00:01:05 | ceciliaimgreen: hello hello is this thing on oh my God 00:01:08 | ceciliaimgreen: spaces 1 sec 00:01:14 | ceciliaimgreen: this is now a Twitter space 00:01:16 | ceciliaimgreen: okay 00:01:20 | ceciliaimgreen: you can use the chat on the piano stream 00:01:23 | ceciliaimgreen: trying to open it 00:01:34 | ceciliaimgreen: using my laptop right now hello yes we can hear yay it's on yay yep hi everyone 00:01:35 | ceciliaimgreen: hello 00:01:57 | ceciliaimgreen: yellow the music in the starting thing was kind of nice can I can I have it back hi everyone it's me Cecilia McGregor from whole idea Justice and I have been having Tech issues TM and I had a crash out and now I'm and then I ate a little some food I ate like 1 of those 00:02:02 | ceciliaimgreen: I don't know what they called like a board it's like cracker cracker bread 00:02:14 | ceciliaimgreen: um and some tomato and little bulb you okay hopefully oh God my laptop's running out of Internet uh uh not internet uh Power where's my cable 00:02:18 | ceciliaimgreen: um 00:02:21 | ceciliaimgreen: yum oh there 00:02:26 | ceciliaimgreen: uh 00:02:28 | ceciliaimgreen: 1 second 00:02:45 | ceciliaimgreen: okay plug it in 00:02:50 | ceciliaimgreen: okay I I I don't often do Twitter spaces I think this is my 00:02:52 | ceciliaimgreen: second Twitter space 00:02:53 | ceciliaimgreen: ever 00:02:58 | ceciliaimgreen: oh please don't worry about people long as long as it takes thank you 00:03:02 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah I'm gonna have to fix this I'm gonna have to get out 00:03:07 | ceciliaimgreen: early tomorrow because this this is a stream too 00:03:09 | ceciliaimgreen: 1 with the bay 00:03:22 | ceciliaimgreen: ah and then I don't know if I can make the piano trip tomorrow night but I 100% do it on Wednesday be able to do it on a Wednesday night but I'll keep you updated so maybe the stream will be tomorrow night instead of Wednesday night 00:03:26 | ceciliaimgreen: um but yeah twice by yay I think 00:03:30 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah I think I did 1 once when we were in the Far East I do have 00:03:31 | ceciliaimgreen: let me move this 00:03:36 | ceciliaimgreen: what is this connected to 00:03:39 | ceciliaimgreen: Internet no 00:03:40 | ceciliaimgreen: that's not 00:03:42 | ceciliaimgreen: okay 00:03:46 | ceciliaimgreen: okay so it works okay 00:03:51 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah I'll try to bunch of stuff and I like connect my PC to my 00:03:55 | ceciliaimgreen: laptop and everything but just wasn't working but I do have my piano 00:04:02 | ceciliaimgreen: but I have no idea how bad the audio is with Twitter space 00:04:04 | ceciliaimgreen: Twitter phone audio so 00:04:06 | ceciliaimgreen: can you hear this 00:04:28 | ceciliaimgreen: we can hear it oh 00:04:31 | ceciliaimgreen: not terrible 00:04:40 | ceciliaimgreen: but the thing is with Twitter I can't play like 00:04:43 | ceciliaimgreen: my name is songs cuz perms work differently but 00:04:50 | ceciliaimgreen: you can do this tiny little improvisation 00:04:55 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah I don't know 00:05:00 | ceciliaimgreen: 1 sec 00:05:02 | ceciliaimgreen: rolling up my sleeves 00:05:31 | ceciliaimgreen: oops 00:07:04 | ceciliaimgreen: oops 00:07:14 | ceciliaimgreen: to see it am I getting a proposition in major 00:07:17 | ceciliaimgreen: it's never been done before 00:07:25 | ceciliaimgreen: no I probably have some songs for today for the stream but like I said I can't play them 00:07:31 | ceciliaimgreen: but I can play classical music 00:07:35 | ceciliaimgreen: but I the only 1 I have sheet music for is this 1 I think 00:08:36 | ceciliaimgreen: oops 00:08:47 | ceciliaimgreen: damn 00:08:56 | ceciliaimgreen: oh God the fan of like slipped up with let me put the mic 00:09:00 | ceciliaimgreen: maybe here 00:09:07 | ceciliaimgreen: okay still hear that then it's really loud of this but 00:09:10 | ceciliaimgreen: green squid squid 00:09:23 | ceciliaimgreen: I don't know what else I have but 00:09:43 | ceciliaimgreen: I should sort these 00:09:48 | ceciliaimgreen: oh I can play like the first 3 notes of this 1 00:09:59 | ceciliaimgreen: 22 3 4 5 6 okay I I can't play this very well but I can try 00:10:28 | ceciliaimgreen: oh can you still hear okay with the thing that I put there oh 3 notes 00:10:33 | ceciliaimgreen: okay I think so 00:10:36 | ceciliaimgreen: Charlotte my God here 00:10:37 | ceciliaimgreen: God you shit 00:12:56 | ceciliaimgreen: never realized it ends so sad why is it so sad huh 00:12:58 | ceciliaimgreen: huh why are you so sad 00:13:00 | ceciliaimgreen: why 00:13:11 | ceciliaimgreen: that was the Sati Eric Sati 00:13:16 | ceciliaimgreen: um 00:13:28 | ceciliaimgreen: okay this 1 I really can't play but I'll do a couple bars 00:13:29 | ceciliaimgreen: bars 00:13:46 | ceciliaimgreen: oops 00:13:56 | ceciliaimgreen: so a lot of bees 00:16:23 | ceciliaimgreen: I don't have the second page 00:16:25 | ceciliaimgreen: no 00:16:32 | ceciliaimgreen: this 00:16:35 | ceciliaimgreen: 60 oh I found it 00:16:36 | ceciliaimgreen: hi 00:16:41 | ceciliaimgreen: sorry 00:16:46 | ceciliaimgreen: this is really hard I'm also omitting like half the notes 00:17:10 | ceciliaimgreen: I don't know if I should keep going 00:18:26 | ceciliaimgreen: oh did you see don't listen and then he goes crazy 00:18:49 | ceciliaimgreen: I can't play this 00:19:20 | ceciliaimgreen: let me just play the last bar 00:19:49 | ceciliaimgreen: really 00:19:53 | ceciliaimgreen: it it ends open 00:19:58 | ceciliaimgreen: no no no no ah 00:20:03 | ceciliaimgreen: ah ah ah okay okay that makes sense 00:20:16 | ceciliaimgreen: I was like whoa that's crazy but I was in the wrong in the wrong hand yeah what a you know that's like a couple bars of clay underneath me 00:20:33 | ceciliaimgreen: what's this I have another Super 00:20:37 | ceciliaimgreen: oh I don't recognize this okay let me try 00:20:52 | ceciliaimgreen: oh oh 00:23:48 | ceciliaimgreen: yay 00:24:02 | ceciliaimgreen: it's a that was cha 00:24:07 | ceciliaimgreen: what oh I don't know 00:24:11 | ceciliaimgreen: what do you mean 00:24:17 | ceciliaimgreen: let's try this in my last classical piece I have 00:24:24 | ceciliaimgreen: she really loved uh we'll try 00:24:55 | ceciliaimgreen: hm 00:24:57 | ceciliaimgreen: confusing 00:26:33 | ceciliaimgreen: okay 00:26:45 | ceciliaimgreen: did you notice 00:26:49 | ceciliaimgreen: the kind of sounds like Zelda 00:26:53 | ceciliaimgreen: I guess it's the same key 00:27:11 | ceciliaimgreen: no natal come for me 00:29:42 | ceciliaimgreen: huh 00:30:12 | ceciliaimgreen: had empty 00:32:37 | ceciliaimgreen: okay that's enough for me right now 00:32:47 | ceciliaimgreen: say I think um sorry guys for moving the screen again sorry for being 00:32:53 | ceciliaimgreen: crashing out but thank you for your kind words thank you for listening please on my piano 00:32:57 | ceciliaimgreen: hopefully I can do a proper stream very soon 00:33:00 | ceciliaimgreen: hopefully I can fix this for the 00:33:03 | ceciliaimgreen: tomorrow as well 00:33:05 | ceciliaimgreen: uh thank you for being here 00:33:11 | ceciliaimgreen: and I'll talk to you very soon I mean read the chat properly 00:33:15 | ceciliaimgreen: thank you thank you don't worry he said I do 00:33:18 | ceciliaimgreen: no I just sucked I mean 00:33:21 | ceciliaimgreen: you know it happens obviously 00:33:27 | ceciliaimgreen: I guess it's just been bad luck upon bad luck I've been kind of frustrated but 00:33:29 | ceciliaimgreen: I'm sure it'll 00:33:36 | ceciliaimgreen: fix itself well not not this Tech stuff I'll have to fix that but like the bad luck 00:33:41 | ceciliaimgreen: this is how it is sometimes when you want to do something you know like how do you get frustrated 00:33:48 | ceciliaimgreen: I think if I it had it if yesterday I hadn't happened then I wouldn't have been so annoyed 00:33:49 | ceciliaimgreen: but 00:33:50 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah 00:33:54 | ceciliaimgreen: at least um 00:33:57 | ceciliaimgreen: at least we had a small thing now 00:34:04 | ceciliaimgreen: and then because I also have a lot of stuff I wanted to do this week for streams so hopefully 00:34:06 | ceciliaimgreen: everything's going to work 00:34:08 | ceciliaimgreen: out 00:34:11 | ceciliaimgreen: out out the light goes out out 00:34:13 | ceciliaimgreen: the light goes out 00:34:16 | ceciliaimgreen: the light goes out 00:34:29 | ceciliaimgreen: I had some tomorrow maybe I'll have proper dinner too or maybe not I bought 00:34:31 | ceciliaimgreen: drinking Clementine 00:34:35 | ceciliaimgreen: and they started molding in 2 days I've never seen anything like you 00:34:41 | ceciliaimgreen: it's crazy why would they do that to me personally why would they attack me like that 00:34:47 | ceciliaimgreen: usually they last like weeks a week or 2 at least well I say usually I don't buy fruit very often 00:34:48 | ceciliaimgreen: I love fruit 00:34:52 | ceciliaimgreen: but I don't buy it off because 00:34:58 | ceciliaimgreen: I'm really bad at telling when fruit is good or not so I always buy stuff that's like 00:35:01 | ceciliaimgreen: broken same with avocados 00:35:25 | ceciliaimgreen: oh I buy like let's say I buy peaches or whatever and then they take they're not ripe or pears I mean a lot of fruit I feel like you can buy and then you let them ripen a little bit while we waiting and then you can still eat them but since I want in its notification that doesn't really work for me exception is bananas and apples I feel like bananas and apples no matter what they always work they always find you know 00:35:30 | ceciliaimgreen: sorry I touched touched the piano with my foot because I'm spitting myself on my chair 00:35:44 | ceciliaimgreen: and well I can't hey guys I can't do this while streaming because I can't I can't spend while streaming but now I'm holding my head and my head my phone and my hand 00:35:47 | ceciliaimgreen: so that's also 00:35:55 | ceciliaimgreen: I had like an old phone somewhere and I wanted to use that for my phone phone cuz this is my streaming phone 00:35:57 | ceciliaimgreen: but I can't find it 00:36:02 | ceciliaimgreen: well please speak to me 00:36:07 | ceciliaimgreen: um so yeah and then my Clementine broke let me see 00:36:09 | ceciliaimgreen: and then 00:36:14 | ceciliaimgreen: yesterday when I I was working on some stuff and I was finishing things up 00:36:20 | ceciliaimgreen: and then I plucked out 1 of the USB cables and the plate that was laying he fell down the big plate broke 00:36:24 | ceciliaimgreen: and the thing is like you know plates breaking is fine 00:36:32 | ceciliaimgreen: but I live in a rental unit and this unit was like for uh furnished and everything so the plates aren't even mine 00:36:35 | ceciliaimgreen: I feel bad 00:36:46 | ceciliaimgreen: we think sucks and we like stupid 00:36:48 | ceciliaimgreen: oh well 00:36:56 | ceciliaimgreen: but it's okay it's just a plate that you'll understand 00:37:08 | ceciliaimgreen: okay I'll buy them a new plate should buy them like a the youngest place I can find I mean to be fair these are really old plates you know where the paint is not the paint but like the paint on it it's kind of faded the pattern 00:37:12 | ceciliaimgreen: I saw plates the other day I've never had like my own 00:37:20 | ceciliaimgreen: you know how people that have their life together they have like matching plates with Cutlery and stuff 00:37:28 | ceciliaimgreen: I saw something in the stores the other day and I was like maybe it's time maybe maybe it's time for me to buy some plates 00:37:30 | ceciliaimgreen: but then again I don't know 00:37:32 | ceciliaimgreen: plates are just plates 00:37:38 | ceciliaimgreen: they they they just they just a sandwich for your food 00:37:40 | ceciliaimgreen: a train for your food 00:37:44 | ceciliaimgreen: train for your thoughts so yeah 00:37:46 | ceciliaimgreen: and then some other stuff went wrong 00:37:47 | ceciliaimgreen: and then 00:37:57 | ceciliaimgreen: and and then and it's fine but it's just like it's so frustrating cuz 00:38:10 | ceciliaimgreen: I mean some of it is my fault cuz I'm stupid but some of it is like outside of my control and the outside of my control once kind of frustrated me okay wow she's venting she's venting 00:38:11 | ceciliaimgreen: thank you 00:38:20 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah those are my thoughts so the last couple weeks I've been kind of rough cuz just I don't know I've been strict with blood luck it only stupid things happen 00:38:32 | ceciliaimgreen: and I've been trying my best and then today I crashed crashed out I was like everything everything everything sucks the 00:38:34 | ceciliaimgreen: the luck Gods hate me 00:38:42 | ceciliaimgreen: they'll be okay this too will pass 00:38:46 | ceciliaimgreen: and then we'll go back to having lots of fun cuz I like having fun 00:38:58 | ceciliaimgreen: wow he's so different she likes having fun wow she's yeah yeah it's the first thing especially because it like fell on my birthday 00:39:00 | ceciliaimgreen: all these terrible things 00:39:13 | ceciliaimgreen: I mean these I'm mostly it's like this week at least was only like small inconveniences I mean this is a pretty annoying inconvenience but at the end of the day you know it's fixable the last couple weeks or some things it doesn't have it's not like streaming stuff it's just personal stuff 00:39:16 | ceciliaimgreen: it's kind of frustrating 00:39:18 | ceciliaimgreen: and the the timing 00:39:20 | ceciliaimgreen: the timing wasn't 00:39:22 | ceciliaimgreen: the timing just wasn't right 00:39:23 | ceciliaimgreen: but 00:39:29 | ceciliaimgreen: November is almost over and then it's Christmas season 00:39:30 | ceciliaimgreen: can you believe it guys 00:39:32 | ceciliaimgreen: Christmas just a week away 00:39:43 | ceciliaimgreen: also I've noticed the last time I did a Twitter space and when I listened to other people doing a Twitter space it always sounds like I have they have a lisp and I wonder why do I sound like I have a lisp 00:39:44 | ceciliaimgreen: lisp 00:39:48 | ceciliaimgreen: um yeah I hope Christmas will be fun 00:39:53 | ceciliaimgreen: and next year there's a lot of fun this is going to be my first fast I'm really excited for fast 00:39:55 | ceciliaimgreen: um 00:39:59 | ceciliaimgreen: just a week away can you believe it guys 00:40:00 | ceciliaimgreen: Christmas 00:40:08 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah I wonder why it sounds like a lisp 00:40:10 | ceciliaimgreen: or the quality of the audio Maybe 00:40:19 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah it's really strange it's not so stupid maybe I don't know cuz I feel like when you on the phone with someone with an iPhone 00:40:24 | ceciliaimgreen: actually I don't know if I've been on a phone with an iPhone very often but I feel 00:40:30 | ceciliaimgreen: like it sounds normal so I do want to watch the problem is with Twitter spaces maybe it's my phone cover I have a really 00:40:32 | ceciliaimgreen: cute cover it has like 00:40:38 | ceciliaimgreen: liquid inside I don't know if you it's like it's really thick it's kind of heavy actually 00:40:40 | ceciliaimgreen: but it's cute 00:40:41 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah 00:40:51 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah and que me I like Christmas I'm not like a Christmas celebrator in that sense but I do like Christmas 00:40:52 | ceciliaimgreen: Christmas Christmas just a week away 00:40:58 | ceciliaimgreen: um yeah 00:41:02 | ceciliaimgreen: and then I'm also working on some things 00:41:13 | ceciliaimgreen: my luck the luck gods have not been in my favor but it's okay slow and steady wins the race words can never hurt me 00:41:18 | ceciliaimgreen: and I like Christmas cuz then they have like Christmas markets and I really like 00:41:20 | ceciliaimgreen: I really like um 00:41:25 | ceciliaimgreen: Maru Maroons in English Maroons maroon maroons 00:41:30 | ceciliaimgreen: heck yeah 00:41:31 | ceciliaimgreen: uh 00:41:36 | ceciliaimgreen: if you ordered a new smartphone yet no 00:41:38 | ceciliaimgreen: cuz I have 1 somewhere 00:41:44 | ceciliaimgreen: just haven't found it and like I put my SIM card in this 1 that's why I haven't done it right now 00:41:46 | ceciliaimgreen: um that's why I'm using uh 00:42:00 | ceciliaimgreen: on this phone right now and I do have like a phone the 1 that I had before the phone that I had that broke it's like a Sony 00:42:11 | ceciliaimgreen: I've always forget its name it's like the 1 of the smallest phones it's like really thin it's like not a normal form factor Sony Xperia Xperia Maybe 00:42:15 | ceciliaimgreen: but it's dead it's dead Jim 00:42:20 | ceciliaimgreen: um I'm thinking about trying to get it fixed just so that I can have the data 00:42:23 | ceciliaimgreen: because I didn't back up my data because 00:42:24 | ceciliaimgreen: I'm because I'm 00:42:28 | ceciliaimgreen: okay I'll tell you a secret 00:42:34 | ceciliaimgreen: when I was a mentally smaller automaton I was like super into 00:42:47 | ceciliaimgreen: cyber like data data safety and I would never save anything I would never use any anything any real things for logging in every single account I had was 00:42:51 | ceciliaimgreen: allegedly wrong 00:42:54 | ceciliaimgreen: and I would never like log on to stuff 00:42:57 | ceciliaimgreen: I would always use in you know 00:43:00 | ceciliaimgreen: vpns and all of that jazz and then 00:43:05 | ceciliaimgreen: and it I've got lazy so I don't really care about it anymore 00:43:13 | ceciliaimgreen: but there's like something about me where I don't want to have anything on my phone cuz like if it's on my computer 00:43:24 | ceciliaimgreen: if someone breaks in here and steals my computer I'm kind of like you know what just have it then at that point just take it I don't care but my phone I can't lose very easily 00:43:26 | ceciliaimgreen: and then you can get all that data 00:43:44 | ceciliaimgreen: actually can you I don't know I guess you can't it's not yeah you can I don't know I don't know how it works I'm not very well known not well informed about it I'm just paranoid and it's so stupid too cuz what am I scared of of no don't use my data for marketing know ah no not 00:43:57 | ceciliaimgreen: customized advertisement for me know please say it ain't so love for some reason it's like this weird thing that I have from years ago and it just stuck 00:44:10 | ceciliaimgreen: that's why I don't have they didn't that's why I didn't have online banking for the longest time because I was like no but then I kept getting fucking paper paper things what is it called 00:44:14 | ceciliaimgreen: you know the stuff that the bank sends you 00:44:21 | ceciliaimgreen: because I didn't have online banking even though it was very normal to have online banking so then they would always send me post and then 00:44:24 | ceciliaimgreen: I was like what what am I stop it 00:44:37 | ceciliaimgreen: and then it said ah if you wanted to stop you got to have to click on it on the online thing and I'm like no no but then I finally did it I said I'm really proud of myself cuz yesterday there was something that I had to pay for 00:44:41 | ceciliaimgreen: pretty expensive something so like a big payment 00:44:44 | ceciliaimgreen: and International 00:44:45 | ceciliaimgreen: so 00:44:48 | ceciliaimgreen: I could I had to like use 00:44:58 | ceciliaimgreen: I mean I guess I could have done a bank transfer but it was easier to use 1 of those Services you know like PayPal I didn't use PayPal but something I pay people and then I sat down 00:45:02 | ceciliaimgreen: and I was like no I know because my biggest 00:45:04 | ceciliaimgreen: struggle in life 00:45:12 | ceciliaimgreen: putting in like my card information online not not even because of the data I think but just because I get so 00:45:36 | ceciliaimgreen: it's like my personal hell like sitting there and putting in numbers I I like numbers in theory but having to put in all everything and then it sends you an SMS and then you have to like say okay it's just I don't know it's so stupid but it's my personal hell it's like the 1 thing I can't do you know the 1 Zoom I think I can do I can take phone calls I can call I can ask people for help no problem putting in my card information anywhere 00:45:49 | ceciliaimgreen: I die but I sat down and I did it and it was great great it was a character development it's it's so silly 00:45:58 | ceciliaimgreen: it's also like when I whenever I buy want to buy something the other day I found this really cute I think she already sent it to me she already sent me this like really cute backpack 00:46:22 | ceciliaimgreen: procrastinated it for like a month and then I finally bought it I probably it's going to arrive for Christmas so that's going to be a Christmas present for myself when yeah my my my character flaw my biggest flaw 00:46:23 | ceciliaimgreen: putting in 00:46:25 | ceciliaimgreen: card information 00:46:28 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah 00:46:29 | ceciliaimgreen: oh well 00:46:32 | ceciliaimgreen: oh well 00:46:34 | ceciliaimgreen: it's okay at least I'll get it 00:46:37 | ceciliaimgreen: I don't know why 00:46:45 | ceciliaimgreen: forms and stuff I'm not that bad it's just but on the other hand it's really good cuz otherwise 00:46:56 | ceciliaimgreen: I remember when I was a little mentally little automaton and I lived with my parents I would often buy stuff online 00:47:09 | ceciliaimgreen: and then I would like make my mom do it and I'm like I want this and she's like are you sure are you sure are you sure you want this isn't this a waste of money and I'm like it's my money I'll do what I want because I had a I had a job I had a part-time job 00:47:13 | ceciliaimgreen: and then I bought all this junk 00:47:15 | ceciliaimgreen: and then once I moved out I stopped 00:47:22 | ceciliaimgreen: information so it's like a miracle 00:47:27 | ceciliaimgreen: is she good with money no she's just fucking lazy 00:47:33 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah better than the opposite yeah I guess it's true okay 00:47:51 | ceciliaimgreen: well that's that's and I think I think it's kind of funny because my my automaton brother he has like he's good with money whatever you know he said mature independent adult but he buys a lot of clothes like he always has he always buys clothes and like 00:48:04 | ceciliaimgreen: backpacks he's like a million backpacks a million shoes and then whenever I visit my parents they're they're they're like oh oh you went like that too right you were like that too and I'm like no 00:48:44 | ceciliaimgreen: I've left that life behind me not anymore and then they start getting concerned also for some reason okay the thing is like when traveling right not anymore because now I'm like a little bit closer to my parents before a while I lived pretty far away so I had to travel long distances to get to them so when I I went there for like a weekend I would just wear you know I would bring up a couple clothes and I would always wear the same things because it's I would always wear the same pair of pants 00:49:19 | ceciliaimgreen: I was like wait I know these are really comfortable you don't understand the thing is like when you want when you traveling I'm and you don't have a lot of space you need to you need to come you need something that you can wear while traveling you can wear a while going out you know so it needs to be something very versatile and a baggy pants pair of pants perfect and then you have then I have a pretty skirt if I want to dress up and then I have like my 2 outfits they're like are you okay do yo 00:49:20 | ceciliaimgreen: and socks 00:49:25 | ceciliaimgreen: 99% of my socks are not mine I have stolen them sorry 00:49:26 | ceciliaimgreen: sorry guys 00:49:30 | ceciliaimgreen: but like are you 00:49:32 | ceciliaimgreen: are you okay no well I think 00:49:44 | ceciliaimgreen: I mean I think when you when you travel also often I would bring my violin and then that is my 1 hand luggage right so then I have even less 00:50:14 | ceciliaimgreen: and I never did check-in luggage because I hate going to the airport early I want to be like last minute so then I would only have a a small suitcase and the violin and the violin would be the hand luggage so then I have even less you know so then you you don't you just it's it's easier that way to just have your 2 outfits it's just like that really old oh my God what was it the Jenna Marbles video when she goes I have 3 looks and that's it and she thinks about having 3 lakhs 3 lakhs I have 3 l 00:50:17 | ceciliaimgreen: box payloads I have 3 lakhs 00:50:18 | ceciliaimgreen: and that's it 00:50:27 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah 00:50:32 | ceciliaimgreen: same bit of clothes and 1 violin 00:50:33 | ceciliaimgreen: it's true 00:50:39 | ceciliaimgreen: what's the most socks yeah we had for 1 year anniversary didn't we 00:50:47 | ceciliaimgreen: he's just really good with money oh she she's still so good with it 00:50:52 | ceciliaimgreen: I don't know I'm really bad with money and Theory but I'm not because 00:50:55 | ceciliaimgreen: I was stupid 00:51:02 | ceciliaimgreen: I've always struggled with materialistic Goods like when I break something I'm like oh 00:51:08 | ceciliaimgreen: oh you know the meme of what's her name we 00:51:12 | ceciliaimgreen: we we we we we 00:51:17 | ceciliaimgreen: like 00:51:21 | ceciliaimgreen: oh they passed away and then she goes oh they passed away 00:51:22 | ceciliaimgreen: oh 00:51:27 | ceciliaimgreen: it's like the most inauthentic 00:51:30 | ceciliaimgreen: sadness I've heard in my entire life oh 00:51:35 | ceciliaimgreen: oh so yeah when something breaks you know obviously I feel bad but I don't 00:51:39 | ceciliaimgreen: I don't really think about it that much 00:51:42 | ceciliaimgreen: which is stupid because you know 00:51:48 | ceciliaimgreen: I grew up very stingy and very like frugal 00:51:53 | ceciliaimgreen: and its state that way but only because of coincidence coincidence I think no 00:51:57 | ceciliaimgreen: okay well that's me rambling thank you very much for listening 00:51:59 | ceciliaimgreen: oh shocks 00:52:00 | ceciliaimgreen: aew 00:52:05 | ceciliaimgreen: oh I'll try my best 00:52:11 | ceciliaimgreen: and hopefully I can fix everything for tomorrow going to wake up early 00:52:18 | ceciliaimgreen: um and now I'll get some food maybe or maybe I'll take a bath a relaxing bath 00:52:24 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah sorry again thank you for being patient I'll see you all tomorrow tomorrow hopefully if not Wednesday 00:52:28 | ceciliaimgreen: yes yes yes 00:52:31 | ceciliaimgreen: worst case I can buy like 1 of those 00:52:36 | ceciliaimgreen: I don't even know we had these in the Far Eastern it's like Wi-Fi boxes 00:52:39 | ceciliaimgreen: okay well 00:52:41 | ceciliaimgreen: I'll see you soon 00:52:44 | ceciliaimgreen: No actually that's not 00:52:52 | ceciliaimgreen: I think I just need a I think it's just my router okay well anyways actually but definitely be able to fix it tomorrow pretty sure 00:52:54 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah 00:53:06 | ceciliaimgreen: yeah I'm 90% sure 95% sure once I get hit by a car which I won't don't worry I'm very durable okay thanks everyone see you uh very soon 00:53:10 | ceciliaimgreen: uh yeah are you leaving the place to face up I think so 00:53:18 | ceciliaimgreen: maybe I'm thinking no I don't know I think so okay bye everyone bye bye I'm waving 00:53:21 | ceciliaimgreen: hi bye bye 00:53:26 | ceciliaimgreen: don't jinx it no I would never 00:53:29 | ceciliaimgreen: hi don't worry bye 00:53:30 | ceciliaimgreen: bye bye bye 00:53:37 | ceciliaimgreen: bye see you soon Lotus bye 00:53:46 | ceciliaimgreen: how do I end this oh there how do I end this there's an end button okay bye say bye to this P okay bye 00:53:47 | ceciliaimgreen: and 00:53:49 | ceciliaimgreen: and seen 00:54:01 | ceciliaimgreen: oh it's asking me and space and stop recording you want to end this space and stop yes and yes and what and seen