around


so we were


Studio


doing the walk around tour if you if you didn't see it it's on the whole line Channel where we got to walk around the Expo and the app and talk and then while I was there other Manny trans other people's many times who aren't mine were like


did you did you see did you see the photo did you notice that people were kicking it in front of your


and I'm like why yeah yeah and it was that many


that was like you should say


you should talk about it in your walk around you should go and I'm like okay


was really


really so silly


I didn't expect it I didn't think you guys were I I don't know it's like busy there I don't think anyone was going in a case


hold on


CeCe so


good good morning princess


we have some


work things we need to do today


so she needs to hustle too


so actually I'm I'm a little ahead


I'm 1 Step Ahead


for these


thank God I thought everyone was


ready and packed


but


at least I won't be the last 1 solidarity


okay Teemo


1 2 3 4


that's got a sting


never underestimate the power of the scouts code


never never never never never underestimate the power never never never run your estimate the power of the scouts code never never never underestimate yeah


all my items


think oh no


I'm so sorry


for the mess that I'm leaving


but yeah being here for f also it's like I got a


I got a lock in I have to


hi to start learning Japanese


I need to be able to


make at least


some kind of conversation without standing there and


mind my like my brain not being able to process what's happening


I meant some sampai they're all really really nice and kind and then I I just like


tried


did my best I tried my best but I I know I could do better so I have to start my language learning so that I'll be able to properly express myself in front of the next time and be like no mean so much to me you're such an inspiration and I'm so happy to to get to meet you


but I got to


got to meet quite a


a few of them


there are a few


that I met because we had to


go to the studio to like


do all those those things those fast things and then some of them were in a room and I had


had a short conversation with them with Liz and we were talking and then they're like do you know any


English phrases and I completely blanked like any useful English phrases and I'm like


I don't know English


so freaking use I'm so used English uh English I did


I did try and explain


reaching around I'm like um um um um it on on the inside right now both goes vintage it's kind of popular


they're like What's vokoz vintage and it's just I'm like there's no way I can explain it in a way that is comprehensible


especially


there's just no way that's happening I was just like


bogus vintage


it's it doesn't mean anything it's


it doesn't mean anything but you should it's popular right now


yeah it's something that's not even explainable in English how am I supposed to explain it in a way that it's so it was difficult I was having a time I was having a moment I was like um um


okay


well I hope you enjoyed this quick chat we'll have more chats and then you'll see me around but I it's time is going on and I've gotten no progress and I have to I have to lock it


goodbye grabs I will see you later I'll have more stories and once I get back and able to sit down and collect my my thoughts I will have more more stories to share


so take care of yourself never kill yourself Life is Beautiful yay life is so beautiful and and maybe next year if you guys come to the Far East me Me Maybe what if what if I get to be on stage 1 day what if I get to


okay come bye