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hello hello is this thing on oh my God


spaces 1 sec


this is now a Twitter space


okay


you can use the chat on the piano stream


trying to open it


using my laptop right now hello yes we can hear yay it's on yay yep hi everyone


hello


yellow the music in the starting thing was kind of nice can I can I have it back hi everyone it's me Cecilia McGregor from whole idea Justice and I have been having Tech issues TM and I had a crash out and now I'm and then I ate a little some food I ate like 1 of those


I don't know what they called like a board it's like cracker cracker bread


um and some tomato and little bulb you okay hopefully oh God my laptop's running out of Internet uh uh not internet uh Power where's my cable


um


yum oh there


uh


1 second


okay plug it in


okay I I I don't often do Twitter spaces I think this is my


second Twitter space


ever


oh please don't worry about people long as long as it takes thank you


yeah I'm gonna have to fix this I'm gonna have to get out


early tomorrow because this this is a stream too


1 with the bay


ah and then I don't know if I can make the piano trip tomorrow night but I 100% do it on Wednesday be able to do it on a Wednesday night but I'll keep you updated so maybe the stream will be tomorrow night instead of Wednesday night


um but yeah twice by yay I think


yeah I think I did 1 once when we were in the Far East I do have


let me move this


what is this connected to


Internet no


that's not


okay


okay so it works okay


yeah I'll try to bunch of stuff and I like connect my PC to my


laptop and everything but just wasn't working but I do have my piano


but I have no idea how bad the audio is with Twitter space


Twitter phone audio so


can you hear this


we can hear it oh


not terrible


but the thing is with Twitter I can't play like


my name is songs cuz perms work differently but


you can do this tiny little improvisation


yeah I don't know


1 sec


rolling up my sleeves


oops


to see it am I getting a proposition in major


it's never been done before


no I probably have some songs for today for the stream but like I said I can't play them


but I can play classical music


but I the only 1 I have sheet music for is this 1 I think


damn


oh God the fan of like slipped up with let me put the mic


maybe here


okay still hear that then it's really loud of this but


green squid squid


I don't know what else I have but


I should sort these


oh I can play like the first 3 notes of this 1


22 3 4 5 6 okay I I can't play this very well but I can try


oh can you still hear okay with the thing that I put there oh 3 notes


okay I think so


Charlotte my God here


God you shit


never realized it ends so sad why is it so sad huh


huh why are you so sad


why


that was the Sati Eric Sati


um


okay this 1 I really can't play but I'll do a couple bars


bars


oops


so a lot of bees


I don't have the second page


no


this


60 oh I found it


hi


sorry


this is really hard I'm also omitting like half the notes


I don't know if I should keep going


oh did you see don't listen and then he goes crazy


I can't play this


let me just play the last bar


really


it it ends open


no no no no ah


ah ah ah okay okay that makes sense


I was like whoa that's crazy but I was in the wrong in the wrong hand yeah what a you know that's like a couple bars of clay underneath me


what's this I have another Super


oh I don't recognize this okay let me try


oh oh


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yay


it's a that was cha


what oh I don't know


what do you mean


let's try this in my last classical piece I have


she really loved uh we'll try


hm


confusing


okay


did you notice


the kind of sounds like Zelda


I guess it's the same key


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no natal come for me


huh


had empty


okay that's enough for me right now


say I think um sorry guys for moving the screen again sorry for being


crashing out but thank you for your kind words thank you for listening please on my piano


hopefully I can do a proper stream very soon


hopefully I can fix this for the


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tomorrow as well


uh thank you for being here


and I'll talk to you very soon I mean read the chat properly


thank you thank you don't worry he said I do


no I just sucked I mean


you know it happens obviously


I guess it's just been bad luck upon bad luck I've been kind of frustrated but


I'm sure it'll


fix itself well not not this Tech stuff I'll have to fix that but like the bad luck


this is how it is sometimes when you want to do something you know like how do you get frustrated


I think if I it had it if yesterday I hadn't happened then I wouldn't have been so annoyed


but


yeah


at least um


at least we had a small thing now


and then because I also have a lot of stuff I wanted to do this week for streams so hopefully


everything's going to work


out


out out the light goes out out


the light goes out


I had some tomorrow maybe I'll have proper dinner too or maybe not I bought


drinking Clementine


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and they started molding in 2 days I've never seen anything like you


it's crazy why would they do that to me personally why would they attack me like that


usually they last like weeks a week or 2 at least well I say usually I don't buy fruit very often


I love fruit


but I don't buy it off because


I'm really bad at telling when fruit is good or not so I always buy stuff that's like


broken same with avocados


oh I buy like let's say I buy peaches or whatever and then they take they're not ripe or pears I mean a lot of fruit I feel like you can buy and then you let them ripen a little bit while we waiting and then you can still eat them but since I want in its notification that doesn't really work for me exception is bananas and apples I feel like bananas and apples no matter what they always work they always find you know


sorry I touched touched the piano with my foot because I'm spitting myself on my chair


and well I can't hey guys I can't do this while streaming because I can't I can't spend while streaming but now I'm holding my head and my head my phone and my hand


so that's also


I had like an old phone somewhere and I wanted to use that for my phone phone cuz this is my streaming phone


but I can't find it


well please speak to me


um so yeah and then my Clementine broke let me see


and then


yesterday when I I was working on some stuff and I was finishing things up


and then I plucked out 1 of the USB cables and the plate that was laying he fell down the big plate broke


and the thing is like you know plates breaking is fine


but I live in a rental unit and this unit was like for uh furnished and everything so the plates aren't even mine


I feel bad


we think sucks and we like stupid


oh well


but it's okay it's just a plate that you'll understand


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okay I'll buy them a new plate should buy them like a the youngest place I can find I mean to be fair these are really old plates you know where the paint is not the paint but like the paint on it it's kind of faded the pattern


I saw plates the other day I've never had like my own


you know how people that have their life together they have like matching plates with Cutlery and stuff


I saw something in the stores the other day and I was like maybe it's time maybe maybe it's time for me to buy some plates


but then again I don't know


plates are just plates


they they they just they just a sandwich for your food


a train for your food


train for your thoughts so yeah


and then some other stuff went wrong


and then


and and then and it's fine but it's just like it's so frustrating cuz


I mean some of it is my fault cuz I'm stupid but some of it is like outside of my control and the outside of my control once kind of frustrated me okay wow she's venting she's venting


thank you


yeah those are my thoughts so the last couple weeks I've been kind of rough cuz just I don't know I've been strict with blood luck it only stupid things happen


and I've been trying my best and then today I crashed crashed out I was like everything everything everything sucks the


the luck Gods hate me


they'll be okay this too will pass


and then we'll go back to having lots of fun cuz I like having fun


wow he's so different she likes having fun wow she's yeah yeah it's the first thing especially because it like fell on my birthday


all these terrible things


I mean these I'm mostly it's like this week at least was only like small inconveniences I mean this is a pretty annoying inconvenience but at the end of the day you know it's fixable the last couple weeks or some things it doesn't have it's not like streaming stuff it's just personal stuff


it's kind of frustrating


and the the timing


the timing wasn't


the timing just wasn't right


but


November is almost over and then it's Christmas season


can you believe it guys


Christmas just a week away


also I've noticed the last time I did a Twitter space and when I listened to other people doing a Twitter space it always sounds like I have they have a lisp and I wonder why do I sound like I have a lisp


lisp


um yeah I hope Christmas will be fun


and next year there's a lot of fun this is going to be my first fast I'm really excited for fast


um


just a week away can you believe it guys


Christmas


yeah I wonder why it sounds like a lisp


or the quality of the audio Maybe


yeah it's really strange it's not so stupid maybe I don't know cuz I feel like when you on the phone with someone with an iPhone


actually I don't know if I've been on a phone with an iPhone very often but I feel


like it sounds normal so I do want to watch the problem is with Twitter spaces maybe it's my phone cover I have a really


cute cover it has like


liquid inside I don't know if you it's like it's really thick it's kind of heavy actually


but it's cute


yeah


yeah and que me I like Christmas I'm not like a Christmas celebrator in that sense but I do like Christmas


Christmas Christmas just a week away


um yeah


and then I'm also working on some things


my luck the luck gods have not been in my favor but it's okay slow and steady wins the race words can never hurt me


and I like Christmas cuz then they have like Christmas markets and I really like


I really like um


Maru Maroons in English Maroons maroon maroons


heck yeah


uh


if you ordered a new smartphone yet no


cuz I have 1 somewhere


just haven't found it and like I put my SIM card in this 1 that's why I haven't done it right now


um that's why I'm using uh


on this phone right now and I do have like a phone the 1 that I had before the phone that I had that broke it's like a Sony


I've always forget its name it's like the 1 of the smallest phones it's like really thin it's like not a normal form factor Sony Xperia Xperia Maybe


but it's dead it's dead Jim


um I'm thinking about trying to get it fixed just so that I can have the data


because I didn't back up my data because


I'm because I'm


okay I'll tell you a secret


when I was a mentally smaller automaton I was like super into


cyber like data data safety and I would never save anything I would never use any anything any real things for logging in every single account I had was


allegedly wrong


and I would never like log on to stuff


I would always use in you know


vpns and all of that jazz and then


and it I've got lazy so I don't really care about it anymore


but there's like something about me where I don't want to have anything on my phone cuz like if it's on my computer


if someone breaks in here and steals my computer I'm kind of like you know what just have it then at that point just take it I don't care but my phone I can't lose very easily


and then you can get all that data


actually can you I don't know I guess you can't it's not yeah you can I don't know I don't know how it works I'm not very well known not well informed about it I'm just paranoid and it's so stupid too cuz what am I scared of of no don't use my data for marketing know ah no not


customized advertisement for me know please say it ain't so love for some reason it's like this weird thing that I have from years ago and it just stuck


that's why I don't have they didn't that's why I didn't have online banking for the longest time because I was like no but then I kept getting fucking paper paper things what is it called


you know the stuff that the bank sends you


because I didn't have online banking even though it was very normal to have online banking so then they would always send me post and then


I was like what what am I stop it


and then it said ah if you wanted to stop you got to have to click on it on the online thing and I'm like no no but then I finally did it I said I'm really proud of myself cuz yesterday there was something that I had to pay for


pretty expensive something so like a big payment


and International


so


I could I had to like use


I mean I guess I could have done a bank transfer but it was easier to use 1 of those Services you know like PayPal I didn't use PayPal but something I pay people and then I sat down


and I was like no I know because my biggest


struggle in life


putting in like my card information online not not even because of the data I think but just because I get so


it's like my personal hell like sitting there and putting in numbers I I like numbers in theory but having to put in all everything and then it sends you an SMS and then you have to like say okay it's just I don't know it's so stupid but it's my personal hell it's like the 1 thing I can't do you know the 1 Zoom I think I can do I can take phone calls I can call I can ask people for help no problem putting in my card information anywhere


I die but I sat down and I did it and it was great great it was a character development it's it's so silly


it's also like when I whenever I buy want to buy something the other day I found this really cute I think she already sent it to me she already sent me this like really cute backpack


procrastinated it for like a month and then I finally bought it I probably it's going to arrive for Christmas so that's going to be a Christmas present for myself when yeah my my my character flaw my biggest flaw


putting in


card information


yeah


oh well


it's okay at least I'll get it


I don't know why


forms and stuff I'm not that bad it's just but on the other hand it's really good cuz otherwise


I remember when I was a little mentally little automaton and I lived with my parents I would often buy stuff online


and then I would like make my mom do it and I'm like I want this and she's like are you sure are you sure are you sure you want this isn't this a waste of money and I'm like it's my money I'll do what I want because I had a I had a job I had a part-time job


and then I bought all this junk


and then once I moved out I stopped


information so it's like a miracle


is she good with money no she's just fucking lazy


yeah better than the opposite yeah I guess it's true okay


well that's that's and I think I think it's kind of funny because my my automaton brother he has like he's good with money whatever you know he said mature independent adult but he buys a lot of clothes like he always has he always buys clothes and like


backpacks he's like a million backpacks a million shoes and then whenever I visit my parents they're they're they're like oh oh you went like that too right you were like that too and I'm like no


I've left that life behind me not anymore and then they start getting concerned also for some reason okay the thing is like when traveling right not anymore because now I'm like a little bit closer to my parents before a while I lived pretty far away so I had to travel long distances to get to them so when I I went there for like a weekend I would just wear you know I would bring up a couple clothes and I would always wear the same things because it's I would always wear the same pair of pants


I was like wait I know these are really comfortable you don't understand the thing is like when you want when you traveling I'm and you don't have a lot of space you need to you need to come you need something that you can wear while traveling you can wear a while going out you know so it needs to be something very versatile and a baggy pants pair of pants perfect and then you have then I have a pretty skirt if I want to dress up and then I have like my 2 outfits they're like are you okay do yo


and socks


99% of my socks are not mine I have stolen them sorry


sorry guys


but like are you


are you okay no well I think


I mean I think when you when you travel also often I would bring my violin and then that is my 1 hand luggage right so then I have even less


and I never did check-in luggage because I hate going to the airport early I want to be like last minute so then I would only have a a small suitcase and the violin and the violin would be the hand luggage so then I have even less you know so then you you don't you just it's it's easier that way to just have your 2 outfits it's just like that really old oh my God what was it the Jenna Marbles video when she goes I have 3 looks and that's it and she thinks about having 3 lakhs 3 lakhs I have 3 l


box payloads I have 3 lakhs


and that's it


yeah


same bit of clothes and 1 violin


it's true


what's the most socks yeah we had for 1 year anniversary didn't we


he's just really good with money oh she she's still so good with it


I don't know I'm really bad with money and Theory but I'm not because


I was stupid


I've always struggled with materialistic Goods like when I break something I'm like oh


oh you know the meme of what's her name we


we we we we we


like


oh they passed away and then she goes oh they passed away


oh


it's like the most inauthentic


sadness I've heard in my entire life oh


oh so yeah when something breaks you know obviously I feel bad but I don't


I don't really think about it that much


which is stupid because you know


I grew up very stingy and very like frugal


and its state that way but only because of coincidence coincidence I think no


okay well that's me rambling thank you very much for listening


oh shocks


aew


oh I'll try my best


and hopefully I can fix everything for tomorrow going to wake up early


um and now I'll get some food maybe or maybe I'll take a bath a relaxing bath


yeah sorry again thank you for being patient I'll see you all tomorrow tomorrow hopefully if not Wednesday


yes yes yes


worst case I can buy like 1 of those


I don't even know we had these in the Far Eastern it's like Wi-Fi boxes


okay well


I'll see you soon


No actually that's not


I think I just need a I think it's just my router okay well anyways actually but definitely be able to fix it tomorrow pretty sure


yeah


yeah I'm 90% sure 95% sure once I get hit by a car which I won't don't worry I'm very durable okay thanks everyone see you uh very soon


uh yeah are you leaving the place to face up I think so


maybe I'm thinking no I don't know I think so okay bye everyone bye bye I'm waving


hi bye bye


don't jinx it no I would never


hi don't worry bye


bye bye bye


bye see you soon Lotus bye


how do I end this oh there how do I end this there's an end button okay bye say bye to this P okay bye


and


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oh it's asking me and space and stop recording you want to end this space and stop yes and yes and what and seen