just came up and I was like what


so then I had to lock in and do that for like a couple hours so now I'm dead and I have to pack and it's so so messy and I don't want to clean it's not


it's not that dirty but it's like messy you know it's like I have these little tumeric shock bottles everywhere I'm just I don't even know how long I've been here like a week I don't know I don't remember


no I'm not to eat I'm going to have to go get some food oh my God


literally the worst luck and see lock in I'm trying I'm trying my the biggest problem well it's not a problem but the thing that I'm least looking forward to


is that I have to take down the entire PC


setup and then cram that into my circuit okay


are these plastic noises like


awful or is it okay


waiting the chat delay is pretty long so I'm waiting


it's fine it's okay okay because I feel like when you're on the phone


not that is smart it's not that bad


okay because like I feel like when you're on the phone and someone does anything with plastic it's insane and its really annoying so okay I need to remember the right this okay so


trash separation here is a bit different so plastic


plastic


storage plastic oh my God


actually the other day I bought this from the company I bought like um


I don't know what is it called uh maroons


chestnuts chestnuts


oh no my Monga plastic


um and they were pretty nice I I 1 day


yeah I mean I sit this already on stream but I've been pretty bad with food because I'm so


like preoccupied that I


forget about it and then I'm like oh what do I eat


and then I have Choice paralysis Overlord load


so today I ended up actually ordering food


and the it was like


chicken K rice and


I say veggies but this is the 1 thing I love Japanese food but they don't put enough veggies into their meals I need I need the ratio of 1 to 1 to 1 1 portion carb 1 portion protein 1 portion vegetables but in Japan it's like


2 portions rice what portion chicken and then like slice of carrot where are so after the balls well not at the restaurant at a restaurant you can like order side dishes and stuff


uh oh soy sauce is going to clean that


so so then


so then I


uh I've also been having to practice this time but that a dance a song a dance


um


and I'm like


been doing that today


it's it's so


like the dance isn't very hard especially not compared to some others that we've done in the past well I've done I guess


plastic plastic


but it's like deceptively difficult I don't know you'll see


I'll show you soonish p.m.


uh plastic plastic


with that plastic maybe wait that's not plastic that's Kiki okay that's Kiki


can't be worse than about like no definitely not nothing nothing is as hard as that song but that was that was a challenge that I make myself actually that dance teacher that taught me that the person she's credited in the description of the life messaged me


the other day and I was like


you know how did it go and stuff like that well I mean she she messaged me before that but we talked about it again


and she was so nice


she choreographed it and then we did like online Zoom sessions


where she taught it to me


so that was fun


plastic


oh spoon


guess I'll take that with me


okay


I guess this is like little tiny bottles that I bought it's like R1 it's this yogurt drink


and then you can remove the outside plastic so I guess the outside plastic goes into the soft plastic


and then the hard plastic goes into bottles


the tiny bit left I should probably rinse that out


the thing is the apartment that I'm at right now is actually


on the same that I was at


during my long stay


and I bought like spoons and stuff like Cutlery and some small things and they're still here and then I saw them I was like wow nice awesome


it's perfect perfect for me a spoon


no thanks


wow thanks another cat now let's see plastic


wow


hello


that's paper plastic


um I was looking for that


oh it's empty


freak


I bought this perfume


actually so I tried this perfume a while ago


at a


at an airport you know when you have an airport you have a lot of time


it's just like it's smells really good


it's vanilla based pretty pure like not no other scent


but like a very fresh vanilla like a green vanilla rather than um


like a sweet vanilla it's like more fresh than sweet


and I really like it


so I bought um


what's it called like a TA like a 5 ml Testa


because I don't really like perfumes that much I mean I like the idea of a perfumes but I get very easily over 1 by the smell and this 1 it's like


I want to like it so bad because it smells good


in the bottle but when it's neonight like I usually put it on my wrists


and sometime like 1 on my wrist and then sometimes in the back of my neck nip of my neck


this is 1 of those things which like literally no 1 kehrs I'm going to tell you about it anyways you'll hear


but it's just like


anyways I don't know I don't


know I know I could


that kind of stuff which I use usually


but they don't last long


I don't want to spray like take them with me then I don't want to have to spray them again


I don't know also perfume so always like sometimes it's smells good in the bottle but it doesn't smell good on the skin or it might or like when it rests I guess when it like what is it like soaked in don't know how to explain it it's smells different obviously from the bottle from the air or if it's on someone's skin


that's plastic know that's plastic


oh


there's still some 4 chips in here


no they're probably dry these are like um


salty seaweed flavored rice crackers


I also bought bath salt and then I ended up actually not using it could I couldn't find it because I lost it but I just found it again it will use it tomorrow morning it's like 1 pack


can we sit down a little bit


okay


still chips


no


so


I've been thinking


I don't know maybe I do like it


I'm going to put it back into it still


packaged 1 of my


biggest fears well it's a bit of a No statement 1 of my biggest that would be really annoying is traveling and specifically flying with anything like perfume or even small strong smelling I don't know like creams and stuff


lotion


and that opening up and then making your entire luggage smell like it that would that would kill me probably I would die I think I would die


yeah


I might die that's just how it happens sometimes okay


I don't want to clean my tidying and cleaning so oh I forgot to hang up my clothes oh my God oh my God are they going to be okay


I don't even remember when I washed them today yesterday yesterday yesterday I think it was today it must have been today


yeah it was today okay I can still hang them up


you know when you leave stuff in the clothes wash it becomes like you're going to have to wash it again


with soap resources and time


but it was today so it's okay


I wonder I don't remember when I did this


1 other thing that actually stayed here a little my my clothes my clothes my what's it called


um


clothes hanger clothes


clothes clothes hanger


what's the date here


my clothes


moldy clothes no


not in a couple of hours but yes


yeah sometimes 1 time I lift in a place where I had a a clothes wash like a


uh a clothes wash that was also


uh


a dryer


so I was I would you know you could set it so that it would like wash and then dry but the problem with that is


why is it so dusty what is that oh no


I must have washed some paper no no


oh well it's okay it's just my pajamas


and um


incapable of doing a single task oh no the paper's everywhere oh no I took


though


oh maybe it wasn't a different pocket


well well well


uh and then sometimes I would like wash it and dry it wash it and dry it and like 2 2 3 times


cuz I'm stupid but doesn't actually happen that often anymore today was an exception because I was busy


okay and I didn't


it wasn't too long so it's fine


actually my number 1 Luxury item that I have is I have I have like super oops super soft silk pajamas and they're so comfortable you won't even believe how comfortable these pajamas are the most comfortable softest I have softest thing I also have silk pillow cases I don't have 6 batteries because


those are way too expensive but a pillowcase


yeah


pillowcase


okay


um


oh


I have to be careful that I don't hum the sounds that I've been working on because that spoilers


spoilers


shocks


no no no oops


this away


here


linen sheets


linen sheets are nice too


mean anything works as long as you wash it often enough


who was it was it Iris


it was like I haven't washed the sheets in a month or something oh well more more okay let me put the towels in the bathroom actually


no my sock


my sock


record and remaster the humming know


no


the spoilers


ah okay


I just don't understand how the humanity has made it to fucking the moon and not to fucking the moon but to the moon and to like all these places and it's like in the process of doing things and curing illnesses and all that and they haven't found a way to automatically hang up and dry cold like yeah you can dry clothes in a clothes dryer but if you do that to like sensitive girl clothes like lace and stuff like that or even Sha


it's going to mess up the clothes and ruin them and I just don't understand how that is not a priority


why haven't they invented that yet I don't I don't get it


Roomba exists I guess it's just not possible well they should think of a way I hate doing choice so much it's the twisty in the world


1 time every second to my place oops


that was like last last summer


in when I was in the Far East


and she came over and she


completed my part


yeah that was pretty good thanks Marissa now wait


don't wait so save me


it's time I didn't ask her I felt like there was like would be using her


also it's not that bad last time was pretty bad


alright alright she married everyone I can't believe it


she didn't she told me that I would be special kidding that would be mean to lie about no no


yeah that sounds really cute you should check it out


Velasgorm (💄🎼🐱🔨💀👁🗨🗿🐿🧟♀🎨❤🔥 🔆)


no no no no dang it


stop humming that song it's not it's not her song you should check out her song


um let me put this here


okay to school and to the other room


okay


oh socks


that


I'm actually glad do a space for this even if the audio is kind of scuffy was a good idea


because otherwise I think I would have just not cleaned


which is stupid but I mean I would have but I would have been that bad about it


so thank you very much for being here right now even if this is the


the least entertaining and most choice choice


space in the world


in the whole world


oops


socks


that's not socks oh that's the top okay


yeah


hang on hang up and then


let's go


I'm having I'm wearing these like super big


comfortable pules what is it called uh


flip no it's not slippers it's like when it goes around your foot


and uh


they make a lot of noise but they're very comfortable


that


oh


power adapter


smart of me for buying that


I say that but it was actually


my well I mean I said she didn't buy it I bought it but like she reminded me of getting it with the airport um let me put that here that's carton


okay I'm going to take a break


slippers and toughen yeah it's I mean maybe they're called slippers but slippers to me are those like


you know the 1 that you take when bathing baths the bus where it's just it covers the top of your foot


I mean a shoe a whole shoe but it's a slipper


break from all the intense cleaning you know my little World Health


right into my task list


oh I did that okay checking things off


my toss


sometimes I write like the most simplest thing in the entire world and my task list but then just the feeling of checking it off is still very satisfying


let me write


cleaning


and then packing my task list


and then I'm going to write this sad emoji wait


and then


I did all of that


other times you apparently write rules for yourself and others yeah but not on my task list my task is pretty decent


2 34567


things but sometimes it's like


you know oh


work which takes like an hour and sometimes it's answer this message and the message is like


hello is this okay and my answer is yes


ah that was so much work let me check this off my task list oh I'm so productive it's insane


actually 1 of the worst things happened to me as well I went to know I didn't I mean I walked by a uh what's it called


eventine


and I wanted to buy a hot milk tea


and I put it in and then I put in my card like taped my card you know what came out


you coffee know I have this milk coffee I don't know what to do I don't want to throw it away just been keeping it just sitting there in my fridge just so I don't want why would that come out its I want my money back my 200 yen


stop


okay let me see


that's correct and what I can


keep it maybe


no yes no yes yes


this 1 I won't keep


Heart Card I'm going to have to Google Japanese


trash thing


mhm mhm


no not 2022 20205


paper


carton


okay


thanks Google


I don't want to Google something for 2026 because it's only January so all you will find is AI articles


oh this are sometimes AI is kind of funny I


I think I Googled something it was like does blah blah blah give me a tummy ache


and obviously tummy ache is not a medical term No 1 says tummy ache right


they shouldn't at least


and then because AI is AI the top answer thingy was like


no blah blah blah does not give you a tummy ache for oh okay thanks AI


thanks AI yeah I hope you die in a fire oh my God


but thanks though appreciate it and then obviously I didn't trust that because it's never I don't understand I hate that you can't opt out of those things


stand me up out of things you can do what you want


so let me opt out of it


I don't


it takes up so much real estate as well like website real estate let me let me put this in here


I switch


1 2 switch I was thinking you know that game that you know and I played once


what was it called want to switch what did I want to switch


with all the little mini games


um


I really like that game it was really funny and I was thinking maybe it would be fun to do that


but um


maybe with more people with ra and some others


and like 3D


we really funny cuz


was such a stupid game


I mean good game good good great great great cool awesome um


have to ask her when she is available it's really funny yeah


okay let me put this in switch


switch switch switch


I don't use it enough I like the switch


I think it's nice


maybe I should buy a stream deck


I remember I used my stream deck once 1 time I had the the the co and then I was I don't know I always struggle I never know if I should say Corona and um


I mean this was a long time ago and then I played what was it I think it was 1 of the road Factory games


right I was traveling


I don't know if at the airport but at that time and then I got the sea


and then


I have to just sleep good quarantine to 1 of the rooms and then not too much and bro gave me his switch and no no not his switch his stream steam deck


I liked it I liked like the I like the you know the touchscreen and stuff just like laying in bed and having it there


I'm not able to like use the controller as as much but the


the seem like I have a lot of touch screen functionality


which is kind of cool


I like that neat


neat little thing


okay I do have also these like smells like is it still


smells good uh


let me close that and bring it with me


no no no no no no no no don't sing it


no


it doesn't go in


sick


it's 2


okay so but I don't know I don't know I would probably never actually play it play with it


Cipher Cheng🪶🌼📜🔨👁🗨🎼👻❤🩹🐰


okay let's


Fold find your plastic plastic plastic


hey someone want to come over and clean


oh boom boom


candy


I've been trying to keep my receipts so I can like tax deduct some stuff


I keep forgetting about it though


so I haven't done it for my last what's this


that's paper


you know


oh I mentioned this before I think but I got I ordered a new rosin for my violin cuz mine broke


that's nothing more satisfying than a very fresh Rose and ooh this is the premium shit oh has you like a little package


smells like nothing


so


it looks so good it's kind of like you know when you get a new soap like a hard soap I don't really use hard soap but the type of hard soap and then you don't want to use it because it looks so nice or like a really nice looking candle and you don't want to turn it on because it looks so nice when it's not used yet


no


I have a little metal case for it somewhere


I don't want any more I'm going to lay down on the floor


yeah


I don't know most of the time I'm okay with cleaning well that's a lie most of the time I managed


sometimes I have days


where I'd rather


okay it's a bit dramatic I'm not going to finish that sentence


okay I'm being a dramatic okay I'm going to go back get back up I'm in a to it's fine I'm fine this is fine I'll stop being dramatic it's okay it's just tidying up it's fine it's it's fine no it's fine it's fine it's completely fine


totally fine I don't even know what you're talking about where's my trash bag


I buy some


no it's fine it's fine


it's the city of the floor where is your wisdom my wisdom is


a choir minimalist lifestyle if I had a minimalist lifestyle


none of these would be any problems


minimalist lifestyle you know those people that like eat the same thing every day with the same clothes every day I mean I wear the same clothes every day I guess but like they eat the same thing every day


meal prep I wish I could meal prep I tried so many times I love the idea of meal prepping the only thing that I do manage sometimes is cooking like a huge batch of something and then freezing it that's my meal prep but like real meal prep I've never managed to do that


I'll do it 1 week and I'm like this is the worst thing but I'm like I don't want to eat this today


and then once in a day once a day and and those some of those are pretty unhealthy like 1 of my favorite go-to


trash meals is um


chili cheese fries so you make fries and then we make chili and then you make queso like a cheese sauce and you put a dunk it all together amazing that that's awesome


I can eat that like 2 times in a row but that's super


fluffy so it goes again the whole meal prep idea


so


when I do like big meal prep then I I do cook sometimes soup or chili


um that works or some rice dishes like burrito filling without the wrap


it's like a huge huge


pot


in a while though


don't make anything don't like cleaning


my cooking but I hate the cleaning okay going to stop complaining it's fine


soup yeah soup


soup soup is pretty nice


what are some other nice Foods curries Curry I can eat


um


yes look I've heard a lot of people do slow cookers I have never gotten a slow cooker maybe I should well no I won't I'm not going to cook but


if I ever


have things under control again


wasn't that bad before I did do these things I think sometimes it's a little bit easy to understand


uh


like in my brain I'm bad at time management so I think to myself oh yeah I can meal prep


but then I want something really yummy


and something really yummy takes a long time


and then I think to myself well


yeah obviously I I can cook for 2 hours and cook for the entire week


but really on what day do you just have 2 hours you know


sometimes you do sometimes you don't this week I didn't sometimes I do sometimes I couldn't I haven't even read to them today and this week I mean today no


haven't even read anything


life is cruel I wouldn't have 2 hours to cook food also there's a problem between motivation and output you know


it's okay just going to move in with narissa


maybe I should ask her hey narissa


I don't know does she cook


I never said do you cook


I wait at first I have to answer what did she say


yay


she cooks right


yeah I'm pretty sure she cooks does she cook like daily


do you want to feed me forever


do you have space


does your space I don't know


I think it's like we move for example she she also doesn't cook


she has space but she doesn't cook so then what what am I going to do there huh people what am I going to do their people hello what I'm going to do there you know that she's not going to feed me I'm going to have to feed her


yeah she's not here right now


has offered sometimes that's true actually she has cooked for me twice 1 time I was really yummy and both times were yummy 1 time was like uh spaghetti and the other time was Japanese C is very different from the curry that still


that was pretty nice


people need some mom herself yeah


I wonder if I was


with like maternal Instinct take over no


I don't know


probably not


looking for others like if it's family and stuff but that's like a once in a once in a while type of thing you know


also I can always force them to clean


actually B did cook for me the other day that's true that was pretty nice


gosh I don't think she has enough space


yeah I think a lot of the girls can cook well I just don't know who who cooks daily I think you know you get really busy


so


she's not answering I guess she's sleeping


just kidding


that's not too bad


okay let me see do I have anything else pressing right now


um


oh cleaning okay yeah


what is the trash bag oh


here I found it


oh that's huge


I don't need that much okay well whatever


oh my God she answered


my queen


you see what she said


she said yes


I cook what do you want to eat I can do my best to make it for you


and I don't know I mean like every day forever


every day forever


no I mean like forever


forever


no no no no


no I just checked and there was this Twitter and she said I worked hard all day and I'm finally going to sleep but I forgot to eat protein apart from however much was in the cheese on my sandwich can someone please send me a seos burger and some cheese skirts a concrete mix at 2 please she's also a girl failure not eating


no


how could she feed me what she can't even feed herself


no no


yes


however how can you


feed me


if you don't feed yourself properly question mark


I see like a crying emoji


Where's my water


Where's My oh there it is okay


but a heart attack no


that's


where is it oh it's oh it's you


she said she's excuses


please take care of me thank you my queen


I have 2 people in my life that are my queen


and ironically


those are the only ones that get the title of my queen McQueen


McQueen


my queen


sounds yummy


yummy


Her Majesty not Mac Queen my queen okay


okay I'm going to lock in I have to pack okay well


thank you very much for coming


sorry if it was on the well-being


I will try my best and I have to do some more stuff and then I have to clean and then I'm going to back


tomorrow I'll be out in about


hopefully everything's going to work out


and I'll be


soon


Kim they will take a nap we'll see well thank you very much for joining me and helped me motivate myself a little bit but I think


going to have to like put on some music and just power through


I'm acting as if this is the hardest thing to do in my life you know what it is the hardest thing to do in my life I don't know why


I mean I know why but you know


it's like when I I can sit down


and do like work stuff like today I added to the edited the video what we're working on a project and I don't know how to explain it I basically need like a


like a


what's it called


oh my God storyboard but in video format


it took a long time but it's like it's fun you know


it's fun I can lock in


but then it's cleaning it's twisting wow okay well you very much I'll see you all soon


my mind


over


good night good night and the rest well


and I'll see you soon bye


bye bye I'm weaving my mind


1 sec I have to unlock my phone okay


bye