00:02:05 | ceciliaimgreen: just came up and I was like what 00:02:15 | ceciliaimgreen: so then I had to lock in and do that for like a couple hours so now I'm dead and I have to pack and it's so so messy and I don't want to clean it's not 00:02:28 | ceciliaimgreen: it's not that dirty but it's like messy you know it's like I have these little tumeric shock bottles everywhere I'm just I don't even know how long I've been here like a week I don't know I don't remember 00:02:37 | ceciliaimgreen: no I'm not to eat I'm going to have to go get some food oh my God 00:02:47 | ceciliaimgreen: literally the worst luck and see lock in I'm trying I'm trying my the biggest problem well it's not a problem but the thing that I'm least looking forward to 00:02:51 | ceciliaimgreen: is that I have to take down the entire PC 00:02:58 | ceciliaimgreen: setup and then cram that into my circuit okay 00:03:00 | ceciliaimgreen: are these plastic noises like 00:03:02 | ceciliaimgreen: awful or is it okay 00:03:17 | ceciliaimgreen: waiting the chat delay is pretty long so I'm waiting 00:03:25 | ceciliaimgreen: it's fine it's okay okay because I feel like when you're on the phone 00:03:31 | ceciliaimgreen: not that is smart it's not that bad 00:03:43 | ceciliaimgreen: okay because like I feel like when you're on the phone and someone does anything with plastic it's insane and its really annoying so okay I need to remember the right this okay so 00:03:49 | ceciliaimgreen: trash separation here is a bit different so plastic 00:03:51 | ceciliaimgreen: plastic 00:03:55 | ceciliaimgreen: storage plastic oh my God 00:03:57 | ceciliaimgreen: plastic 00:04:04 | ceciliaimgreen: actually the other day I bought this from the company I bought like um 00:04:08 | ceciliaimgreen: I don't know what is it called uh maroons 00:04:11 | ceciliaimgreen: chestnuts chestnuts 00:04:13 | ceciliaimgreen: plastic 00:04:18 | ceciliaimgreen: oh no my Monga plastic 00:04:22 | ceciliaimgreen: um and they were pretty nice I I 1 day 00:04:29 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah I mean I sit this already on stream but I've been pretty bad with food because I'm so 00:04:32 | ceciliaimgreen: like preoccupied that I 00:04:35 | ceciliaimgreen: forget about it and then I'm like oh what do I eat 00:04:39 | ceciliaimgreen: and then I have Choice paralysis Overlord load 00:04:42 | ceciliaimgreen: so today I ended up actually ordering food 00:04:46 | ceciliaimgreen: and the it was like 00:04:50 | ceciliaimgreen: chicken K rice and 00:05:06 | ceciliaimgreen: I say veggies but this is the 1 thing I love Japanese food but they don't put enough veggies into their meals I need I need the ratio of 1 to 1 to 1 1 portion carb 1 portion protein 1 portion vegetables but in Japan it's like 00:05:18 | ceciliaimgreen: 2 portions rice what portion chicken and then like slice of carrot where are so after the balls well not at the restaurant at a restaurant you can like order side dishes and stuff 00:05:23 | ceciliaimgreen: uh oh soy sauce is going to clean that 00:05:26 | ceciliaimgreen: so so then 00:05:28 | ceciliaimgreen: so then I 00:05:36 | ceciliaimgreen: uh I've also been having to practice this time but that a dance a song a dance 00:05:37 | ceciliaimgreen: um 00:05:40 | ceciliaimgreen: and I'm like 00:05:45 | ceciliaimgreen: been doing that today 00:05:47 | ceciliaimgreen: it's it's so 00:05:54 | ceciliaimgreen: like the dance isn't very hard especially not compared to some others that we've done in the past well I've done I guess 00:05:55 | ceciliaimgreen: um 00:05:57 | ceciliaimgreen: plastic plastic 00:06:02 | ceciliaimgreen: but it's like deceptively difficult I don't know you'll see 00:06:05 | ceciliaimgreen: I'll show you soonish p.m. 00:06:08 | ceciliaimgreen: uh plastic plastic 00:06:22 | ceciliaimgreen: with that plastic maybe wait that's not plastic that's Kiki okay that's Kiki 00:06:41 | ceciliaimgreen: can't be worse than about like no definitely not nothing nothing is as hard as that song but that was that was a challenge that I make myself actually that dance teacher that taught me that the person she's credited in the description of the life messaged me 00:06:43 | ceciliaimgreen: the other day and I was like 00:06:50 | ceciliaimgreen: you know how did it go and stuff like that well I mean she she messaged me before that but we talked about it again 00:06:52 | ceciliaimgreen: and she was so nice 00:06:57 | ceciliaimgreen: she choreographed it and then we did like online Zoom sessions 00:06:59 | ceciliaimgreen: where she taught it to me 00:07:01 | ceciliaimgreen: so that was fun 00:07:04 | ceciliaimgreen: plastic plastic 00:07:06 | ceciliaimgreen: plastic 00:07:12 | ceciliaimgreen: oh spoon 00:07:15 | ceciliaimgreen: guess I'll take that with me 00:07:21 | ceciliaimgreen: okay 00:07:29 | ceciliaimgreen: I guess this is like little tiny bottles that I bought it's like R1 it's this yogurt drink 00:07:37 | ceciliaimgreen: and then you can remove the outside plastic so I guess the outside plastic goes into the soft plastic 00:07:41 | ceciliaimgreen: and then the hard plastic goes into bottles 00:07:45 | ceciliaimgreen: the tiny bit left I should probably rinse that out 00:07:52 | ceciliaimgreen: the thing is the apartment that I'm at right now is actually 00:07:54 | ceciliaimgreen: on the same that I was at 00:07:57 | ceciliaimgreen: during my long stay 00:08:07 | ceciliaimgreen: and I bought like spoons and stuff like Cutlery and some small things and they're still here and then I saw them I was like wow nice awesome 00:08:10 | ceciliaimgreen: it's perfect perfect for me a spoon 00:08:13 | ceciliaimgreen: no thanks 00:08:19 | ceciliaimgreen: wow thanks another cat now let's see plastic 00:08:23 | ceciliaimgreen: wow 00:08:26 | ceciliaimgreen: hello 00:08:30 | ceciliaimgreen: that's paper plastic 00:08:37 | ceciliaimgreen: um I was looking for that 00:08:39 | ceciliaimgreen: oh it's empty 00:08:42 | ceciliaimgreen: freak 00:08:47 | ceciliaimgreen: I bought this perfume 00:08:50 | ceciliaimgreen: actually so I tried this perfume a while ago 00:08:51 | ceciliaimgreen: at a 00:08:56 | ceciliaimgreen: at an airport you know when you have an airport you have a lot of time 00:08:59 | ceciliaimgreen: it's just like it's smells really good 00:09:06 | ceciliaimgreen: it's vanilla based pretty pure like not no other scent 00:09:11 | ceciliaimgreen: but like a very fresh vanilla like a green vanilla rather than um 00:09:15 | ceciliaimgreen: like a sweet vanilla it's like more fresh than sweet 00:09:17 | ceciliaimgreen: and I really like it 00:09:20 | ceciliaimgreen: so I bought um 00:09:24 | ceciliaimgreen: what's it called like a TA like a 5 ml Testa 00:09:32 | ceciliaimgreen: because I don't really like perfumes that much I mean I like the idea of a perfumes but I get very easily over 1 by the smell and this 1 it's like 00:09:36 | ceciliaimgreen: I want to like it so bad because it smells good 00:09:41 | ceciliaimgreen: in the bottle but when it's neonight like I usually put it on my wrists 00:09:47 | ceciliaimgreen: and sometime like 1 on my wrist and then sometimes in the back of my neck nip of my neck 00:09:53 | ceciliaimgreen: this is 1 of those things which like literally no 1 kehrs I'm going to tell you about it anyways you'll hear 00:09:54 | ceciliaimgreen: but it's just like 00:09:57 | ceciliaimgreen: anyways I don't know I don't 00:09:58 | ceciliaimgreen: know I know I could 00:10:03 | ceciliaimgreen: that kind of stuff which I use usually 00:10:05 | ceciliaimgreen: but they don't last long 00:10:10 | ceciliaimgreen: I don't want to spray like take them with me then I don't want to have to spray them again 00:10:33 | ceciliaimgreen: I don't know also perfume so always like sometimes it's smells good in the bottle but it doesn't smell good on the skin or it might or like when it rests I guess when it like what is it like soaked in don't know how to explain it it's smells different obviously from the bottle from the air or if it's on someone's skin 00:10:36 | ceciliaimgreen: that's plastic know that's plastic 00:10:41 | ceciliaimgreen: oh 00:10:45 | ceciliaimgreen: there's still some 4 chips in here 00:10:49 | ceciliaimgreen: no they're probably dry these are like um 00:10:53 | ceciliaimgreen: salty seaweed flavored rice crackers 00:11:08 | ceciliaimgreen: I also bought bath salt and then I ended up actually not using it could I couldn't find it because I lost it but I just found it again it will use it tomorrow morning it's like 1 pack 00:11:10 | ceciliaimgreen: can we sit down a little bit 00:11:12 | ceciliaimgreen: okay 00:11:18 | ceciliaimgreen: still chips 00:11:20 | ceciliaimgreen: no 00:11:21 | ceciliaimgreen: so 00:11:23 | ceciliaimgreen: I've been thinking 00:11:26 | ceciliaimgreen: I don't know maybe I do like it 00:11:28 | ceciliaimgreen: I'm going to put it back into it still 00:11:31 | ceciliaimgreen: packaged 1 of my 00:11:49 | ceciliaimgreen: biggest fears well it's a bit of a No statement 1 of my biggest that would be really annoying is traveling and specifically flying with anything like perfume or even small strong smelling I don't know like creams and stuff 00:11:51 | ceciliaimgreen: lotion 00:12:01 | ceciliaimgreen: and that opening up and then making your entire luggage smell like it that would that would kill me probably I would die I think I would die 00:12:02 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah 00:12:07 | ceciliaimgreen: I might die that's just how it happens sometimes okay 00:12:26 | ceciliaimgreen: I don't want to clean my tidying and cleaning so oh I forgot to hang up my clothes oh my God oh my God are they going to be okay 00:12:33 | ceciliaimgreen: I don't even remember when I washed them today yesterday yesterday yesterday I think it was today it must have been today 00:12:40 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah it was today okay I can still hang them up 00:12:47 | ceciliaimgreen: you know when you leave stuff in the clothes wash it becomes like you're going to have to wash it again 00:12:51 | ceciliaimgreen: with soap resources and time 00:12:54 | ceciliaimgreen: but it was today so it's okay 00:12:57 | ceciliaimgreen: I wonder I don't remember when I did this 00:13:05 | ceciliaimgreen: 1 other thing that actually stayed here a little my my clothes my clothes my what's it called 00:13:07 | ceciliaimgreen: um 00:13:10 | ceciliaimgreen: clothes hanger clothes 00:13:13 | ceciliaimgreen: clothes clothes hanger 00:13:14 | ceciliaimgreen: what's the date here 00:13:20 | ceciliaimgreen: my clothes 00:13:24 | ceciliaimgreen: moldy clothes no 00:13:27 | ceciliaimgreen: not in a couple of hours but yes 00:13:33 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah sometimes 1 time I lift in a place where I had a a clothes wash like a 00:13:36 | ceciliaimgreen: uh a clothes wash that was also 00:13:38 | ceciliaimgreen: uh 00:13:42 | ceciliaimgreen: a dryer 00:13:49 | ceciliaimgreen: so I was I would you know you could set it so that it would like wash and then dry but the problem with that is 00:13:54 | ceciliaimgreen: why is it so dusty what is that oh no 00:13:59 | ceciliaimgreen: I must have washed some paper no no 00:14:02 | ceciliaimgreen: oh well it's okay it's just my pajamas 00:14:04 | ceciliaimgreen: and um 00:14:13 | ceciliaimgreen: incapable of doing a single task oh no the paper's everywhere oh no I took 00:14:15 | ceciliaimgreen: though 00:14:17 | ceciliaimgreen: oh maybe it wasn't a different pocket 00:14:19 | ceciliaimgreen: well well well 00:14:22 | ceciliaimgreen: well well well 00:14:28 | ceciliaimgreen: uh and then sometimes I would like wash it and dry it wash it and dry it and like 2 2 3 times 00:14:34 | ceciliaimgreen: cuz I'm stupid but doesn't actually happen that often anymore today was an exception because I was busy 00:14:35 | ceciliaimgreen: okay and I didn't 00:14:37 | ceciliaimgreen: it wasn't too long so it's fine 00:15:02 | ceciliaimgreen: actually my number 1 Luxury item that I have is I have I have like super oops super soft silk pajamas and they're so comfortable you won't even believe how comfortable these pajamas are the most comfortable softest I have softest thing I also have silk pillow cases I don't have 6 batteries because 00:15:06 | ceciliaimgreen: those are way too expensive but a pillowcase 00:15:07 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah 00:15:09 | ceciliaimgreen: pillowcase 00:15:11 | ceciliaimgreen: okay 00:15:13 | ceciliaimgreen: um 00:15:16 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah 00:15:21 | ceciliaimgreen: oh 00:15:28 | ceciliaimgreen: I have to be careful that I don't hum the sounds that I've been working on because that spoilers 00:15:30 | ceciliaimgreen: spoilers 00:15:31 | ceciliaimgreen: shocks 00:15:35 | ceciliaimgreen: no no no oops 00:15:37 | ceciliaimgreen: um 00:15:41 | ceciliaimgreen: this away 00:15:42 | ceciliaimgreen: here 00:15:47 | ceciliaimgreen: linen sheets 00:15:49 | ceciliaimgreen: linen sheets are nice too 00:15:54 | ceciliaimgreen: mean anything works as long as you wash it often enough 00:15:57 | ceciliaimgreen: who was it was it Iris 00:16:06 | ceciliaimgreen: it was like I haven't washed the sheets in a month or something oh well more more okay let me put the towels in the bathroom actually 00:16:07 | ceciliaimgreen: um 00:16:09 | ceciliaimgreen: no my sock 00:16:11 | ceciliaimgreen: my sock 00:16:19 | ceciliaimgreen: record and remaster the humming know 00:16:22 | ceciliaimgreen: no 00:16:25 | ceciliaimgreen: the spoilers 00:16:27 | ceciliaimgreen: ah okay 00:16:55 | ceciliaimgreen: I just don't understand how the humanity has made it to fucking the moon and not to fucking the moon but to the moon and to like all these places and it's like in the process of doing things and curing illnesses and all that and they haven't found a way to automatically hang up and dry cold like yeah you can dry clothes in a clothes dryer but if you do that to like sensitive girl clothes like lace and stuff like that or even Sha 00:17:02 | ceciliaimgreen: it's going to mess up the clothes and ruin them and I just don't understand how that is not a priority 00:17:07 | ceciliaimgreen: why haven't they invented that yet I don't I don't get it 00:17:17 | ceciliaimgreen: Roomba exists I guess it's just not possible well they should think of a way I hate doing choice so much it's the twisty in the world 00:17:25 | ceciliaimgreen: 1 time every second to my place oops 00:17:28 | ceciliaimgreen: that was like last last summer 00:17:30 | ceciliaimgreen: in when I was in the Far East 00:17:33 | ceciliaimgreen: and she came over and she 00:17:35 | ceciliaimgreen: completed my part 00:17:43 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah that was pretty good thanks Marissa now wait 00:17:47 | ceciliaimgreen: don't wait so save me 00:17:51 | ceciliaimgreen: it's time I didn't ask her I felt like there was like would be using her 00:17:57 | ceciliaimgreen: also it's not that bad last time was pretty bad 00:18:03 | ceciliaimgreen: alright alright she married everyone I can't believe it 00:18:11 | ceciliaimgreen: she didn't she told me that I would be special kidding that would be mean to lie about no no 00:18:14 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah that sounds really cute you should check it out 00:18:17 | ceciliaimgreen: no no no no dang it 00:18:22 | ceciliaimgreen: stop humming that song it's not it's not her song you should check out her song 00:18:25 | ceciliaimgreen: um let me put this here 00:18:29 | ceciliaimgreen: okay to school and to the other room 00:18:35 | ceciliaimgreen: okay 00:18:36 | ceciliaimgreen: oh socks 00:18:44 | ceciliaimgreen: that 00:18:52 | ceciliaimgreen: I'm actually glad do a space for this even if the audio is kind of scuffy was a good idea 00:18:55 | ceciliaimgreen: because otherwise I think I would have just not cleaned 00:19:02 | ceciliaimgreen: which is stupid but I mean I would have but I would have been that bad about it 00:19:06 | ceciliaimgreen: so thank you very much for being here right now even if this is the 00:19:11 | ceciliaimgreen: the least entertaining and most choice choice 00:19:13 | ceciliaimgreen: space in the world 00:19:16 | ceciliaimgreen: in the whole world 00:19:18 | ceciliaimgreen: oops 00:19:19 | ceciliaimgreen: socks 00:19:23 | ceciliaimgreen: that's not socks oh that's the top okay 00:19:27 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah 00:19:31 | ceciliaimgreen: hang on hang up and then 00:19:33 | ceciliaimgreen: let's go 00:19:39 | ceciliaimgreen: I'm having I'm wearing these like super big 00:19:43 | ceciliaimgreen: comfortable pules what is it called uh 00:19:49 | ceciliaimgreen: flip no it's not slippers it's like when it goes around your foot 00:19:54 | ceciliaimgreen: and uh 00:19:59 | ceciliaimgreen: they make a lot of noise but they're very comfortable 00:20:00 | ceciliaimgreen: that 00:20:02 | ceciliaimgreen: oh 00:20:03 | ceciliaimgreen: power adapter 00:20:07 | ceciliaimgreen: smart of me for buying that 00:20:09 | ceciliaimgreen: I say that but it was actually 00:20:23 | ceciliaimgreen: my well I mean I said she didn't buy it I bought it but like she reminded me of getting it with the airport um let me put that here that's carton 00:20:32 | ceciliaimgreen: okay I'm going to take a break 00:20:45 | ceciliaimgreen: slippers and toughen yeah it's I mean maybe they're called slippers but slippers to me are those like 00:20:51 | ceciliaimgreen: you know the 1 that you take when bathing baths the bus where it's just it covers the top of your foot 00:20:55 | ceciliaimgreen: I mean a shoe a whole shoe but it's a slipper 00:21:18 | ceciliaimgreen: break from all the intense cleaning you know my little World Health 00:21:25 | ceciliaimgreen: right into my task list 00:21:31 | ceciliaimgreen: oh I did that okay checking things off 00:21:34 | ceciliaimgreen: my toss 00:21:45 | ceciliaimgreen: sometimes I write like the most simplest thing in the entire world and my task list but then just the feeling of checking it off is still very satisfying 00:21:48 | ceciliaimgreen: let me write 00:21:49 | ceciliaimgreen: cleaning 00:21:53 | ceciliaimgreen: and then packing my task list 00:21:58 | ceciliaimgreen: and then I'm going to write this sad emoji wait 00:22:00 | ceciliaimgreen: and then 00:22:04 | ceciliaimgreen: I did all of that 00:22:22 | ceciliaimgreen: other times you apparently write rules for yourself and others yeah but not on my task list my task is pretty decent 00:22:27 | ceciliaimgreen: 2 34567 00:22:30 | ceciliaimgreen: 10112 00:22:33 | ceciliaimgreen: things but sometimes it's like 00:22:34 | ceciliaimgreen: you know oh 00:22:40 | ceciliaimgreen: work which takes like an hour and sometimes it's answer this message and the message is like 00:22:45 | ceciliaimgreen: hello is this okay and my answer is yes 00:22:54 | ceciliaimgreen: ah that was so much work let me check this off my task list oh I'm so productive it's insane 00:23:03 | ceciliaimgreen: actually 1 of the worst things happened to me as well I went to know I didn't I mean I walked by a uh what's it called 00:23:05 | ceciliaimgreen: eventine 00:23:08 | ceciliaimgreen: and I wanted to buy a hot milk tea 00:23:15 | ceciliaimgreen: and I put it in and then I put in my card like taped my card you know what came out 00:23:34 | ceciliaimgreen: you coffee know I have this milk coffee I don't know what to do I don't want to throw it away just been keeping it just sitting there in my fridge just so I don't want why would that come out its I want my money back my 200 yen 00:23:35 | ceciliaimgreen: stop 00:23:38 | ceciliaimgreen: okay let me see 00:23:44 | ceciliaimgreen: that's correct and what I can 00:23:46 | ceciliaimgreen: keep it maybe 00:23:51 | ceciliaimgreen: no yes no yes yes 00:23:53 | ceciliaimgreen: this 1 I won't keep 00:23:59 | ceciliaimgreen: Heart Card I'm going to have to Google Japanese 00:24:02 | ceciliaimgreen: trash thing 00:24:16 | ceciliaimgreen: mhm mhm 00:24:21 | ceciliaimgreen: no not 2022 20205 00:24:31 | ceciliaimgreen: paper 00:24:33 | ceciliaimgreen: carton 00:24:36 | ceciliaimgreen: okay 00:24:39 | ceciliaimgreen: thanks Google 00:24:57 | ceciliaimgreen: I don't want to Google something for 2026 because it's only January so all you will find is AI articles 00:25:01 | ceciliaimgreen: oh this are sometimes AI is kind of funny I 00:25:07 | ceciliaimgreen: I think I Googled something it was like does blah blah blah give me a tummy ache 00:25:13 | ceciliaimgreen: and obviously tummy ache is not a medical term No 1 says tummy ache right 00:25:17 | ceciliaimgreen: they shouldn't at least 00:25:22 | ceciliaimgreen: and then because AI is AI the top answer thingy was like 00:25:30 | ceciliaimgreen: no blah blah blah does not give you a tummy ache for oh okay thanks AI 00:25:38 | ceciliaimgreen: thanks AI yeah I hope you die in a fire oh my God 00:25:48 | ceciliaimgreen: but thanks though appreciate it and then obviously I didn't trust that because it's never I don't understand I hate that you can't opt out of those things 00:25:51 | ceciliaimgreen: stand me up out of things you can do what you want 00:25:53 | ceciliaimgreen: so let me opt out of it 00:25:54 | ceciliaimgreen: I don't 00:26:03 | ceciliaimgreen: it takes up so much real estate as well like website real estate let me let me put this in here 00:26:05 | ceciliaimgreen: I switch 00:26:10 | ceciliaimgreen: 1 2 switch I was thinking you know that game that you know and I played once 00:26:12 | ceciliaimgreen: what was it called want to switch what did I want to switch 00:26:14 | ceciliaimgreen: with all the little mini games 00:26:16 | ceciliaimgreen: um 00:26:21 | ceciliaimgreen: I really like that game it was really funny and I was thinking maybe it would be fun to do that 00:26:23 | ceciliaimgreen: but um 00:26:27 | ceciliaimgreen: maybe with more people with ra and some others 00:26:29 | ceciliaimgreen: and like 3D 00:26:32 | ceciliaimgreen: we really funny cuz 00:26:34 | ceciliaimgreen: was such a stupid game 00:26:40 | ceciliaimgreen: I mean good game good good great great great cool awesome um 00:26:45 | ceciliaimgreen: have to ask her when she is available it's really funny yeah 00:26:50 | ceciliaimgreen: okay let me put this in switch 00:26:52 | ceciliaimgreen: switch switch switch 00:26:57 | ceciliaimgreen: I don't use it enough I like the switch 00:26:59 | ceciliaimgreen: I think it's nice 00:27:03 | ceciliaimgreen: maybe I should buy a stream deck 00:27:16 | ceciliaimgreen: I remember I used my stream deck once 1 time I had the the the co and then I was I don't know I always struggle I never know if I should say Corona and um 00:27:21 | ceciliaimgreen: I mean this was a long time ago and then I played what was it I think it was 1 of the road Factory games 00:27:24 | ceciliaimgreen: right I was traveling 00:27:35 | ceciliaimgreen: I don't know if at the airport but at that time and then I got the sea 00:27:37 | ceciliaimgreen: and then 00:27:45 | ceciliaimgreen: I have to just sleep good quarantine to 1 of the rooms and then not too much and bro gave me his switch and no no not his switch his stream steam deck 00:27:53 | ceciliaimgreen: I liked it I liked like the I like the you know the touchscreen and stuff just like laying in bed and having it there 00:27:57 | ceciliaimgreen: I'm not able to like use the controller as as much but the 00:28:01 | ceciliaimgreen: the seem like I have a lot of touch screen functionality 00:28:04 | ceciliaimgreen: which is kind of cool 00:28:06 | ceciliaimgreen: I like that neat 00:28:07 | ceciliaimgreen: neat little thing 00:28:13 | ceciliaimgreen: okay I do have also these like smells like is it still 00:28:18 | ceciliaimgreen: smells good uh 00:28:21 | ceciliaimgreen: let me close that and bring it with me 00:28:25 | ceciliaimgreen: no no no no no no no no don't sing it 00:28:27 | ceciliaimgreen: no 00:28:29 | ceciliaimgreen: it doesn't go in 00:28:30 | ceciliaimgreen: sick 00:28:31 | ceciliaimgreen: it's 2 00:28:42 | ceciliaimgreen: okay so but I don't know I don't know I would probably never actually play it play with it 00:28:57 | ceciliaimgreen: okay let's 00:29:00 | ceciliaimgreen: Fold find your plastic plastic plastic 00:29:08 | ceciliaimgreen: hey someone want to come over and clean 00:29:12 | ceciliaimgreen: oh boom boom 00:29:16 | ceciliaimgreen: candy 00:29:19 | ceciliaimgreen: candy 00:29:27 | ceciliaimgreen: I've been trying to keep my receipts so I can like tax deduct some stuff 00:29:30 | ceciliaimgreen: I keep forgetting about it though 00:29:33 | ceciliaimgreen: so I haven't done it for my last what's this 00:29:37 | ceciliaimgreen: that's paper 00:29:40 | ceciliaimgreen: you know 00:29:52 | ceciliaimgreen: oh I mentioned this before I think but I got I ordered a new rosin for my violin cuz mine broke 00:30:00 | ceciliaimgreen: that's nothing more satisfying than a very fresh Rose and ooh this is the premium shit oh has you like a little package 00:30:06 | ceciliaimgreen: smells like nothing 00:30:07 | ceciliaimgreen: so 00:30:22 | ceciliaimgreen: it looks so good it's kind of like you know when you get a new soap like a hard soap I don't really use hard soap but the type of hard soap and then you don't want to use it because it looks so nice or like a really nice looking candle and you don't want to turn it on because it looks so nice when it's not used yet 00:30:24 | ceciliaimgreen: no 00:30:33 | ceciliaimgreen: I have a little metal case for it somewhere 00:30:35 | ceciliaimgreen: I don't want any more I'm going to lay down on the floor 00:30:36 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah 00:30:50 | ceciliaimgreen: I don't know most of the time I'm okay with cleaning well that's a lie most of the time I managed 00:30:52 | ceciliaimgreen: sometimes I have days 00:30:57 | ceciliaimgreen: where I'd rather 00:31:02 | ceciliaimgreen: okay it's a bit dramatic I'm not going to finish that sentence 00:31:24 | ceciliaimgreen: okay I'm being a dramatic okay I'm going to go back get back up I'm in a to it's fine I'm fine this is fine I'll stop being dramatic it's okay it's just tidying up it's fine it's it's fine no it's fine it's fine it's completely fine 00:31:28 | ceciliaimgreen: totally fine I don't even know what you're talking about where's my trash bag 00:31:30 | ceciliaimgreen: I buy some 00:31:37 | ceciliaimgreen: no it's fine it's fine 00:31:45 | ceciliaimgreen: it's the city of the floor where is your wisdom my wisdom is 00:31:53 | ceciliaimgreen: a choir minimalist lifestyle if I had a minimalist lifestyle 00:31:55 | ceciliaimgreen: none of these would be any problems 00:32:05 | ceciliaimgreen: minimalist lifestyle you know those people that like eat the same thing every day with the same clothes every day I mean I wear the same clothes every day I guess but like they eat the same thing every day 00:32:23 | ceciliaimgreen: meal prep I wish I could meal prep I tried so many times I love the idea of meal prepping the only thing that I do manage sometimes is cooking like a huge batch of something and then freezing it that's my meal prep but like real meal prep I've never managed to do that 00:32:27 | ceciliaimgreen: I'll do it 1 week and I'm like this is the worst thing but I'm like I don't want to eat this today 00:32:44 | ceciliaimgreen: and then once in a day once a day and and those some of those are pretty unhealthy like 1 of my favorite go-to 00:32:47 | ceciliaimgreen: trash meals is um 00:32:58 | ceciliaimgreen: chili cheese fries so you make fries and then we make chili and then you make queso like a cheese sauce and you put a dunk it all together amazing that that's awesome 00:33:01 | ceciliaimgreen: I can eat that like 2 times in a row but that's super 00:33:05 | ceciliaimgreen: fluffy so it goes again the whole meal prep idea 00:33:07 | ceciliaimgreen: so 00:33:14 | ceciliaimgreen: when I do like big meal prep then I I do cook sometimes soup or chili 00:33:21 | ceciliaimgreen: um that works or some rice dishes like burrito filling without the wrap 00:33:23 | ceciliaimgreen: it's like a huge huge 00:33:25 | ceciliaimgreen: pot 00:33:27 | ceciliaimgreen: in a while though 00:33:30 | ceciliaimgreen: don't make anything don't like cleaning 00:33:35 | ceciliaimgreen: my cooking but I hate the cleaning okay going to stop complaining it's fine 00:33:41 | ceciliaimgreen: soup yeah soup 00:33:46 | ceciliaimgreen: soup soup is pretty nice 00:33:50 | ceciliaimgreen: what are some other nice Foods curries Curry I can eat 00:33:56 | ceciliaimgreen: um 00:34:13 | ceciliaimgreen: yes look I've heard a lot of people do slow cookers I have never gotten a slow cooker maybe I should well no I won't I'm not going to cook but 00:34:15 | ceciliaimgreen: if I ever 00:34:17 | ceciliaimgreen: have things under control again 00:34:25 | ceciliaimgreen: wasn't that bad before I did do these things I think sometimes it's a little bit easy to understand 00:34:27 | ceciliaimgreen: uh 00:34:35 | ceciliaimgreen: like in my brain I'm bad at time management so I think to myself oh yeah I can meal prep 00:34:38 | ceciliaimgreen: but then I want something really yummy 00:34:41 | ceciliaimgreen: and something really yummy takes a long time 00:34:43 | ceciliaimgreen: and then I think to myself well 00:34:48 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah obviously I I can cook for 2 hours and cook for the entire week 00:34:51 | ceciliaimgreen: but really on what day do you just have 2 hours you know 00:35:01 | ceciliaimgreen: sometimes you do sometimes you don't this week I didn't sometimes I do sometimes I couldn't I haven't even read to them today and this week I mean today no 00:35:03 | ceciliaimgreen: haven't even read anything 00:35:11 | ceciliaimgreen: life is cruel I wouldn't have 2 hours to cook food also there's a problem between motivation and output you know 00:35:16 | ceciliaimgreen: it's okay just going to move in with narissa 00:35:18 | ceciliaimgreen: maybe I should ask her hey narissa 00:35:22 | ceciliaimgreen: I don't know does she cook 00:35:25 | ceciliaimgreen: I never said do you cook 00:35:28 | ceciliaimgreen: I wait at first I have to answer what did she say 00:35:29 | ceciliaimgreen: yay 00:35:36 | ceciliaimgreen: she cooks right 00:35:44 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah I'm pretty sure she cooks does she cook like daily 00:35:54 | ceciliaimgreen: do you want to feed me forever 00:35:56 | ceciliaimgreen: do you have space 00:36:03 | ceciliaimgreen: does your space I don't know 00:36:07 | ceciliaimgreen: I think it's like we move for example she she also doesn't cook 00:36:18 | ceciliaimgreen: she has space but she doesn't cook so then what what am I going to do there huh people what am I going to do their people hello what I'm going to do there you know that she's not going to feed me I'm going to have to feed her 00:36:30 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah she's not here right now 00:36:55 | ceciliaimgreen: has offered sometimes that's true actually she has cooked for me twice 1 time I was really yummy and both times were yummy 1 time was like uh spaghetti and the other time was Japanese C is very different from the curry that still 00:36:57 | ceciliaimgreen: that was pretty nice 00:37:03 | ceciliaimgreen: people need some mom herself yeah 00:37:06 | ceciliaimgreen: I wonder if I was 00:37:11 | ceciliaimgreen: with like maternal Instinct take over no 00:37:15 | ceciliaimgreen: I don't know 00:37:16 | ceciliaimgreen: probably not 00:37:24 | ceciliaimgreen: looking for others like if it's family and stuff but that's like a once in a once in a while type of thing you know 00:37:27 | ceciliaimgreen: also I can always force them to clean 00:37:35 | ceciliaimgreen: actually B did cook for me the other day that's true that was pretty nice 00:37:41 | ceciliaimgreen: gosh I don't think she has enough space 00:37:54 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah I think a lot of the girls can cook well I just don't know who who cooks daily I think you know you get really busy 00:37:56 | ceciliaimgreen: so 00:38:01 | ceciliaimgreen: she's not answering I guess she's sleeping 00:38:05 | ceciliaimgreen: just kidding 00:38:07 | ceciliaimgreen: that's not too bad 00:38:23 | ceciliaimgreen: okay let me see do I have anything else pressing right now 00:38:45 | ceciliaimgreen: um 00:38:49 | ceciliaimgreen: oh cleaning okay yeah 00:38:54 | ceciliaimgreen: what is the trash bag oh 00:38:56 | ceciliaimgreen: here I found it 00:39:20 | ceciliaimgreen: oh that's huge 00:39:23 | ceciliaimgreen: I don't need that much okay well whatever 00:40:00 | ceciliaimgreen: oh my God she answered 00:40:02 | ceciliaimgreen: my queen 00:40:07 | ceciliaimgreen: you see what she said 00:40:27 | ceciliaimgreen: she said yes 00:40:31 | ceciliaimgreen: I cook what do you want to eat I can do my best to make it for you 00:40:34 | ceciliaimgreen: and I don't know I mean like every day forever 00:40:48 | ceciliaimgreen: every day forever 00:40:51 | ceciliaimgreen: every day forever 00:40:53 | ceciliaimgreen: no I mean like forever 00:40:54 | ceciliaimgreen: forever 00:40:57 | ceciliaimgreen: forever 00:41:12 | ceciliaimgreen: no no no no 00:41:50 | ceciliaimgreen: no I just checked and there was this Twitter and she said I worked hard all day and I'm finally going to sleep but I forgot to eat protein apart from however much was in the cheese on my sandwich can someone please send me a seos burger and some cheese skirts a concrete mix at 2 please she's also a girl failure not eating 00:41:51 | ceciliaimgreen: no 00:41:54 | ceciliaimgreen: how could she feed me what she can't even feed herself 00:42:03 | ceciliaimgreen: no 00:42:05 | ceciliaimgreen: no 00:42:16 | ceciliaimgreen: no no 00:42:22 | ceciliaimgreen: yes 00:42:55 | ceciliaimgreen: however how can you 00:42:57 | ceciliaimgreen: feed me 00:43:02 | ceciliaimgreen: if you don't feed yourself properly question mark 00:43:17 | ceciliaimgreen: I see like a crying emoji 00:43:20 | ceciliaimgreen: Where's my water 00:43:23 | ceciliaimgreen: Where's My oh there it is okay 00:43:26 | ceciliaimgreen: but a heart attack no 00:43:27 | ceciliaimgreen: that's 00:43:30 | ceciliaimgreen: where is it oh it's oh it's you 00:43:39 | ceciliaimgreen: she said she's excuses 00:43:54 | ceciliaimgreen: please take care of me thank you my queen 00:43:59 | ceciliaimgreen: I have 2 people in my life that are my queen 00:44:01 | ceciliaimgreen: and ironically 00:44:09 | ceciliaimgreen: those are the only ones that get the title of my queen McQueen 00:44:11 | ceciliaimgreen: McQueen 00:44:13 | ceciliaimgreen: my queen 00:44:17 | ceciliaimgreen: sounds yummy 00:44:19 | ceciliaimgreen: yummy 00:44:36 | ceciliaimgreen: Her Majesty not Mac Queen my queen okay 00:44:40 | ceciliaimgreen: okay I'm going to lock in I have to pack okay well 00:44:43 | ceciliaimgreen: thank you very much for coming 00:44:46 | ceciliaimgreen: sorry if it was on the well-being 00:44:54 | ceciliaimgreen: I will try my best and I have to do some more stuff and then I have to clean and then I'm going to back 00:44:57 | ceciliaimgreen: tomorrow I'll be out in about 00:45:00 | ceciliaimgreen: hopefully everything's going to work out 00:45:02 | ceciliaimgreen: and I'll be 00:45:05 | ceciliaimgreen: soon 00:45:15 | ceciliaimgreen: Kim they will take a nap we'll see well thank you very much for joining me and helped me motivate myself a little bit but I think 00:45:19 | ceciliaimgreen: going to have to like put on some music and just power through 00:45:25 | ceciliaimgreen: I'm acting as if this is the hardest thing to do in my life you know what it is the hardest thing to do in my life I don't know why 00:45:28 | ceciliaimgreen: I mean I know why but you know 00:45:32 | ceciliaimgreen: it's like when I I can sit down 00:45:46 | ceciliaimgreen: and do like work stuff like today I added to the edited the video what we're working on a project and I don't know how to explain it I basically need like a 00:45:49 | ceciliaimgreen: like a 00:45:52 | ceciliaimgreen: what's it called 00:45:56 | ceciliaimgreen: oh my God storyboard but in video format 00:46:00 | ceciliaimgreen: it took a long time but it's like it's fun you know 00:46:03 | ceciliaimgreen: it's fun I can lock in 00:46:10 | ceciliaimgreen: but then it's cleaning it's twisting wow okay well you very much I'll see you all soon 00:46:12 | ceciliaimgreen: my mind 00:46:14 | ceciliaimgreen: over 00:46:18 | ceciliaimgreen: good night good night and the rest well 00:46:21 | ceciliaimgreen: and I'll see you soon bye 00:46:24 | ceciliaimgreen: bye bye I'm weaving my mind 00:46:30 | ceciliaimgreen: 1 sec I have to unlock my phone okay 00:46:33 | ceciliaimgreen: bye