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Jim Marine oh so the chat updates for this that


that's cool


derogatorily cool


wow


YouTube waiting room so that way you guys could chat how do I update this I don't know how this works


I didn't think this through this is stupid where are you guys where the voices in my head


oh my God that space is basically a box do I sound like I'm in a box right now I got put in a pit


good morning a I feel bad I didn't make a YouTube waiting room no


this this check


oh my oh my God I don't I don't know in hindsight I was um


I was thinking about making a waiting room


for like just like a general stream waiting room for General


waiting


but


unfortunately it it didn't


it's not fair it's not updated the voices in my head fast and I don't know how am I supposed to know if the voices in my head are saying


no okay


well


I see I see the well I guess the good thing you can post images on this


so I see that this shit is so ass


wow


this is the chat room now


just refresh it every once in a while yeah well I'm just here to update you guys if it works yeah this is the most scuffed


Twitter space chatting situation we have going on it's fine anyways hi guys I didn't set up my streaming setup yet because I've been really I've been running around like a


a little rat and I've been doing a lot and touching grass and touching grass unfortunately makes you neurotypical and and my days go by and I feel like I accomplished so much because I'm not sitting in my room and then I'm I'm running around and I'm doing like 10 things in a single day and then I think back on my day and I'm like damn all that happened in a single day I can't believe it like the first day I got here I don't even remember what we did we did so much


think what did we do what did I eat


I don't


I did


what I hold on I'm using all my brain hold on she's thinking she's thinking um


I was oh my friend very graciously got me from the airport and that's why I made that tweet about the luggage is hitting each other because I was watching baggage claim Carousel and I'm like oh my God those bags are hitting the wall and oh no look it's coming back around because it's the owner didn't pick it up does it feel sad the owner didn't pick it up yet and oh no that that luggage is going to hit the other luggage because it's it's falling at the same time is it's going to hurt it's going


I'm an empath


unfortunately


being an empath makes life really hard because you feel you just feel so bad for the things around you which was today or the other day the luggages the suitcases


that was the start and then after that um


we got food I mean remember we got food it was yummy


and then we


played


pickle ball


I've never played pickle ball before


but apparently pickle ball is for old people


and I just stood there


we were we were pickle balling


and


after pickle ball we watched Nija


which was awesome very beautifully animated the dad of Al Bing was so beautiful and I I can't say but I was like


when he looks of Yearning and longing happening in NHA the entire Nesha too


was literally just like Sonic 3


the entire last hour of me watching Ninja 2 I was gripping my check going to this is just like Sonic


this this happened in Sonic 3


where Shadow and Sonic made out with each other


talk ah my chair I'm literally I don't know


I asked for a room to do this Twitter space in and I'm in like


a hobbit hole under the ground Under the Staircase so I'm here hiding and now he really is creaking


it's pretty nice though


and then yesterday


what did I do


what was the start I got


lunch I got pastries I I bought little toys well I've been buying a lot of little toys I don't know what I did the previous what happened to my second day


just so much


sleeping


know I don't know I don't I don't know what I did


um yum yum yum yum yum yum yum yum yum yum yum yum yum I don't know


I don't remember there's 2 I did too much


I have accomplished so much


this chat function is stupid it hasn't updated in 6 minutes how am I supposed to I have to what what is with this thing why does It Go not in chronological order oh most know most recent replies ah


wow


I just have to sort by most recent replies instead of most relevant and now it's more useful this is more helpful now that's my bad


what kind of pastry is that I get I got


cake this tiny cute chocolate cake this tiny cute pistachio cake and then this tiny cute something other cake


so so Yammer is I had them today


um


what they do second day I really don't remember


I don't have my oh wait that was my chores day that was my self-care Choice day I got my hair done and then I got my nails done and I can't show you my nails so you have to trust me but my nails are so cute they are so cute right now and I'm so happy with them I keep looking at my nails and I go they have flowers on them and that's all I'm going to tell you I'm not going to tell you what color they are but they're shiny and they have flowers and I'm so happy with my nails


I wish I could show you but I can't I feel like nails are too much of an indicator where you see those nails and you're like I saw those Nails before because no 2 nails are really like nail arts are really the same you know unless you get like a basic color but this is this is not a basic color this is nail art


and I


have


they're longer they're kind of long so they're going to be kind of obtrusive when I have to play game when I have to go back to gaming


and then I suppose


I know oh before I change topics what I did yesterday is I got food


fought toys and then I forced my friend to watch my collapse concert with me


and it was so awesome and and it was so beautiful and we're just sitting here looking at this screen and and I was like that's more Goliath feet and isn't she beautiful and I love her and the entire time


with Lori Goliath the appeared on my screen and she was wearing her new outfit I was screaming I was like she's so cute more Goliath being so cute I need I need to objectify her I need to object


to fight her so bad


so I was kind of sad that I couldn't objectify


in the moment you know


I was like wow


your new outfit so cool


that the thing what goes b b b


that you guys were chanting Boo's vintage


what do you guys up to


boat goes vintage


boat goes vintage boat goes vintage


but I really liked I don't know


she's so inspiring and beautiful and wonderful and awesome and and and seeing her perform got me all emotional and I started tearing up watching her and and I I love I love more collia I love more Kawaii so cute


and her ponytail


why is her


had such a


ponytail and a really cute ribbon and then her skirt and when she did the little kicky and I'm I'm like painting my head underneath even though it's a flat screen but I'm trying to get a better angle of her her leg kick skirt kick


just like what's down there


what's under there


what do you have down there more Goliath


what what color are they


I was I was looking I was staring with wrapped attention


yeah today will be a little short though I will have um I just want to update you guys and I know it's been a while a while it's been like 3 days but I I I do miss like when I am hanging out and then there's like some downtime like wow


I missed a shoe box I I wish I could stream a little bit but I should take this time and hang out with my friends and I was thinking and I just like yeah we just live in this moment I'll go back to the shoe box soon but


soon


I'm sure you've noticed some things happening


around Fest


especially things about traveling


so I will say that soon


I won't say when but soon


I will have a very


non-regular streaming schedule and I think my streaming


for


2 weeks will consist of


being on other people's channels


if that gives you a good idea


of what is happening I'm sure you guys can put 1 in 1 to the other on what's happening but


I will try and keep you updated of where I'll be


potentially


but


since


it's only for a little bit I decided to kind of keep it chill and then we're going to just go right back into my normal schedule once I come back so it's like it's kind of like an extended


vacation but it's kind of


it's still related that you'll hear of me so it won't be as


of a of a break at this 1 I suppose because this 1 you didn't really hear much from me and no 1 else is


like I I'm messing just to to like hi


but they don't know what's going on right but later on I'm sure that I will be involved


in more shenanigans that it won't feel like I'm gone as much as when I am


away from them their


I think that is that is how to say


but I'm looking forward to it I'm really excited to hang out and see people and and and play and I don't know so much so many things are planned and I'm excited to tell you guys about them in detail


in full once it's over


we're just planning playtime


and I'm like give me yay I love hanging out I love friendship


this chair


you hear it


creaky chair


yeah


I have some plans already of where I will be appearing but I don't have


much in concrete detail


what my schedule for the rest of this week starting from tomorrow I will be playing the Monster Hunter Wilds launch if you saw that they posted about it and I retweeted it and I'm really excited and they'll be more details about that I have to make my thumbnail tonight I have to make my waiting room I need to set up my streaming stuff so I will be you will see my figure I will be moving on the screen instead of on a Twitter space and I'll actually have a chat that I can look at because I set up


so tomorrow I will have a streaming setup and I will be playing Monster Hunter for um looking at a calendar for the rest of the rest of the week basically for the rest of week I'll be playing Monster Hunter


and it'll be fun it'll be awesome


and then I'm just going to say mysteriously mysteriously ooh mysteriously in March


you will hear my voice coming from other people's streams


and then you'll be like what is that why does it sound like she's in the room with them I don't know I do not know ooh spooky yay


those are my updates I am planning while I'm there um


when I have


like mornings free I guess


I will do little catch up Twitter space is because I think they're chill and they're eating but I will have a waiting room for you guys to chat in so I can actually read your guys' responses and we can handle like a little mini conversation going instead of this where I'm like trying to refresh the Twitter responses and I'm like where are you guys why aren't you guys talking to me why I do not do not like me anymore what's going on why are you speaking to me but it's really because


I just didn't make a waiting room


I met at myself now


a


quote unquote


break waiting room so that you guys can use that waiting room whenever I make a Twitter space on random mornings and we'll just have like chill


ketchup times I can't tell you the time I don't even know how to convert the time so


just whenever it happens


it happens and I'm sorry if it happens at a weird time


I'm thinking of doing a Twitter space sometimes if I'm eating like alone


I get food and I'm just like Chillin somewhere and then I can be like okay Twitter space time guess what I'm eating guys here's my review of my food not in a restaurant but if I get food and they bring it somewhere or like I bring it back to my my room and then I can just talk and we can catch up that way and then that way it doesn't feel like I'm


super gone I just


I just don't have a setup


and I don't


quite want to procure 1


because I think this is a great opportunity to really spend time with people and hang out with them when I normally don't get to and it's really special chance to to make memories right now


and they have streaming setups and I don't so I might as well just go over


you know what I mean it makes sense it makes sense when I say it yeah you everyone agrees I can't see what you're saying but I know you agree with me


you're like wow GG you're so


wise and I'm not nodding along and I totally understand and I get it


this chat feature is hot as though yeah but we won't be using it because I have the 4 sides


what's the hindsight is 2020 and then we won't be using this chat feature anymore


that way the voice in my head I'll see them pop up and I'm like Yay the voices right now it's just me in my head and I'm talking and I don't know what to talk about


and I have to pull like topics out of a hat like what do I what do I have to tell you guys what needs to be conveyed right now


what else is there well


because


I don't have really much to say


I should write down topics


I don't know a lot of what I've been doing when I hang out with my friend we


are


and then I'm like I'll buy you what if I buy you a toy


so I've been picking up little toys for her because um I'm trying quietly so she doesn't hear me it's because because she's my my my bestie and and I want want to give her gifts and I had the means to give her little snacks that she deserves and even though she's trying to be really like I should stop spending money on gotcha I just want to enable her because she deserves her best life


because she's awesome


and yeah she deserves a little treat and that's why I will purchase little treats for her so that's why I bought some really cute cakes


and then I gave them to her and took photos of them today this morning


such wonderful cakes wish I could show you probably not


I don't know I'll have to confirm with Manny Chan


after this is all over and I'll be like which photos could I potentially show and then you guys can have a little mini curated photo album


when I am back home at my normal regular streaming setup


I don't know we want um


this happens to me too when I


um only gone for like a day you know my days off on Sunday usually Sundays aren't really a day off I do things that I have to do but


if I am going outside and doing things I go out of like work brain


and I feel so disconnected from my Discord you know like


all of my work is just in


in here in this box


and when I come back I feel like I return to so many it just happens when I stream to if I stream for a really long time sometimes I get like a lot of things I had to go through and I'm like oh my god what happened so I had to go back into my work brain where it's like administrative um mode and I have to cycle like sort through all of them what did I miss what needs to be turned in this day what needs to be checked over and then if I'm on break for too long I feel like I get behind on those th


they just pile up


it's overwhelming talk us through those


and find out


what I need to do and get back into work brain because um the first few days here were play days and now it's time to go back into it's like a fine balance between play day and then work day so we do more work things and then a little bit of playing but I should get on top of my work thing so today


I'm going to get a little treat after this but afterwards I really should


set up my waiting room


and make thumbnail and set up my streaming setup so I need to download the game and make sure everything runs fine I'm a little scared of what the my quality is going to sound like so we're all going to find out together and I'm sorry if it's bad


it's not bringing any peripherals with me I'm like I am not packing that


that's my bag but I


why I don't want to Lug around a bunch of things


so absolutely zero peripherals are on me I brought a


steam deck just in case like if I need to play a game


I don't know I'm like okay I can use this steam deck to play co-op games right just in case just in case I need to this this will work out


and I packed my luggage is half empty because I'm planning on


acquiring so many toys


I love I don't know


I I need to Marie kondo my life because I have a lot of clutter but


I get so much happiness buying myself a little treat and it can be in the form of anything like food drink toy


YouTube video of this girl being like you don't need to buy those things like that thing you don't have to buy it but I'm I don't know I don't believe that I feel like if something makes you happy we already go through so much every day being beaten down by whatever life has to throw at us that if you could make yourself happier if that thing can give you some happiness for 5 dollars it's worth


so no random Youtube lady I don't agree with your video


does it spark Joy


yes everything I buy Sparks Joy


and then I need to


declutter the


and hopefully


I can acquire more toys


the 1 thing I'm scared about


is that


um


I have a


really bad


crane game problem


like


a super terrible crane game problem or I feel compelled to play it and I don't know I get so much dopamine from seeing the toy go to the shoot but I don't want the toy I just want to play to win the thing and so like last time I was in the Far East I acquired


so much


just because I can't stop myself from playing


but this time I'm thinking I play for other people or I offload it to someone so I'm like okay whoever is here


do you want a toy


I won this toy for you


I got this


not specifically but I wanted you to have this and they'll be like Ah that's so nice and like


I go back to winning things


that's my goal


but I'm I'm


scared


I spent so much money on


crane games previously and that's where all my cash went my physical cash


I I don't know I should


limit myself and budget myself but


aant


I hear


like your children outside screaming and laughing and having a good time


swimming with my head around who's out there


who's having a good time not on my watch


just just kidding


yeah being in a another area where when I speaking from its kind of quiet I'm probably the loud thing


and everyone feels that way


where I say like my home


and they're like damn what is she doing having fun but now that I'm in another area


a new unfamiliar area I hear people outside


so The Hobbit hole that I'm in is actually like


in the


the garage I'm in a hobbit hole in the garage um


I guess next to the street so I I just hear


why why are you guys having what what people go outside it's crazy when you spend so much time indoors you kind of have a


a very insular feeling I suppose um where you don't perceive the world around you or you feel like it's kind of sleepy and chill and that's just how the world is because that's the only way you perceive it


and nothing else is going on and then you change locations and


life life just moves on life goes on it's crazy I think that's like


a good reason


for me specifically this


I touch grass and I feel better


oh you're like on the internet for so long and you get caught up on so many things and you're like such little things and when you go outside you're like that little thing doesn't matter in the grand scheme of things in


it's like there's so much life and the world is so much bigger than what you are and my little thing it's so minuscule


seeing the sun touching my skin ah Life is Beautiful Life is wonderful


anyways I hope you guys have been doing good I just want to update you and um sorry there's no schedule I'll try and make like a shity Ms paint schedule or like on my notes app


when I get around to knowing what is happening or at least have like a fake schedule that says I don't know


my ugly terrible fake schedule that way at least there's a schedule out and I'll say I don't know her but the next few days I'll be playing Monster Hunter wild I'm really excited I played a lot of monster hunter in the past but I


not not when I infiltrated Halo eye and I haven't really touched it


because um I would have to make a new account and I have already grinded my heart and soul out of monster hunter that I'm like I already have that character and I don't want to make another 1


that's just that's how it is but I get to start from Ground Zero with you guys yay


yippee and then I think um once I get back I would like to do some monster hunts Monster Hunter wild Hunt with rims and we can grind together so I'll make


set up things like that and it'll be a fun time and it'll be awesome


well


thank you everyone for tuning in I've just been yapping to myself and I really wish that this chat function was better but now I know I know next time that I will have a better chat function so I can talk to you guys more easily and but I hope that I at least cover topics that you wanted to hear about because I don't know what usually if I could see chat and then I'll be like okay I should talk about this yeah you're right you bought that up I thought about that but I can't really


know what I'm talking about


but doesn't my head and I think they're the most important things that I had to talk about which was what I was up to


and what I'll be doing


and that life is beautiful and don't kill yourself


okay


I will see you guys tomorrow it will be


2 hours after Gigi normal start tie


I'm pretty sure pretty sure about that it will not be at Gigi Standard time it will be 2 hours later but I will try and have a waiting room by tonight and I'll try well not try but I will tweet it out when I put it up that way you guys know too and then I will try and have a YouTube Community post


of


like a very short general idea summary of what I said today


and I hope you guys aren't as excited for what what is to come as I am I'm so excited I'm so happy I really wow oh wait


I've been making so many plans and I'm like oh I did this and we we did this and what do we do today oh my God I can't wait it's gonna be awesome it's gonna be so cool


goodbye G


I will see you tomorrow in a normal setting but we got to get used to the Twitter spaces because I will be doing very short Twitter bases and there will be many updates they'll be like little vocal Journal Diaries of this is what's happening today and we are just chilling goodbye


this was a good taste it was a good teaser


all later imagine my


I change the music recently okay bye take care I will see you tomorrow